"A makeover isn't about changing the way you look,
it's about bringing out your best features."
-MakeOver, ©Water2Wine.-
Now, it's to keep things simple and clean. And a hello to the me of the present.

*****Rica and Rinn has got the details planned out for SKST '05 Gathering 2009. Oh boy, I need Guppy's help on this. Tell me how am I going to go to CS and come back in one piece without being found out by my parents? :S

Ah yes, in case you're still new around here, my parents hate CS and they hate me for asking whether I can go hang with friends there every time. Hey, no harm trying right. But yeah, never did work out even once.

*****I think I was OTT-stupid and idiotic today. It's silly of me to keep thinking of you, but I still can't let go. I tried, and every time I'm done with you in my life, those previous memories come right back to haunt me.

My brain capacity cannot accept these images anymore. But they're moments in life that I can never forget.

Even if I had forgiven you, what's the point? Even if you had forgotten, what's the point?

If you had ever treated me as a friend, you wouldn't had even thought of saying those cruel words. Even if it's not for me to hear, but hey, word spreads quickly like wildfire you know.


You're a major disappointment. I'm actually sorry that I did so much for your happiness, if all you're capable now is to hurt me time and time again.

Did you know I had nearly got over it? Yes, nearly. But you just had to say the most ridiculous thing, and made me look like a total freak.

Hello, I can clearly remember that you were the one parading your status and saying that you weren't embarrassed to be one.

So-called loud and proud.

And now you're saying that I'm the weird and freaky one, and made others believe it?

You're just as ridiculous.

At least I'm being myself.

Let's see how long you can survive with your current cronies my dear.

When I start to learn how to forget you, you'll lose the attention from me. And you being the attention-seeker, let's see how you can bear with that.

*****To whom I regarded as a long-time friend.

Okay, we may have had those arguments, misunderstandings, drama, miscommunication, whatever you may call it.

But is it completely necessary to act really awkward while talking to me in school? In public? In front of your friends?

And go back to normality in the absence of your friends, in private?

Is it that embarrassing to talk to me?

Why don't you just tell it straight to my face?

Oh wait, I forgot. It's too embarrassing to talk to me! I might just ruin your image perhaps.

Then fine, I'll try not to talk to you unless completely necessary. Since the intention of just trying to stay friends didn't work out.

Conclusion?

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

"A makeover isn't about changing the way you look,
it's about bringing out your best features."
-MakeOver, ©Water2Wine.-
Now, it's to keep things simple and clean. And a hello to the me of the present.

*****Rica and Rinn has got the details planned out for SKST '05 Gathering 2009. Oh boy, I need Guppy's help on this. Tell me how am I going to go to CS and come back in one piece without being found out by my parents? :S

Ah yes, in case you're still new around here, my parents hate CS and they hate me for asking whether I can go hang with friends there every time. Hey, no harm trying right. But yeah, never did work out even once.

*****I think I was OTT-stupid and idiotic today. It's silly of me to keep thinking of you, but I still can't let go. I tried, and every time I'm done with you in my life, those previous memories come right back to haunt me.

My brain capacity cannot accept these images anymore. But they're moments in life that I can never forget.

Even if I had forgiven you, what's the point? Even if you had forgotten, what's the point?

If you had ever treated me as a friend, you wouldn't had even thought of saying those cruel words. Even if it's not for me to hear, but hey, word spreads quickly like wildfire you know.


You're a major disappointment. I'm actually sorry that I did so much for your happiness, if all you're capable now is to hurt me time and time again.

Did you know I had nearly got over it? Yes, nearly. But you just had to say the most ridiculous thing, and made me look like a total freak.

Hello, I can clearly remember that you were the one parading your status and saying that you weren't embarrassed to be one.

So-called loud and proud.

And now you're saying that I'm the weird and freaky one, and made others believe it?

You're just as ridiculous.

At least I'm being myself.

Let's see how long you can survive with your current cronies my dear.

When I start to learn how to forget you, you'll lose the attention from me. And you being the attention-seeker, let's see how you can bear with that.

*****To whom I regarded as a long-time friend.

Okay, we may have had those arguments, misunderstandings, drama, miscommunication, whatever you may call it.

But is it completely necessary to act really awkward while talking to me in school? In public? In front of your friends?

And go back to normality in the absence of your friends, in private?

Is it that embarrassing to talk to me?

Why don't you just tell it straight to my face?

Oh wait, I forgot. It's too embarrassing to talk to me! I might just ruin your image perhaps.

Then fine, I'll try not to talk to you unless completely necessary. Since the intention of just trying to stay friends didn't work out.

Conclusion?

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