Happy Sweet Sixteen, Darling!
You know how much I heart you so!
And no worries,
I'll dance ballet with you,
no matter how weird I find it at the rarest of times which was today x]
I won't tell you you're getting to be a wrinkled Tomato-san like that Banana-sama said of you!
I'll be there to sing with you and we'll play a duet on the piano together one day!
Let's start with Tegami by Angela Aki (:
You made me love that song too!
Ahaks,
I love you scandal partner!

xoxo,
Your Scandal Partner aka Tiger-chan!

"Rawr."
XD

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Tag 5 people after completing the Cell Phone Survey.

1. What is your current ringtone?
Avril Lavigne - The Best Damn Thing.

2. What is your current wallpaper?

It had been my wallpaper since I got it from my fiance aka my sizzling HAWT dirrrty dancer, Rina Banana! I miss her. I miss all the RYLA-rians. I miss RYLA '08. There I go again =(
3. Do you own a picture phone?
Yearh.

4. If so, what was the last picture you took?
Something that's meant for a blog entry, coming soon.

5. Go to your inbox and type what the 10th text message says.
It's a kinda sweet forwarded text from Selwyn about studying and exams, and that it'll be all over soon, so add oil!

6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
190.

7. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
My dad.

8. What service do you have?
DiGi, always had been.

9. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
Five bars - two more from achieving a faultless (yeah right) reception.

10. Who's on your speed dial numbers?
Mumsie and Kor.

11. Do you have voice mail?
Duh.

12. How many contacts do you have that start with J - Who are they?
10. Jasmine Ho, Jeffrey, Jessica (the one from SKST, mind you!), Jesslyn Neo, Jia Xin, JoJo, Joshua, Ju Chin, Judith, Julian.

13. Who do you call the most?
Mumsie.

14. How many text messages do you get a month?
A lot.

15. Can you send pictures?
No. Too lazy to activate MMS, since I had been requestiong for it and it never did get through. So I don't care about it too much.

16. What are the first 2 digits to your number?
71.

17. Go to your SENT texts. What does the first one say?
A message I sent to Jia Ying telling her that Veena will text her Lim Vivian's number soon.

18. What about the 15th?
A text I sent to Selwyn about the Love Foundation Home for the Disabled.

19.Who's the last person that you texted?
Jia Ying. Hello human-who-made-this-tag, you asked something similar in 17?

20. Last person that texted you?
Jia Ying.

21. Last person you added to your contacts?
Shaline.

22. How many minutes are on your plan?
Five I think.

23. Go down to your 5th contact, who is it?
Aida Amira!

24. Wanna give out your number?
Why should I?

Tagging : Dee! Anna! Azri! Abiin! Jia Ying!

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L-R:
The Aspiring Ballerina,
The Emotional Weirdo,
The Life of The Class,
The DiGi Advertiser.
Last memoir with Aishah Sabina aka Abiin.

During our Modern Math class earlier..

Azri : Leonie, do you have your Chemistry PEKA with you now?
Leonie : Yearh, I do. Azri, are you okay?
Azri : *shakes head*
Leonie : (Maybe she's not feeling well or just damn exhausted. Don't ask too much, I thought.) *searches for Chemistry PEKA and gives it to Azri*

May: Where's Abiin? Is she absent?
*goes off to search for Abiin*

A few minutes later, May came back.

In tears.

Saying what only could be the worst news that could happen to somebody in our class.

"Abiin went to Teknik already.."
Wham.

It then hit me that Abiin wasn't doing her usual disappearing act from class with Azri and Anna.

No wonder Azri looked upset.

No wonder Anna looked glum.

No wonder I felt like a familiar presence in class wasn't there anymore.

No wonder I had this horrid gut feeling since I reached the school gates this morning.

No wonder May kept on asking about Abiin.

No wonder I kept pushing away that bugging thought that Abiin might have moved to either STF or Teknik.

It then hit me, that I was being such a selfish happy-go-lucky twerp in the morning when I wanted to distribute the newspapers to all the classes with Min Wen.

It was then, I couldn't hold my back own tears.

Again.

The same scenario.

So familiar was this scene, I cried even harder.

So stupid was I, not knowing Azri was freaking upset that Abiin was gone.

What made the whole thing even gloomier and much more upsetting after May broke the news to us in tears.

Leonie : Azri, I'm so sorry I didn't know what happened..*hugs*
Azri : *long silence*
Azri : There won't be the Triple A in class anymore..
Leonie : I made that name for you guys..and now..*cries even harder*

I'd always thought Azri was a really strong person.

She still is, but this is the first time I saw her tearing up.

Only something major can make Azri cry.

I feel horrid for not noticing earlier.

I'm so sorry, Azri.

I really am.

I didn't even get to say a proper goodbye to Abiin.

To Abiin, my beloved Kambing, I miss you like heck. I can merely wish you all the best in your new school, and that 4 Science 1 is different without you here.

To the Triple A..

Remember the time when you three tied yourself together with a belt and walked around the front of the class laughing your heads off and making me laugh as well? In the end you guys lost your balance and fell looking like a heap of mess, tangled with each other. You guys even laughed it off when the teacher came in looking at the knotty situation you guys were in. That made my day.

Remember when Abiin and Azri jumped onto my back without any warning and almost broke my back doing so? I had a good laugh though even if my muscles were sore from carrying them around.

Remember when Ong escaped? The three of you just came back to class when Anna realized Ong was missing, and what happened after that can only be described with a piercing scream and you three running into class like mad maniacs, announcing that Ong escaped and was just outside. We caught Ong and I documented the whole event. We had fun dissecting frogs and camwhoring and just being mad scientists and crazy surgeons.
I miss those days already.

These are the times which will be precious memories of days spent in high school when we graduate from high school the end of next year.

I love my Triple A buddies so freaking much, 'cos they really make me feel accepted somehow for being my crazy weird self.

Anna and Azri, we'll be the Emo Gang together.

Abiin, stay strong in your new school. I'll still see you on Fridays right, when you come over for Ninja practice? Though like what Azri said, it's not the same like the last time when you still were in 4SC1 with us.

Those who do not shed their tears, doesn't mean they're strong.
Those who cry their hearts out loud, they're not as fragile and weak as they look.


To Mella, you take care too.

*****Might be going on a short hiatus.

Not only 'cos of the exams, but also I need some time alone to sort my thoughts out. The fact that I need to learn to accept that people come and go in my life.

Problem is, when it is people that are dear to you, that mean so much to you the ones that leave you all of a sudden, you can't help but feel the pain from their absence..

..can you?

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Had a very weird sleeping pattern yesterday, and I have Sports' Day to blame for it.

Right after that I had Physics' tuition at Omega, and I swear my brains were fried that I was uttering and muttering total random crap to Khairina. Pity her, she had to entertain my weirdness for two whole hours.

Then, slept from 7.30PM - 10PM, secretly did homework till 4AM, then slept till 7.30AM to get ready for Chemistry and Add. Math.

Why did I have to do my homework discreetly without letting my parents know?

It's 'cos I told them I'd finished everything, so that I could go over to Fiona's to practice the choreographed dance for her Blacklight Party.

Good news? I managed to get there and come back home in one piece.

Bad news? I'm still not done with homework nor studying for the upcoming test.

I hadn't even started revising any of the subjects yet, believe me.

But yeah, all these school-related worries aside, I had fun dancing and hanging out with Fio and Shu Rong today. Adding the fact that I had Latte and Da Freak, Fio's Chihuahua and pet tortoise respectively, who both entertained me with their cute and crazy and weird antics in the day.

What with Latte being so hyper and ah-dorable and Da Freak trying to get out from it's box and ended up lying on its shell. By the way, Fio's tortoise only got named today, and I sort of suggested naming him / her / it Freak 'cos she kept on calling it just that. Pity him / her / it, being verbally abused by Fio and poked continuously by Shu Rong :P

I'm seriously thankful that I did go.

'Cos I wasn't supposed to, but thank gawd Fiona could fetch me back to her house, and just hanging out and dancing the steps whether right or wrong, it's very relaxing somehow. And we were talking about loads of random stuff, including Chemistry which I had Shu Rong aka the Chemistry expert to check my graphs for PEKA and explain something about ionic bonds to me XD

Got into heck load of trouble regarding me in getting back home, and I might be banned from going next week, but oh well, I'll try to think of something.

Oh yeah, I'll blog about Sports' Day soon, once I have all the pictures.

Have school tomorrow as usual.

Am so freaking tired.

Zzzzzzzzzz.

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The Rules - Post this list on your profile (Notes/Blog) replacing my answers with yours.

Tag 25 people to do the same thing.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Definitely not. My mum named me 'Leonie' 'cos she wanted to make sure her kids' names are unique and different. Well, she got her wish, as my name is apparently French and so far, I don't know anybody else in this country with the same name as me. Thank you mumsie!

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Last Friday.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
It's fine by me.

4. DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND? IF NO, WOULD YOU WANT ONE?
My boyfriend's name is the much beloved and cute Ng Ah Yuan aka Pikachu! :P

5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I might. It depends, really. 'Cos I'm so different I scare people away most of the time.

6. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
It's my middle name. Got trained by my bro when I was in primary. I thank him for that now.

7. HOW DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE IN A COUPLE OF YEARS (REALISTICALLY PLEASE)
Doing great in my studies while living an awesome life with friends and family.

8. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Hell yeah!

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Koko Krunch, for many reasons. Only my family knows why. Haha.

10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Never. Besides, all of my shoes don't have shoelaces except for my school shoes.

11. WOULD YOU MOVE AGAIN?
I might. Who knows? I'll leave it to the future to decide.

12. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
How they present themselves physically. Then I move on to personality and attitude.

13. RED OR PINK?
Blood red and acid pink.

14. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
I tend to procrastinate so damn freaking much.

15. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
What? My kiddy days when I used to spend all the time in the world in my own company.

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Teresa aka Terri, my Aussie bestie. Dirrrty dancers, Rina and Tara.

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
I won't force anyone, but yeah, I do.

18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
Red shorts and shoeless. I don't wear shoes in the house aye. Like duh?

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Rolling Stones' Paint It Black.

20. WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
Copycats, bad English and people who credit themselves for another's work.

21. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
Certain light scents. Therapy oils. Hot tea. Coffee, though I don't really drink it.

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Veena!

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
No, I hate her. Just returning her the favour.

24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Synchronized swimming, diving, gymnastics, bowling, badminton, equestrian tournaments, archery.

25. HAIR COLOR?
Black, dark brown, bronze, white, gray and one strand of red hair. I kid you not.

26. EYE COLOR?
Very dark brown, according to Ah Yuan.

27. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAJOR REGRETS?
Too many to be listed. Well, we all make mistakes.

28. FAVORITE FOOD?
I'm a foodie-holic?

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
I hate horror movies. Leaves me with happy endings. Though I'm also fine with tear-jerkers.

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED, AND WITH WHOM?
Inkheart - with Wen Chye, Chris, Ben and Dashran.

31. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Red.

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Spring and autumn.

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
Both. I think more to kisses XD Refer to Najwa's blog for more information!

34. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Respond to this tag? Me responding to something? I don't know.

35. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Who's least likely to respond to this tag? What I'm least likely to respond to? Incomplete question.

36. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Witch Season - Winter by Jeff Mariotte.

37. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
I gave up on mouse pads a long time ago.

38. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
I didn't watch TeeVee at all yesterday.

39. WHAT LITTLE THING MAKES YOU HAPPY?
Laughing out loud with friends, having fun with friends, travelling, dancing like a maniac, music, spending some quality time alone with a good book, good food, beating my kor's high score in Guitar Hero or Taiko x]

40. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Both!

41. WHERE IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Cameron Highlands, Pahang.

42. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
I tell the lamest, coldest jokes!

43. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Johor Bahru, Johor, West Malaysia, Planet Earth.

44. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
The people I'm going to tag. Lol.

45. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
Quote Najwa, "The most romantic place ever - school."

Tagging : Anna! Azri! Abiin! Dee! Jia Ying! Veena! Sue-Ann!

*****I really enjoyed talking to Anna about piano stuff today. To Azri about J-rock and her recommending me some Visual Kei bands for me to listen to. And to Soske and Fairuz about games and gaming. The time I spent with the peeps that talked to me before recess, was totally awesome.

Anna's passion for piano-playing got me back into it too. I'm actually looking for piano scores again. Thanks Anna! (:

Also to Azri for helping me in my baby steps to J-rock again! ;)

*****Sports' Day tomorrow! Hopefully the speeches won't be too long, I'm marching tomorrow! Pity us that have to stand there under the hot sun so that they can listen to their own voices. Please, we're hardly interested.

PS : It was weird sitting between Najwa and Guppy who were both blogging using the school's computers in the library.

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Had raptai at Stadium Larkin earlier.

For the past three years of me studying in SIGS, I had never attended a second raptai at the stadium, what more participate in any running events.

This year is way different.

Since I managed to finish 100m before 17 seconds, Pn. Norma asked me whether I would want to take part in any of the running events this year.

So with the help of Evonne, who's much more experienced than me in choosing events, since she was a runner from last year, I sort of let her decide for me which events to take part in, and I ended up in 400m and 800m.

Then, I became the reserve for 400m and took over somebody's place in 800m.

And without knowing it, I just knew yesterday that the 800m event was today, and not Saturday after marching.

Went to the stadium in En. Mahadi's cool car that was imported from Japan with Farah Izyan, Nazlin aka Polar Bear, Hui Mei, Qi Xuan and Evonne.

Fell asleep on the way there. Random fact, I like to sleep in cars. Hahah.

Did my thang there and got fifth out of eight runners. Evonne came in fourth. Wasn't so bad since it's my first time running I guess, though I knew I could had done better. Well, at least I was ahead of three runners who had taken part before in the previous years, so it feels like some sort of achievement I think.

And I got marks for Maimunah! Yay me! *does the London Tipton clap*

And no Abiin, Blue House aka Aminah didn't came in first at all :P

Thanks to Min Wen for supporting me all the way through (:

And thanks for the good luck wishes and congrats I got, they know who they are ;) Though I can't understand why there are actually nice people congratulating me even when I didn't get into the top three. I was in fifth place for gawd's sake. Is that supposed to be good? Enlighten me please.

In any case, I'd just realized I love running. Haha.

Even if it means blisters all over my feet as I ran 800m barefooted. And the tracks were freaking hot. I swear upon those blisters that the tracks scalded the soles of my feet.

I'm a noobie runner, what can I do about them now?

But..I'd learnt my lesson. Ahahahah.

And yeah, did I mention that just as I got into the car right after I reached school, I wanted to tell my parents I got fifth out of eight runners.

Coincidentally, the clock in the car showed 5:08.

Hence, the title of this post? Lol.

Note to self : Never sing aloud Akon's Right Now in front of Najwa, especially the chorus. Her overly-tainted brain will take it that you would want her to "RAPE" you immediately on the spot.

*****There was a pot luck for Pn. Syakirah today in the staff room.

Guppy, Steph and I managed to make it in due time to snap pictures of the informal event, get our interview with Pn. Syakirah ready as we were the English editors of the editorial board and stare hungrily at the food on the table.

The food smells so good, the three of us were going to drool anytime. In the end, we got nasi lemak from the teachers! Ahah, kind people! I didn't need to spend any duckets for recess! x]

*****To those who want those slides for Biology notes, I'll upload them ay-sap.

I'm sorry, my brains are currently fried and my desktop is dying on me. I'm currently using my kor's laptop to blog this short entry, by the way.

The least I can do tomorrow is persuade Pn. Kartini not to collect our books? Evonne and I did get points for Green House okay. Heh.

*****Random thought.

I find it weird that I'm very close to friends that I hardly hang out with, whereas I'm drifting further away from those that I talk to most of the time.

It had been like that for a long time.

Anybody care to explain?

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Look, I really can't do anything if you hate me for being myself.

'Cos I won't bother to change for you.

If you really want to know, I love the current me, thank you very much.

But you are bringing me down in a way.

I thought you were a friend, and I'm sorry you have to treat me this way.

My brains are too fried to care too much about this now.

*****I won't be seeing Amoi after this Saturday's Sports' Day.

I swear, I'll spend a hell load of time with her before she leaves.

I'll miss her to death.

To think I was whining before when she calls my name non-stop in all the classes when she's sitting right behind me.

It's now I know, I won't get to hear that voice everyday anymore.

For a very very long time.

*****Pn. Syakirah came to our class to say her goodbyes to us kiddies of 4 Science 1.

She's transferring to another school due to personal reasons.

And she's sure that we 4SC1 peeps can get straight A's for SPM next year.

A1s friends!

Her last words to me while squishing my face with her hands :

"Stop complaining so much Leonie.
You must learn how to say yes and not no all the time.
Yes?"
Leonie just said a long no and shook her head. Harharhar.

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Amoi has a high chance of leaving us all.

Being known as the Newspaper Girl in school is killing me.

Having so much homework left to do is tormenting my mind.

Not practicing enough for Saturday's 800m event is worrying me.

Marching in the hot sun is barbecuing me alive.

The thoughts of exams coming up soon is freaking me out.

Having so many things to do, so little time.

I'm still not used to school, even though it's almost two whole months since the new school term began.

I'm seriously wiped out.

And what's more, I'm going to be phone-less for quite a long time, since I'd exceeded the limit this time.

Something that I realized about you - You're such a bi-atch.

I wasn't crying over you. I cried 'cos I couldn't take the pressure anymore.

I'm saving my tears for the times when they will be needed and much appreciated by the others rather then you lording me around all the time.

"I hate this part right here."

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I'm glad the original 4 Science 1 peeps are still in the same class with me.

For now.

I am seriously praying so hard for us to remain here in SIGS, with nobody else leaving soon.

Amoi, I really hope her mum will change her mind. Or else I'll be losing an ever-croaking frog, my personal masseuse and the human that likes to make life hell for me with her mischief.

If she were to have a personal quote every time she manages to agitate me successfully, it'll be from the Marauder's Map from Harry Potter - "Mischief Managed."

The form four classes got reshuffled again, and I can swear nobody was very happy with it. Even if it does mean going up classes instead of down.

Tears were shed. Solemn faces everywhere.

Well, to those new peeps of 4 Science 1, I can only welcome y'all to our crazy class, sure ain't as crazy as yours, but we are happy peeps in our own way. Hope you guys can settle down soon.

*****Actually managed some fun in Physics' tuition just now.

Khairina now sits with me during Physics, since her friends went to MRSM and SBP.

So today, Mr Cham introduced to us the ticker timer.

Khairina and I were going really high at that time, 'cos I had been yawning non-stop for the whole lesson and we couldn't wait for Physics to be done and over with. Like seriously, we were drawing and sketching graphs the whole time, we were bound to get bored of the same thing sooner or later.

Mr Cham did a demo with the ticker timer, and the first attempt didn't had that nice an arrangement of dots, and Khairina and I got the last sample from it.

At the second attempt, since I thought we deserved a nicer sample, I just took the first sample we had and threw it into the table. Khairina was laughing her heads off, and so was I.

'Cos Mr Cham did give us the second sample, and the dots were bee-yoo-ti-ful XD

I have the sample with me now, but the scanner won't scan it clearly, so your loss! Lol. The dots are too minuscule to be scanned anyway.

Screwed up my Chemistry essay question. Just going to pass it up to Mr Lim and buat bodoh. LOLOL.

*****Going over to Fiona's later to practice this choreographed dance for her 18th b'day bash!

And hell yeah, she's traumatized by a certain 'innocent angel.'

ROFLMAO.

*****Oh yeah, happy Valentine's y'all!

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Ex-teammate and leader of Team Eagles Sara had just gave me some sound advice.

There was a reason why we chose her as our leader you know, instead of Vin who's a meanie.

Therefore, before Sara comes and tears me apart..

*gives the dude named 'Friday the 13th' a hard kick in its butt.*
Goodbye, you piece of cow poop.

I'm hopping over you right now, from this moment.

And again, thanks Sara (:

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Tagged indirectly by Anna, my scandal partner x]

1. What have you been doing recently?
Keeping myself VERY busy with school activities, tuition and homework. I don't have a life.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Never. If I don't answer any calls or reply any smses immediately, it means my phone is dead 'cos it's battery-less.

3. What happened at 10am today?
Snacking with Jia Ying while waiting for my eyes to recover from being so bloodshot red due to excessive crying.

4. When did you last cry?
This morning.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Definitely. But I also believe that we ourselves have the power to change our own fates or destinies.

6. What do you want in your life now?
Right now? For 4SC1 to remain as it is.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
If I had a choice, I'll just do without the umbrella or the hood. Would be more fun and crazy if you have friends stepping into the puddles and screaming in the rain with you.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
Read. Listen to the radio. Daydream. Get the much needed rest after working on homework the whole day or just coming back from camps or school trips. My own bed is the best one ever.

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Black shorts.

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?
Thoughtful messages and their crazy antics shown through their messages. Ahaks.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Wearing..I don't think so. But Lynnie's cak sticks are still with me.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Inkheart.

14. What are you proud of?
I'm proud of having friends who are there for me. I'm proud of my current classmates. I'm proud of being a RYLA-rian year 2008. I'm proud of finally daring to be the real me.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
I have no freaking idea. Honestly!

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Sang out loud with Amoi - Seasons in the Sun by Westlife.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Tons of them. Got more now thanks to Ah Yuan aka Yuan-nie aka Ahyu bte Ng aka Kasar aka Kayu aka Lotion Girl. Lol.

18. What does the newest text say?
No need for details, but it's about Najwa asking me to go out with her tomorrow and bully Sean for her.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11PM. First time going to bed earlier than 12.

20. Are you currently happy?
Quite depressed now actually.

21. Who gives you the best advice?
Anybody. Depends on the situation and the advice given.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I hate whipped cream. Too frothy and sweet to be eaten.

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
My kor. I talked to him for half and hour. Weird how is it that I hardly talk to him much at home while I can crap for 30 minutes when he's away.

24. Is something bugging you now?
Not just something. Everything.

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Ah Yuan during Bio tuition. I enjoy 'entertaining' her and her face expressions are just priceless every time I make some lame joke or another. Hahah.

Tagging : Same tactic as Anna now - anybody who reads this post. Eheh.

*****Valentine's Day is tomorrow.

To those who are taken, go enjoy your Valentine's.

To those who are single, let's rock the streets out there.

To those who are in love, hopefully this Valentine's will bring you smiles.

To those who are heartbroken, go spoil yourself with all the good things in the world.

Valentine's ain't just about boyfriends, girlfriends, or crushes.

For me, it's about appreciating the ones you love and those who love you back in life - friends and family especially.

And that's how it is going to be for me - tomorrow.

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"Leonie, are you okay?"
"Okay not?"
"Leonie, cheer up okay.."
4 Science 1,
Friday, 13th of February 2009.

"Leonie..please don't cry anymore..
'cos you're making me wanna cry too."
Najwa Hanee Hazza.
*****Happily went for Moral class while Tadarus was on as usual.

Had fun playing Chinese Whisper and charades. Laughed so hard and went crazy over those two games. Even made fun of Ah Yuan's half-sunburnt face.

Went back to class expecting another pinch and/or demerit from Pn. Syakirah for not completing my English homework for the second time and got pissed at 1KT2 who were sharing our class for making such a dumpster out of it and weren't bothered to clean up after themselves. So May asked me to write a note on the board to remind these kids of their responsiblities.

At the same time, being a bored human, I wrote the day and date as well.

I was aware it was Friday the 13th, since Miss Vendetta and Shan Wee on 98.7 were repeating that particular fact on the radio.

Also, I was practically mocking Friday the 13th, thinking that I had such a good start in school, excluding the part which I overslept and had a lecture from my mumsie and asking my kor to pray that Pn Syakirah would be absent from school today due to some unknown reason(s).

The last part didn't work out, 'cos Min Wen told me not long after that Pn Syakirah was right outside the door, talking to Renuga about something.

Fine. Just accept my fate, I thought. Nothing concerning this day, since it was me who chose not to finish it up.

As a reminder to the class to be careful with their actions and speech(es) for the day, I wrote in a bracket underneath the date exactly like this,

(Friday the 13th!!)
Just about to get back to my seat when the Muslims came back from the hall.

I saw Anith, happily said hi, and just got this as a response,

"Najwa dah nak pindah ke 4 Science 3."
I couldn't believe my own ears then.

The rest started coming in, and I heard similar comments from Liyana, Azri, Anna, Abiin, Jaafar (Aishah), Amoi, Kamal (Lya), Alya and Tasha.

All approaching me first as I was standing right in front of the board, near the entrance of the class.

I was so shocked.

It was seriously very sudden.

I mean, I just argued with Najwa yesterday night about something I made a huge fuss about.

She didn't bring this up at all.

And I just yelled to the class, "Korang ni semua mainkan aku ke apa??"

And the same response from all the Muslims of my class,

"Betul..Buat apa nak tipu you pasal Najwa.."
Speaking the truth and nothing but the truth, I wanted to cry, right then and there.

But stupid me was trying to keep up a brave front, till I get Najwa to say this from her own mouth.

Waiting for her to come up, The Triple A and Amoi all hugged me. Thanks y'all. Really appreciated the hugs. I badly needed them.

Starting going up to random classmates and telling them not to leave SIGS - ever.

Najwa came up at last and was bombarded with questions.

I decided not to say anything much, but I did yell at Najwa for not telling me beforehand.

Turns out that Pn. Hjh Afrinah made some announcement in the hall, saying that those who are currently taking electives in their respective classes, but do not want to take them for SPM next year, have to drop classes this year.

And as y'all know, Najwa hates accounts to the core. Thinking of her SPM result slip, she decided not to risk anything and signed up for 4SC3.

Devastated much?

Pn. Syakirah came into the class just as I was done yelling at Najwa.

I didn't speak to Najwa at all throughout English.

What's more, we just had to learn the poem 'The Road Not Taken' for Literature.

What a coincidence.

Pn. Syakirah starting relating the poem, which apparently was about choices, to Najwa's current situation. And it went on and on till the end of the lesson.

Just as she stepped out from the class,the majority of 4SC1 surrounded Najwa and each tried to persuade Najwa to change her mind.

Her main reason on this last minute decision? Similar to most of us, we were tired from tuition, homework, school activities, preparations for Sports' Day next Saturday.

I got real angry at that, and yelled again.

I got told off by some classmates to stop yelling and stressing Najwa out.

That I shouldn't be pushing her at this point.

It was then, I finally broke down.

I couldn't help it. I kept it in me for an entire hour of English. And I was getting too upset about the fact that so many close ones to me were leaving me, one at a time, all during this particular year.

Izreen, my only Malay friend who could and will speak Chinese to me, had gone to Sekolah Menengah Sains Muar.

Xavi, my kor who likes to make my life hell by poking me a lot, is now working as some assistant event coordinator which involves quite a lot of travelling, currently is in KL and had been gone for a few days. I didn't even get to say bye to him. I actually miss him in a way somehow. I didn't actually realize that I talk to him a lot about my school life and such till now. It's going to be even harder when he goes off somewhere to study and leave me as the only kid at home.

Lynnie, who's off to Adelaide. She was somebody I could really rant at about school 'cos she was there before. My personal psychologist-to-be who understood me really well, always knocking sense into me when I'm whining a lot. Also the one who started calling me Neko since I was in Form 1, as my obsessions for cats started then. Taught me how to write BM essays, which saved me totally in lower secondary life, as my grammar sucked to the max.

Chik and Hidayu who dropped class earlier in the year. I just got to know them better last year when we were in those temporary classes before PMR. And yes, Zorritoes is a kind of Italian food - in my personal dictionary alright.

And the most recent case being Najwa, which the entire class dropped the bomb to me in the morning, who would want to move to 4SC3.

In truth, I felt super depressed.

Everybody close to me, who plays a part in my life, are leaving me, one by one.

I know everyone has to go after their own goals and dreams one day, but I'm just not prepared with so many empty spaces in my life now.

I sound selfish, I know.

So to Najwa, I'm very sorry for being like this today. I was too upset, really.

Whatever your decision is after this, I'll respect it.

Hence, I apologize for my crankiness and weirdness this morning, 4SC1 peeps.

Anyone of you guys reading this.

Thanks for being there for me, knowing how close was I to Najwa, and that I couldn't really accept the news that well.

Specific thanks to Min Wen, who hugged me the entire time I started crying till I stopped. But I cried again not long after. Sorry about that.

To Anna, my scandal partner, for making sure I was okay by asking me every time she sees me and just being there for me as..my scandal partner (:

Jia Ying, who shared snacks with me and kept telling me things will be fine.

Amoi, who hugged me as long as I wanted to 'cos I felt so depressed. And sang songs with me, being Jaafar's frog. Hahah.

Soske, pronounced as 'Sos-Kay' according to me, (Saucegay, as how Americans pronounce Sasuke from Naruto) aka Farah Shuhadah, who went bonkers with me to cheer me up.

And everyone else who tried to make things better for me.

Will always heart you all.



"We're all in this together."
4 Science 1 as on the 13th of February©2009.

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Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

1. From her photos and what she said in her profile, she IS very skinny. Jealous much? XD
   
2. Very photogenic. It shall be an honour to be in the same photographs as her, no doubt!
3. Worships Avril Lavigne. This was the very first thing I knew about her.
   
4. Is not afraid to be herself. And this is what makes me respect her. A lot.
   
5. A true hardass rocker. I can assure you she's nowhere near a fake.
6. Has AWESOME friends. Introduce me to them? I wish. Ahahahah.
7. She's my long lost blog sister! x]
8. Fantastic sense of fashion. She can pull off certain looks and still doesn't look anywhere near lala.
9. Anti-Lala! Remember our previous conversation about eliminating them kind? xD
   
10. Last but not the least, she's MY Motherfucking Princess ;)

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:

1. Procrastinates too much.
2. Passionate about photography, fashion and dance.
   
3. Hates to disappoint people.
   
4. An intro-extrovert.
5. Loves music - rock and jazz gets to me the most.
6. Observant of her surroundings.
   
7. A perfectionist.
   
8. Loves going crazy when with the company of great friends.
9. Freaks herself out very often by letting her imagination run wild.
10. Dislike horror movies, due to the last statement.
    

At the end, you have to chose 10 people to tag and write the names out:

1. Fiona
2. Najwa
3. Naomi
4. Sean
5. Veena
6. Sue-Ann
7. Anna
8. Azri
9. Rachel Chua
10. Farhan
    

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Directions:
Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment ("You’re it!”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.

For the first time, the one that always complains about me tagging her too often has tagged me back.

So, I shall comply.

SIXTEEN RANDOM THINGS/FACTS/HABITS/GOALS ABOUT ME

• Like Najwa, but only discovered earlier, I'm proud to say I'm bisexual. I guess this is what SIGS naturally does to you. LOL.
  
• I got rid of my bangs and started to keep a fringe at the beginning of 2008, after much convincing by some friends that I'll look better without them.
  
• I have a VERY short attention span. That's another reason why I can't seem to get anything done. Do something halfway, then move on to another subject, then start coding on blogskins, then blog some drafts, then go back to what I'm doing in the first place and get all lost and confused, which results in me giving up altogether on work till the next day.
• I wouldn't call myself girly, but I'm not exactly tomboyish either. I'm somewhere in the middle. Balanced individual? Harhar.
• This mole on MY lower right corner of my lip just revealed itself merely a few years before. It wasn't there before, like seriously.
• My medical history is officially insane starting from my latest trip to the family doctor. I had been prescribed to make appointments with psychiatrists and recently, said to have damaged my lungs and have asthma due to the cough I had that had been left untreated for too long. It went on for FOUR consecutive months. So yeah, and don't ask me why I'm still running. But it's true that I run short of breath more easily now. Yikes much?
  
• I love dancing. Definitely wold take up lessons in the near future, but when is that, I have no idea. So maybe I'm lucky to have the Dancing Queen of RYLA '08, aka the woman who tagged me, as my husband! Even though she flirts a lot, have other relationships with many other humans, compliments herself 24/7, etc.
  
• My first kiss was taken away by a girl, thanks to Truth or Dare. Ahahahaha! Memories indeed. Right, Yuan-nie? =P
  
• Not proud of this, but I have three failed relationships. I think I would want to stay single for now. Wait, I'm not single anymore. Thanks a lot, Najwa.
• There's this huge scar at my upper left arm, which was caused by a very irresponsible nanny that took care of me when I was a mere baby. She freaking scalded me with hot water, and left me there to yell my lungs out. Maybe this is another reason why I have problematic lungs.
• I am what I am now thanks to RYLA '08, my AWESOME friends there, school peeps, debate, Interact, and knowing Dee. All of them made me open up more and believe that being myself is the best way to live.
  
• I initially had this plan to major in photography, after being inspired by Aiko273 and Wanda's works. But being a typical Malaysian, having a degree or diploma in photography wouldn't get me very far that easily. So, it's either I take it as a minor if it's available at wherever I'm furthering my studies. Or..it'll have to wait till after I had earned enough duckets in whatever career I'm pursuing then, hopefully in Psychology.
• After last year's MPO trip, the educational part of the trip was going to ASWARA and know more about the courses and the learning oppurtunities they had there. One fine day, I'll try out for a place there and get a diploma in dance. If time and my then finances allow it.Did I mention they have a really gorgeous set of caklempong and gamelan there? Fine, I digress.
• I tend to get jealous very easily. I think too much into things, therefore resulting with me having loads of white hair. I also tend to interrupt conversations without meaning to.
• I talk too much among the people I'm real tight with. If you're just somebody I know by name and face, but we had never shared a conversation before, it's likely that I won't say hi or bye to you and maybe give you a weird expression. That will be the reason why some of the seniors don't really have a good impression of me, or so I heard. I won't even try to care.
  
• Oh yeah. Whatever or however she is, I heart her to death. 'Her' would be Your Royal Hawtnessity - Najwa Hunny Hazza :)
  

Tagging:

Lynnie!
She's going to Aussie soon, I'll miss her =( And I owe her makan.
Xavi!
His blog is plain dead. Update please!
Anna! Abiin! Azri! - The Triple A in class!
The way they blog is very interesting xD
Dee dearie!
Just 'cos she's my Motherfucking Princess! ;)
Geetha my Green Cheeser!
It's not wrong to find out more about my partner-in-crime aye!
Sue-Ann!
'Cos I need to know more about this girl who's been my schoolmate for three years. And for your information, there are people who read your blog okay.
Nadee!
'Cos she's my Nadee sayang! =]
Cheryl!
I want more updates from her! And happy belated birthday! So sorry for the late wish! I'm lame! Belated birthday gift maybe through this tag? x]

I have two more tags to do from Dee and Anna! Will get to it ay-sap!

And, I owe everyone, especially my 4SC1/09 peeps, a 4SC1 froggy dissection post! xP

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"Yours truly, well..
truly agrees."
I had been recently told by an acquaintance that most of the people in the school said acquaintance's in that I'm freaky and have a weird voice.

I'm honestly quite fed up with comments said about me that does not have any reason(s) to back their statement(s) up.

So, regarding the above sentence, I finally decided to end my frustration there and then by telling said acquaintance, the next time anybody said similar comments like that about me, please ask them WHY.

I wasn't expecting an answer for that, really.

'Cos it was only a few days before I was called a HYPOCRITE.

And that person who said that about me said the reason said person called me a hypocrite was just because..I'm a hypocrite.

Bah. You don't even have a single point to back your comment. What right do you even have after that to call me a hypocrite?

And the reason why I'm said to have a weird voice and act all freaky are as of the following :

1. My slang sucks. The way I talk is totally funny.
2. I'm said to be weird-looking.

As somebody who had some little experience in debate, let me rebut the aforementioned accusations that had been thrown unmercifully to me.

1. I am not sure whether I talk with a slang or not, but so far nobody had commented on anything, so it shouldn't be a huge problem then. From what I myself know, I had been talking the same way since primary school, SKST days, since MOST OF YOU GUYS knew me. How is it that this is only mentioned when we have merely TWO more years in high school? And that's with the fact that we all are in different schools and that I had never talked to you people since entering Sec 1. So how would you even know whether my voice had changed or not? Shame on you all, especially those who said that but had never heard my voice before, what more talked to me. Sheesh. Trust you people to make such a huge fuss out of this factor.
   
2. And if I'm said to be weird-looking, is because the way I dress is different. I create my own style, I never follow trends. I can go emo in one day, and nu rave the next. I dress according to my moods. I wear what I feel comfortable in, not to what you guys want me to look like. In your dreams, losers. I'm so sorry you guys are so narrow-minded till you guys think that people who are following trends are considered normal. That way, I'm proud to say I rather be weird and interesting then NORMAL AND BORING. I shall be alien enough to say, "In your faces, Earthlings!"
   

What's more disappointing is, had I mentioned the majority of the people who said that about me are my previous SKST friends?


Is that even the right term to use at all?

It's quite unfair really, I shouldn't be judged over physical factors like this.

If you guys had really treated me as a friend, it would be the personality that counts.

Too late.

Unless I seriously have an attitude problem, don't even think you can bring me down with your nasty comments.

And next time, if you guys have anything you want to say about me, you can directly say it to my freaky weird self.

I'll just try to fight for my own rights using my freaky funny slang-ed voice.

*****Related to part of this entry above, I'd realized something about a certain somebody.

Said somebody had been treating me quite coldly since I entered the same high school as her.

Even though we seem to look like we're good friends, but in truth, I have no idea why I'm treated that way by her.

It's only sincere smiles when I'm of some help to her and when my presence would be of beneficial gain to her.

Other than that, when I want to talk to her, it's loads of bullshit, frankly.

As in, for all these years, maybe it's just me.

But I feel that she had no intention to ever have a friendly conversation with me.

I always get all awkward while trying to talk to her.

Only one-word replies to try and shut me off.

On the other hand, talking to the others, she'll be laughing and going crazy with their mad antics.

What's more, she had bitched about me before, and can openly apologize to me in front of everyone.

Angelic you think?

Everybody just thought she's noble while on the inside, it's somebody more undignified.

If she thinks I'm so uncool, fine, let it be.

But, the main thing is actually when this same thing goes through my head every time she does this to me.

"Why do you copy excerpts from this humble blog of mine if you deem it uncool?
And say that it's your own, your discovery, your credits, your work.
If I have a chance to show what Rohaini had taught me in the past year in BM,
this situation is exactly like 'lembu punya susu, sapi dapat nama.'
I had helped you before, and I don't expect any form of reward or gratitude,
but it's really selfish of you.
Of what you're doing to me,
did to me,
and sure enough,
will do to me."
You had told me before too you can't afford to fully trust anyone a very long time ago.

Oh yeah? Let's see how you can ever fare in this school..

ALONE.

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As promised to some of my friends in class, I'm just going to upload here the notes I had taken using my camera (harharhar!) for them!




I apologize beforehand if you guys can't see them notes clearly even after clicking on them to zoom in! 'Cos that would mean I can't see them too, and I'm also screwed big time!

That would also mean that we would have to copy from some kind souls' practical books tomorrow!

Geezers.

Oh yeah, I advise you guys to open the pictures in new tabs or windows and view ALL the pictures first before you start copying. If you don't want any errors and redoing of work then just trust this AJK Bio of yours aye?

Speaking of which, you people have to start paying up for MORE worksheets tomorrow.

Pffft. Puan Kartini oh-so-HEARTS me.

Anyhow, 4SC1/09 peeps dissected frogs today!

Though it was literally quite evil to kill the frogs in that manner, but it is for scientific reasons.

Will blog about it ay-sap once I get the pictures from Veena and Anna! ;)

PS : Totally irrelevant to this post, but I MIGHT be representing dear Maimunah, aka Green House in running - 400m and 800m.

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I FINISHED ALL MY HOMEWORK FOR
EVERY
SINGLE SUBJECT!!
Something tells me that won't stay long though, as school's reopening tomorrow.

*****And before I go, Fiona and I had a very short conversation.

But, miraculously, she was actually quite nice to me.

Freaky.

But not that I'm complaining =P

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So there you have it.

No new blogskin.

Pffft.

But I did managed to finish off my EST, finally.

I didn't finish my Add. Math work from tuition though.

Mr Yong is so gonna kill me.

*****Yearh.

The reason why.

When I was in Melaka, I was asked to keep my cousin company.

I did just that.

Then I was asked many times by my aunt to swim at the pool 'cos my cousin wanted to swim and she insisted she wanted my company 'cos she was too shy to swim alone.

Initially, I didn't want to.

But, I admit, I reluctantly agreed in the end.

'Cos it was at that same pool, I actually cried over a guy.

One that I really cared for.

Used to anyway.

So too bad, I'm so over him now. He's not worth my time at all.

As promised to my twelve year old cousin, I went for a swim.

The pool was pretty much empty, other than the both of us.

While she had fun trying to apply what she had learnt in swimming class, I was just keeping an eye on her.

And also sorting out my thoughts.

It was then I had some time to myself, to really think what had been going on in my life for the past month.

The moment I thought of you, what you had did for me.

Everything you said to me, honest words from you to me.

It was then I realized how much you cared for me.

How important I am to you.

I never felt this appreciated and loved as long as I'd lived.

By a guy anyway.

So at that time, realizing how stupid I was to hurt you back then..


To hide the fact that I was crying from my cousin, I held my breath and dunked my head into the water.

When I got back up again, unfortunately..

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

Happy Sweet Sixteen, Darling!
You know how much I heart you so!
And no worries,
I'll dance ballet with you,
no matter how weird I find it at the rarest of times which was today x]
I won't tell you you're getting to be a wrinkled Tomato-san like that Banana-sama said of you!
I'll be there to sing with you and we'll play a duet on the piano together one day!
Let's start with Tegami by Angela Aki (:
You made me love that song too!
Ahaks,
I love you scandal partner!

xoxo,
Your Scandal Partner aka Tiger-chan!

"Rawr."
XD

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Tag 5 people after completing the Cell Phone Survey.

1. What is your current ringtone?
Avril Lavigne - The Best Damn Thing.

2. What is your current wallpaper?

It had been my wallpaper since I got it from my fiance aka my sizzling HAWT dirrrty dancer, Rina Banana! I miss her. I miss all the RYLA-rians. I miss RYLA '08. There I go again =(
3. Do you own a picture phone?
Yearh.

4. If so, what was the last picture you took?
Something that's meant for a blog entry, coming soon.

5. Go to your inbox and type what the 10th text message says.
It's a kinda sweet forwarded text from Selwyn about studying and exams, and that it'll be all over soon, so add oil!

6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
190.

7. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
My dad.

8. What service do you have?
DiGi, always had been.

9. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
Five bars - two more from achieving a faultless (yeah right) reception.

10. Who's on your speed dial numbers?
Mumsie and Kor.

11. Do you have voice mail?
Duh.

12. How many contacts do you have that start with J - Who are they?
10. Jasmine Ho, Jeffrey, Jessica (the one from SKST, mind you!), Jesslyn Neo, Jia Xin, JoJo, Joshua, Ju Chin, Judith, Julian.

13. Who do you call the most?
Mumsie.

14. How many text messages do you get a month?
A lot.

15. Can you send pictures?
No. Too lazy to activate MMS, since I had been requestiong for it and it never did get through. So I don't care about it too much.

16. What are the first 2 digits to your number?
71.

17. Go to your SENT texts. What does the first one say?
A message I sent to Jia Ying telling her that Veena will text her Lim Vivian's number soon.

18. What about the 15th?
A text I sent to Selwyn about the Love Foundation Home for the Disabled.

19.Who's the last person that you texted?
Jia Ying. Hello human-who-made-this-tag, you asked something similar in 17?

20. Last person that texted you?
Jia Ying.

21. Last person you added to your contacts?
Shaline.

22. How many minutes are on your plan?
Five I think.

23. Go down to your 5th contact, who is it?
Aida Amira!

24. Wanna give out your number?
Why should I?

Tagging : Dee! Anna! Azri! Abiin! Jia Ying!

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L-R:
The Aspiring Ballerina,
The Emotional Weirdo,
The Life of The Class,
The DiGi Advertiser.
Last memoir with Aishah Sabina aka Abiin.

During our Modern Math class earlier..

Azri : Leonie, do you have your Chemistry PEKA with you now?
Leonie : Yearh, I do. Azri, are you okay?
Azri : *shakes head*
Leonie : (Maybe she's not feeling well or just damn exhausted. Don't ask too much, I thought.) *searches for Chemistry PEKA and gives it to Azri*

May: Where's Abiin? Is she absent?
*goes off to search for Abiin*

A few minutes later, May came back.

In tears.

Saying what only could be the worst news that could happen to somebody in our class.

"Abiin went to Teknik already.."
Wham.

It then hit me that Abiin wasn't doing her usual disappearing act from class with Azri and Anna.

No wonder Azri looked upset.

No wonder Anna looked glum.

No wonder I felt like a familiar presence in class wasn't there anymore.

No wonder I had this horrid gut feeling since I reached the school gates this morning.

No wonder May kept on asking about Abiin.

No wonder I kept pushing away that bugging thought that Abiin might have moved to either STF or Teknik.

It then hit me, that I was being such a selfish happy-go-lucky twerp in the morning when I wanted to distribute the newspapers to all the classes with Min Wen.

It was then, I couldn't hold my back own tears.

Again.

The same scenario.

So familiar was this scene, I cried even harder.

So stupid was I, not knowing Azri was freaking upset that Abiin was gone.

What made the whole thing even gloomier and much more upsetting after May broke the news to us in tears.

Leonie : Azri, I'm so sorry I didn't know what happened..*hugs*
Azri : *long silence*
Azri : There won't be the Triple A in class anymore..
Leonie : I made that name for you guys..and now..*cries even harder*

I'd always thought Azri was a really strong person.

She still is, but this is the first time I saw her tearing up.

Only something major can make Azri cry.

I feel horrid for not noticing earlier.

I'm so sorry, Azri.

I really am.

I didn't even get to say a proper goodbye to Abiin.

To Abiin, my beloved Kambing, I miss you like heck. I can merely wish you all the best in your new school, and that 4 Science 1 is different without you here.

To the Triple A..

Remember the time when you three tied yourself together with a belt and walked around the front of the class laughing your heads off and making me laugh as well? In the end you guys lost your balance and fell looking like a heap of mess, tangled with each other. You guys even laughed it off when the teacher came in looking at the knotty situation you guys were in. That made my day.

Remember when Abiin and Azri jumped onto my back without any warning and almost broke my back doing so? I had a good laugh though even if my muscles were sore from carrying them around.

Remember when Ong escaped? The three of you just came back to class when Anna realized Ong was missing, and what happened after that can only be described with a piercing scream and you three running into class like mad maniacs, announcing that Ong escaped and was just outside. We caught Ong and I documented the whole event. We had fun dissecting frogs and camwhoring and just being mad scientists and crazy surgeons.
I miss those days already.

These are the times which will be precious memories of days spent in high school when we graduate from high school the end of next year.

I love my Triple A buddies so freaking much, 'cos they really make me feel accepted somehow for being my crazy weird self.

Anna and Azri, we'll be the Emo Gang together.

Abiin, stay strong in your new school. I'll still see you on Fridays right, when you come over for Ninja practice? Though like what Azri said, it's not the same like the last time when you still were in 4SC1 with us.

Those who do not shed their tears, doesn't mean they're strong.
Those who cry their hearts out loud, they're not as fragile and weak as they look.


To Mella, you take care too.

*****Might be going on a short hiatus.

Not only 'cos of the exams, but also I need some time alone to sort my thoughts out. The fact that I need to learn to accept that people come and go in my life.

Problem is, when it is people that are dear to you, that mean so much to you the ones that leave you all of a sudden, you can't help but feel the pain from their absence..

..can you?

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Had a very weird sleeping pattern yesterday, and I have Sports' Day to blame for it.

Right after that I had Physics' tuition at Omega, and I swear my brains were fried that I was uttering and muttering total random crap to Khairina. Pity her, she had to entertain my weirdness for two whole hours.

Then, slept from 7.30PM - 10PM, secretly did homework till 4AM, then slept till 7.30AM to get ready for Chemistry and Add. Math.

Why did I have to do my homework discreetly without letting my parents know?

It's 'cos I told them I'd finished everything, so that I could go over to Fiona's to practice the choreographed dance for her Blacklight Party.

Good news? I managed to get there and come back home in one piece.

Bad news? I'm still not done with homework nor studying for the upcoming test.

I hadn't even started revising any of the subjects yet, believe me.

But yeah, all these school-related worries aside, I had fun dancing and hanging out with Fio and Shu Rong today. Adding the fact that I had Latte and Da Freak, Fio's Chihuahua and pet tortoise respectively, who both entertained me with their cute and crazy and weird antics in the day.

What with Latte being so hyper and ah-dorable and Da Freak trying to get out from it's box and ended up lying on its shell. By the way, Fio's tortoise only got named today, and I sort of suggested naming him / her / it Freak 'cos she kept on calling it just that. Pity him / her / it, being verbally abused by Fio and poked continuously by Shu Rong :P

I'm seriously thankful that I did go.

'Cos I wasn't supposed to, but thank gawd Fiona could fetch me back to her house, and just hanging out and dancing the steps whether right or wrong, it's very relaxing somehow. And we were talking about loads of random stuff, including Chemistry which I had Shu Rong aka the Chemistry expert to check my graphs for PEKA and explain something about ionic bonds to me XD

Got into heck load of trouble regarding me in getting back home, and I might be banned from going next week, but oh well, I'll try to think of something.

Oh yeah, I'll blog about Sports' Day soon, once I have all the pictures.

Have school tomorrow as usual.

Am so freaking tired.

Zzzzzzzzzz.

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The Rules - Post this list on your profile (Notes/Blog) replacing my answers with yours.

Tag 25 people to do the same thing.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Definitely not. My mum named me 'Leonie' 'cos she wanted to make sure her kids' names are unique and different. Well, she got her wish, as my name is apparently French and so far, I don't know anybody else in this country with the same name as me. Thank you mumsie!

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Last Friday.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
It's fine by me.

4. DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND? IF NO, WOULD YOU WANT ONE?
My boyfriend's name is the much beloved and cute Ng Ah Yuan aka Pikachu! :P

5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I might. It depends, really. 'Cos I'm so different I scare people away most of the time.

6. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
It's my middle name. Got trained by my bro when I was in primary. I thank him for that now.

7. HOW DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE IN A COUPLE OF YEARS (REALISTICALLY PLEASE)
Doing great in my studies while living an awesome life with friends and family.

8. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Hell yeah!

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Koko Krunch, for many reasons. Only my family knows why. Haha.

10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Never. Besides, all of my shoes don't have shoelaces except for my school shoes.

11. WOULD YOU MOVE AGAIN?
I might. Who knows? I'll leave it to the future to decide.

12. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
How they present themselves physically. Then I move on to personality and attitude.

13. RED OR PINK?
Blood red and acid pink.

14. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
I tend to procrastinate so damn freaking much.

15. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
What? My kiddy days when I used to spend all the time in the world in my own company.

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Teresa aka Terri, my Aussie bestie. Dirrrty dancers, Rina and Tara.

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
I won't force anyone, but yeah, I do.

18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
Red shorts and shoeless. I don't wear shoes in the house aye. Like duh?

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Rolling Stones' Paint It Black.

20. WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
Copycats, bad English and people who credit themselves for another's work.

21. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
Certain light scents. Therapy oils. Hot tea. Coffee, though I don't really drink it.

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Veena!

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
No, I hate her. Just returning her the favour.

24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Synchronized swimming, diving, gymnastics, bowling, badminton, equestrian tournaments, archery.

25. HAIR COLOR?
Black, dark brown, bronze, white, gray and one strand of red hair. I kid you not.

26. EYE COLOR?
Very dark brown, according to Ah Yuan.

27. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAJOR REGRETS?
Too many to be listed. Well, we all make mistakes.

28. FAVORITE FOOD?
I'm a foodie-holic?

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
I hate horror movies. Leaves me with happy endings. Though I'm also fine with tear-jerkers.

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED, AND WITH WHOM?
Inkheart - with Wen Chye, Chris, Ben and Dashran.

31. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Red.

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Spring and autumn.

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
Both. I think more to kisses XD Refer to Najwa's blog for more information!

34. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Respond to this tag? Me responding to something? I don't know.

35. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Who's least likely to respond to this tag? What I'm least likely to respond to? Incomplete question.

36. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Witch Season - Winter by Jeff Mariotte.

37. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
I gave up on mouse pads a long time ago.

38. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
I didn't watch TeeVee at all yesterday.

39. WHAT LITTLE THING MAKES YOU HAPPY?
Laughing out loud with friends, having fun with friends, travelling, dancing like a maniac, music, spending some quality time alone with a good book, good food, beating my kor's high score in Guitar Hero or Taiko x]

40. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Both!

41. WHERE IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Cameron Highlands, Pahang.

42. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
I tell the lamest, coldest jokes!

43. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Johor Bahru, Johor, West Malaysia, Planet Earth.

44. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
The people I'm going to tag. Lol.

45. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
Quote Najwa, "The most romantic place ever - school."

Tagging : Anna! Azri! Abiin! Dee! Jia Ying! Veena! Sue-Ann!

*****I really enjoyed talking to Anna about piano stuff today. To Azri about J-rock and her recommending me some Visual Kei bands for me to listen to. And to Soske and Fairuz about games and gaming. The time I spent with the peeps that talked to me before recess, was totally awesome.

Anna's passion for piano-playing got me back into it too. I'm actually looking for piano scores again. Thanks Anna! (:

Also to Azri for helping me in my baby steps to J-rock again! ;)

*****Sports' Day tomorrow! Hopefully the speeches won't be too long, I'm marching tomorrow! Pity us that have to stand there under the hot sun so that they can listen to their own voices. Please, we're hardly interested.

PS : It was weird sitting between Najwa and Guppy who were both blogging using the school's computers in the library.

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Had raptai at Stadium Larkin earlier.

For the past three years of me studying in SIGS, I had never attended a second raptai at the stadium, what more participate in any running events.

This year is way different.

Since I managed to finish 100m before 17 seconds, Pn. Norma asked me whether I would want to take part in any of the running events this year.

So with the help of Evonne, who's much more experienced than me in choosing events, since she was a runner from last year, I sort of let her decide for me which events to take part in, and I ended up in 400m and 800m.

Then, I became the reserve for 400m and took over somebody's place in 800m.

And without knowing it, I just knew yesterday that the 800m event was today, and not Saturday after marching.

Went to the stadium in En. Mahadi's cool car that was imported from Japan with Farah Izyan, Nazlin aka Polar Bear, Hui Mei, Qi Xuan and Evonne.

Fell asleep on the way there. Random fact, I like to sleep in cars. Hahah.

Did my thang there and got fifth out of eight runners. Evonne came in fourth. Wasn't so bad since it's my first time running I guess, though I knew I could had done better. Well, at least I was ahead of three runners who had taken part before in the previous years, so it feels like some sort of achievement I think.

And I got marks for Maimunah! Yay me! *does the London Tipton clap*

And no Abiin, Blue House aka Aminah didn't came in first at all :P

Thanks to Min Wen for supporting me all the way through (:

And thanks for the good luck wishes and congrats I got, they know who they are ;) Though I can't understand why there are actually nice people congratulating me even when I didn't get into the top three. I was in fifth place for gawd's sake. Is that supposed to be good? Enlighten me please.

In any case, I'd just realized I love running. Haha.

Even if it means blisters all over my feet as I ran 800m barefooted. And the tracks were freaking hot. I swear upon those blisters that the tracks scalded the soles of my feet.

I'm a noobie runner, what can I do about them now?

But..I'd learnt my lesson. Ahahahah.

And yeah, did I mention that just as I got into the car right after I reached school, I wanted to tell my parents I got fifth out of eight runners.

Coincidentally, the clock in the car showed 5:08.

Hence, the title of this post? Lol.

Note to self : Never sing aloud Akon's Right Now in front of Najwa, especially the chorus. Her overly-tainted brain will take it that you would want her to "RAPE" you immediately on the spot.

*****There was a pot luck for Pn. Syakirah today in the staff room.

Guppy, Steph and I managed to make it in due time to snap pictures of the informal event, get our interview with Pn. Syakirah ready as we were the English editors of the editorial board and stare hungrily at the food on the table.

The food smells so good, the three of us were going to drool anytime. In the end, we got nasi lemak from the teachers! Ahah, kind people! I didn't need to spend any duckets for recess! x]

*****To those who want those slides for Biology notes, I'll upload them ay-sap.

I'm sorry, my brains are currently fried and my desktop is dying on me. I'm currently using my kor's laptop to blog this short entry, by the way.

The least I can do tomorrow is persuade Pn. Kartini not to collect our books? Evonne and I did get points for Green House okay. Heh.

*****Random thought.

I find it weird that I'm very close to friends that I hardly hang out with, whereas I'm drifting further away from those that I talk to most of the time.

It had been like that for a long time.

Anybody care to explain?

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Look, I really can't do anything if you hate me for being myself.

'Cos I won't bother to change for you.

If you really want to know, I love the current me, thank you very much.

But you are bringing me down in a way.

I thought you were a friend, and I'm sorry you have to treat me this way.

My brains are too fried to care too much about this now.

*****I won't be seeing Amoi after this Saturday's Sports' Day.

I swear, I'll spend a hell load of time with her before she leaves.

I'll miss her to death.

To think I was whining before when she calls my name non-stop in all the classes when she's sitting right behind me.

It's now I know, I won't get to hear that voice everyday anymore.

For a very very long time.

*****Pn. Syakirah came to our class to say her goodbyes to us kiddies of 4 Science 1.

She's transferring to another school due to personal reasons.

And she's sure that we 4SC1 peeps can get straight A's for SPM next year.

A1s friends!

Her last words to me while squishing my face with her hands :

"Stop complaining so much Leonie.
You must learn how to say yes and not no all the time.
Yes?"
Leonie just said a long no and shook her head. Harharhar.

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Amoi has a high chance of leaving us all.

Being known as the Newspaper Girl in school is killing me.

Having so much homework left to do is tormenting my mind.

Not practicing enough for Saturday's 800m event is worrying me.

Marching in the hot sun is barbecuing me alive.

The thoughts of exams coming up soon is freaking me out.

Having so many things to do, so little time.

I'm still not used to school, even though it's almost two whole months since the new school term began.

I'm seriously wiped out.

And what's more, I'm going to be phone-less for quite a long time, since I'd exceeded the limit this time.

Something that I realized about you - You're such a bi-atch.

I wasn't crying over you. I cried 'cos I couldn't take the pressure anymore.

I'm saving my tears for the times when they will be needed and much appreciated by the others rather then you lording me around all the time.

"I hate this part right here."

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I'm glad the original 4 Science 1 peeps are still in the same class with me.

For now.

I am seriously praying so hard for us to remain here in SIGS, with nobody else leaving soon.

Amoi, I really hope her mum will change her mind. Or else I'll be losing an ever-croaking frog, my personal masseuse and the human that likes to make life hell for me with her mischief.

If she were to have a personal quote every time she manages to agitate me successfully, it'll be from the Marauder's Map from Harry Potter - "Mischief Managed."

The form four classes got reshuffled again, and I can swear nobody was very happy with it. Even if it does mean going up classes instead of down.

Tears were shed. Solemn faces everywhere.

Well, to those new peeps of 4 Science 1, I can only welcome y'all to our crazy class, sure ain't as crazy as yours, but we are happy peeps in our own way. Hope you guys can settle down soon.

*****Actually managed some fun in Physics' tuition just now.

Khairina now sits with me during Physics, since her friends went to MRSM and SBP.

So today, Mr Cham introduced to us the ticker timer.

Khairina and I were going really high at that time, 'cos I had been yawning non-stop for the whole lesson and we couldn't wait for Physics to be done and over with. Like seriously, we were drawing and sketching graphs the whole time, we were bound to get bored of the same thing sooner or later.

Mr Cham did a demo with the ticker timer, and the first attempt didn't had that nice an arrangement of dots, and Khairina and I got the last sample from it.

At the second attempt, since I thought we deserved a nicer sample, I just took the first sample we had and threw it into the table. Khairina was laughing her heads off, and so was I.

'Cos Mr Cham did give us the second sample, and the dots were bee-yoo-ti-ful XD

I have the sample with me now, but the scanner won't scan it clearly, so your loss! Lol. The dots are too minuscule to be scanned anyway.

Screwed up my Chemistry essay question. Just going to pass it up to Mr Lim and buat bodoh. LOLOL.

*****Going over to Fiona's later to practice this choreographed dance for her 18th b'day bash!

And hell yeah, she's traumatized by a certain 'innocent angel.'

ROFLMAO.

*****Oh yeah, happy Valentine's y'all!

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Ex-teammate and leader of Team Eagles Sara had just gave me some sound advice.

There was a reason why we chose her as our leader you know, instead of Vin who's a meanie.

Therefore, before Sara comes and tears me apart..

*gives the dude named 'Friday the 13th' a hard kick in its butt.*
Goodbye, you piece of cow poop.

I'm hopping over you right now, from this moment.

And again, thanks Sara (:

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Tagged indirectly by Anna, my scandal partner x]

1. What have you been doing recently?
Keeping myself VERY busy with school activities, tuition and homework. I don't have a life.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Never. If I don't answer any calls or reply any smses immediately, it means my phone is dead 'cos it's battery-less.

3. What happened at 10am today?
Snacking with Jia Ying while waiting for my eyes to recover from being so bloodshot red due to excessive crying.

4. When did you last cry?
This morning.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Definitely. But I also believe that we ourselves have the power to change our own fates or destinies.

6. What do you want in your life now?
Right now? For 4SC1 to remain as it is.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
If I had a choice, I'll just do without the umbrella or the hood. Would be more fun and crazy if you have friends stepping into the puddles and screaming in the rain with you.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
Read. Listen to the radio. Daydream. Get the much needed rest after working on homework the whole day or just coming back from camps or school trips. My own bed is the best one ever.

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Black shorts.

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?
Thoughtful messages and their crazy antics shown through their messages. Ahaks.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Wearing..I don't think so. But Lynnie's cak sticks are still with me.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Inkheart.

14. What are you proud of?
I'm proud of having friends who are there for me. I'm proud of my current classmates. I'm proud of being a RYLA-rian year 2008. I'm proud of finally daring to be the real me.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
I have no freaking idea. Honestly!

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Sang out loud with Amoi - Seasons in the Sun by Westlife.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Tons of them. Got more now thanks to Ah Yuan aka Yuan-nie aka Ahyu bte Ng aka Kasar aka Kayu aka Lotion Girl. Lol.

18. What does the newest text say?
No need for details, but it's about Najwa asking me to go out with her tomorrow and bully Sean for her.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11PM. First time going to bed earlier than 12.

20. Are you currently happy?
Quite depressed now actually.

21. Who gives you the best advice?
Anybody. Depends on the situation and the advice given.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I hate whipped cream. Too frothy and sweet to be eaten.

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
My kor. I talked to him for half and hour. Weird how is it that I hardly talk to him much at home while I can crap for 30 minutes when he's away.

24. Is something bugging you now?
Not just something. Everything.

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Ah Yuan during Bio tuition. I enjoy 'entertaining' her and her face expressions are just priceless every time I make some lame joke or another. Hahah.

Tagging : Same tactic as Anna now - anybody who reads this post. Eheh.

*****Valentine's Day is tomorrow.

To those who are taken, go enjoy your Valentine's.

To those who are single, let's rock the streets out there.

To those who are in love, hopefully this Valentine's will bring you smiles.

To those who are heartbroken, go spoil yourself with all the good things in the world.

Valentine's ain't just about boyfriends, girlfriends, or crushes.

For me, it's about appreciating the ones you love and those who love you back in life - friends and family especially.

And that's how it is going to be for me - tomorrow.

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"Leonie, are you okay?"
"Okay not?"
"Leonie, cheer up okay.."
4 Science 1,
Friday, 13th of February 2009.

"Leonie..please don't cry anymore..
'cos you're making me wanna cry too."
Najwa Hanee Hazza.
*****Happily went for Moral class while Tadarus was on as usual.

Had fun playing Chinese Whisper and charades. Laughed so hard and went crazy over those two games. Even made fun of Ah Yuan's half-sunburnt face.

Went back to class expecting another pinch and/or demerit from Pn. Syakirah for not completing my English homework for the second time and got pissed at 1KT2 who were sharing our class for making such a dumpster out of it and weren't bothered to clean up after themselves. So May asked me to write a note on the board to remind these kids of their responsiblities.

At the same time, being a bored human, I wrote the day and date as well.

I was aware it was Friday the 13th, since Miss Vendetta and Shan Wee on 98.7 were repeating that particular fact on the radio.

Also, I was practically mocking Friday the 13th, thinking that I had such a good start in school, excluding the part which I overslept and had a lecture from my mumsie and asking my kor to pray that Pn Syakirah would be absent from school today due to some unknown reason(s).

The last part didn't work out, 'cos Min Wen told me not long after that Pn Syakirah was right outside the door, talking to Renuga about something.

Fine. Just accept my fate, I thought. Nothing concerning this day, since it was me who chose not to finish it up.

As a reminder to the class to be careful with their actions and speech(es) for the day, I wrote in a bracket underneath the date exactly like this,

(Friday the 13th!!)
Just about to get back to my seat when the Muslims came back from the hall.

I saw Anith, happily said hi, and just got this as a response,

"Najwa dah nak pindah ke 4 Science 3."
I couldn't believe my own ears then.

The rest started coming in, and I heard similar comments from Liyana, Azri, Anna, Abiin, Jaafar (Aishah), Amoi, Kamal (Lya), Alya and Tasha.

All approaching me first as I was standing right in front of the board, near the entrance of the class.

I was so shocked.

It was seriously very sudden.

I mean, I just argued with Najwa yesterday night about something I made a huge fuss about.

She didn't bring this up at all.

And I just yelled to the class, "Korang ni semua mainkan aku ke apa??"

And the same response from all the Muslims of my class,

"Betul..Buat apa nak tipu you pasal Najwa.."
Speaking the truth and nothing but the truth, I wanted to cry, right then and there.

But stupid me was trying to keep up a brave front, till I get Najwa to say this from her own mouth.

Waiting for her to come up, The Triple A and Amoi all hugged me. Thanks y'all. Really appreciated the hugs. I badly needed them.

Starting going up to random classmates and telling them not to leave SIGS - ever.

Najwa came up at last and was bombarded with questions.

I decided not to say anything much, but I did yell at Najwa for not telling me beforehand.

Turns out that Pn. Hjh Afrinah made some announcement in the hall, saying that those who are currently taking electives in their respective classes, but do not want to take them for SPM next year, have to drop classes this year.

And as y'all know, Najwa hates accounts to the core. Thinking of her SPM result slip, she decided not to risk anything and signed up for 4SC3.

Devastated much?

Pn. Syakirah came into the class just as I was done yelling at Najwa.

I didn't speak to Najwa at all throughout English.

What's more, we just had to learn the poem 'The Road Not Taken' for Literature.

What a coincidence.

Pn. Syakirah starting relating the poem, which apparently was about choices, to Najwa's current situation. And it went on and on till the end of the lesson.

Just as she stepped out from the class,the majority of 4SC1 surrounded Najwa and each tried to persuade Najwa to change her mind.

Her main reason on this last minute decision? Similar to most of us, we were tired from tuition, homework, school activities, preparations for Sports' Day next Saturday.

I got real angry at that, and yelled again.

I got told off by some classmates to stop yelling and stressing Najwa out.

That I shouldn't be pushing her at this point.

It was then, I finally broke down.

I couldn't help it. I kept it in me for an entire hour of English. And I was getting too upset about the fact that so many close ones to me were leaving me, one at a time, all during this particular year.

Izreen, my only Malay friend who could and will speak Chinese to me, had gone to Sekolah Menengah Sains Muar.

Xavi, my kor who likes to make my life hell by poking me a lot, is now working as some assistant event coordinator which involves quite a lot of travelling, currently is in KL and had been gone for a few days. I didn't even get to say bye to him. I actually miss him in a way somehow. I didn't actually realize that I talk to him a lot about my school life and such till now. It's going to be even harder when he goes off somewhere to study and leave me as the only kid at home.

Lynnie, who's off to Adelaide. She was somebody I could really rant at about school 'cos she was there before. My personal psychologist-to-be who understood me really well, always knocking sense into me when I'm whining a lot. Also the one who started calling me Neko since I was in Form 1, as my obsessions for cats started then. Taught me how to write BM essays, which saved me totally in lower secondary life, as my grammar sucked to the max.

Chik and Hidayu who dropped class earlier in the year. I just got to know them better last year when we were in those temporary classes before PMR. And yes, Zorritoes is a kind of Italian food - in my personal dictionary alright.

And the most recent case being Najwa, which the entire class dropped the bomb to me in the morning, who would want to move to 4SC3.

In truth, I felt super depressed.

Everybody close to me, who plays a part in my life, are leaving me, one by one.

I know everyone has to go after their own goals and dreams one day, but I'm just not prepared with so many empty spaces in my life now.

I sound selfish, I know.

So to Najwa, I'm very sorry for being like this today. I was too upset, really.

Whatever your decision is after this, I'll respect it.

Hence, I apologize for my crankiness and weirdness this morning, 4SC1 peeps.

Anyone of you guys reading this.

Thanks for being there for me, knowing how close was I to Najwa, and that I couldn't really accept the news that well.

Specific thanks to Min Wen, who hugged me the entire time I started crying till I stopped. But I cried again not long after. Sorry about that.

To Anna, my scandal partner, for making sure I was okay by asking me every time she sees me and just being there for me as..my scandal partner (:

Jia Ying, who shared snacks with me and kept telling me things will be fine.

Amoi, who hugged me as long as I wanted to 'cos I felt so depressed. And sang songs with me, being Jaafar's frog. Hahah.

Soske, pronounced as 'Sos-Kay' according to me, (Saucegay, as how Americans pronounce Sasuke from Naruto) aka Farah Shuhadah, who went bonkers with me to cheer me up.

And everyone else who tried to make things better for me.

Will always heart you all.



"We're all in this together."
4 Science 1 as on the 13th of February©2009.

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Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

1. From her photos and what she said in her profile, she IS very skinny. Jealous much? XD
   
2. Very photogenic. It shall be an honour to be in the same photographs as her, no doubt!
3. Worships Avril Lavigne. This was the very first thing I knew about her.
   
4. Is not afraid to be herself. And this is what makes me respect her. A lot.
   
5. A true hardass rocker. I can assure you she's nowhere near a fake.
6. Has AWESOME friends. Introduce me to them? I wish. Ahahahah.
7. She's my long lost blog sister! x]
8. Fantastic sense of fashion. She can pull off certain looks and still doesn't look anywhere near lala.
9. Anti-Lala! Remember our previous conversation about eliminating them kind? xD
   
10. Last but not the least, she's MY Motherfucking Princess ;)

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:

1. Procrastinates too much.
2. Passionate about photography, fashion and dance.
   
3. Hates to disappoint people.
   
4. An intro-extrovert.
5. Loves music - rock and jazz gets to me the most.
6. Observant of her surroundings.
   
7. A perfectionist.
   
8. Loves going crazy when with the company of great friends.
9. Freaks herself out very often by letting her imagination run wild.
10. Dislike horror movies, due to the last statement.
    

At the end, you have to chose 10 people to tag and write the names out:

1. Fiona
2. Najwa
3. Naomi
4. Sean
5. Veena
6. Sue-Ann
7. Anna
8. Azri
9. Rachel Chua
10. Farhan
    

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Directions:
Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment ("You’re it!”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.

For the first time, the one that always complains about me tagging her too often has tagged me back.

So, I shall comply.

SIXTEEN RANDOM THINGS/FACTS/HABITS/GOALS ABOUT ME

• Like Najwa, but only discovered earlier, I'm proud to say I'm bisexual. I guess this is what SIGS naturally does to you. LOL.
  
• I got rid of my bangs and started to keep a fringe at the beginning of 2008, after much convincing by some friends that I'll look better without them.
  
• I have a VERY short attention span. That's another reason why I can't seem to get anything done. Do something halfway, then move on to another subject, then start coding on blogskins, then blog some drafts, then go back to what I'm doing in the first place and get all lost and confused, which results in me giving up altogether on work till the next day.
• I wouldn't call myself girly, but I'm not exactly tomboyish either. I'm somewhere in the middle. Balanced individual? Harhar.
• This mole on MY lower right corner of my lip just revealed itself merely a few years before. It wasn't there before, like seriously.
• My medical history is officially insane starting from my latest trip to the family doctor. I had been prescribed to make appointments with psychiatrists and recently, said to have damaged my lungs and have asthma due to the cough I had that had been left untreated for too long. It went on for FOUR consecutive months. So yeah, and don't ask me why I'm still running. But it's true that I run short of breath more easily now. Yikes much?
  
• I love dancing. Definitely wold take up lessons in the near future, but when is that, I have no idea. So maybe I'm lucky to have the Dancing Queen of RYLA '08, aka the woman who tagged me, as my husband! Even though she flirts a lot, have other relationships with many other humans, compliments herself 24/7, etc.
  
• My first kiss was taken away by a girl, thanks to Truth or Dare. Ahahahaha! Memories indeed. Right, Yuan-nie? =P
  
• Not proud of this, but I have three failed relationships. I think I would want to stay single for now. Wait, I'm not single anymore. Thanks a lot, Najwa.
• There's this huge scar at my upper left arm, which was caused by a very irresponsible nanny that took care of me when I was a mere baby. She freaking scalded me with hot water, and left me there to yell my lungs out. Maybe this is another reason why I have problematic lungs.
• I am what I am now thanks to RYLA '08, my AWESOME friends there, school peeps, debate, Interact, and knowing Dee. All of them made me open up more and believe that being myself is the best way to live.
  
• I initially had this plan to major in photography, after being inspired by Aiko273 and Wanda's works. But being a typical Malaysian, having a degree or diploma in photography wouldn't get me very far that easily. So, it's either I take it as a minor if it's available at wherever I'm furthering my studies. Or..it'll have to wait till after I had earned enough duckets in whatever career I'm pursuing then, hopefully in Psychology.
• After last year's MPO trip, the educational part of the trip was going to ASWARA and know more about the courses and the learning oppurtunities they had there. One fine day, I'll try out for a place there and get a diploma in dance. If time and my then finances allow it.Did I mention they have a really gorgeous set of caklempong and gamelan there? Fine, I digress.
• I tend to get jealous very easily. I think too much into things, therefore resulting with me having loads of white hair. I also tend to interrupt conversations without meaning to.
• I talk too much among the people I'm real tight with. If you're just somebody I know by name and face, but we had never shared a conversation before, it's likely that I won't say hi or bye to you and maybe give you a weird expression. That will be the reason why some of the seniors don't really have a good impression of me, or so I heard. I won't even try to care.
  
• Oh yeah. Whatever or however she is, I heart her to death. 'Her' would be Your Royal Hawtnessity - Najwa Hunny Hazza :)
  

Tagging:

Lynnie!
She's going to Aussie soon, I'll miss her =( And I owe her makan.
Xavi!
His blog is plain dead. Update please!
Anna! Abiin! Azri! - The Triple A in class!
The way they blog is very interesting xD
Dee dearie!
Just 'cos she's my Motherfucking Princess! ;)
Geetha my Green Cheeser!
It's not wrong to find out more about my partner-in-crime aye!
Sue-Ann!
'Cos I need to know more about this girl who's been my schoolmate for three years. And for your information, there are people who read your blog okay.
Nadee!
'Cos she's my Nadee sayang! =]
Cheryl!
I want more updates from her! And happy belated birthday! So sorry for the late wish! I'm lame! Belated birthday gift maybe through this tag? x]

I have two more tags to do from Dee and Anna! Will get to it ay-sap!

And, I owe everyone, especially my 4SC1/09 peeps, a 4SC1 froggy dissection post! xP

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"Yours truly, well..
truly agrees."
I had been recently told by an acquaintance that most of the people in the school said acquaintance's in that I'm freaky and have a weird voice.

I'm honestly quite fed up with comments said about me that does not have any reason(s) to back their statement(s) up.

So, regarding the above sentence, I finally decided to end my frustration there and then by telling said acquaintance, the next time anybody said similar comments like that about me, please ask them WHY.

I wasn't expecting an answer for that, really.

'Cos it was only a few days before I was called a HYPOCRITE.

And that person who said that about me said the reason said person called me a hypocrite was just because..I'm a hypocrite.

Bah. You don't even have a single point to back your comment. What right do you even have after that to call me a hypocrite?

And the reason why I'm said to have a weird voice and act all freaky are as of the following :

1. My slang sucks. The way I talk is totally funny.
2. I'm said to be weird-looking.

As somebody who had some little experience in debate, let me rebut the aforementioned accusations that had been thrown unmercifully to me.

1. I am not sure whether I talk with a slang or not, but so far nobody had commented on anything, so it shouldn't be a huge problem then. From what I myself know, I had been talking the same way since primary school, SKST days, since MOST OF YOU GUYS knew me. How is it that this is only mentioned when we have merely TWO more years in high school? And that's with the fact that we all are in different schools and that I had never talked to you people since entering Sec 1. So how would you even know whether my voice had changed or not? Shame on you all, especially those who said that but had never heard my voice before, what more talked to me. Sheesh. Trust you people to make such a huge fuss out of this factor.
   
2. And if I'm said to be weird-looking, is because the way I dress is different. I create my own style, I never follow trends. I can go emo in one day, and nu rave the next. I dress according to my moods. I wear what I feel comfortable in, not to what you guys want me to look like. In your dreams, losers. I'm so sorry you guys are so narrow-minded till you guys think that people who are following trends are considered normal. That way, I'm proud to say I rather be weird and interesting then NORMAL AND BORING. I shall be alien enough to say, "In your faces, Earthlings!"
   

What's more disappointing is, had I mentioned the majority of the people who said that about me are my previous SKST friends?


Is that even the right term to use at all?

It's quite unfair really, I shouldn't be judged over physical factors like this.

If you guys had really treated me as a friend, it would be the personality that counts.

Too late.

Unless I seriously have an attitude problem, don't even think you can bring me down with your nasty comments.

And next time, if you guys have anything you want to say about me, you can directly say it to my freaky weird self.

I'll just try to fight for my own rights using my freaky funny slang-ed voice.

*****Related to part of this entry above, I'd realized something about a certain somebody.

Said somebody had been treating me quite coldly since I entered the same high school as her.

Even though we seem to look like we're good friends, but in truth, I have no idea why I'm treated that way by her.

It's only sincere smiles when I'm of some help to her and when my presence would be of beneficial gain to her.

Other than that, when I want to talk to her, it's loads of bullshit, frankly.

As in, for all these years, maybe it's just me.

But I feel that she had no intention to ever have a friendly conversation with me.

I always get all awkward while trying to talk to her.

Only one-word replies to try and shut me off.

On the other hand, talking to the others, she'll be laughing and going crazy with their mad antics.

What's more, she had bitched about me before, and can openly apologize to me in front of everyone.

Angelic you think?

Everybody just thought she's noble while on the inside, it's somebody more undignified.

If she thinks I'm so uncool, fine, let it be.

But, the main thing is actually when this same thing goes through my head every time she does this to me.

"Why do you copy excerpts from this humble blog of mine if you deem it uncool?
And say that it's your own, your discovery, your credits, your work.
If I have a chance to show what Rohaini had taught me in the past year in BM,
this situation is exactly like 'lembu punya susu, sapi dapat nama.'
I had helped you before, and I don't expect any form of reward or gratitude,
but it's really selfish of you.
Of what you're doing to me,
did to me,
and sure enough,
will do to me."
You had told me before too you can't afford to fully trust anyone a very long time ago.

Oh yeah? Let's see how you can ever fare in this school..

ALONE.

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As promised to some of my friends in class, I'm just going to upload here the notes I had taken using my camera (harharhar!) for them!




I apologize beforehand if you guys can't see them notes clearly even after clicking on them to zoom in! 'Cos that would mean I can't see them too, and I'm also screwed big time!

That would also mean that we would have to copy from some kind souls' practical books tomorrow!

Geezers.

Oh yeah, I advise you guys to open the pictures in new tabs or windows and view ALL the pictures first before you start copying. If you don't want any errors and redoing of work then just trust this AJK Bio of yours aye?

Speaking of which, you people have to start paying up for MORE worksheets tomorrow.

Pffft. Puan Kartini oh-so-HEARTS me.

Anyhow, 4SC1/09 peeps dissected frogs today!

Though it was literally quite evil to kill the frogs in that manner, but it is for scientific reasons.

Will blog about it ay-sap once I get the pictures from Veena and Anna! ;)

PS : Totally irrelevant to this post, but I MIGHT be representing dear Maimunah, aka Green House in running - 400m and 800m.

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I FINISHED ALL MY HOMEWORK FOR
EVERY
SINGLE SUBJECT!!
Something tells me that won't stay long though, as school's reopening tomorrow.

*****And before I go, Fiona and I had a very short conversation.

But, miraculously, she was actually quite nice to me.

Freaky.

But not that I'm complaining =P

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So there you have it.

No new blogskin.

Pffft.

But I did managed to finish off my EST, finally.

I didn't finish my Add. Math work from tuition though.

Mr Yong is so gonna kill me.

*****Yearh.

The reason why.

When I was in Melaka, I was asked to keep my cousin company.

I did just that.

Then I was asked many times by my aunt to swim at the pool 'cos my cousin wanted to swim and she insisted she wanted my company 'cos she was too shy to swim alone.

Initially, I didn't want to.

But, I admit, I reluctantly agreed in the end.

'Cos it was at that same pool, I actually cried over a guy.

One that I really cared for.

Used to anyway.

So too bad, I'm so over him now. He's not worth my time at all.

As promised to my twelve year old cousin, I went for a swim.

The pool was pretty much empty, other than the both of us.

While she had fun trying to apply what she had learnt in swimming class, I was just keeping an eye on her.

And also sorting out my thoughts.

It was then I had some time to myself, to really think what had been going on in my life for the past month.

The moment I thought of you, what you had did for me.

Everything you said to me, honest words from you to me.

It was then I realized how much you cared for me.

How important I am to you.

I never felt this appreciated and loved as long as I'd lived.

By a guy anyway.

So at that time, realizing how stupid I was to hurt you back then..


To hide the fact that I was crying from my cousin, I held my breath and dunked my head into the water.

When I got back up again, unfortunately..

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