Guppy.
Thank you for the note on my table.
It's really sweet of you to do that.

You know,
it's the little things we do for each other that counts.
That really means a lot to me.

I hope things will be alright again.
I'll leave it to Fate this time. (:

xoxos,
Harabuchi.

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Hey Mayzers.
I appreciate the message a lot.
Don't worry,
it's not putting your nose into my business at all.

It's called being concerned.
It's called being a friend.

I am really grateful for your understanding.
(:

Sincerely from,
Your forgetful Granny. ;)

P.S.:
Photo credits to the beloved Jagung. :D

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The Lake House.
Fairuz said I should watch it,
and she emphasized that Keanu Reeves is in it.
Missed it on Channel 5,
will find time to watch it.
Soon.

When In Rome.
Romantic comedy.
Had many bad reviews in the papers.
But who cares?
Still looks promising to me.

I welcome more recommendations on any romantic flicks you might know of.
(:

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I can't bring myself to smile like I really mean it.
My head hurts, my heart hurts.
Even by forcing myself to smile,
I'm just being a hypocrite.




I'm tired of being the first one to fix things.
I had been told that if I'm the one who made the first move,
it's actually commendable,
because it meant that I wanted things to be like before.
I actually had the initiative to solve the problem.

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Two words -
cheer up.
Another two words -
do something.
©Gurpreet Kaur Sandhu.

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If I'm given a chance to rewind time,
I would go back to the days when we were like this.

I miss us.

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This is Anith.
This is Liyana.
These two had been so close to me,
yet so far for the past five years of me studying in SIGS.
I had been idiotic to have not known that before,
so I'm glad they gave me a second chance to make up for my bitchy behaviour.

They welcomed me into the Physics Family.
Since then, I never looked back.

Both had been through tough shit in their lives,
which had made them so mature and strong.
Anith exudes cool, and though she's quiet, she has a lot going on in her mind.
And Liyana has this habit of pampering me with pet names and pinching my cheeks.
She finds me just ah-dorable. Hahah.

I never would had known that Anith has a lot of wise opinions on the many things in life.
I never would had known that there's a grown-up side of Liyana as well.

These two people are the first faces I see every morning when I go to school.
By the time I step into the canteen,
they're already there.
Just seeing them sit at that particular spot each morning,
is enough to give me that reassurance.

They never judged me,
and they're the pioneers who paved the road of acceptance for me.

I don't know where else to find gems like them.

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"I really miss you a lot."
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Hey you.
Yes, YOU.
The one who is so dear to me.
I know why we ain't talking.
On your side?
It's because I refused to talk even after you said sorry.
You got offended by my Facebook status.
You're hurt by my actions.

What about me?
I find it all so idiotic we're not talking over such a small matter.
In fact, you weren't the only person who was mad.
I was mad as well.
Mad because you were mad over this.
Mad because you made a fuss of it.
Mad at myself because it had to happen in the first place.
And when I said sorry,
even if I didn't think it was my fault,
you said there was no point.

If there was no point,
why get mad at me in the first place?
That's what I really don't understand.
This confusion you're placing me in,
caused me to act like how I did before you discovered my Facebook status.
Which to me,
I considered it as history already.
It didn't apply to me anymore.
I can't blame you for not having an Internet connection then,
but you blew it up again.
I just hope you'll read the date of whatever I post on Facebook next time.

I'm not putting the blame on you 100%.
I know I have my faults too.

Knowing you,
I don't think this is affecting you one bit.
You'll just put it aside and you'll go on with life as usual.
But you are clear that things like this will bug me for a very long time.
It hurts.
You look happy.
But I won't know.
Because I'm not you.

I tried to step into your shoes.
You're tired.
You're exhausted.
You have so many responsibilities.
You have so many things to juggle.
I understand.

All I want is some understanding from you as well.
That in a fight,
both parties are at fault.
I will never entirely pushed the blame to you.

I watched Anna's video on her blog.
The day we sang and danced and did random stuff.
I cried mainly because of one reason.

I wondered if we can ever be that close again.

I looked back at our photos together.

I wondered if we can ever stand right next to each other without any sore feelings in a photo again.

I dreamt of us talking like the old times.

I wondered if we can ever have a conversation together again.

You were snoring softly when you went to sleep after finishing your paper today.

I wondered if I can ever make fun of you about it and kid around with you again.

Hey you.
I miss you a lot.
I don't know about you though.

I just want you to know,
I treasure you a lot.
I treasure us a lot.

You were there for me when shit happened to me.
I will be there for you if shit happened to you as well.

If you let me.

I'm sorry all of this has to happen.
I doubt you'll see this anyway.
But I really need to get this out of my system.

I miss you.

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And that's the theme for my school's Teacher's Day celebrations this year. Honestly, I still haven’t figured out how the theme connects to the decorations and the performances though.

Attendance today wasn’t as extremely horrible bad as Saturday’s.

First job of the day? Place cupcakes into the bags that serve as door gifts.

The two designs are as of the following:


I like the first one more though. The pink flowers were waaay more ah-dorable but since they were already placed into separate bags, I just had to settle with random cupcakes from randomly picked bags.

Took pictures on the red carpet with some friends. It was fun knowing we had to rush because we never knew when the teachers would just appear out of nowhere witnessing our crime. :D

This year’s decorations were extravagant. We had Christmas lights, a flamboyantly-decorated arch, two large vases of artificial white roses, and a long winding pathway of red carpets. Yes, carpets with a ‘s’.

The colour purple was really flooding the hall today. That colour never fails to remind me of Vee and Irene, who loves purple. (:

I thought I would feel so lost today, thankfully Anna and Azri were easy to spot and I also was lucky to have the company of Nadwa, Ain, Salmi and Shera. Hung out with them 95% for today, and I’m ever so grateful for that.

Bullying Hana during recess was also uber awesome. :P

Highlights of the day:

• En. Ismail with his cowboy hat and blue accoustic guitar singing 500 Miles and Top of the World with some other teachers and one staff member. He looked damn cool! ;D
• The practical/new teachers dancing to Bad Romance. The lead was certainly enjoying herself. Hahah!
  
• The sketch by the practical/new teachers. I was randomly asked by Munnie to be the person who carries the cards depicting the different time zones in the sketch at the very last minute. My major part got cut out, but for being part of the madness backstage, it was pretty awesome. (:
  
• Referring to the matter above, I was told I was cute, thanks to El. And Anna said I was prancing on stage. Oh gosh. Lol much! :3
  
• Miss Low who got 'Teacher of the Year' with her shiny bling-bling tiara. Yes you read that right.
• Cik Mahani and Chee-sensei made a lot of effort to dress up for the event. The only teachers I took pictures with for today. :]
  

On another note, I hope the person who stole Liyana's stuff will actually figure out how idiotic she is in taking something that doesn't belong to her.

Mid-years starting from tomorrow.

I guess that marks a hiatus till the holidays most probably.

Take care y'all, and stay alive!

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Hello readers! I decided that I needed a new look for my blog, since I know that the font was killing some of you and I had complaints that it was too plain.

Well, not like I changed because of these comments, but more to the fact that I needed to inject more colour into this blog, since..well, I do have that bit of colour in my life right now. Blessed is me. (:

So after the exams, expect me to update regularly. Normally I have more motivation to blog every time I change my blogskin.

Mid-terms are starting from this Tuesday onwards. I'm waiting to flunk.

Goodnight world, and I heart you!

xoxo,
NL.

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Today, a wise man talked to us about choices and asked us a question,

Today, a wise man also talked to us about love and encouragement and asked us another question,

Today, the same wise man has managed to enlighten those who really paid attention to his words, about the simple things in life that we tend to take for granted.

How a simple act of love can change someone’s life.

How it is just awesome to be ourselves.

This wise man, introduced to us today by Mr. Kung, would be..

Nick Vujicic.

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I once mentioned this to two of my saviors during my darker days last year, Gurpreet and Jia Ying.


This time, I'm going to say this, loud and clear.


I had never felt like this since last year.

I never argued with you guys before.

I'm upset things had to turn out like this.

I tried to talk, but nothing came out of my mouth.

When I tried to defend my stand, I got shot down instead. Which caused more bloodshed.

I thought what I did could fix things, apparently it got worse.


I know what I'm doing, and if you guys feel the hurt and the awkwardness, well, so do I.

It isn't a one-sided effect okay.

I'm just sorry things had to turn out like this.

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

Guppy.
Thank you for the note on my table.
It's really sweet of you to do that.

You know,
it's the little things we do for each other that counts.
That really means a lot to me.

I hope things will be alright again.
I'll leave it to Fate this time. (:

xoxos,
Harabuchi.

P.S.2:
Photo credits also to the beloved Jagung. ;)

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Hey Mayzers.
I appreciate the message a lot.
Don't worry,
it's not putting your nose into my business at all.

It's called being concerned.
It's called being a friend.

I am really grateful for your understanding.
(:

Sincerely from,
Your forgetful Granny. ;)

P.S.:
Photo credits to the beloved Jagung. :D

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The Lake House.
Fairuz said I should watch it,
and she emphasized that Keanu Reeves is in it.
Missed it on Channel 5,
will find time to watch it.
Soon.

When In Rome.
Romantic comedy.
Had many bad reviews in the papers.
But who cares?
Still looks promising to me.

I welcome more recommendations on any romantic flicks you might know of.
(:

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I can't bring myself to smile like I really mean it.
My head hurts, my heart hurts.
Even by forcing myself to smile,
I'm just being a hypocrite.




I'm tired of being the first one to fix things.
I had been told that if I'm the one who made the first move,
it's actually commendable,
because it meant that I wanted things to be like before.
I actually had the initiative to solve the problem.

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Two words -
cheer up.
Another two words -
do something.
©Gurpreet Kaur Sandhu.

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If I'm given a chance to rewind time,
I would go back to the days when we were like this.

I miss us.

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This is Anith.
This is Liyana.
These two had been so close to me,
yet so far for the past five years of me studying in SIGS.
I had been idiotic to have not known that before,
so I'm glad they gave me a second chance to make up for my bitchy behaviour.

They welcomed me into the Physics Family.
Since then, I never looked back.

Both had been through tough shit in their lives,
which had made them so mature and strong.
Anith exudes cool, and though she's quiet, she has a lot going on in her mind.
And Liyana has this habit of pampering me with pet names and pinching my cheeks.
She finds me just ah-dorable. Hahah.

I never would had known that Anith has a lot of wise opinions on the many things in life.
I never would had known that there's a grown-up side of Liyana as well.

These two people are the first faces I see every morning when I go to school.
By the time I step into the canteen,
they're already there.
Just seeing them sit at that particular spot each morning,
is enough to give me that reassurance.

They never judged me,
and they're the pioneers who paved the road of acceptance for me.

I don't know where else to find gems like them.

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"I really miss you a lot."
♥

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Hey you.
Yes, YOU.
The one who is so dear to me.
I know why we ain't talking.
On your side?
It's because I refused to talk even after you said sorry.
You got offended by my Facebook status.
You're hurt by my actions.

What about me?
I find it all so idiotic we're not talking over such a small matter.
In fact, you weren't the only person who was mad.
I was mad as well.
Mad because you were mad over this.
Mad because you made a fuss of it.
Mad at myself because it had to happen in the first place.
And when I said sorry,
even if I didn't think it was my fault,
you said there was no point.

If there was no point,
why get mad at me in the first place?
That's what I really don't understand.
This confusion you're placing me in,
caused me to act like how I did before you discovered my Facebook status.
Which to me,
I considered it as history already.
It didn't apply to me anymore.
I can't blame you for not having an Internet connection then,
but you blew it up again.
I just hope you'll read the date of whatever I post on Facebook next time.

I'm not putting the blame on you 100%.
I know I have my faults too.

Knowing you,
I don't think this is affecting you one bit.
You'll just put it aside and you'll go on with life as usual.
But you are clear that things like this will bug me for a very long time.
It hurts.
You look happy.
But I won't know.
Because I'm not you.

I tried to step into your shoes.
You're tired.
You're exhausted.
You have so many responsibilities.
You have so many things to juggle.
I understand.

All I want is some understanding from you as well.
That in a fight,
both parties are at fault.
I will never entirely pushed the blame to you.

I watched Anna's video on her blog.
The day we sang and danced and did random stuff.
I cried mainly because of one reason.

I wondered if we can ever be that close again.

I looked back at our photos together.

I wondered if we can ever stand right next to each other without any sore feelings in a photo again.

I dreamt of us talking like the old times.

I wondered if we can ever have a conversation together again.

You were snoring softly when you went to sleep after finishing your paper today.

I wondered if I can ever make fun of you about it and kid around with you again.

Hey you.
I miss you a lot.
I don't know about you though.

I just want you to know,
I treasure you a lot.
I treasure us a lot.

You were there for me when shit happened to me.
I will be there for you if shit happened to you as well.

If you let me.

I'm sorry all of this has to happen.
I doubt you'll see this anyway.
But I really need to get this out of my system.

I miss you.

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And that's the theme for my school's Teacher's Day celebrations this year. Honestly, I still haven’t figured out how the theme connects to the decorations and the performances though.

Attendance today wasn’t as extremely horrible bad as Saturday’s.

First job of the day? Place cupcakes into the bags that serve as door gifts.

The two designs are as of the following:


I like the first one more though. The pink flowers were waaay more ah-dorable but since they were already placed into separate bags, I just had to settle with random cupcakes from randomly picked bags.

Took pictures on the red carpet with some friends. It was fun knowing we had to rush because we never knew when the teachers would just appear out of nowhere witnessing our crime. :D

This year’s decorations were extravagant. We had Christmas lights, a flamboyantly-decorated arch, two large vases of artificial white roses, and a long winding pathway of red carpets. Yes, carpets with a ‘s’.

The colour purple was really flooding the hall today. That colour never fails to remind me of Vee and Irene, who loves purple. (:

I thought I would feel so lost today, thankfully Anna and Azri were easy to spot and I also was lucky to have the company of Nadwa, Ain, Salmi and Shera. Hung out with them 95% for today, and I’m ever so grateful for that.

Bullying Hana during recess was also uber awesome. :P

Highlights of the day:

• En. Ismail with his cowboy hat and blue accoustic guitar singing 500 Miles and Top of the World with some other teachers and one staff member. He looked damn cool! ;D
• The practical/new teachers dancing to Bad Romance. The lead was certainly enjoying herself. Hahah!
  
• The sketch by the practical/new teachers. I was randomly asked by Munnie to be the person who carries the cards depicting the different time zones in the sketch at the very last minute. My major part got cut out, but for being part of the madness backstage, it was pretty awesome. (:
  
• Referring to the matter above, I was told I was cute, thanks to El. And Anna said I was prancing on stage. Oh gosh. Lol much! :3
  
• Miss Low who got 'Teacher of the Year' with her shiny bling-bling tiara. Yes you read that right.
• Cik Mahani and Chee-sensei made a lot of effort to dress up for the event. The only teachers I took pictures with for today. :]
  

On another note, I hope the person who stole Liyana's stuff will actually figure out how idiotic she is in taking something that doesn't belong to her.

Mid-years starting from tomorrow.

I guess that marks a hiatus till the holidays most probably.

Take care y'all, and stay alive!

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Hello readers! I decided that I needed a new look for my blog, since I know that the font was killing some of you and I had complaints that it was too plain.

Well, not like I changed because of these comments, but more to the fact that I needed to inject more colour into this blog, since..well, I do have that bit of colour in my life right now. Blessed is me. (:

So after the exams, expect me to update regularly. Normally I have more motivation to blog every time I change my blogskin.

Mid-terms are starting from this Tuesday onwards. I'm waiting to flunk.

Goodnight world, and I heart you!

xoxo,
NL.

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Today, a wise man talked to us about choices and asked us a question,

Today, a wise man also talked to us about love and encouragement and asked us another question,

Today, the same wise man has managed to enlighten those who really paid attention to his words, about the simple things in life that we tend to take for granted.

How a simple act of love can change someone’s life.

How it is just awesome to be ourselves.

This wise man, introduced to us today by Mr. Kung, would be..

Nick Vujicic.

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I once mentioned this to two of my saviors during my darker days last year, Gurpreet and Jia Ying.


This time, I'm going to say this, loud and clear.


I had never felt like this since last year.

I never argued with you guys before.

I'm upset things had to turn out like this.

I tried to talk, but nothing came out of my mouth.

When I tried to defend my stand, I got shot down instead. Which caused more bloodshed.

I thought what I did could fix things, apparently it got worse.


I know what I'm doing, and if you guys feel the hurt and the awkwardness, well, so do I.

It isn't a one-sided effect okay.

I'm just sorry things had to turn out like this.

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