Listening to : Awake - Secondhand Serenade.
Mood : Upset.

"I'd yearned for my own Love Story."
This is going to sound like a typical childish post, perhaps.

Like, a lot of people I knew had thought about their sweet fairytale endings.

"And they lived happily ever after." Sounds familiar?

Frankly, since I was a kid, I'd never believed in stuff like these. It just doesn't make any sense at all.

Now that I'm 15, close to the so-called Sweet Sixteen in a matter of months, the hormones ARE raging inside me, and I can't help but wonder at these statements my friends or people I know made.

Most of my friends that I know are hopelessly head over heels in love with a particular someone.

And most of these friends are my guy friends that I'd known over the years.

It's difficult you know, that all of these guys go to me at any moment of the day to tell me how perfect / gorgeous / smart / pretty / clever / amazing / wonderful / talented / nice / sweet / lovely (and the list goes on) their crush is. Everything about their dream girl seems faultless in their eyes. They'd always asked me questions regarding their love life, and being the tolerant me, I'd always tried my very best to help.

Maybe it's just puppy love, but still..

Honestly, I feel broken inside.

I mean, these girls all are so lucky, not knowing how loyal these friends of mine are, acting all silly over them, but they act not knowing of their existence.

I mean..it's just plain cruel, somehow.

Reality is never sweet anyway.

I admit, I do feel the tinge of jealousy getting up to me. Like, no guy I'd know so far throws compliments like these to me. LOL. I'm ridiculous, I know. Why would a guy ever say these compliments directly to the girl's face?

But, that's not the point.

Besides..two of them had actually liked me before. Even though I'd never liked them back the same way, but somehow, it just hurts to see them fall for another girl, and expecting me to be their Cupid whenever they need me.

Who are they, you might ask?

All I can tell you, one of them is a complete pain in the arse, another is now somebody close to a soul brother, I can say.

Still, being the girl who doesn't know how to decline to her friends' requests, I'll still offer my help.

I'll just have to pray that I won't lose my temper or control of my emotions while taking up the task of being the Love Doctor.

I'm already receiving the love of my friends.
And to you guys, I heart you all.
Without y'all, life wouldn't be what it is now.

But, would I be too greedy to ask this question and require an answer for it..?

"Will there be someone..
to stay awake for her..?"

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I should had did this a long time ago, honestly, but I never had the guts too. Ahahahah!

I'm already risking my friendship and maybe sisterhood with this tan coolio girlina by publishing her pictures here! Don't kill me Dee! I have yet to meet you! Oh gosh, I can already feel the aura of death somehow. Is that the shimmer from the reflection of the scythe I see? *gulps*

Anyway, since I'm already here, might as well finish it off, before I breathe my last under her wrath and fury!

So now, on the feature list, is THE Motherfucking Princess - Deedee aka Psycho Babydoll™ or Deedee Dollface™! And the tons of other cool names she thought by herself. Eheh.


Okay, honestly, I have no idea what to say about her, 'cos I still have loads more to know about her, but all you need to know is that she rocks socks! You shall see for yourself if you keep on reading.

All of you must be wondering - how did I get to know this ah-mazing darling?

So, one fine day, I was being my usual bored self going through Friendster, and I'd decided to do a simple research on the amount of..well, homosexuals who are girls they have on Friendster and how super young they were. And no, I ain't no pervertic arse, I was just curious alrighty, since my school already consists of quite a number of bis and lesbians. Seriously, I even found some of the people I knew there, not only consisting of third formers that is, in that category, and no more shall be said about that. By the way, most of them are lalas, which makes everything more the unbearable. Wonder how I'd survived then, but thank goodness I did.

So, after many clicks later, I came to this profile.

With the most ah-mazing profile picture I'd seen compared to the rest of the monstrosity I'd seen beforehand.

Behold!


I was thinking, "She is definitely way, WAY more different than the ordinary. She has THE ATTITUDE man!"

That's when I saw her blog link, which then led to me "Anything but Ordinary", which must had struck me that she was a die-hard Avril Lavigne fan, which I was once before. Avril songs are fine to me, just that I have no idea what happened to the obsession. She was even the same age as me! But in any case, that's when I started to read her blog really often. Stalker much? LOL.

So months went by, till something huge happened to her.

I think I shouldn't mention it here anymore, it's bad memories for her actually. Wouldn't blame her one bit.

In any case, Deedee here went through my blog after that, and saw my Carpe Diem List at the 'To-Dos' section of my blog. And boy, it's only then we found out we have so much in common!

From extensions and piercings, to shutter shades and top hats! Those are LOVE for us!

From that day on, we started keeping track of the other, would that be that right phrase? Hahah.

And now, featuring some of her fabulous pieces,which are solely under the copyright of Deedee here, so no plagiarizing, stealing and copying without her permission aye! (Which I had already did. Ohgawdpleasedon'tkillmeDee.)

She shares the same passion for me in editing photos. And she actually calls me photogenic. Look who's talking, darling! x]

Did I mention she has an awesome figure? Rock that body, indeed! XD

She has THE attitude. Full stop.

Heineken is the key! Note : Please do not try this at home. LOL. Speaking of being an alcoholic, I still laugh over one of her entries - "I swear to drunk, I'm not God." ROFLMAO! XDD
Last, but definitely not the least, I can highly confirm and assure you that..

..if you mess with her, you're dead meat. And note that I'm still in much danger for messing around with her copyrighted work. I only told her I was editing her work, but unfortunately I do not have that kind of talent which she has, so this is all that I could do within my abilities.
She's also real supportive of my passion for photography, unlike a certain someone I know here. Besides, did I mention that she's taken and definitely unavailable? Yeaps, don't even dream of having her, for she's owned! XD She also gave me the idea of Vlogging, which I hadn't even started on. Speaking of Vlogging, you think you can give me access to your Vlog, darling? ;)

One very important fact - She's the reason you all here are seeing the newly improved me. Self-expression is the key, and accepting who you are is too important. She made me think of that, a lot. You're a major lifesaver here Dee, accept and know it! X]

To Dee, you're one of the most hardass friends I had ever knew, and I'm really grateful for that. I mean, I don't think I know anybody here my age that shares the same interests as me. Most people just think that I'm too different to ever fit in here. Unfortunately, this ain't KL, so it's a Survivor game all by itself. Glad to have known you, and if you really don't want this entry up here, I shall delete it, with all due respect.

In any case, it was nice knowing you indeed! I do truly believe you're my long lost blog sister. Eheh.

And one more thing, if you really have to kill me for doing this, we have to meet up first, that's a sure thing!

And that's when maybe I need your number if I need to text you to tell you that I'm in KL or something.

AND that's only if you don't kill me first!

Still love you, even if you don't (:

And like I'd always said.

"Stay the Motherfucking Princess you are."

xoxo,
The Dramatic Tophatter.™

PS : Dee here made that name up for me. I love her to bits :):)

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Here's Veena aka Miss Arteries 2008 aka Vena Cava aka the hundreds of other names I gave her =P She's a great friend since primary school and still is now. She's been there at times when I needed the much needed common sense and keeping me level-headed. Also now my President Elect in Interact and had been classmates for NINE years. That's not a short period of time at all, boy can I tell you. She helped me sneaked out of my house a couple of times because I'd forced her to play along with my plans every time I start conducting any of them. Taught me stuff that I'd really needed to know by now - for example taking the public bus! A big shout out to her for just being a friend! =) And, too bad for you guys who just ah-dore her, her heart's taken! Not saying who! XD

Next..

This guy here? He's Roy Wang. That ain't his full name, but I'm not mentioning too much here just in case he doesn't like it. LOL. Was in the same primary school as me till he transferred to Perling, where he met Evonne Marie! Ahahahah. The world is actually a small place indeed. Anyway, he's in here because I'd always realized that he's always there with Veena and me at times when we needed to get back to Permas Jaya, aka our housing area, though it's separated into the new part and the not so new part of town. It was the public bus the first time, and the taxi the second. Hahah. He's the man of the family, since you really can't leave two girls going to and fro from home right? Especially in a place called Johor Bahru where crime rates are extremely high. Thanks to him for providing transport for Veena and me to go for the gathering! =D Another shout out to him for staying the gentleman he is! Unlike some other guys! Ahaks. Anyhow, too bad for you girls, I know he's tall and good-looking, not like he always say he isn't, but his heart's owned and that's all I'm going to say about that. Lips sealed! =x

As for the last member of this happy family..

She's just the weirdo that talks lame, tells bad jokes, and goes high at very unnecessary moments. Also, a bimbo in disguise!

Reasons why I love the Permas family :

1. We know each other as we're all from the same primary school! Hearts to SKST year of '05!
2. We all live in the same housing area! Duh, that's where the name came from!
3. Actually, I don't have any good reasons at all. Just that I love the all of us!

Hearts and Hugs to the Permas Family!

With much love,
The Drastically Dramatic Bimbotic Air-Head - Leonie ;)

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Since Lyn-jie here has recently got me all addicted to piercings and all, I'd listened to her advice on getting fake earrings, since I'm not allowed to get any more piercings until I'd graduate from high school maybe. And Cik Low and Puan Azalina would probably kill me if they see those extra piercings of mine, if I even have the guts to do them anyway.

So, it's magnetic earrings galore!

Only bought a pair of them since I'm not very sure whether they would work or not, but apparently they work fine, only I do knock them off by accident on an hourly basis XP

And here's the deal :

Guess which is the real deal and which are the fakes =P

But since I'm so nice, I'll just tell you.

Only ONE of the three piercings you can see in the picture is FAKE.

Fine, so I left out something in the tag I did earlier.

Another random fact about me - I have this another weird birthmark, or a 'hole' at the upper part of my ear. I have no idea what part is that called, but yeah, it was always there.

Anyhow, I'd experimented by placing the different kinds of earrings I have in that place, and the end result, a cool looking piercing! (which everyone at the gathering earlier thought it was.) LOL.

The FAKE, is actually the second so-called piercing at the earlobe.

Eheh x]

And that's the magic of magnetic earrings everyone!

By the way, Lyn-jie had also mentioned that she's going to bring me earring shopping!

Earrings with cuffs and star-shaped earrings, here I come! =D

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Like, seriously. Dee dearie here is the only one who gives me the most tags to do on a almost daily basis. And that would be a good thing - because if not my blog would be near dead anyway, LOL. So a big thank you to Deedeh darling! ;)

The Rules:

Link to your tagger and post these rules.

List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people.

1. I have this huge scar at the upper part of my arm due to a scalding incident by a very..how I should I put it..UNELIGIBLE babysitter.
2. Those 'pimples' at the corner of my left eye are actually not zits as you guys always say. Had been there since I was born, so stop asking the obvious.
3. The mole at the right side of my mouth became really obvious only this year. Never knew it was there before that.
4. I used to wonder why people hopelessly cry their eyeballs out after any tear-jerker dramas or movies which I also watched then. And now I know why - 'cos I'm now one hopeless drama mama myself.
5. According to my mumsie and my aunt who used to live with me when I was younger, I started speaking funny after watching the "Chip and Dale" cartoon series. It was on a 24/7 basis and nobody could decipher what I wanted, hence me crying all the time when I was a lil' kid. Thankfully, it wore off - after a few years.
6. I used to keep bangs, but decided to follow the advice of a few friends and got rid of them. I think I'm actually grateful for that. Hahah.
7. I realized that since entering SIGS, I could had been bi all along. ROFLMAO.
8. I have the same birthday as my mum. Jealous much? Heh.

Tag:

1. Veena!
2. Najwa!
3. Naomi!
4. Geetha!
5. Pei Li!
6. Lynette!
7. Kamalia!
8. Rica!

YOU.

First Name : By rights, it's Kong.
Nickname : Leo, Leon, LeoLeo, Uniy, King Kong.
Name you wish you had : I love my name. Deal with it.
What do people normally mistake your name as : Leo Nie, Leo Ni, Lionie, Lion Ni, Lio Nie, Leonie Kong. It's Kong Leonie, please (:
Birthday : April 22nd.
Birthplace : Don't remember which ward, but it's at the Specialist's Centre in JB.
Time of Birth : 5.30PM.
Single or Taken : Single and taken. For reasons I had stated a 1001 times. All thanks to the unofficialized marriage with Najwa.
Zodiac sign : Taurus, and lovin' it.

YOUR APPEARANCE.

How tall are you : 5"5 4/10 feet. Or just plain 1.66m.
Wish you were taller : I was one of the tallest kid in pre-school and middle school. Not any more, but I'm happy with my current height.
Eye color : Black.
Eye color you want : Any out of the ordinary colour. But I would really like green eyes for a change.
Natural Hair color : Black, with strands of white, bronze and brown here and there.
Current Hair color : Refer to the previous answer please.
Short or long hair : Both? Lol.
Ever dyed your hair a bizarre color : Aha. Will do, that's for sure ;)
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair : My uncle's wedding a few years back. My hair was all plaits and plaits and plaits. Even had sparkles and temporary shades of green and red on! And note that this wasn't my choice of a hairstyle.
Glasses or contacts : Both. But I'd never worn contacts before. Hahah.
Do you wear make-up : Eyeliners and lip balm are my must-haves. Oh yeah, and eyeshadows and mascara at certain times I need the dramatic look in my photos. Need. More. Make-up.
Ever had hair extensions : Hmmm, nope. DEEDEEIWANTYOURPINKEXTENSIONS!
Paint your nails : Yeaps. I love crazy-coloured nails. Maybe I'm gonna do them bright green or blue later. Eheh.

IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER.

What color eyes : Any.
What color hair : Any. But no beach boy or surfer dude hair.
Shy or Outgoing : Outgoing for sure.
Sexy or Cute : Hawt and Ah-dorable? XD
Serious or Fun : Serious and fun. At the proper times of course.
Older or Younger than you : Preferably older. But I don't mind younger as long as they have a mature personality.
A turn on : Loyal, gentlemanly, supportive, loves me for who I am.
A turn off : Indecisive, insecure, impatient, dependent, a flirt, a pain in the buttcrack.

THIS OR THAT?

Flowers or Chocolates : Both.
Pepsi or Coke : Neither. Not a big fan of fizzy drinks actually. Eheh. I'll consider if it's 100PLUS or Excel.
Rap or Rock : Rock music is heaven. Can't understand what rappers are rapping half the freaking time.
Relationship or One night stand : Relationship, definitely.
School or Work : Depends. Both I guess. Been there, done that.
Love or Money : Both? I'm really broke now. And I'd never experienced true love before. Cheesy I know, but it's true.
Movies or Music : Both.
Country or City : Both. I love the fast-paced life in the city, but when it's time to chill, it's the countryside for me. Not in Malaysia for sure.
Sunny or Rainy days : Both. Rain when's it's too hot, sunny skies when I need the internet.
Friends or Family : For now, call me selfish, but I pick friends first, then family.

HAVE YOU EVER..

Lie : Duh.
Stole something : Yeaps.
Smoked : Would secondhand smoking or passive smoking count?
Hurt someone close to you : Unfortunately, yes.
Broke someone's heart : Unfortunately, another yes.
Had your heart broken : Hell yeah.
Wondered what was wrong with you : All the time. I was even told by my doc to see a psychiatrist once this year.
Wish you were a prince/princess : I have shivers up my spine.
Liked someone who was taken : Yearh.
Shaved your head : Nope. Maybe I will for a good cause one day.
Used chopsticks : If I said no, that would be so bimbotic of me.
Sang in the mirror to yourself : The air-head in me did that before. I was possesed that time, don't sue me.

FAVOURITE.

Flower : I like all kinds of flowers. But my favourite definitely has to be lilies. I like white lilies or those with a hint of red or pink in them. Blue lilies also look amazing.
Candy : Mints! Or sours! XD
Song : Loads of favs, but currently obsessed with "I Want It All" by Sharpay Evans. People call me Sharpay at times, no wonder about the song choice. And it kind of represents me in a way. LOL.
Scent : I like light scents, no heavy fragrances for me.
Color : All colours really. But, green will always be my soul colour.
Movies : Favourites movies with a 's' you say? Too many indeed. But I really like real-life stories and those with attitude. St. Trinian's would be at the top in that category.
Singer : Mika Nakashima.
Word : Any bombastic words which helps me make my stand while talking or debating.
Junk food : Fries. Especially those from McDonalds!
Website : Blogs and dA.
Location : The music room in school and bookshops. Especially those in KL. Wicked.
Animal : Favourite animal..Hard to say. I love animals. A nice companion would be something that meows. A ferret would be great too. I love horses and racoons and dolphins and hawks and..and..and..the list goes on.

MISC.

Ever cried over someone : Yearh.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself : Add more piercings and dye my hair a maddening colour! Okay, seriously, I wish I wasn't oversensitive and too defensive.
Do you think you're attractive : I'm attractive in my own weird way ;D
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose : Beauty and the Beast - Disney version. Belle loves books, and so do I!
Do you play any sports : All the sports school makes me do. But I'm okay with bowling, running, and would dancing be considered a sport? Hahah. Would love to try horse-riding and archery one fine day.

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Better get to these before I put them off any longer, since my schedule is already packed with tuitions, tests, and Girl Guide activities which I can only pray to survive in.

This one is by Lyn-jie :)

1. What is your name?
I have many alter egos, but just call me Leonie.

2. How old are you?
To be exact, 15 year 7 months and 2 days. Do the math x]

3. What are the 3 electronics you can't live without?
Handphone, computer with a working modem, and the PS2!

4. Are you amazing?
Oh please. Tell me something which I don't already know.

5. What is the brand of the phone you are using?
Nokia 6120 Classic in Pearl White. I love this phone loads, but I also miss my previous Nokia 3230. Sigh. But still, all you need to know is that when it comes to handphones, first choice is definitely Nokia =)

6. What colour is your phone?
White and silver. I thought I'd mentioned this already, but..never mind.

7. Have you slept in school before?
In class, during assemblies, on the school canteen benches..anywhere else I'd missed out?

8. How long are you online in a day?
For as long as I'm allowed to. Longest period of time staying online in a day - 12 whole hours I think. LOL.

9. How would you describe yourself?
A perfectionist, rebellious, wants to stand out, an intro-extrovert, anything but ordinary, ahahah.

10. What's your favourite topic to talk about?
Myself. Nah, just kidding. Anything that's reasonably okay. Since I'd encountered a 101 debate topics in IIUM, and being involved in debate itself, made me just ended up liking to talk - a lot. LOL.

11. Which teacher do you like?
I don't want to be unfair, all of our teachers have pros and cons. But still, throughout the years, the teachers that had really taught me something and which I do have a particular liking for are the librarian teachers from primary school, the teachers that had taught me proper English in SIGS, the nice and sporting teachers who had taught me before, the music teachers especially Rozi, the beloved Mummy Bear xD

12. Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class?
No guys in my class! I thought 'handsomest' didn't exist in English? But anyway, if I had to answer, I might just be forced to say Najwa, since she is technically my husband. Poor me. Heh.

13. Who are you currently aiming on?
Believe it or not - I hadn't had a crush on anybody since I entered high school. Unbelievable? Believe it!

14. Do you know a lot of your siblings' secret?
It depends, really. But if I were to say based on my observing techniques, I would say I do know a lot of my kor's secrets. Heheh.

15. How do you rate your siblings?
Rate? Don't see the need to! =P

16. Are your siblings gorgeous?
That will be for you to decide when you see him. Note that he's my elder brother okay? Hahah.

17. Do you judge people?
Of course. As if no other human doesn't =.=

18. Do you run?
Not much. Thanks to Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide, fast walking is my way of getting to places fast without getting too tired too quickly XDD

19. Are you lazy to tag people?
Nope. But some of them are lazy to do the tags. I'll still tag people I guess, but it's totally up to them if they want to do it. See? I give the freedom of choice!

20. Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?
Mumsie - to ask her why she isn't there at school to fetch me yet.

21. What is 2 + 2?
2 + 2? Duh! The answer is 5! For goodness gracious's sake, like nobody knows it's FOUR.

22. Who is your idol?
Aiko273, Autopsy Jude for photography reasons. Shin for her optimism in life.

23. Are you a monster?
Yesh! An evil lil' one that haunt you in the middle of the night, with eyeballs hanging out, long hair over my face, and walking around with blood all over!

24. Do you play with Barbie dolls?
When I was young, yes. Missed those days, they were literally my best friends since I was a total introvert during my younger days.

25. What was the last movie you watched?
The Leap Years. I. Love. That. Movie. The concept is seriously amazing. Dr Catherine Lim, I shall search for your novels from now on!

26. What do you think of your English?
Good enough. I'm pretty proud of my English factor, but there's always room for improvement. Like trying to beat my brother who got High Distinction for the NSW Examinations in English, while I'm still stuck with two Credits in a row.

27. What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
Good enough to survive. But I must say, if it wasn't for Lyn-jie herself, my BM would be 'horri-gi-ble, terri-gi-ble, and ve-gi-table.' A big thank you from me to you! ;)

28. Who do you hate?
Names I shall not mention here. It's all in my blog posts actually, so if you can figure out who they are from there, you'll get your answer.

29. Do you love yourself?
Nah. I totally <3 me! Yay me! *does the London Tipton clap*

30. Blurt out 5 random words.
Mani-pedi, fish spa, acid-coloured extensions xP

Tagging:
Dee!
Gee!
Anybody else who reads this!

***** While Dee tagged me this x] Truthfully, I spaced out for a moment 'cos this would be the first time I'm seeing my name in her blog. I'm too used to her referring to me as Mindel Trance. Hahah.

Rules & Regulations:
Do not copy answers. The tag questions must be 100% the same. Tag people after finishing the tag. No tagging back.

TAGGING:
1. Najwa
2. Naomi
3. Geetha
4. Veena
5. Gurpreet
6. Lynette
7. Xavi
8. Hazel
9. Neo

How you know 1? [Najwa]
She was in the same class as me in form one. Lol.

What would you do if you'd never met 2? [Naomi]
I would had died of unlogical thinking due to my own brain. Her remarks keeps me on my feet.

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you? [Geetha and Veena]
Wouldn't mind, LOL. But they already have SOMEONE IN MIND XD

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple? [Gurpreet and Lynette]
Nope. They don't know each other, and Lyn-jie would be super jealous of Guppy's height =P

Do you think 7 is attractive? [Xavi]
My big bro? He's attractive in his own way (:

Do you know anything about 8’s family? [Hazel]
Yeaps. A very nice fact too. Hazel's surname is Hah, and her two younger siblings are named Ashley and Hayden. HazelAshleyHayden. Get it? XD

Tell me something about 9. [Neo]
She's really outgoing and a nice companion to talk to. Very reliable too. Heh.

What language does 2 speaks? [Naomi]
English, Chinese, BM, and not forgetting the language of 'the whip'!

Who is 3 going out with? [Geetha]
No one. As far as I know. Heh.

How old is 4? [Veena]
15 years 8 months 23 days.

When was the last time you talked to 5? [Gurpreet]
The second last day of school.

Who is 6's favourite singer? [Lynette]
Aha, frankly, I don't really know. She has many favourites, so don't blame me! DX

Would you date 7 ? [Xavi]
NEVER.

Is 8 single? [Hazel]
Single, but unavailable.

What is 9's last name? [Neo]
If you're talking about surname, her last name would be..Neo. Haha.

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? [Najwa]
Didn't had a chance to, since she's already my husband. I didn't even had a moment to think before she announced that we're married. Eheh.

Which school does 2 go to? [Naomi]
The same school I'm in.

What do you like about 3? [Geetha]
Just being her usual nice self =)

*****I'm officially starting my journey of becoming a Queen's Guide.

Freak out much.

Taking my Serving Test (Ujian Menghidang) this Friday. Hope everything goes well.

And, did I mentioned I have a total of 11 log books to do to complete only the theory side of this whole Queen's Guide thingamajig?

Guess what, I'm only done with ONE.

Time to get back to work.

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Right, the entry itself.

Anyway, for those who aren't Girl Guides, Permit Camp, or more commonly known as Kem Permit here, is the camp for those Girl Guiders who are in the running of Queen's Guide to run a camp efficiently with the assistance of fellow Guiders while surviving with limited help like modern everyday items, in this case appliances like refrigerators and the internet. Work like setting up camp, cooking edible meals, making stable gadgets like shoe racks and tables with wood tied only with parcel string and ensuring the safety and welfare of the Guiders who are helping them to be in good condition, while abiding by the rules of being a true Girl Guider.

Sounds amazingly goody, but that sums just about everything I think.

Random fact - I'd been for Kem Permit once last year with Rasyidah as the leader.

So, with that I prayed really hard for this year's camp to be not so bad as last year, for sunburns and buzzing mozzies aren't really my idea of survival.

Well, I was wrong, all the time.

Read on, the details shall be there, if you can even get them anyway.

Day 1 - Thursday (20/11/2008)

Reached school around 11 or so. Did some random work like setting up half of the gazebo for the kitchen area before going off to the library with Min Wen and Neo in a search for the wonderful air-con after working our asses off under the sun and new manila cards for the notice board, yes, directly translated from papan kenyataan - camp style. Will show a picture of it later. Note that we walked and ran there thanks to Min Wen. Goodness gracious, it was fun though, despite the fact we might had been knocked down by some crazy drivers and whistled at by some pervert of a motorcyclist.

Was fuming about issues concerning the notice board, but thanks to Min Wen, Neo and Nithiyah's company plus the air-con from the library, soon managed to chillax, thankfully. Had fun talking to the all of them :)

Sharp at 2, we took a taxi to Panglima to get the much needed manila card which was okay. The owners of the mamak shop next door were really friendly and helpful =)

Went back to school hoping there won't be any trouble with Ju Chin for Min Wen and Neo, and Emelda for me. Thankfully, not much action was taken and we went back to our own respective assignments.

I was supposed to set up the tents and move all of the gadgets to the field, but I sort of rebelled and decided to finish up the very first job I was given - completing the notice board's..well, notices. Honestly, I hate it when I'm given a task, not completed it, then given other different odd jobs to do by either the same or different person. I seriously hate disorganization. Hence, maybe a very pissed off Emelda.

Cooked dinner, with a very angry Cik Low, and us worrying on how to get the fire started. There wasn't any coal, not enough firewood and the wind factor seriously did not help one bit.

In the end, we managed to get the sardine done, and got some rice from another group.

During dinner, was told something that I wasn't really happy to hear about. I mean, come on, you're not the only one with problems like those. All of us do, and seriously, with an attitude like yours, I wonder how you'll even get there.

Did more work after that, since our group was way overdue with the things we were supposed to do. Finally showered at 11, and tried to sleep around 2.

It was kind of uncomfortable, obviously, woke up many times in the middle of the night due to one thing - MOZZIES. Seriously, Neo and I were the most annoyed over these critters, and we were the ones who applied the most insect repellent on our ownselves. Didn't work too well though. School mozzies are way invulnerable compared to the common house mozzies. Unbearable indeed. Fell asleep at long last at 3, and woke up at 5.45, thanks to the nearby mosque.

A view of the school at night from the tent. Took this when I couldn't go back to sleep.

Another random fact : I couldn't sleep during last year's camp as well, so I stayed in the tent looking out at the other side of the school. Amazingly, it was 4 in the morning and I heard little kids laughing. No doubt about that.

Day 2 - Friday (21/11/08)

More lectures from Cik Low. Note to self and other Girl Guiders from SIGS who are aiming for Queen's Guide within these two years : Boil water first thing in the morning, EARLY MORNING mind you. And thank goodness I didn't had it too bad from her, like I usually do. Everybody had to learn the proper techniques of setting up the tents, raising the flag and hammering the wood into the ground the right way, or should I say, pacak-ing the wood. She left not too long after. Relief poured over me. Like, seriously.

Had more work to do after that. More problems showed up throughout the whole day. And Emelda finally succumbed to the amount of stress she got from the pressure of having to complete everything on time before the examiner turns up at 5. Honestly, Nazlin, Kat, and me felt bad for her, but according to sources I cannot name, we sort of changed our minds not long after. Frankly, I was super disappointed. But then, Nazlin, Kat and I made an agreement that we'll survive through this whole camp as best as we could.

The main problems was actually the notice board which was unable to stand on its own and the screening, aka the fake toilet. After the notice board was settled, Nazlin, Kat and I went off to prepare dinner. Trust me, the amount of problems we had there due to an unnecessary presence was totally incorrigible. Luckily, dinner was nicely prepared thanks to Gillian =]

This will be the notice board or the papan kenyataan with Nazlin at the back! XD

Our delicious dinner ;) Which we then shared with the other groups. Eheh.
The examiner came and all's well, ends well. All of the groups then did some pot luck thingamajig and shared food with everybody else. I must say - I love our fried rice and the fish Ju Chin cooked the most. LOL.

It was night real soon. Puan Tee was there and Shean Theen, Neo and I were talking with her while keeping watch on the leftovers from nosy cats and irritating flies. Not that I hate cats though, I like them fair enough compared to the rest of my schoolmates, especially Veena, but yeah, from camp I'd learnt that the school cats aren't to be trusted, AT ALL. It was fun, though Neo kept on pressing the fact that there were mozzies all over Puan Tee's head. Little did we knew, all of us were having the same exact problem! ROFL.

Cik Low called for me and the rest of the third formers that went for camp to see her in the counselling room. That was when I was asked to 'swing along' to take Queen's Guide for next year. I was traumatized, really, I was already so sure that I didn't want to go for it, I wanted to tell Cik Low that I seriously need time to reconsider, since it is a huge commitment that I had to make. Unfortunately, all I got was, "I'll see you on Monday to do the log book with the others."

Which pretty much sums up that I didn't had a choice at all. Boo.

But still, I'd better give it a shot at least, for you never want to get on Cik Low's bad side. Oh no you don't.

Initially, I wanted to sleep around 12am, since it had been a long day, always is on the second day of camp, unfortunately, still had more work to do. I was very sarcastic at this point, but still, I didn't complain though. Still made some sarcastic comments, but yeah, she doesn't get it. I gave up on her already. In the beginning, Min Wen and I managed to watch Aquamarine on Neo's portable DVD player. Too bad the battery died on us before we even got to the middle of the movie. Boo. So there we were, dying from no entertainment while untying all of the knots from the gadgets.

Finally slept around 3. And boy, honestly, the canteen benches were so much better compared to sleeping in the tent! Just that the mozzies were just as annoying there. Sigh.

Woke up around 4, and got some shots before I went back to zzz.



Some views of our canteen, which was pretty much in a bad condition after we made a huge mess of it. Hahah.

My dad's slippers. Always had these for camp. It matches the bench I was sleeping on, see? XD
Woke up at 5, and was shocked to see Min Wen and Jamie, who hadn't slept a wink, still working their butts off. I'd seriously thought they were already done when I woke up the first time, since they weren't in the canteen. Looks like they did way too much work. Went to help Jamie with her stuff, and saw the nicest stars I'd ever seen in a long time.

Tried taking a picture of them pretty things, but of course, was unable to get a clear shot. Maybe some things just have to stay as memories :]

Day 3 - Saturday (22/11/08)

Did some other odd jobs before going back at 8, for personal reasons. Have no idea what I missed out for that day, but frankly, I don't want to know, and don't need to. Heh.

And overall, I'd really learnt how to survive. Really.

You have no idea how bad school camps are compared to outdoor camps. LOL.

With that, I shall conclude this part of the entry,

*****Meanwhile, I had been tagged by Lyn and Deedee, will get to it asap! XD

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Honestly, I'm such a lazy blogger if I don't blog on a daily basis. Seriously, once I start, you can see updates every single day.

So, all because of the thing called LAZINESS, to upload the photos and to be my usual naggy self for detailed entries, I'm just going to summarize a few things here before the majorly boring blogpost.

1. I'd seriously learnt how to survive in camp - AT LAST.
2. I'd just realized Rasyidah pampered me way too much during her camp last year. And thanks for that! =)
3. Cik Low is asking me to swing along with the current batch to go for the prestigious honour of becoming a Queen's Guide. Lord, save me. Literally.
4. I'd realized once more that by going for camp, the campers' true colours are revealed. Not a very happy combination of colours, by the way.
5. Hamsha had finally sent me the copy of the Neoprint. Finally I can blog about the outing - soon.
6. Still very jealous of Green Cheese, Hamsha, Rica and anybody I knew that went of for the Genting - Sunway trip. I miss that place, since MPO this year.
7. Speaking of MPO, I still hadn't blogged about it. My bad!
8. Definitely can't wait for RYLA '08! XD
9. And Leonie saves the day! More info about this incident coming up ;)
10. And she also realizes she went WAY out of topic. Yikes! X]

Righty, and with that, I shall end this post, for I'd just came back from camp, feeling the after- effects of sleeping in tents and on the canteen benches getting to my sore back, legs, hands, you get the point.

Talked to DeeDee darling on MSN. Was absolutely awesome chatting with her. If you are reading this, dearie, hope everything with you and Ron goes fine and you're seriously so nice and awesome to talk to =] Not to forget hot, gorgeous, amazingly photogenic, the list goes on XD

Still jealous of Geetha and Hamsha, boo. Lol.

Will update my Friendster and Facebook the next time I'm online - hopefully.

And finally, life's not so bad..for now.

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Since I'm already here, another big shout-out to my beloved, one and only, unique one of a kind..

Green Cheeser aka Geetha, who's finally fifteen! Woot~! XD

Bet you're already sleeping or either that, catching up on beauty sleep to go for your trip while I'm stranded here in JB. Boo. LOL.

By the way, this very nicely edited picture of my dearest Miss Green Cheese 2008 belongs to Geetha, so no plagiarizing without her permission aye! I know she's super photogenic and gorgeous, trust me, you rather meet this girlina face to face, for she's the ULTIMATE NICENESS. =D

Hokay then, hope you have a blast for your sweet fifteenth! And to Hamsha and Rica who had promised to do a nice facial for her using the most natural ingredients called her birthday cake, please do so, snap loads of pictures, and blog! Muahahahahah, as much as I love this mamacita, I'm evil too =P But no worries, for I shall only be evil to Miss Arteries 2008! But even that had been decreasing since she's there for me for many things, so I should start being nice to her and defend her from Najwa. Hahah.

And once again, Green Cheese is mine, so back off to the meanies who try to separate the ultimate colleagues - the inventors of the special still one of a kind manifique Green Cheese! X)

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A fine borderline between the two strongest emotions in the world - love and hate.

If I were to write a thesis on this very topic, this blog entry would never had been done.

The fact is, for me anyway, how these two emotions had been colliding in one human body - me.

Of course, we can't deny that hate is always too strong an emotion to describe something we usually call in a nicer way - dislike.

Anything, the point is, I'm not going to nag about the definitions of these two.

Still, my blog's there for me to rant, that's a sure thing.

*****Recently, stuff had been happening.

And here's the worst part, I can't write down the details here.

Though, maybe I could summarize it.

It's just amazing, over this past year, I had came upon this theory before, but it never did applied till now.

LOVE = HATE.

First up, I had finally got the guts to mingle with the la gente around me, getting out from restricting myself to my own company.

It does bring the consequences, of course.

To this certain person, I thought YOU were always there for me, you said so for yourself. I finally managed to live life as a normal teenager with you around. You taught me things I could had never had if you weren't there. You seemed so supportive of everything I did, maybe except for the really not so good issues that I did but had not been exposed yet. Especially my passion for photography. Self-expression through art. Though you didn't gave me any of the constructive criticism I wanted to improve, at least you gave one word opinions, and that was enough already for me, knowing that you will always be my backup that I can count on if there's bound to be any discrimination from the general eye. Knowing that you wouldn't go against me with a different way of self-expression compared to the rest of the acquaintances we know.

I was wrong.

You were the first to tell me something about my latest series that I did. Something that involves my principles of life. You had given me comments, real comments at least if I might say so myself, but it wasn't even problems like the quality of the photo or the lighting and the amount of noise.

You choose to tell me this very comment, which you thought was just your honest opinion, and that you were 110% positive on. You thought you were absolutely right, of everything from this matter to that, and you didn't even bother to think about what I would feel if you said it to me. Right to my face.

I was DEVASTATED. Disappointed.

I'd never thought you could had actually said that to me. To actually think that I am able to do such a thing. For a purpose that had never crossed my mind.

But you know what? You'd already did.

Thank goodness you can't be online right now, maybe you'll read this, maybe not.

I doubt you'll know it's you anyway.

It's just like you to be this one word - INSENSITIVE.

That is merely the first example of love turned hate (or dislike to those of you who can't accept the term hate in this blog post.)

Now, let me state an example of hate / dislike turned love.

As you all know, there's not only one kind of love we had experienced.

Friendship love, family love, love for pets, relationship love, you get the point.

For me, it's the start of a friendship. Finally.

YOU used to be very closely related to my life. Everything I did, you were there for me. But due to the fact that we always had a difference in opinions in almost everything, mindsets always clashed and crashed at this point.

And when the most major of all clashing and crashing happened, and got resolved in a nowhere near average peaceful method too, it went on to friendship at last.

Something that only the both of us can understand. Can get along with over the same interests. Due to the 1001 problems we used to fight and debate over with - verbally or physically. Hahah. Those days. Bring both sweet and bitter memories.

And now, I'm not ashamed at all to call you one of my closest friends. Best buddies. Fellow gamers. Fellow art appreciators.

We actually think alike. Too alike till everything went wrong before. Thankfully, we found out the perfect solution to solve this in a better way. And hopefully nothing like last time could occur anymore, for I can't afford to lose rare friendships like this once again.

Thanks for being there for me.

My family? Trust me, I can't wait to get out from the house at any moment of the day. So any invites to hang out with you people? Drop me a tag or text me, I'll cook up a nice recipe to paint a white lie to the 'rents and go out and have a taste of sweet, sweet freedom.

Please. If anything goes wrong, I'll be fully responsible for it. Don't need to expect a lawsuit of anything. My family has no duckets anyway.

Please. There's no love in this home anymore, that's all I can say. Let me go with friends that do care about me.

Please. If you call yourself a friend, be there for me won't you? You know you guys can always count on me, so don't backstab me at the times when I need you guys the most. Way too much experience on that before.

Please.

I'd realized..

I can't do without the people called FRIENDS any longer.

***** In any case, I would like to give a big shout-out to Wanda and Lynette for giving me the advice I needed to knock some good old sense into me and for being there for me, knowing me well enough to know what to do to me to make me feel much better again. Respectively. Thanks :')

Now, back to the ye olde work that I had been working on since the hols started.

Be the mastermind of purely white lies to escape from this home called TRAGEDY.

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Psycho Babydoll™ tags me again! Wonder where in the world she gets all these tags, seriously, cos I'm either running out of people to tag, or some of the same people whom I frequently tag are obviously making a fuss of the whole issue. Just do the tags guys! Not like you guys have anything better to do after PMR. *hint hint*

RULES:
- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold (or italicize) that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.
- Tag 5 people.

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APRIL
Active and dynamic.
Decisive and hasty but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless.
Adventurous.
Loving and caring.
Suave and generous.
Emotional.
Aggressive.
Hasty.
Good memory.
Moving.
Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talk native. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

Tagging:
Najwa!
Geetha!
Naomi!
Veena!
Guppy!

Outing with the Green Cheeser tomorrow :)

Had a video call with my darling Terraye. I miss her to bits ;)

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Once more, I'm tagged again by the one of a kind Psycho Babydoll™ aka Deedee who's definitely the next version of Avril, only improved and that she's Asian ;D

Instructions: Remove one question from below and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings.

1. What is your ambition?
Difficult question. I'd always been changing my ambition since I'd started my education. After realizing I had a knack for observing human behaviours since young, I'm now aiming to be a psychologist.

2. What is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend/girlfriend?
I would say that friends are more important actually. I'm technically not attached, but since I'm already married to Najwa Hunny, I would have to say that both play a major part in my life.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Once in a blue moon.

4. How often do you think that you're different from your friends? And why?
I'll only think that I'm different from my friends when our opinions clash. But like they say, every human being is different and special in their own way.

5. How many babies do you want?
Strangely enough, I don't intend to marry at all. How many babies do I want you ask? Maybe after I'm the next top career woman ;)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Like duh, my Science may be bad, but please, everybody knows you can see a rainbow after the rain. Obviously the person who invented this survey didn't know though =P

7. Are you yearning for freedom?
Definitely - 110%.

8. I'm glad that I am..
A normal homosapien who is physically able, a mind that can think and has friends and family with her.

9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you? [List 10]
Must I list them down? Truthfully, even if I have to list down 10 qualities, no guy would ever have all of these characteristics at once. So, there's no such thing as a perfect boyfriend. Full stop.

10. What are you really afraid of?
My own over-imaginative mind. Freaks me out 24/7.

11. What is your worst habit?
Interrupting conversations.

12. Do you like blogging?
Sure I do!

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course.

14. Would you rather be a emo who's a loner or a total air-head with loads of friends?
I rather keep my emotions in check alone than be a total bimbo without a brain to even think for herself.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
A Double Sausage McMuffin. And that cute Alex the lion headwear from Madagascar! Booyeah! XD

16. Are you single or in a relationship?
Both. Single, and in a relationship with the husband, Najwa Hunny XD

17. Describe the person who tagged you in seven words:
Gorgeous, niceness, talented, rocker, creative, unique, atruefriendtofriends ;DD

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
Draw and sketch - from random doodles to complicating art.

19. What will you be in another 10 years to come?
Hopefully, a successful career woman which her family can be very proud of and those brainless buffoons who look down on me can just go eat bird poop.

20. If your loved ones died, would you consider committing suicide?
Nope. I'm sure they would want me to move on and make them proud, wherever they are in the afterlife.

Tagged, you're it!
Najwa!
Geetha!
Naomi!
Veena!
Kamalia!

*****And before I end this post, I would want to feature part of Deedee's tag which I had tagged her before:

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
Well, she's a friend that i met through blogging. And omg, she rocks my socks.

2. Your five impressions towards her..
Pretty, nice, photogenic, an brilliant blogger, SHE ROCKS.

3. The most memorable things she had done for you..
Well, she has been really nice and has been there for me at the hardest of times.

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?
"Just be the motherfucking princess that you are."

5. If she becomes your lover, you will...
Have a killer time! XD

6. If she becomes your enemy, you will...
I don't think she ever will! XD But IF she does, man, i'll have an enemy with the most common interests EVER. LOL.

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on...
Nothing. Absolutely nothing. ;)

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
Refer to my answer for question number 6, honey.

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?
I'd like to do her hair. Fix on hair extensions for her... Tease her hair... Then hairspray it... You know the drill. ;D

10. The overall impression of her is...
ROCK STAR
(Oh yeah baby! XD)

And with that, I would like to reply to some of her statements:

1. For Questions 1, 2, 7 and 10 - you flatter me, dearie! You should be directing all of those compliments to yourself ;)

2. About Question 5, sounds like it'll be awesome XD What do you have in mind? LOL.

3. Question 9 rocks socks! I love people who would do my hair for me! (which is very rare indeed xD) Adding the fact that you're throwing in hair extensions as well, you're totally amazingly fantastically wonderfully great, darling! So..

4. ..concerning the same Question, we really should meet up! We're rock the world with our X-factors, especially yours ;DD

And with that, I hereby conclude that, I had officially found my long lost sister xDD

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This will be a really short entry.

So much had happened recently, and though there are those bittersweet moments, I would say there were more sweet than bitter fortunately ;)

Only the last of all people who left the music room on Friday at the end of school knows what I'm talking about XD

And almost everybody that witnessed The Incident THREE TIMES. Ehmagawd.

Will blog more about it if I could and when I could, as promised to Geetha dah-ling ;D

PS : Miss Green Cheese, you're being too nice to me! I'm starting to feel all bad D= LOL XD

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Miss Green Cheese 2008 aka Geetha's tag (which I had promised to do after ZeeZamZar) ;D

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
She is my Green Cheeser, so nobody take her away from me! XD

2. Your five impressions towards her..
Photogenic, pretty, Photoshop genius, super duper nice, very innovative ;)

3. The most memorable things she had done for you..
Creating the ultimate Green Cheese©! Dedicating a blog post to me! Just being nice to me! x)

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?
Let's call Veena Veena / Vena Cava / Miss Arteries 2008! =P

5. If she becomes your lover, you will..
I can't really answer this, all that I know she's my one and only Green Cheeser! Keep. Your. Hands. Away. From. Her. =PP

6. If she becomes your enemy, you will..
We are Green Cheesers. We won't become enemies unless you're jealous and you try to destroy our friendship in any way. Heheh.

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on..
All I know is that this girlina will NEVER become my lover, and I think she has nothing else to improve on in my eyes =D She's a nice friend okay! =)

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is..
She's too nice! She shall never become my enemy! At least I hope so, right Green Cheese? ;)

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?
Well..Do with her I can understand, do on her? What do you think Geetha? XD

10. The overall impression of her is..
Two words. ULTIMATE NICENESS.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
They just called me Sharpay yesterday XD Other than that, people think I'm a stuck up, anti-social, emotional, very hyper human. Maybe if you really want to know, you might want to ask them yourself ;D

12. The character of you for yourself is?
One character? Hmmmm, I'm a total extrovert with close friends, introvert-like with people I'm not so close to. Is that still considered as one character?

13. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
That's hard, for there's a lot I don't really like about myself. I have a short temper, a low level of tolerance, very impatient, and over-defensiveness.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be with is?
I never thought of marriage yet.

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
They will be the people that really knows me for me.

Ten people to tag :

1. ~ Naomi!

2. ~ DeeDee!

3. ~ Guppy!

4. ~ Vena Cava!

5. ~ Geetha!

6. ~ Najwa!

7. ~ Pei Li!

8. ~ Kamalia!

9. ~ Hazel!

10.~ Manmit!

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
From her blog entries, it would be Fui Ron, yes? =)

No.3 is a male or a female?
Female.

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
They are together..as friends XD In that way, I say it's alrighty =D

How about no. 5 and 8?
They don't know each other. Lol. Anyway, Green Cheese is mine okay XD Kamalia also already have her..*ehem ehem* XDD

What is no. 1 studying about?
The same syllabus that I and the rest of the third-formers in Malaysia are studying?

Is no. 4 single?
Harharhar XD

Say something about no. 6.
She is my one and only husband! ;D

Another recent tag, tagged by the one of a kind Psycho Babydoll™ (sorry if I'm not allowed to call you this sista D=) aka Deedee, another gorgeous girlina ;)

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, making it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she had been tagged.

1. What is it that bothers you the most?
- Being all awkward in a situation where I have to face people I don't really know that well.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
- That's hard to say, but for the time being, it's finding loopholes in existing rules XD

3. What is the motto of your life?
- From a good friend, "I shall have the last laugh."

4. What will you do when you're feeling angry/disappointed with someone?
- Have a heart-to-heart talk if it's somebody I know quite well. If not, bear with the anger and disappointment and secretly curse the hell of that person. I did it before when some idiot in school stole SEVEN of my SPBT textbooks.

5. What is the most important thing to you?
- Almost everything that exists in my life now.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- It's a known fact, money is indeed necessary to survive.

7. What do you feel like doing right now?
- Dancing and singing my lungs out with friends later in school. Lol.

8. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Only if that person shows the same signs.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- Another pretty, another editing genius, but somebody who totally rocks the same interests as me xD

10. What is the question that you can't find an answer?
- "When is it that death shall befall us?"

11. Do you think friendship is more important then loveship?
- Really depends actually. But for now, it's still friendship for me.

12. Cigarettes or alcohol?
- Never tried either. Considering the fact that the amount of Chinese dishes I eat sometimes have wine in them, maybe alcohol. Does that count? Heh.

13. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
- Happy for sure. Being rich but live in unhappiness? That scares me.

14.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- The chance is always there, it's just whether the individual will take the initiative to take it or not. To answer that question, I would say the short temper.

15. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Hopefully studying, or maybe on the way of becoming the next career woman =)

16. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
- That I dare to be different.

17. List these matters in your order of importance : friends, love, family, world peace.
- World peace, family, friends, love.

18. Are you afraid of pain?
- Pain is what makes us human.

19. What is your favourite dream?
- Favourite dream eh. I would say it's the one when I was studying in this college / university where it has the ultimate facilities, including a cinema, shopping complex, you name it, they got it. Booyeah! XD And I was the best-dressed student in that same place, with bright orange hair, somehow. Hey, it is a dream okay? XDD

Tagging..
Najwa!
Naomi!
Michelle!
Veena!
Geetha!
Gurpreet!
Erica!
Pei Li!

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

Listening to : Awake - Secondhand Serenade.
Mood : Upset.

"I'd yearned for my own Love Story."
This is going to sound like a typical childish post, perhaps.

Like, a lot of people I knew had thought about their sweet fairytale endings.

"And they lived happily ever after." Sounds familiar?

Frankly, since I was a kid, I'd never believed in stuff like these. It just doesn't make any sense at all.

Now that I'm 15, close to the so-called Sweet Sixteen in a matter of months, the hormones ARE raging inside me, and I can't help but wonder at these statements my friends or people I know made.

Most of my friends that I know are hopelessly head over heels in love with a particular someone.

And most of these friends are my guy friends that I'd known over the years.

It's difficult you know, that all of these guys go to me at any moment of the day to tell me how perfect / gorgeous / smart / pretty / clever / amazing / wonderful / talented / nice / sweet / lovely (and the list goes on) their crush is. Everything about their dream girl seems faultless in their eyes. They'd always asked me questions regarding their love life, and being the tolerant me, I'd always tried my very best to help.

Maybe it's just puppy love, but still..

Honestly, I feel broken inside.

I mean, these girls all are so lucky, not knowing how loyal these friends of mine are, acting all silly over them, but they act not knowing of their existence.

I mean..it's just plain cruel, somehow.

Reality is never sweet anyway.

I admit, I do feel the tinge of jealousy getting up to me. Like, no guy I'd know so far throws compliments like these to me. LOL. I'm ridiculous, I know. Why would a guy ever say these compliments directly to the girl's face?

But, that's not the point.

Besides..two of them had actually liked me before. Even though I'd never liked them back the same way, but somehow, it just hurts to see them fall for another girl, and expecting me to be their Cupid whenever they need me.

Who are they, you might ask?

All I can tell you, one of them is a complete pain in the arse, another is now somebody close to a soul brother, I can say.

Still, being the girl who doesn't know how to decline to her friends' requests, I'll still offer my help.

I'll just have to pray that I won't lose my temper or control of my emotions while taking up the task of being the Love Doctor.

I'm already receiving the love of my friends.
And to you guys, I heart you all.
Without y'all, life wouldn't be what it is now.

But, would I be too greedy to ask this question and require an answer for it..?

"Will there be someone..
to stay awake for her..?"

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I should had did this a long time ago, honestly, but I never had the guts too. Ahahahah!

I'm already risking my friendship and maybe sisterhood with this tan coolio girlina by publishing her pictures here! Don't kill me Dee! I have yet to meet you! Oh gosh, I can already feel the aura of death somehow. Is that the shimmer from the reflection of the scythe I see? *gulps*

Anyway, since I'm already here, might as well finish it off, before I breathe my last under her wrath and fury!

So now, on the feature list, is THE Motherfucking Princess - Deedee aka Psycho Babydoll™ or Deedee Dollface™! And the tons of other cool names she thought by herself. Eheh.


Okay, honestly, I have no idea what to say about her, 'cos I still have loads more to know about her, but all you need to know is that she rocks socks! You shall see for yourself if you keep on reading.

All of you must be wondering - how did I get to know this ah-mazing darling?

So, one fine day, I was being my usual bored self going through Friendster, and I'd decided to do a simple research on the amount of..well, homosexuals who are girls they have on Friendster and how super young they were. And no, I ain't no pervertic arse, I was just curious alrighty, since my school already consists of quite a number of bis and lesbians. Seriously, I even found some of the people I knew there, not only consisting of third formers that is, in that category, and no more shall be said about that. By the way, most of them are lalas, which makes everything more the unbearable. Wonder how I'd survived then, but thank goodness I did.

So, after many clicks later, I came to this profile.

With the most ah-mazing profile picture I'd seen compared to the rest of the monstrosity I'd seen beforehand.

Behold!


I was thinking, "She is definitely way, WAY more different than the ordinary. She has THE ATTITUDE man!"

That's when I saw her blog link, which then led to me "Anything but Ordinary", which must had struck me that she was a die-hard Avril Lavigne fan, which I was once before. Avril songs are fine to me, just that I have no idea what happened to the obsession. She was even the same age as me! But in any case, that's when I started to read her blog really often. Stalker much? LOL.

So months went by, till something huge happened to her.

I think I shouldn't mention it here anymore, it's bad memories for her actually. Wouldn't blame her one bit.

In any case, Deedee here went through my blog after that, and saw my Carpe Diem List at the 'To-Dos' section of my blog. And boy, it's only then we found out we have so much in common!

From extensions and piercings, to shutter shades and top hats! Those are LOVE for us!

From that day on, we started keeping track of the other, would that be that right phrase? Hahah.

And now, featuring some of her fabulous pieces,which are solely under the copyright of Deedee here, so no plagiarizing, stealing and copying without her permission aye! (Which I had already did. Ohgawdpleasedon'tkillmeDee.)

She shares the same passion for me in editing photos. And she actually calls me photogenic. Look who's talking, darling! x]

Did I mention she has an awesome figure? Rock that body, indeed! XD

She has THE attitude. Full stop.

Heineken is the key! Note : Please do not try this at home. LOL. Speaking of being an alcoholic, I still laugh over one of her entries - "I swear to drunk, I'm not God." ROFLMAO! XDD
Last, but definitely not the least, I can highly confirm and assure you that..

..if you mess with her, you're dead meat. And note that I'm still in much danger for messing around with her copyrighted work. I only told her I was editing her work, but unfortunately I do not have that kind of talent which she has, so this is all that I could do within my abilities.
She's also real supportive of my passion for photography, unlike a certain someone I know here. Besides, did I mention that she's taken and definitely unavailable? Yeaps, don't even dream of having her, for she's owned! XD She also gave me the idea of Vlogging, which I hadn't even started on. Speaking of Vlogging, you think you can give me access to your Vlog, darling? ;)

One very important fact - She's the reason you all here are seeing the newly improved me. Self-expression is the key, and accepting who you are is too important. She made me think of that, a lot. You're a major lifesaver here Dee, accept and know it! X]

To Dee, you're one of the most hardass friends I had ever knew, and I'm really grateful for that. I mean, I don't think I know anybody here my age that shares the same interests as me. Most people just think that I'm too different to ever fit in here. Unfortunately, this ain't KL, so it's a Survivor game all by itself. Glad to have known you, and if you really don't want this entry up here, I shall delete it, with all due respect.

In any case, it was nice knowing you indeed! I do truly believe you're my long lost blog sister. Eheh.

And one more thing, if you really have to kill me for doing this, we have to meet up first, that's a sure thing!

And that's when maybe I need your number if I need to text you to tell you that I'm in KL or something.

AND that's only if you don't kill me first!

Still love you, even if you don't (:

And like I'd always said.

"Stay the Motherfucking Princess you are."

xoxo,
The Dramatic Tophatter.™

PS : Dee here made that name up for me. I love her to bits :):)

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Here's Veena aka Miss Arteries 2008 aka Vena Cava aka the hundreds of other names I gave her =P She's a great friend since primary school and still is now. She's been there at times when I needed the much needed common sense and keeping me level-headed. Also now my President Elect in Interact and had been classmates for NINE years. That's not a short period of time at all, boy can I tell you. She helped me sneaked out of my house a couple of times because I'd forced her to play along with my plans every time I start conducting any of them. Taught me stuff that I'd really needed to know by now - for example taking the public bus! A big shout out to her for just being a friend! =) And, too bad for you guys who just ah-dore her, her heart's taken! Not saying who! XD

Next..

This guy here? He's Roy Wang. That ain't his full name, but I'm not mentioning too much here just in case he doesn't like it. LOL. Was in the same primary school as me till he transferred to Perling, where he met Evonne Marie! Ahahahah. The world is actually a small place indeed. Anyway, he's in here because I'd always realized that he's always there with Veena and me at times when we needed to get back to Permas Jaya, aka our housing area, though it's separated into the new part and the not so new part of town. It was the public bus the first time, and the taxi the second. Hahah. He's the man of the family, since you really can't leave two girls going to and fro from home right? Especially in a place called Johor Bahru where crime rates are extremely high. Thanks to him for providing transport for Veena and me to go for the gathering! =D Another shout out to him for staying the gentleman he is! Unlike some other guys! Ahaks. Anyhow, too bad for you girls, I know he's tall and good-looking, not like he always say he isn't, but his heart's owned and that's all I'm going to say about that. Lips sealed! =x

As for the last member of this happy family..

She's just the weirdo that talks lame, tells bad jokes, and goes high at very unnecessary moments. Also, a bimbo in disguise!

Reasons why I love the Permas family :

1. We know each other as we're all from the same primary school! Hearts to SKST year of '05!
2. We all live in the same housing area! Duh, that's where the name came from!
3. Actually, I don't have any good reasons at all. Just that I love the all of us!

Hearts and Hugs to the Permas Family!

With much love,
The Drastically Dramatic Bimbotic Air-Head - Leonie ;)

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Since Lyn-jie here has recently got me all addicted to piercings and all, I'd listened to her advice on getting fake earrings, since I'm not allowed to get any more piercings until I'd graduate from high school maybe. And Cik Low and Puan Azalina would probably kill me if they see those extra piercings of mine, if I even have the guts to do them anyway.

So, it's magnetic earrings galore!

Only bought a pair of them since I'm not very sure whether they would work or not, but apparently they work fine, only I do knock them off by accident on an hourly basis XP

And here's the deal :

Guess which is the real deal and which are the fakes =P

But since I'm so nice, I'll just tell you.

Only ONE of the three piercings you can see in the picture is FAKE.

Fine, so I left out something in the tag I did earlier.

Another random fact about me - I have this another weird birthmark, or a 'hole' at the upper part of my ear. I have no idea what part is that called, but yeah, it was always there.

Anyhow, I'd experimented by placing the different kinds of earrings I have in that place, and the end result, a cool looking piercing! (which everyone at the gathering earlier thought it was.) LOL.

The FAKE, is actually the second so-called piercing at the earlobe.

Eheh x]

And that's the magic of magnetic earrings everyone!

By the way, Lyn-jie had also mentioned that she's going to bring me earring shopping!

Earrings with cuffs and star-shaped earrings, here I come! =D

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Like, seriously. Dee dearie here is the only one who gives me the most tags to do on a almost daily basis. And that would be a good thing - because if not my blog would be near dead anyway, LOL. So a big thank you to Deedeh darling! ;)

The Rules:

Link to your tagger and post these rules.

List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people.

1. I have this huge scar at the upper part of my arm due to a scalding incident by a very..how I should I put it..UNELIGIBLE babysitter.
2. Those 'pimples' at the corner of my left eye are actually not zits as you guys always say. Had been there since I was born, so stop asking the obvious.
3. The mole at the right side of my mouth became really obvious only this year. Never knew it was there before that.
4. I used to wonder why people hopelessly cry their eyeballs out after any tear-jerker dramas or movies which I also watched then. And now I know why - 'cos I'm now one hopeless drama mama myself.
5. According to my mumsie and my aunt who used to live with me when I was younger, I started speaking funny after watching the "Chip and Dale" cartoon series. It was on a 24/7 basis and nobody could decipher what I wanted, hence me crying all the time when I was a lil' kid. Thankfully, it wore off - after a few years.
6. I used to keep bangs, but decided to follow the advice of a few friends and got rid of them. I think I'm actually grateful for that. Hahah.
7. I realized that since entering SIGS, I could had been bi all along. ROFLMAO.
8. I have the same birthday as my mum. Jealous much? Heh.

Tag:

1. Veena!
2. Najwa!
3. Naomi!
4. Geetha!
5. Pei Li!
6. Lynette!
7. Kamalia!
8. Rica!

YOU.

First Name : By rights, it's Kong.
Nickname : Leo, Leon, LeoLeo, Uniy, King Kong.
Name you wish you had : I love my name. Deal with it.
What do people normally mistake your name as : Leo Nie, Leo Ni, Lionie, Lion Ni, Lio Nie, Leonie Kong. It's Kong Leonie, please (:
Birthday : April 22nd.
Birthplace : Don't remember which ward, but it's at the Specialist's Centre in JB.
Time of Birth : 5.30PM.
Single or Taken : Single and taken. For reasons I had stated a 1001 times. All thanks to the unofficialized marriage with Najwa.
Zodiac sign : Taurus, and lovin' it.

YOUR APPEARANCE.

How tall are you : 5"5 4/10 feet. Or just plain 1.66m.
Wish you were taller : I was one of the tallest kid in pre-school and middle school. Not any more, but I'm happy with my current height.
Eye color : Black.
Eye color you want : Any out of the ordinary colour. But I would really like green eyes for a change.
Natural Hair color : Black, with strands of white, bronze and brown here and there.
Current Hair color : Refer to the previous answer please.
Short or long hair : Both? Lol.
Ever dyed your hair a bizarre color : Aha. Will do, that's for sure ;)
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair : My uncle's wedding a few years back. My hair was all plaits and plaits and plaits. Even had sparkles and temporary shades of green and red on! And note that this wasn't my choice of a hairstyle.
Glasses or contacts : Both. But I'd never worn contacts before. Hahah.
Do you wear make-up : Eyeliners and lip balm are my must-haves. Oh yeah, and eyeshadows and mascara at certain times I need the dramatic look in my photos. Need. More. Make-up.
Ever had hair extensions : Hmmm, nope. DEEDEEIWANTYOURPINKEXTENSIONS!
Paint your nails : Yeaps. I love crazy-coloured nails. Maybe I'm gonna do them bright green or blue later. Eheh.

IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER.

What color eyes : Any.
What color hair : Any. But no beach boy or surfer dude hair.
Shy or Outgoing : Outgoing for sure.
Sexy or Cute : Hawt and Ah-dorable? XD
Serious or Fun : Serious and fun. At the proper times of course.
Older or Younger than you : Preferably older. But I don't mind younger as long as they have a mature personality.
A turn on : Loyal, gentlemanly, supportive, loves me for who I am.
A turn off : Indecisive, insecure, impatient, dependent, a flirt, a pain in the buttcrack.

THIS OR THAT?

Flowers or Chocolates : Both.
Pepsi or Coke : Neither. Not a big fan of fizzy drinks actually. Eheh. I'll consider if it's 100PLUS or Excel.
Rap or Rock : Rock music is heaven. Can't understand what rappers are rapping half the freaking time.
Relationship or One night stand : Relationship, definitely.
School or Work : Depends. Both I guess. Been there, done that.
Love or Money : Both? I'm really broke now. And I'd never experienced true love before. Cheesy I know, but it's true.
Movies or Music : Both.
Country or City : Both. I love the fast-paced life in the city, but when it's time to chill, it's the countryside for me. Not in Malaysia for sure.
Sunny or Rainy days : Both. Rain when's it's too hot, sunny skies when I need the internet.
Friends or Family : For now, call me selfish, but I pick friends first, then family.

HAVE YOU EVER..

Lie : Duh.
Stole something : Yeaps.
Smoked : Would secondhand smoking or passive smoking count?
Hurt someone close to you : Unfortunately, yes.
Broke someone's heart : Unfortunately, another yes.
Had your heart broken : Hell yeah.
Wondered what was wrong with you : All the time. I was even told by my doc to see a psychiatrist once this year.
Wish you were a prince/princess : I have shivers up my spine.
Liked someone who was taken : Yearh.
Shaved your head : Nope. Maybe I will for a good cause one day.
Used chopsticks : If I said no, that would be so bimbotic of me.
Sang in the mirror to yourself : The air-head in me did that before. I was possesed that time, don't sue me.

FAVOURITE.

Flower : I like all kinds of flowers. But my favourite definitely has to be lilies. I like white lilies or those with a hint of red or pink in them. Blue lilies also look amazing.
Candy : Mints! Or sours! XD
Song : Loads of favs, but currently obsessed with "I Want It All" by Sharpay Evans. People call me Sharpay at times, no wonder about the song choice. And it kind of represents me in a way. LOL.
Scent : I like light scents, no heavy fragrances for me.
Color : All colours really. But, green will always be my soul colour.
Movies : Favourites movies with a 's' you say? Too many indeed. But I really like real-life stories and those with attitude. St. Trinian's would be at the top in that category.
Singer : Mika Nakashima.
Word : Any bombastic words which helps me make my stand while talking or debating.
Junk food : Fries. Especially those from McDonalds!
Website : Blogs and dA.
Location : The music room in school and bookshops. Especially those in KL. Wicked.
Animal : Favourite animal..Hard to say. I love animals. A nice companion would be something that meows. A ferret would be great too. I love horses and racoons and dolphins and hawks and..and..and..the list goes on.

MISC.

Ever cried over someone : Yearh.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself : Add more piercings and dye my hair a maddening colour! Okay, seriously, I wish I wasn't oversensitive and too defensive.
Do you think you're attractive : I'm attractive in my own weird way ;D
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose : Beauty and the Beast - Disney version. Belle loves books, and so do I!
Do you play any sports : All the sports school makes me do. But I'm okay with bowling, running, and would dancing be considered a sport? Hahah. Would love to try horse-riding and archery one fine day.

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Better get to these before I put them off any longer, since my schedule is already packed with tuitions, tests, and Girl Guide activities which I can only pray to survive in.

This one is by Lyn-jie :)

1. What is your name?
I have many alter egos, but just call me Leonie.

2. How old are you?
To be exact, 15 year 7 months and 2 days. Do the math x]

3. What are the 3 electronics you can't live without?
Handphone, computer with a working modem, and the PS2!

4. Are you amazing?
Oh please. Tell me something which I don't already know.

5. What is the brand of the phone you are using?
Nokia 6120 Classic in Pearl White. I love this phone loads, but I also miss my previous Nokia 3230. Sigh. But still, all you need to know is that when it comes to handphones, first choice is definitely Nokia =)

6. What colour is your phone?
White and silver. I thought I'd mentioned this already, but..never mind.

7. Have you slept in school before?
In class, during assemblies, on the school canteen benches..anywhere else I'd missed out?

8. How long are you online in a day?
For as long as I'm allowed to. Longest period of time staying online in a day - 12 whole hours I think. LOL.

9. How would you describe yourself?
A perfectionist, rebellious, wants to stand out, an intro-extrovert, anything but ordinary, ahahah.

10. What's your favourite topic to talk about?
Myself. Nah, just kidding. Anything that's reasonably okay. Since I'd encountered a 101 debate topics in IIUM, and being involved in debate itself, made me just ended up liking to talk - a lot. LOL.

11. Which teacher do you like?
I don't want to be unfair, all of our teachers have pros and cons. But still, throughout the years, the teachers that had really taught me something and which I do have a particular liking for are the librarian teachers from primary school, the teachers that had taught me proper English in SIGS, the nice and sporting teachers who had taught me before, the music teachers especially Rozi, the beloved Mummy Bear xD

12. Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class?
No guys in my class! I thought 'handsomest' didn't exist in English? But anyway, if I had to answer, I might just be forced to say Najwa, since she is technically my husband. Poor me. Heh.

13. Who are you currently aiming on?
Believe it or not - I hadn't had a crush on anybody since I entered high school. Unbelievable? Believe it!

14. Do you know a lot of your siblings' secret?
It depends, really. But if I were to say based on my observing techniques, I would say I do know a lot of my kor's secrets. Heheh.

15. How do you rate your siblings?
Rate? Don't see the need to! =P

16. Are your siblings gorgeous?
That will be for you to decide when you see him. Note that he's my elder brother okay? Hahah.

17. Do you judge people?
Of course. As if no other human doesn't =.=

18. Do you run?
Not much. Thanks to Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide, fast walking is my way of getting to places fast without getting too tired too quickly XDD

19. Are you lazy to tag people?
Nope. But some of them are lazy to do the tags. I'll still tag people I guess, but it's totally up to them if they want to do it. See? I give the freedom of choice!

20. Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?
Mumsie - to ask her why she isn't there at school to fetch me yet.

21. What is 2 + 2?
2 + 2? Duh! The answer is 5! For goodness gracious's sake, like nobody knows it's FOUR.

22. Who is your idol?
Aiko273, Autopsy Jude for photography reasons. Shin for her optimism in life.

23. Are you a monster?
Yesh! An evil lil' one that haunt you in the middle of the night, with eyeballs hanging out, long hair over my face, and walking around with blood all over!

24. Do you play with Barbie dolls?
When I was young, yes. Missed those days, they were literally my best friends since I was a total introvert during my younger days.

25. What was the last movie you watched?
The Leap Years. I. Love. That. Movie. The concept is seriously amazing. Dr Catherine Lim, I shall search for your novels from now on!

26. What do you think of your English?
Good enough. I'm pretty proud of my English factor, but there's always room for improvement. Like trying to beat my brother who got High Distinction for the NSW Examinations in English, while I'm still stuck with two Credits in a row.

27. What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
Good enough to survive. But I must say, if it wasn't for Lyn-jie herself, my BM would be 'horri-gi-ble, terri-gi-ble, and ve-gi-table.' A big thank you from me to you! ;)

28. Who do you hate?
Names I shall not mention here. It's all in my blog posts actually, so if you can figure out who they are from there, you'll get your answer.

29. Do you love yourself?
Nah. I totally <3 me! Yay me! *does the London Tipton clap*

30. Blurt out 5 random words.
Mani-pedi, fish spa, acid-coloured extensions xP

Tagging:
Dee!
Gee!
Anybody else who reads this!

***** While Dee tagged me this x] Truthfully, I spaced out for a moment 'cos this would be the first time I'm seeing my name in her blog. I'm too used to her referring to me as Mindel Trance. Hahah.

Rules & Regulations:
Do not copy answers. The tag questions must be 100% the same. Tag people after finishing the tag. No tagging back.

TAGGING:
1. Najwa
2. Naomi
3. Geetha
4. Veena
5. Gurpreet
6. Lynette
7. Xavi
8. Hazel
9. Neo

How you know 1? [Najwa]
She was in the same class as me in form one. Lol.

What would you do if you'd never met 2? [Naomi]
I would had died of unlogical thinking due to my own brain. Her remarks keeps me on my feet.

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you? [Geetha and Veena]
Wouldn't mind, LOL. But they already have SOMEONE IN MIND XD

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple? [Gurpreet and Lynette]
Nope. They don't know each other, and Lyn-jie would be super jealous of Guppy's height =P

Do you think 7 is attractive? [Xavi]
My big bro? He's attractive in his own way (:

Do you know anything about 8’s family? [Hazel]
Yeaps. A very nice fact too. Hazel's surname is Hah, and her two younger siblings are named Ashley and Hayden. HazelAshleyHayden. Get it? XD

Tell me something about 9. [Neo]
She's really outgoing and a nice companion to talk to. Very reliable too. Heh.

What language does 2 speaks? [Naomi]
English, Chinese, BM, and not forgetting the language of 'the whip'!

Who is 3 going out with? [Geetha]
No one. As far as I know. Heh.

How old is 4? [Veena]
15 years 8 months 23 days.

When was the last time you talked to 5? [Gurpreet]
The second last day of school.

Who is 6's favourite singer? [Lynette]
Aha, frankly, I don't really know. She has many favourites, so don't blame me! DX

Would you date 7 ? [Xavi]
NEVER.

Is 8 single? [Hazel]
Single, but unavailable.

What is 9's last name? [Neo]
If you're talking about surname, her last name would be..Neo. Haha.

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? [Najwa]
Didn't had a chance to, since she's already my husband. I didn't even had a moment to think before she announced that we're married. Eheh.

Which school does 2 go to? [Naomi]
The same school I'm in.

What do you like about 3? [Geetha]
Just being her usual nice self =)

*****I'm officially starting my journey of becoming a Queen's Guide.

Freak out much.

Taking my Serving Test (Ujian Menghidang) this Friday. Hope everything goes well.

And, did I mentioned I have a total of 11 log books to do to complete only the theory side of this whole Queen's Guide thingamajig?

Guess what, I'm only done with ONE.

Time to get back to work.

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Right, the entry itself.

Anyway, for those who aren't Girl Guides, Permit Camp, or more commonly known as Kem Permit here, is the camp for those Girl Guiders who are in the running of Queen's Guide to run a camp efficiently with the assistance of fellow Guiders while surviving with limited help like modern everyday items, in this case appliances like refrigerators and the internet. Work like setting up camp, cooking edible meals, making stable gadgets like shoe racks and tables with wood tied only with parcel string and ensuring the safety and welfare of the Guiders who are helping them to be in good condition, while abiding by the rules of being a true Girl Guider.

Sounds amazingly goody, but that sums just about everything I think.

Random fact - I'd been for Kem Permit once last year with Rasyidah as the leader.

So, with that I prayed really hard for this year's camp to be not so bad as last year, for sunburns and buzzing mozzies aren't really my idea of survival.

Well, I was wrong, all the time.

Read on, the details shall be there, if you can even get them anyway.

Day 1 - Thursday (20/11/2008)

Reached school around 11 or so. Did some random work like setting up half of the gazebo for the kitchen area before going off to the library with Min Wen and Neo in a search for the wonderful air-con after working our asses off under the sun and new manila cards for the notice board, yes, directly translated from papan kenyataan - camp style. Will show a picture of it later. Note that we walked and ran there thanks to Min Wen. Goodness gracious, it was fun though, despite the fact we might had been knocked down by some crazy drivers and whistled at by some pervert of a motorcyclist.

Was fuming about issues concerning the notice board, but thanks to Min Wen, Neo and Nithiyah's company plus the air-con from the library, soon managed to chillax, thankfully. Had fun talking to the all of them :)

Sharp at 2, we took a taxi to Panglima to get the much needed manila card which was okay. The owners of the mamak shop next door were really friendly and helpful =)

Went back to school hoping there won't be any trouble with Ju Chin for Min Wen and Neo, and Emelda for me. Thankfully, not much action was taken and we went back to our own respective assignments.

I was supposed to set up the tents and move all of the gadgets to the field, but I sort of rebelled and decided to finish up the very first job I was given - completing the notice board's..well, notices. Honestly, I hate it when I'm given a task, not completed it, then given other different odd jobs to do by either the same or different person. I seriously hate disorganization. Hence, maybe a very pissed off Emelda.

Cooked dinner, with a very angry Cik Low, and us worrying on how to get the fire started. There wasn't any coal, not enough firewood and the wind factor seriously did not help one bit.

In the end, we managed to get the sardine done, and got some rice from another group.

During dinner, was told something that I wasn't really happy to hear about. I mean, come on, you're not the only one with problems like those. All of us do, and seriously, with an attitude like yours, I wonder how you'll even get there.

Did more work after that, since our group was way overdue with the things we were supposed to do. Finally showered at 11, and tried to sleep around 2.

It was kind of uncomfortable, obviously, woke up many times in the middle of the night due to one thing - MOZZIES. Seriously, Neo and I were the most annoyed over these critters, and we were the ones who applied the most insect repellent on our ownselves. Didn't work too well though. School mozzies are way invulnerable compared to the common house mozzies. Unbearable indeed. Fell asleep at long last at 3, and woke up at 5.45, thanks to the nearby mosque.

A view of the school at night from the tent. Took this when I couldn't go back to sleep.

Another random fact : I couldn't sleep during last year's camp as well, so I stayed in the tent looking out at the other side of the school. Amazingly, it was 4 in the morning and I heard little kids laughing. No doubt about that.

Day 2 - Friday (21/11/08)

More lectures from Cik Low. Note to self and other Girl Guiders from SIGS who are aiming for Queen's Guide within these two years : Boil water first thing in the morning, EARLY MORNING mind you. And thank goodness I didn't had it too bad from her, like I usually do. Everybody had to learn the proper techniques of setting up the tents, raising the flag and hammering the wood into the ground the right way, or should I say, pacak-ing the wood. She left not too long after. Relief poured over me. Like, seriously.

Had more work to do after that. More problems showed up throughout the whole day. And Emelda finally succumbed to the amount of stress she got from the pressure of having to complete everything on time before the examiner turns up at 5. Honestly, Nazlin, Kat, and me felt bad for her, but according to sources I cannot name, we sort of changed our minds not long after. Frankly, I was super disappointed. But then, Nazlin, Kat and I made an agreement that we'll survive through this whole camp as best as we could.

The main problems was actually the notice board which was unable to stand on its own and the screening, aka the fake toilet. After the notice board was settled, Nazlin, Kat and I went off to prepare dinner. Trust me, the amount of problems we had there due to an unnecessary presence was totally incorrigible. Luckily, dinner was nicely prepared thanks to Gillian =]

This will be the notice board or the papan kenyataan with Nazlin at the back! XD

Our delicious dinner ;) Which we then shared with the other groups. Eheh.
The examiner came and all's well, ends well. All of the groups then did some pot luck thingamajig and shared food with everybody else. I must say - I love our fried rice and the fish Ju Chin cooked the most. LOL.

It was night real soon. Puan Tee was there and Shean Theen, Neo and I were talking with her while keeping watch on the leftovers from nosy cats and irritating flies. Not that I hate cats though, I like them fair enough compared to the rest of my schoolmates, especially Veena, but yeah, from camp I'd learnt that the school cats aren't to be trusted, AT ALL. It was fun, though Neo kept on pressing the fact that there were mozzies all over Puan Tee's head. Little did we knew, all of us were having the same exact problem! ROFL.

Cik Low called for me and the rest of the third formers that went for camp to see her in the counselling room. That was when I was asked to 'swing along' to take Queen's Guide for next year. I was traumatized, really, I was already so sure that I didn't want to go for it, I wanted to tell Cik Low that I seriously need time to reconsider, since it is a huge commitment that I had to make. Unfortunately, all I got was, "I'll see you on Monday to do the log book with the others."

Which pretty much sums up that I didn't had a choice at all. Boo.

But still, I'd better give it a shot at least, for you never want to get on Cik Low's bad side. Oh no you don't.

Initially, I wanted to sleep around 12am, since it had been a long day, always is on the second day of camp, unfortunately, still had more work to do. I was very sarcastic at this point, but still, I didn't complain though. Still made some sarcastic comments, but yeah, she doesn't get it. I gave up on her already. In the beginning, Min Wen and I managed to watch Aquamarine on Neo's portable DVD player. Too bad the battery died on us before we even got to the middle of the movie. Boo. So there we were, dying from no entertainment while untying all of the knots from the gadgets.

Finally slept around 3. And boy, honestly, the canteen benches were so much better compared to sleeping in the tent! Just that the mozzies were just as annoying there. Sigh.

Woke up around 4, and got some shots before I went back to zzz.



Some views of our canteen, which was pretty much in a bad condition after we made a huge mess of it. Hahah.

My dad's slippers. Always had these for camp. It matches the bench I was sleeping on, see? XD
Woke up at 5, and was shocked to see Min Wen and Jamie, who hadn't slept a wink, still working their butts off. I'd seriously thought they were already done when I woke up the first time, since they weren't in the canteen. Looks like they did way too much work. Went to help Jamie with her stuff, and saw the nicest stars I'd ever seen in a long time.

Tried taking a picture of them pretty things, but of course, was unable to get a clear shot. Maybe some things just have to stay as memories :]

Day 3 - Saturday (22/11/08)

Did some other odd jobs before going back at 8, for personal reasons. Have no idea what I missed out for that day, but frankly, I don't want to know, and don't need to. Heh.

And overall, I'd really learnt how to survive. Really.

You have no idea how bad school camps are compared to outdoor camps. LOL.

With that, I shall conclude this part of the entry,

*****Meanwhile, I had been tagged by Lyn and Deedee, will get to it asap! XD

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Honestly, I'm such a lazy blogger if I don't blog on a daily basis. Seriously, once I start, you can see updates every single day.

So, all because of the thing called LAZINESS, to upload the photos and to be my usual naggy self for detailed entries, I'm just going to summarize a few things here before the majorly boring blogpost.

1. I'd seriously learnt how to survive in camp - AT LAST.
2. I'd just realized Rasyidah pampered me way too much during her camp last year. And thanks for that! =)
3. Cik Low is asking me to swing along with the current batch to go for the prestigious honour of becoming a Queen's Guide. Lord, save me. Literally.
4. I'd realized once more that by going for camp, the campers' true colours are revealed. Not a very happy combination of colours, by the way.
5. Hamsha had finally sent me the copy of the Neoprint. Finally I can blog about the outing - soon.
6. Still very jealous of Green Cheese, Hamsha, Rica and anybody I knew that went of for the Genting - Sunway trip. I miss that place, since MPO this year.
7. Speaking of MPO, I still hadn't blogged about it. My bad!
8. Definitely can't wait for RYLA '08! XD
9. And Leonie saves the day! More info about this incident coming up ;)
10. And she also realizes she went WAY out of topic. Yikes! X]

Righty, and with that, I shall end this post, for I'd just came back from camp, feeling the after- effects of sleeping in tents and on the canteen benches getting to my sore back, legs, hands, you get the point.

Talked to DeeDee darling on MSN. Was absolutely awesome chatting with her. If you are reading this, dearie, hope everything with you and Ron goes fine and you're seriously so nice and awesome to talk to =] Not to forget hot, gorgeous, amazingly photogenic, the list goes on XD

Still jealous of Geetha and Hamsha, boo. Lol.

Will update my Friendster and Facebook the next time I'm online - hopefully.

And finally, life's not so bad..for now.

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Since I'm already here, another big shout-out to my beloved, one and only, unique one of a kind..

Green Cheeser aka Geetha, who's finally fifteen! Woot~! XD

Bet you're already sleeping or either that, catching up on beauty sleep to go for your trip while I'm stranded here in JB. Boo. LOL.

By the way, this very nicely edited picture of my dearest Miss Green Cheese 2008 belongs to Geetha, so no plagiarizing without her permission aye! I know she's super photogenic and gorgeous, trust me, you rather meet this girlina face to face, for she's the ULTIMATE NICENESS. =D

Hokay then, hope you have a blast for your sweet fifteenth! And to Hamsha and Rica who had promised to do a nice facial for her using the most natural ingredients called her birthday cake, please do so, snap loads of pictures, and blog! Muahahahahah, as much as I love this mamacita, I'm evil too =P But no worries, for I shall only be evil to Miss Arteries 2008! But even that had been decreasing since she's there for me for many things, so I should start being nice to her and defend her from Najwa. Hahah.

And once again, Green Cheese is mine, so back off to the meanies who try to separate the ultimate colleagues - the inventors of the special still one of a kind manifique Green Cheese! X)

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A fine borderline between the two strongest emotions in the world - love and hate.

If I were to write a thesis on this very topic, this blog entry would never had been done.

The fact is, for me anyway, how these two emotions had been colliding in one human body - me.

Of course, we can't deny that hate is always too strong an emotion to describe something we usually call in a nicer way - dislike.

Anything, the point is, I'm not going to nag about the definitions of these two.

Still, my blog's there for me to rant, that's a sure thing.

*****Recently, stuff had been happening.

And here's the worst part, I can't write down the details here.

Though, maybe I could summarize it.

It's just amazing, over this past year, I had came upon this theory before, but it never did applied till now.

LOVE = HATE.

First up, I had finally got the guts to mingle with the la gente around me, getting out from restricting myself to my own company.

It does bring the consequences, of course.

To this certain person, I thought YOU were always there for me, you said so for yourself. I finally managed to live life as a normal teenager with you around. You taught me things I could had never had if you weren't there. You seemed so supportive of everything I did, maybe except for the really not so good issues that I did but had not been exposed yet. Especially my passion for photography. Self-expression through art. Though you didn't gave me any of the constructive criticism I wanted to improve, at least you gave one word opinions, and that was enough already for me, knowing that you will always be my backup that I can count on if there's bound to be any discrimination from the general eye. Knowing that you wouldn't go against me with a different way of self-expression compared to the rest of the acquaintances we know.

I was wrong.

You were the first to tell me something about my latest series that I did. Something that involves my principles of life. You had given me comments, real comments at least if I might say so myself, but it wasn't even problems like the quality of the photo or the lighting and the amount of noise.

You choose to tell me this very comment, which you thought was just your honest opinion, and that you were 110% positive on. You thought you were absolutely right, of everything from this matter to that, and you didn't even bother to think about what I would feel if you said it to me. Right to my face.

I was DEVASTATED. Disappointed.

I'd never thought you could had actually said that to me. To actually think that I am able to do such a thing. For a purpose that had never crossed my mind.

But you know what? You'd already did.

Thank goodness you can't be online right now, maybe you'll read this, maybe not.

I doubt you'll know it's you anyway.

It's just like you to be this one word - INSENSITIVE.

That is merely the first example of love turned hate (or dislike to those of you who can't accept the term hate in this blog post.)

Now, let me state an example of hate / dislike turned love.

As you all know, there's not only one kind of love we had experienced.

Friendship love, family love, love for pets, relationship love, you get the point.

For me, it's the start of a friendship. Finally.

YOU used to be very closely related to my life. Everything I did, you were there for me. But due to the fact that we always had a difference in opinions in almost everything, mindsets always clashed and crashed at this point.

And when the most major of all clashing and crashing happened, and got resolved in a nowhere near average peaceful method too, it went on to friendship at last.

Something that only the both of us can understand. Can get along with over the same interests. Due to the 1001 problems we used to fight and debate over with - verbally or physically. Hahah. Those days. Bring both sweet and bitter memories.

And now, I'm not ashamed at all to call you one of my closest friends. Best buddies. Fellow gamers. Fellow art appreciators.

We actually think alike. Too alike till everything went wrong before. Thankfully, we found out the perfect solution to solve this in a better way. And hopefully nothing like last time could occur anymore, for I can't afford to lose rare friendships like this once again.

Thanks for being there for me.

My family? Trust me, I can't wait to get out from the house at any moment of the day. So any invites to hang out with you people? Drop me a tag or text me, I'll cook up a nice recipe to paint a white lie to the 'rents and go out and have a taste of sweet, sweet freedom.

Please. If anything goes wrong, I'll be fully responsible for it. Don't need to expect a lawsuit of anything. My family has no duckets anyway.

Please. There's no love in this home anymore, that's all I can say. Let me go with friends that do care about me.

Please. If you call yourself a friend, be there for me won't you? You know you guys can always count on me, so don't backstab me at the times when I need you guys the most. Way too much experience on that before.

Please.

I'd realized..

I can't do without the people called FRIENDS any longer.

***** In any case, I would like to give a big shout-out to Wanda and Lynette for giving me the advice I needed to knock some good old sense into me and for being there for me, knowing me well enough to know what to do to me to make me feel much better again. Respectively. Thanks :')

Now, back to the ye olde work that I had been working on since the hols started.

Be the mastermind of purely white lies to escape from this home called TRAGEDY.

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Psycho Babydoll™ tags me again! Wonder where in the world she gets all these tags, seriously, cos I'm either running out of people to tag, or some of the same people whom I frequently tag are obviously making a fuss of the whole issue. Just do the tags guys! Not like you guys have anything better to do after PMR. *hint hint*

RULES:
- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold (or italicize) that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.
- Tag 5 people.

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APRIL
Active and dynamic.
Decisive and hasty but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless.
Adventurous.
Loving and caring.
Suave and generous.
Emotional.
Aggressive.
Hasty.
Good memory.
Moving.
Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talk native. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

Tagging:
Najwa!
Geetha!
Naomi!
Veena!
Guppy!

Outing with the Green Cheeser tomorrow :)

Had a video call with my darling Terraye. I miss her to bits ;)

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Once more, I'm tagged again by the one of a kind Psycho Babydoll™ aka Deedee who's definitely the next version of Avril, only improved and that she's Asian ;D

Instructions: Remove one question from below and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings.

1. What is your ambition?
Difficult question. I'd always been changing my ambition since I'd started my education. After realizing I had a knack for observing human behaviours since young, I'm now aiming to be a psychologist.

2. What is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend/girlfriend?
I would say that friends are more important actually. I'm technically not attached, but since I'm already married to Najwa Hunny, I would have to say that both play a major part in my life.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Once in a blue moon.

4. How often do you think that you're different from your friends? And why?
I'll only think that I'm different from my friends when our opinions clash. But like they say, every human being is different and special in their own way.

5. How many babies do you want?
Strangely enough, I don't intend to marry at all. How many babies do I want you ask? Maybe after I'm the next top career woman ;)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Like duh, my Science may be bad, but please, everybody knows you can see a rainbow after the rain. Obviously the person who invented this survey didn't know though =P

7. Are you yearning for freedom?
Definitely - 110%.

8. I'm glad that I am..
A normal homosapien who is physically able, a mind that can think and has friends and family with her.

9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you? [List 10]
Must I list them down? Truthfully, even if I have to list down 10 qualities, no guy would ever have all of these characteristics at once. So, there's no such thing as a perfect boyfriend. Full stop.

10. What are you really afraid of?
My own over-imaginative mind. Freaks me out 24/7.

11. What is your worst habit?
Interrupting conversations.

12. Do you like blogging?
Sure I do!

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course.

14. Would you rather be a emo who's a loner or a total air-head with loads of friends?
I rather keep my emotions in check alone than be a total bimbo without a brain to even think for herself.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
A Double Sausage McMuffin. And that cute Alex the lion headwear from Madagascar! Booyeah! XD

16. Are you single or in a relationship?
Both. Single, and in a relationship with the husband, Najwa Hunny XD

17. Describe the person who tagged you in seven words:
Gorgeous, niceness, talented, rocker, creative, unique, atruefriendtofriends ;DD

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
Draw and sketch - from random doodles to complicating art.

19. What will you be in another 10 years to come?
Hopefully, a successful career woman which her family can be very proud of and those brainless buffoons who look down on me can just go eat bird poop.

20. If your loved ones died, would you consider committing suicide?
Nope. I'm sure they would want me to move on and make them proud, wherever they are in the afterlife.

Tagged, you're it!
Najwa!
Geetha!
Naomi!
Veena!
Kamalia!

*****And before I end this post, I would want to feature part of Deedee's tag which I had tagged her before:

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
Well, she's a friend that i met through blogging. And omg, she rocks my socks.

2. Your five impressions towards her..
Pretty, nice, photogenic, an brilliant blogger, SHE ROCKS.

3. The most memorable things she had done for you..
Well, she has been really nice and has been there for me at the hardest of times.

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?
"Just be the motherfucking princess that you are."

5. If she becomes your lover, you will...
Have a killer time! XD

6. If she becomes your enemy, you will...
I don't think she ever will! XD But IF she does, man, i'll have an enemy with the most common interests EVER. LOL.

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on...
Nothing. Absolutely nothing. ;)

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
Refer to my answer for question number 6, honey.

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?
I'd like to do her hair. Fix on hair extensions for her... Tease her hair... Then hairspray it... You know the drill. ;D

10. The overall impression of her is...
ROCK STAR
(Oh yeah baby! XD)

And with that, I would like to reply to some of her statements:

1. For Questions 1, 2, 7 and 10 - you flatter me, dearie! You should be directing all of those compliments to yourself ;)

2. About Question 5, sounds like it'll be awesome XD What do you have in mind? LOL.

3. Question 9 rocks socks! I love people who would do my hair for me! (which is very rare indeed xD) Adding the fact that you're throwing in hair extensions as well, you're totally amazingly fantastically wonderfully great, darling! So..

4. ..concerning the same Question, we really should meet up! We're rock the world with our X-factors, especially yours ;DD

And with that, I hereby conclude that, I had officially found my long lost sister xDD

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This will be a really short entry.

So much had happened recently, and though there are those bittersweet moments, I would say there were more sweet than bitter fortunately ;)

Only the last of all people who left the music room on Friday at the end of school knows what I'm talking about XD

And almost everybody that witnessed The Incident THREE TIMES. Ehmagawd.

Will blog more about it if I could and when I could, as promised to Geetha dah-ling ;D

PS : Miss Green Cheese, you're being too nice to me! I'm starting to feel all bad D= LOL XD

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Miss Green Cheese 2008 aka Geetha's tag (which I had promised to do after ZeeZamZar) ;D

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
She is my Green Cheeser, so nobody take her away from me! XD

2. Your five impressions towards her..
Photogenic, pretty, Photoshop genius, super duper nice, very innovative ;)

3. The most memorable things she had done for you..
Creating the ultimate Green Cheese©! Dedicating a blog post to me! Just being nice to me! x)

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?
Let's call Veena Veena / Vena Cava / Miss Arteries 2008! =P

5. If she becomes your lover, you will..
I can't really answer this, all that I know she's my one and only Green Cheeser! Keep. Your. Hands. Away. From. Her. =PP

6. If she becomes your enemy, you will..
We are Green Cheesers. We won't become enemies unless you're jealous and you try to destroy our friendship in any way. Heheh.

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on..
All I know is that this girlina will NEVER become my lover, and I think she has nothing else to improve on in my eyes =D She's a nice friend okay! =)

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is..
She's too nice! She shall never become my enemy! At least I hope so, right Green Cheese? ;)

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?
Well..Do with her I can understand, do on her? What do you think Geetha? XD

10. The overall impression of her is..
Two words. ULTIMATE NICENESS.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
They just called me Sharpay yesterday XD Other than that, people think I'm a stuck up, anti-social, emotional, very hyper human. Maybe if you really want to know, you might want to ask them yourself ;D

12. The character of you for yourself is?
One character? Hmmmm, I'm a total extrovert with close friends, introvert-like with people I'm not so close to. Is that still considered as one character?

13. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
That's hard, for there's a lot I don't really like about myself. I have a short temper, a low level of tolerance, very impatient, and over-defensiveness.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be with is?
I never thought of marriage yet.

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
They will be the people that really knows me for me.

Ten people to tag :

1. ~ Naomi!

2. ~ DeeDee!

3. ~ Guppy!

4. ~ Vena Cava!

5. ~ Geetha!

6. ~ Najwa!

7. ~ Pei Li!

8. ~ Kamalia!

9. ~ Hazel!

10.~ Manmit!

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
From her blog entries, it would be Fui Ron, yes? =)

No.3 is a male or a female?
Female.

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
They are together..as friends XD In that way, I say it's alrighty =D

How about no. 5 and 8?
They don't know each other. Lol. Anyway, Green Cheese is mine okay XD Kamalia also already have her..*ehem ehem* XDD

What is no. 1 studying about?
The same syllabus that I and the rest of the third-formers in Malaysia are studying?

Is no. 4 single?
Harharhar XD

Say something about no. 6.
She is my one and only husband! ;D

Another recent tag, tagged by the one of a kind Psycho Babydoll™ (sorry if I'm not allowed to call you this sista D=) aka Deedee, another gorgeous girlina ;)

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, making it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she had been tagged.

1. What is it that bothers you the most?
- Being all awkward in a situation where I have to face people I don't really know that well.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
- That's hard to say, but for the time being, it's finding loopholes in existing rules XD

3. What is the motto of your life?
- From a good friend, "I shall have the last laugh."

4. What will you do when you're feeling angry/disappointed with someone?
- Have a heart-to-heart talk if it's somebody I know quite well. If not, bear with the anger and disappointment and secretly curse the hell of that person. I did it before when some idiot in school stole SEVEN of my SPBT textbooks.

5. What is the most important thing to you?
- Almost everything that exists in my life now.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- It's a known fact, money is indeed necessary to survive.

7. What do you feel like doing right now?
- Dancing and singing my lungs out with friends later in school. Lol.

8. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Only if that person shows the same signs.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- Another pretty, another editing genius, but somebody who totally rocks the same interests as me xD

10. What is the question that you can't find an answer?
- "When is it that death shall befall us?"

11. Do you think friendship is more important then loveship?
- Really depends actually. But for now, it's still friendship for me.

12. Cigarettes or alcohol?
- Never tried either. Considering the fact that the amount of Chinese dishes I eat sometimes have wine in them, maybe alcohol. Does that count? Heh.

13. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
- Happy for sure. Being rich but live in unhappiness? That scares me.

14.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- The chance is always there, it's just whether the individual will take the initiative to take it or not. To answer that question, I would say the short temper.

15. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Hopefully studying, or maybe on the way of becoming the next career woman =)

16. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
- That I dare to be different.

17. List these matters in your order of importance : friends, love, family, world peace.
- World peace, family, friends, love.

18. Are you afraid of pain?
- Pain is what makes us human.

19. What is your favourite dream?
- Favourite dream eh. I would say it's the one when I was studying in this college / university where it has the ultimate facilities, including a cinema, shopping complex, you name it, they got it. Booyeah! XD And I was the best-dressed student in that same place, with bright orange hair, somehow. Hey, it is a dream okay? XDD

Tagging..
Najwa!
Naomi!
Michelle!
Veena!
Geetha!
Gurpreet!
Erica!
Pei Li!

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