I shall officially announce right here in my blog that this blogger is going to be an absolute failure.

I just couldn't resist the temptation to go online and check out my email and stuff. I am not motivated at all to study, yet I'm happily blogging here right now.

KABLOOEY.

So anyway, before I force myself to try and study once more, here's the thing(s).

GrEEEn ChEEEse.

For those who had been keeping track of the one and only Geetha's cbox, we had been talking about creating the first ever totally tres manifique Greeen Cheeese =)

Won't say much for now, but can't wait for the result ;D

And anyways, something I wanted to do but dear Geetha here had already done so I'm going to do the same anyhow.

Image courtesy of Geetha aka Miss GrEEEn ChEEEse©2008 X)

"Rica dear, if you're ever here, what happened to your blog? Been trying to access to it for ages yet the link is sorta broken for me. I thought only I was having this problem, but since Geetha had highlighted it, make a comeback pronto, Miss Rinko!" =D

Of Skins and Exceeded Bandwidths.

Apparently I accidently fixed the image again. At least, till another problem crops up, I'll have more time to create something spectacular which actually represents the whole of me.

That is, if I'm ever skilled enough that is. Heh.

And yes, I apologize to the creator of this blogskin, Hilary Zhang, for I had wrongly accused you for something I did wrong for. Please do not sue me for defaming you, I have no duckets for the time being, so be kind to this unexperienced noobie.

That is, if you EVER come across this place XDD

*****
Quite annoyed by something this somebody had said. I may treat this person as a friend, but apparently so-called smartness and sensibility had gotten to the wrong side of this person's principles of life.

I shall say no more, least anybody going through my blog terasa or anything. I'm just saying what things already are. Don't mean to offend anyone though, so yeah, if you think you're the one, I can't do anything about it, since you're so sure of it yourself, still, it might not be you. Heh.

*****
Uh-Oh, I'm in TROUBLE.

Literally.

I'm evolving into the people whom I said I never liked due to certain reasons I shall and definitely would not mention here.

It's the typical girl thing I guess.

Oh, blesses me.

*****
Glad we could at least talk normally face to face for once. Heh.

I mean, after all these years, can you ever remember us talking face to face? Back in those good old days, it used to be giving each other glares and stares but other than that, hardly a real conversation between us.

At last, it actually seems alright now to talk to you.

I could really confide in you in stuff that I'm going through. That I can't even tell another living soul about it, since it's bound to be chaotic and hectic if I ever do slip.

No matter what happens in the future, we're always the best of friends, and only time will tell if anything else were to happen.

Bet you won't read this, but I need to get some of it outta me, before I blow. Woot.

"Najwa Hunny, don't get jealous yar? Heh. You know both you and I do not believe in the theory of best friends, thought I just contradicted myself up there, still, you're be my darling Mr Ddangae, Mr Kai-Lan, and yeah, don't split your kain reading this, but yeah, and my HAWT husband who's also really sweet and caring and understanding when she wants to." =)

*****
And, finally, I can't wait for another entry no more, but details will be there of course.

I'M THE NEW INCOMING INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING DIRECTOR OF SIGS 2008/2009. =D

And to all the board of 2008/2009, especially the partners-in-crime of Interact from now on, Najwa, Gurpreet, Manmit, Narishma, Evonne and Veena, we shall rock Interact, y'all! XD

P.S. And that means whoever is reading this, if SIGS has a kind enough and open-minded new head by then, you're very much welcome to come for next year's IU with another motive to support yours truly ;)

Bah, I know, I'm too thick-skinned too be real.

But anyways, por favor? =)

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Yes, and I just happened to like this blogskin. A LOT.

And look what had just happened right after I didn't check it for the past two hours.

Looks familiar doesn't it.
And in case you still don't get it at all why I'm moaning.
This idiotic annoying ad that I thought will never happen to any of my sites. Friendster and Blogger especially.
Hilary Zhang aka detonatedlove♥ has let me down for the first time.

She creates the most amazing skins, and she's Singaporean if I'm not wrong. And, she's the Featured Contributor at Blogskins.com. See, we do have local talent.

But according to what I'm seeing now, her profile's empty, and I can't find another way to contact her for the time being to inform her about her Photobucket account. Or her Blogskin account.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

This is what happens when you're not able to make blogskins of your own for your own freaking blog.

And lesson learnt indeed, I'm going to work on something similar to this but of course, a flair of my own after the trials and all. I'm no plagiarizer yeaps, you can definitely count on that, but I will have it done based on pure inspiration.

It's time to put up the renovation sign again.

And till then, I bid you all adieu.

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I know, it's been ages since I blogged and I owe the only few readers I have tons of delayed entries, especially the highly anticipated MPO - Genting Trip 2008, SAB IU Day 2008, the Japanese Cultural Festival - Bon Odori 2008 , and the Interact Leadership Training Seminar 2008 (ILTS).

Actually, I'm halfway into these entries, but due to my very muchly superficially sucky Streamyx connection, I'd never had the chance to finish up anything at all, let alone publish them.

Therefore, from this event the blogger concludes that she shall try and blog properly after the exam period, which lasts for..three weeks??

Wowzers, and I'm not done mugging at all.

Puh-lease, I'm still stuck at Form 1 stuff while everybody else is already almost done with revising Form 3. Boo to me.

Which led to the fact that this blogger embarassed herself big time during the Teknik Menjawab Soalan Sejarah earlier with Puan Nam asking her a simple question, but all because she haven't even started studying the Form 2 syllabus for History yet she gave the wrongest of wrong answers and thus making a huge fool of herself. Sigh.

In any case, recently school and everything else studies had been keeping me down.

What is wrong with me actually?

I'm actually getting the NORMAL teenager's life for once, but somehow it's making me lose out on something important.

I can't really point it out, but yeah, SOMETHING is right there in my conscience, bugging me till I'm near insanity.

With this year at last making me talk more to people now then keeping to myself, it's also making the real side of me come out.

This is most probably why I didn't want any close friends at all in Form 2, when I really chose to be the lone ranger, literally.

When I get closer to people, the spoiled and longing for attention side of me just shows, and it's freaking obvious.

It's easy to see Najwa getting sick of me, it's clearly written on her face even if she doesn't say a thing. I don't blame her, really.

It's obvious to see how people in school are slowly drifting away from me, one by one.

Maybe it's just the over sensitive part of me that's assuming all of this.

But frankly, it's getting me down, and adding the fact that I have stuff at home to settle and my deteriorating studies to cope with, I'm dying in my own thoughts.

And there's all the politics in school to try to avoid or settle too.

Gracious sake, please let me go through all of this without me giving up and falling flat face first on the ground and whamming into the depths of major depression.

And it's time for me to delve into a deep pondering session with my brain.

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So many things had happened to me recently, over the past few days.

I'd been stalked. And still am. LITERALLY.

I had been in contact with a friend who I had never seen for the past three years.

I still have a lot of homework to be done.

Not to mention practising for the events I'm taking part in the Japanese Cultural Festival in SMK (P) Methodist Klang this Saturday, adding the fact we have to leave school by 4.00 am.

And nothing from my to-do list is even done yet.

And I still owe Naomi my MPO-Genting 2008 post and the SAB IU post.

And now I have to do another future blog entry on my Japanese Cultural Festival.

I'm so FINITO.

More details when I'm back.





























If I ever do come back that is.

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

I shall officially announce right here in my blog that this blogger is going to be an absolute failure.

I just couldn't resist the temptation to go online and check out my email and stuff. I am not motivated at all to study, yet I'm happily blogging here right now.

KABLOOEY.

So anyway, before I force myself to try and study once more, here's the thing(s).

GrEEEn ChEEEse.

For those who had been keeping track of the one and only Geetha's cbox, we had been talking about creating the first ever totally tres manifique Greeen Cheeese =)

Won't say much for now, but can't wait for the result ;D

And anyways, something I wanted to do but dear Geetha here had already done so I'm going to do the same anyhow.

Image courtesy of Geetha aka Miss GrEEEn ChEEEse©2008 X)

"Rica dear, if you're ever here, what happened to your blog? Been trying to access to it for ages yet the link is sorta broken for me. I thought only I was having this problem, but since Geetha had highlighted it, make a comeback pronto, Miss Rinko!" =D

Of Skins and Exceeded Bandwidths.

Apparently I accidently fixed the image again. At least, till another problem crops up, I'll have more time to create something spectacular which actually represents the whole of me.

That is, if I'm ever skilled enough that is. Heh.

And yes, I apologize to the creator of this blogskin, Hilary Zhang, for I had wrongly accused you for something I did wrong for. Please do not sue me for defaming you, I have no duckets for the time being, so be kind to this unexperienced noobie.

That is, if you EVER come across this place XDD

*****
Quite annoyed by something this somebody had said. I may treat this person as a friend, but apparently so-called smartness and sensibility had gotten to the wrong side of this person's principles of life.

I shall say no more, least anybody going through my blog terasa or anything. I'm just saying what things already are. Don't mean to offend anyone though, so yeah, if you think you're the one, I can't do anything about it, since you're so sure of it yourself, still, it might not be you. Heh.

*****
Uh-Oh, I'm in TROUBLE.

Literally.

I'm evolving into the people whom I said I never liked due to certain reasons I shall and definitely would not mention here.

It's the typical girl thing I guess.

Oh, blesses me.

*****
Glad we could at least talk normally face to face for once. Heh.

I mean, after all these years, can you ever remember us talking face to face? Back in those good old days, it used to be giving each other glares and stares but other than that, hardly a real conversation between us.

At last, it actually seems alright now to talk to you.

I could really confide in you in stuff that I'm going through. That I can't even tell another living soul about it, since it's bound to be chaotic and hectic if I ever do slip.

No matter what happens in the future, we're always the best of friends, and only time will tell if anything else were to happen.

Bet you won't read this, but I need to get some of it outta me, before I blow. Woot.

"Najwa Hunny, don't get jealous yar? Heh. You know both you and I do not believe in the theory of best friends, thought I just contradicted myself up there, still, you're be my darling Mr Ddangae, Mr Kai-Lan, and yeah, don't split your kain reading this, but yeah, and my HAWT husband who's also really sweet and caring and understanding when she wants to." =)

*****
And, finally, I can't wait for another entry no more, but details will be there of course.

I'M THE NEW INCOMING INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING DIRECTOR OF SIGS 2008/2009. =D

And to all the board of 2008/2009, especially the partners-in-crime of Interact from now on, Najwa, Gurpreet, Manmit, Narishma, Evonne and Veena, we shall rock Interact, y'all! XD

P.S. And that means whoever is reading this, if SIGS has a kind enough and open-minded new head by then, you're very much welcome to come for next year's IU with another motive to support yours truly ;)

Bah, I know, I'm too thick-skinned too be real.

But anyways, por favor? =)

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Yes, and I just happened to like this blogskin. A LOT.

And look what had just happened right after I didn't check it for the past two hours.

Looks familiar doesn't it.
And in case you still don't get it at all why I'm moaning.
This idiotic annoying ad that I thought will never happen to any of my sites. Friendster and Blogger especially.
Hilary Zhang aka detonatedlove♥ has let me down for the first time.

She creates the most amazing skins, and she's Singaporean if I'm not wrong. And, she's the Featured Contributor at Blogskins.com. See, we do have local talent.

But according to what I'm seeing now, her profile's empty, and I can't find another way to contact her for the time being to inform her about her Photobucket account. Or her Blogskin account.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

This is what happens when you're not able to make blogskins of your own for your own freaking blog.

And lesson learnt indeed, I'm going to work on something similar to this but of course, a flair of my own after the trials and all. I'm no plagiarizer yeaps, you can definitely count on that, but I will have it done based on pure inspiration.

It's time to put up the renovation sign again.

And till then, I bid you all adieu.

0 comment(s):

Post a Comment

I know, it's been ages since I blogged and I owe the only few readers I have tons of delayed entries, especially the highly anticipated MPO - Genting Trip 2008, SAB IU Day 2008, the Japanese Cultural Festival - Bon Odori 2008 , and the Interact Leadership Training Seminar 2008 (ILTS).

Actually, I'm halfway into these entries, but due to my very muchly superficially sucky Streamyx connection, I'd never had the chance to finish up anything at all, let alone publish them.

Therefore, from this event the blogger concludes that she shall try and blog properly after the exam period, which lasts for..three weeks??

Wowzers, and I'm not done mugging at all.

Puh-lease, I'm still stuck at Form 1 stuff while everybody else is already almost done with revising Form 3. Boo to me.

Which led to the fact that this blogger embarassed herself big time during the Teknik Menjawab Soalan Sejarah earlier with Puan Nam asking her a simple question, but all because she haven't even started studying the Form 2 syllabus for History yet she gave the wrongest of wrong answers and thus making a huge fool of herself. Sigh.

In any case, recently school and everything else studies had been keeping me down.

What is wrong with me actually?

I'm actually getting the NORMAL teenager's life for once, but somehow it's making me lose out on something important.

I can't really point it out, but yeah, SOMETHING is right there in my conscience, bugging me till I'm near insanity.

With this year at last making me talk more to people now then keeping to myself, it's also making the real side of me come out.

This is most probably why I didn't want any close friends at all in Form 2, when I really chose to be the lone ranger, literally.

When I get closer to people, the spoiled and longing for attention side of me just shows, and it's freaking obvious.

It's easy to see Najwa getting sick of me, it's clearly written on her face even if she doesn't say a thing. I don't blame her, really.

It's obvious to see how people in school are slowly drifting away from me, one by one.

Maybe it's just the over sensitive part of me that's assuming all of this.

But frankly, it's getting me down, and adding the fact that I have stuff at home to settle and my deteriorating studies to cope with, I'm dying in my own thoughts.

And there's all the politics in school to try to avoid or settle too.

Gracious sake, please let me go through all of this without me giving up and falling flat face first on the ground and whamming into the depths of major depression.

And it's time for me to delve into a deep pondering session with my brain.

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So many things had happened to me recently, over the past few days.

I'd been stalked. And still am. LITERALLY.

I had been in contact with a friend who I had never seen for the past three years.

I still have a lot of homework to be done.

Not to mention practising for the events I'm taking part in the Japanese Cultural Festival in SMK (P) Methodist Klang this Saturday, adding the fact we have to leave school by 4.00 am.

And nothing from my to-do list is even done yet.

And I still owe Naomi my MPO-Genting 2008 post and the SAB IU post.

And now I have to do another future blog entry on my Japanese Cultural Festival.

I'm so FINITO.

More details when I'm back.





























If I ever do come back that is.

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