I watched this movie yesterday after switching to Astro in hopes of a nice comedy or some random cartoon or an interesting fashion-related reality series.

Oh gawd, somehow I really like the storyline of this movie. It's similar to the case in James Patterson's Women's Murder Club : Death in Scarlet, only in the game, it revolves mainly around the Chinese mafia. The movie though, was mainly about professional assassins, and the best thing was, they were all ladies. Girl power much!

As of course, as this movie was aired on NTV7, you can expect a lot of deleted scenes and parts of the storyline that got rudely cut off. I only got to know of these scenes when I read the full synopsis on Wikipedia.

I'm weird in a sense that I can't stand gore in murders, but it's just so fascinating on the ways and methods of how the murder(s) were conducted. A killer's mind is so hard to comprehend, and when the murder's solved, it's just like how a puzzle that consists of a million puzzle pieces get magically pieced together. It's no wonder I enjoy watching CSI, but I cannot be a forensic scientist. I will most probably be unable to have justice served to the victims.

So, back to being in a dilemma of what to do when I grow up that can earn me the moolah but it's a career that I am passionate about.

Typical Malaysian mindset, but seriously, what to do?

Sigh.

*****Khai's open house yesterday rocks.

More on this later when Khai had uploaded all of her pictures. I know Twinnie already did. :D

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He's a bully.
He's a meanie.
He's annoying.
He's sadistic.
He's irritating.
He's random.
He's serious.
He's funny.
He's a gamer.
He's a bookworm.
He's a music appreciator.
He loves to poke me.
He enjoys my priceless expressions.
He introduced me to a whole new world of gaming and music.
He's my counselor.
He's a listener.
He's sarcastic.
He's straightforward.
He's now 20.

And of course,

He's my brother.

Happy 20th birthday kor!

Though we can't celebrate it with you this year, but at least we managed to have a great birthday meal for you before you went back up north to KL. And yes, mum and I are really desperate to just hop on a bus and visit you there, 'cos we miss you already!

It's different when you're not at home, can't wait for your next hols. :(

As annoying as I am, as much as I throw a tantrum just about most of the time at you and mum, thanks for bearing with me, you know that I wuv you! :P

You take care, and you know you love me too! ;)

Cheers!

Sincerely from your irritating lil' sister,
Neko. :)

Photo credits to Sherwynd!

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The perfect recipe for disaster.

Hello hello again! I'd realized it had been ages since I had updated this space of mine, but seriously, it wasn't because I had nothing to blog about.

Stepho was tagging me a lot and pestered me to blog a lot, though I doubt I'm doing any of those tags very soon. Sorry dearie :/

Actually, I think a lot of them dear friends who bothered to keep up with what's going on with me had been asking me to do the same. Yikes.

Truth is, my intention was to redo my blogskin, have a nice new look for this beloved site of mine, then have a newly embedded motivation to start blogging again.

So..obviously, the new skin hadn't worked out. Yet.

I wanted to finish up with all of my homework so bad, but the Internet constantly distracts me and I can hardly get any work done.

I did managed to finish up on most of it, but there are some major stuff that I am totally clueless at, which caused me to be hopelessly stuck and frustrated over homework.

It doesn't help that there are so many other issues and factors that both appeared and reappeared to cause my poor already nearing-insanity brain to think some more on possible solutions.

Sigh. And I thought my life is pathetically boring.

It is eventful, just not the way that I want it to turn out.

Lately, I had been doing a lot of thinking. Yes, a lot.

About just about everything that was and still is revolving around my life.


Get a clue?

I don't know what's wrong with me, but heck yeah I'm still fretting over us. I may not show it, but unfortunately, I still fucking care. Sorry for the vulgarities, but I find the need to stress on this. Like, badly. For all the things you had done to me, the good I really appreciate, the bad? Even if I had been told by respected elders to leave you and get on with my life, but unfortunately, I couldn't. I forgave you time and time again, and yes, I stick to my principles. No matter how wack certain people think they are.


Some people who used to think I was alright had now, or so I feel, had gone totally against me, thinking that I'm the one who did you wrong, who did you unjustice. I really wondered though, had anybody considered stepping into my shoes and consider my feelings as well? I don't lie about matters like this, but I honestly think about every single consequence of every single possible action, and I freaking place myself in the shoes of everybody involved, considering how would they feel, how may they think about the whole situation.

Sometimes, it isn't worth being so thoughtful and nice. I give up.

Even if I'm naturally so, whatever. If karma really exist now, work your magic. I want justice to be served. Even if it meant that I have to be at fault as well, by all means. At least I admit that I have flaws. I had sinned. I commit crimes. What the heck. Everybody ain't perfect, but I'm proud to say, I'm perfectly imperfect.

Some people are going to think that I'm such a bitch for bringing this up again, but hey? Even if you think I'm a loser that way, by all means. I appreciate my relationships with all the people I had known or known me, even if they're family, relatives, frenemies, friends, close friends, twins, acquantainces, or even people I have problems commnicating with. I won't say hate now, because I realized when you can't hit it off with somebody, it's just the matter of a lack of commnucation.

Guess what? I don't give a damn.

It's me, there ARE people who love me with my flaws and all, but if you can't accept them, please keep a distance from me.

You don't want to waste your time with me, as apparently I'm not worthy.

Hell, if I'm not worthy, then why bother to bring me down using different means?

Humans are so hard to comprehend.

Me, included.

As for another, you caused me the heartbreak of four years ago. Amazingly, I don't feel majorly upset about it. Not even mad.

I would, if this is the old me we were talking about.

Somehow, I felt that a major change took over in me since this dramatic year had started. I'm sorry for not believing in you, but you can't fully blame me as well. You chose to not trust me, and caused yourself hurt in the end. I was nice to you then, but you treated me like I was dirt. I guess it's too bad then. I got hurt too, all the way from the beginning to the end. From my heartbreak to more heartwrenching..heartbreaks.

But I will believe you now. In fact, I regard you as a very good friend. Always.

Thanks for the memories.

As for the first you? I would like to humbly request to remove my current status, I think you should know what I mean.

I just feel that my name is just there for display purposes, it's not like you meant it, or we could be still on talking terms now.

I'm just so frustrated, and fed up with this world.

Ugh. I'm tired. Really am.

I need a break.

Hopefully going to Bio tuition tomorrow, and Khai's open house later with Gup, and seeing Ash Twinnie, would make me feel all the better.

Actually, I think they actually would, and could. (:

As posted in my Facebook profile,

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

I watched this movie yesterday after switching to Astro in hopes of a nice comedy or some random cartoon or an interesting fashion-related reality series.

Oh gawd, somehow I really like the storyline of this movie. It's similar to the case in James Patterson's Women's Murder Club : Death in Scarlet, only in the game, it revolves mainly around the Chinese mafia. The movie though, was mainly about professional assassins, and the best thing was, they were all ladies. Girl power much!

As of course, as this movie was aired on NTV7, you can expect a lot of deleted scenes and parts of the storyline that got rudely cut off. I only got to know of these scenes when I read the full synopsis on Wikipedia.

I'm weird in a sense that I can't stand gore in murders, but it's just so fascinating on the ways and methods of how the murder(s) were conducted. A killer's mind is so hard to comprehend, and when the murder's solved, it's just like how a puzzle that consists of a million puzzle pieces get magically pieced together. It's no wonder I enjoy watching CSI, but I cannot be a forensic scientist. I will most probably be unable to have justice served to the victims.

So, back to being in a dilemma of what to do when I grow up that can earn me the moolah but it's a career that I am passionate about.

Typical Malaysian mindset, but seriously, what to do?

Sigh.

*****Khai's open house yesterday rocks.

More on this later when Khai had uploaded all of her pictures. I know Twinnie already did. :D

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He's a bully.
He's a meanie.
He's annoying.
He's sadistic.
He's irritating.
He's random.
He's serious.
He's funny.
He's a gamer.
He's a bookworm.
He's a music appreciator.
He loves to poke me.
He enjoys my priceless expressions.
He introduced me to a whole new world of gaming and music.
He's my counselor.
He's a listener.
He's sarcastic.
He's straightforward.
He's now 20.

And of course,

He's my brother.

Happy 20th birthday kor!

Though we can't celebrate it with you this year, but at least we managed to have a great birthday meal for you before you went back up north to KL. And yes, mum and I are really desperate to just hop on a bus and visit you there, 'cos we miss you already!

It's different when you're not at home, can't wait for your next hols. :(

As annoying as I am, as much as I throw a tantrum just about most of the time at you and mum, thanks for bearing with me, you know that I wuv you! :P

You take care, and you know you love me too! ;)

Cheers!

Sincerely from your irritating lil' sister,
Neko. :)

Photo credits to Sherwynd!

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The perfect recipe for disaster.

Hello hello again! I'd realized it had been ages since I had updated this space of mine, but seriously, it wasn't because I had nothing to blog about.

Stepho was tagging me a lot and pestered me to blog a lot, though I doubt I'm doing any of those tags very soon. Sorry dearie :/

Actually, I think a lot of them dear friends who bothered to keep up with what's going on with me had been asking me to do the same. Yikes.

Truth is, my intention was to redo my blogskin, have a nice new look for this beloved site of mine, then have a newly embedded motivation to start blogging again.

So..obviously, the new skin hadn't worked out. Yet.

I wanted to finish up with all of my homework so bad, but the Internet constantly distracts me and I can hardly get any work done.

I did managed to finish up on most of it, but there are some major stuff that I am totally clueless at, which caused me to be hopelessly stuck and frustrated over homework.

It doesn't help that there are so many other issues and factors that both appeared and reappeared to cause my poor already nearing-insanity brain to think some more on possible solutions.

Sigh. And I thought my life is pathetically boring.

It is eventful, just not the way that I want it to turn out.

Lately, I had been doing a lot of thinking. Yes, a lot.

About just about everything that was and still is revolving around my life.


Get a clue?

I don't know what's wrong with me, but heck yeah I'm still fretting over us. I may not show it, but unfortunately, I still fucking care. Sorry for the vulgarities, but I find the need to stress on this. Like, badly. For all the things you had done to me, the good I really appreciate, the bad? Even if I had been told by respected elders to leave you and get on with my life, but unfortunately, I couldn't. I forgave you time and time again, and yes, I stick to my principles. No matter how wack certain people think they are.


Some people who used to think I was alright had now, or so I feel, had gone totally against me, thinking that I'm the one who did you wrong, who did you unjustice. I really wondered though, had anybody considered stepping into my shoes and consider my feelings as well? I don't lie about matters like this, but I honestly think about every single consequence of every single possible action, and I freaking place myself in the shoes of everybody involved, considering how would they feel, how may they think about the whole situation.

Sometimes, it isn't worth being so thoughtful and nice. I give up.

Even if I'm naturally so, whatever. If karma really exist now, work your magic. I want justice to be served. Even if it meant that I have to be at fault as well, by all means. At least I admit that I have flaws. I had sinned. I commit crimes. What the heck. Everybody ain't perfect, but I'm proud to say, I'm perfectly imperfect.

Some people are going to think that I'm such a bitch for bringing this up again, but hey? Even if you think I'm a loser that way, by all means. I appreciate my relationships with all the people I had known or known me, even if they're family, relatives, frenemies, friends, close friends, twins, acquantainces, or even people I have problems commnicating with. I won't say hate now, because I realized when you can't hit it off with somebody, it's just the matter of a lack of commnucation.

Guess what? I don't give a damn.

It's me, there ARE people who love me with my flaws and all, but if you can't accept them, please keep a distance from me.

You don't want to waste your time with me, as apparently I'm not worthy.

Hell, if I'm not worthy, then why bother to bring me down using different means?

Humans are so hard to comprehend.

Me, included.

As for another, you caused me the heartbreak of four years ago. Amazingly, I don't feel majorly upset about it. Not even mad.

I would, if this is the old me we were talking about.

Somehow, I felt that a major change took over in me since this dramatic year had started. I'm sorry for not believing in you, but you can't fully blame me as well. You chose to not trust me, and caused yourself hurt in the end. I was nice to you then, but you treated me like I was dirt. I guess it's too bad then. I got hurt too, all the way from the beginning to the end. From my heartbreak to more heartwrenching..heartbreaks.

But I will believe you now. In fact, I regard you as a very good friend. Always.

Thanks for the memories.

As for the first you? I would like to humbly request to remove my current status, I think you should know what I mean.

I just feel that my name is just there for display purposes, it's not like you meant it, or we could be still on talking terms now.

I'm just so frustrated, and fed up with this world.

Ugh. I'm tired. Really am.

I need a break.

Hopefully going to Bio tuition tomorrow, and Khai's open house later with Gup, and seeing Ash Twinnie, would make me feel all the better.

Actually, I think they actually would, and could. (:

As posted in my Facebook profile,

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