Romaji version:

sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
mou ikkai mou ikkai

dareka no kitai ni zutto kotae
homerarerunoga suki nano desuka?
naritai jibun wo surikaetemo
egao wa itsudemo suteki desuka?

hajimaridake yume mite okiru
sono saki nara itsuka jibun no ude de

souda daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama

sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
mou ikkai mou ikkai

zurui otona wa deau tabi
atama gohashi na sekkyou dake
jibun wo sunao ni dasenaku natte
kizutsukinagara sugu ni togatte

atarashii kaze mikata ni tsukete
sagashite iinda itsuka aoi tori wo

souda daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama

sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite

namida no ato ni wa nazeka fukkireta
sora ni niji ga deru you ni shizen na koto
ame wa agatta

dakara daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama

sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
kiminara kitto yareru shinjite ite
mou ikkai mou ikkai
mou ikkai mou iikai?

English translations:

Turning sadness into kindeness
Your uniqueness into strenght
It's okay to get lost so begin walking
Once again, once again

Do you like to be praised by
Answering everyone's expectations?
Will your smile always be beautiful
Even if you hide your true self?

Just dreaming the beginning then waking up
The continuation can be reached someday by myself

The most important thing is always
Without any shape
Even if you have it or lose it
You'll never know

Turning sadness into kindeness
Your uniqueness into strength
It's okay to get lost so begin walking
Once again, once again

Unfair adults are always
Giving lectures everytime we meet
Being unable to show their true selves
They get grouchy as they get hurt

Getting the new wind on your side
It's now okay to search for the blue bird

The most important thing is always
Without any shape
Even if you have it or lose it
You'll never know

Turning sadness into kindness
Your uniqueness into strength
It's okay to get lost so begin walking

It's natural like the rainbow
That somehow appears after tears
The rain stopped

So the most important thing is always
Without any shape
Even if you have it or lose it
You'll never know

Turning sadness into kindness
Your uniqueness into strength
Believing that you should be able to do it
Once again, once again
Once again, are you ready?

Kanji version:

そうさ 悲しみをやさしさに
自分らしさを力に
迷いながらでもいい 歩き出して
もう一回 もう一回

誰かの期待にずっと応え
誉められるのが好きなのですか
なりたい自分を摺り替えても
笑顔はいつでも素敵ですか

始まりだけ 夢見て起きる
その先なら いつか自分の腕で

そうだ 大事な物は いつも
形のないものだけ
手に入れても なくしても
気付かぬまま

そうさ 悲しみをやさしさに
自分らしさを力に
迷いながらでもいい 歩き出して
もう一回 もう一回

ずるい大人は出逢うたび
頭ごなしな説教だけ
自分を素直に出せなくなって
傷つけながらすぐに尖って

新しい風 味方につけて
探していいんだ いつか青い鳥を

そうだ 大事な物は いつも
形のないものだけ
手に入れても なくしても
気付かぬまま

そうさ 悲しみをやさしさに
自分らしさを力に
迷いながらでもいい 歩き出して

涙の後は なぜか吹っ切れてた
空に虹が出るように 自然なこと
雨は上がった

だから 大事な物は いつも
形のないものだけ
手に入れても なくしても
気付かぬまま

そうさ 悲しみをやさしさに
自分らしさを力に
君ならきっとやれる 信じていて
もう一回 もう一回
もう一回 もういいかい?

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It's Sukantara at last today.

No more freaking sports practise to go for.

No more waking that early in the mornings.

But still have marching practise till sports' day. Sigh.

"Feeling really emo these past few days. Like something's not right with me.

...like, I'm a changed person.

Sometimes I feel I don't even recognize myself anymore.

Is this a sign..?"

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tooku hanareteru hodo ni
chikaku ni kanjiteru
samishisa mo tsuyosa he to kawatteku
...kimi wo omotta nara

machi mo hito mo yume mo
kaeteiku jikan ni
tada sakaratteita
kotoba wo kasanete mo
wakariaenai koto
mada shiranakatta ne
kimi dake wo dakishimetakute nakushita yume
kimi ha
'akiramenai de' to itta

tooku hanareteru hodo ni
chikaku ni kanjiteru
samishisa mo tsuyosa he to kawatteku
...kimi wo omotta nara

setsunaku mune wo sasu
sore ha yume no kakera
ari no mama deaeteta sono kiseki
mou ichido shinjite

kimi ga inai hibi ni zutto tachidomatta
demo arukidashiteru
kimi to wakachiatta dono guuzen ni mo imi ga
sou kanarazu atta
sorezore no yume wo kanaete
mata meguriau toki
guuzen ha unmei ni naru
yabureta yakusoku sae mo
chikai ni kaeta nara
ano basho de deau toki
ano koro no futari ni nareru ka na?
'yasashisa' ni niteiru natsukashii omokage
me wo tojite mieru kara
te wo furezu aru koto wo shiru kara

ashita ni hagurete
kotae ga nanimo mienakute mo
kimi ni au sono tame ni kasaneteku
'kyou' to iu shinjitsu

English translations:

the further apart we are
the closer you feel
loneliness turns to strength
...when I think of you

I was merely defying time
which would change, the city, the people and the dreams.
I was still unaware that no matter what I said,
we couldn't understand each other.
I lost my dream, wanting to take you,
and only you, into my arms.
you told me, "don't give up"

the further apart we are
the closer you feel
loneliness turns to strength
...when I think of you

the shards of my dream
pierce my heart with a painful sting
believe once more
in the miracle that we could find one another
just as we were.

during the days you were gone,
I just stood there paused
but I'm stepping forward again.
there was definitely a reason behind
each and every coincidence we shared between us.
when we cross paths again,
and each and every dream has come true
coincidence will become fate
when even the broken promise becomes a promise
when we meet again in that place
I wonder if we can be who we were back then?
the familiar sight of you so like 'kindness'
I can see when I close my eyes.
because I know it's impossible to touch.

Even if I've strayed from tomorrow
and I can't see any kind of answer
there's a truth called "today" which I go through
to find you.

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As the title goes.

I am so busy I practically don't have enough time for myself. Argh..

Activities that are keeping me very busy in school:

1. Choir practise
2. Literasi Komputer class (which is so boring)
3. Japanese class (but I enjoy this one loads)
4. Marching PP (how do you say,it's tiring yet fun?)
5. Prefect duty (the prefect board decided that we 14 years old have nothing better to do, and all agreed on giving us extra duty which the seniors DO NOT have. Yay.)
6. Homework. Homework. Homework.

And if that's not enough, I still have piano classes on Sundays and I'm kinda on probation. Teaching little kids beginner's piano. It's fun. If it's not so tiring. (Hey,making cute sounds and trying to maintain your good temper is VERY tiring.) And Elson's thinking of setting up a band which consists of a gal-drummer, my bro as bass, and me if i have the time, vocals/keyboardist.

And on Saturdays there's cuti ganti and koko to settle. When can this ever ends..Sigh..

And the secret of surviving all this till now,I have my good friends to thank. Which includes the twins NaNa and SaSa, Izzati, Atiqa, Alya, Nadilah, Nik, Shahira(HSM fan), Fathini, Eli, Lili, Nadra, Farahin, Aisyah, Kamalia, Adlina, Fatihah, Ezyan, and my bestest anime pals, Fairuz, Azri, Shahira. And my crazy juniors Eve Lyne, Winnie, Hui Mei, Cassan, Rachel, Kothai, Shaline, Kalis, Munirah, Sara, and many others. And to all the people I did not mentioned. All of you helped me in some way. And for that I give you my greatest thanks for keeping me sane. Domo. *rei*

Rozi's said to be making a come back to school today. So unfair. If Pn Hjh Arfah and Pn Hjh Halinah could make an appearance last week, why must it take Pn Hjh Rozianah(gee,that sounds weird) a week longer? I miss her and my caklempong..Sob..T-T..

And on the 27th(Saturday), when we had to replace Wednesday. There was suppose to be Japanese class. Which turns out to be me,only me who was present. That's so cool wei. Cik Chee taught me calligraphy which was so interesting, and explained to me some stuff about Japanese culuture. This is one class I will never forget. Hope I can still remember the brush strokes though.

My daily prayers:

1. That my brother get straight As' for his SPM,and get to a good college or universtiy.
2. That my family will stay problem-less.
3. That I can get straight As' for all my exams and top the class each time.
4. That I can balance my studies, co-coricular activities and music at the same time.
5. That I can stay sane longer in this chaotic mess.

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Mata hitohira hanabira ga chigireru
Kaze wo tomeru chikara wa nai
Mukou kishi de naki kuzureru kimi ni
Semete mono hanamuke ni nare

Ano hi no yakusoku wa wasurete ii yo

Tada hito-ashi nori sugoshita ai ga
Naze konna ni subete hikisaku
Mata hitosuji hoshikuzu ga nagareru
Toki wo tomeru chikara nante nai kara

Inori wo sasage na yo hitotsu de ii yo
Jibun no shiawase wo negaeba ii yo

Onaji iro no itami wo yurushi atte
Chigau iro no ayamachi wo semeta
Onaji iro no akari wo tomoshi atte
Chigau iro no tobira wo kakushita

Ima kimi no tame ni
Iroaseta hana ga chiru
Ima kimi no tame ni
Iroaseta hoshi ga chiru

Sono yume no naka de oyasumi

Ato hito saji ire sokoneta ai ga
Naze konna ni subete kuruwasu
Mou hito are kisou na machikado
Kizu wo kabau kasa nante nai kara

Deguchi wo mitsuke na yo
Hitotsu de ii yo
Jibun no shiawase wo
Sagaseba ii yo

Onaji iro no RIZUMU wo kizami atte
Chigau iro no ashioto wo keshita
Onaji iro no keshiki wo egaki atte
Chigau iro no kisetsu wo tozashita

Ima kimi no tame ni
Iroaseta yoru ga chiru
Ima kimi no tame ni
Iroduke ita asa ga kuru

Sono yume no naka de oyasumi

SWEET DREAMS,BABY
SWEET DREAMS,BABY

Doko kade itsuka mata deaetara
Yari naoseru kana tsuduki wa aru no?
RISETTO dekinai jikan ni
Oikosarete shimau

Naka nai de
Yasashi sa to yowasa wa chigau yo nee

Onaji iro no itami wo yurushi atte
Chigau iro no ayamachi wo semeta
Onaji iro no akari wo tomoshi atte
Chigau iro no tobira wo kakushita

Ima kimi no tame ni
Irodukeita hana ga saku
Ima kimi no tame ni
Irodukeita hoshi ga furu

Sono yume no naka de oyasumi

SWEET DREAMS,BABY
SWEET DREAMS,BABY

Kanji version:

また一片　花びらが千切れる
風を止める力は　ない
向こう岸で泣き崩れる君に
せめてもの餞に　なれ

あの日の約束は　忘れていいよ

ただ一足　乗り過ごした愛が
何故こんなに全て　引き裂く
また一筋　星屑が流れる
時を止める力なんて　ないから

祈りを捧げなよ　一つでいいよ
自分の幸せを　願えばいいよ

同じ色の痛みを許し合って
違う色の過ちを責めた
同じ色の明かりを灯し合って
違う色の扉を隠した

今君の為に
色褪せた花が散る
今君の為に
色褪せた星が散る

その夢の中で　おやすみ

あと一匙　入れ損ねた愛が
何故こんなに全て　狂わす
もう一荒れ来そうな街角
傷を庇う傘なんて　ないから

出口をみつけなよ
一つでいいよ
自分の幸せを
探せばいいよ

同じ色のリズムを刻み合って
違う色の足音を消した
同じ色の景色を描き合って
違う色の季節を閉ざした

今君の為に
色褪せた夜が散る
今君の為に
色付いた朝が来る

その夢の中で　おやすみ

SWEET DREAMS,BABY
SWEET DREAMS,BABY

何処かで何時かまた　出会えたら
やり直せるかな　続きはあるの?
リセットできない時間に
追い越されてしまう

泣かないで
優しさと弱さは違うよ　ねえ

同じ色の痛みを許し合って
違う色の過ちを責めた
同じ色の明かりを灯し合って
違う色の扉を隠した

今君の為に
色付いた花が咲く
今君の為に
色付いた星が降る

その夢の中で　おやすみ

SWEET DREAMS,BABY
SWEET DREAMS,BABY

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Yay. A perfect start to the new school year.

First of all they have to change the names of all our classes. And the new names don't sound quite as good as our old names.

Then we got a splendid surprise from the teachers.

"Semua pelajar Tingkatan 2 dan 3,sila tinggal di dewan untuk pengagihan kelas baru kamu."

When the afore mentioned students heard that,we practically made a whole lot of noise. Some were praying that they could remain in the same class with their best friends and classmates. Some were debating really hard among their gang. Some were just..Well,in a very shocked state.

This is one rare moment when I actually behave like a real drama queen. Outrageously dramatic. Over the top. I can't believe myself for being like that either.

So the sorting begins. Started off with Form 3 1st. Sitting between Liyana,one of my anime pals and Saras,a really good friend. Liyana was worried we'll get separated. I was too actually cos I want us to be the same as last year. 1 Muzik 2. The best but also noisiest class.

And in the end the moment has come. 2 PD 1. We were expecting the worst but still hoping for the best. And yeah,I got separated from all my tomodachi desu. Was feeling really shitty after that. Like I'm mourning at a funeral. I'm not the only one. Almost everybody weren't satisfied so all of us memang tak bersemangat langsung la.

And my buddies like Daeng,Najwa,Liyana,Rabiatul,Saras,Anis,Ezzah,Nabila,Nazlin,Zaimah,oh my god there's so many that I lost count all got dumped in the 2nd class even though their grades were way better than those new people than entered our class. This is really crazy. They don't even spare a thought for our feelings. As if they EVER will. Ha ha.


Daeng and Najwa..Miss you guys so much..

God,after they sorted us I refused to even talk. Except those who were separated from me.

And then we had a surprise spotcheck. Awesome. One of the students tries to hide her liquid paper from me but she thinks I'm stupid or what..

Tips while rampas-ing illegal items from SIGS-ians:
1. Talk nicely to them.
2. Never boss them around.
3. When you found something that has to be rampas-ed,just say 'hehe' to them. They won't mind as much then. They'll just 'hehe' back.
4. Tell them this is your duty and even though you would want to let them off,you can't. This really helps if you don't want a whole lot of students going after you.

So,had a prefect meeting at 5pm later in the day and we were assigned to our new duties. Which is the only thing I'm really happy about today. My permanent duty for the year is taking care of the first floor of Block D. And there's only the bilik guru on that floor. NO classes to take care of. That's so cool. And I got Nadhiah with me. She's a nice gal. Hallelujah.

And class duty's 2SD. Which would be easier to handle because these people are the same age as me and I know them fairly well.

And yeah..How could I forget. Dai Kayamura-san kisetzu desu. Hehe.

Sitting right in front of the teacher's table. It's probably suicide but I hope I can manage to stay an angel in my seat.

God bless us all.

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As the title goes, Shinnen Omedetou gozaimasu.

Just a few hours ago,my bro went partying at his friend's house. Fareez I think. Yup,it's him.

As usual,I can't be left at home alone so I had to follow as well. The journey to Fareez's house.

As usual,I brought the camera along. Here's some unique snapshots which got blurred out. Haha.



There are some clearer pics too. But malas to upload lar..Sigh..


The clock tower.


Hyatt. I'm just too bored in the car..Sigh..

And on the way we had to get a little bit sesat. As usual. Lol.


Total darkness. Found out we took a wrong turning. Lol.

After dropping my bro there,and stepping into the house,I practically ran to the PC. Haha.

And here I am,still blogging and doing a few changes. And on 12.15am sharp,I got a surprise New Year call from Lyn-jie. Really didn't expect it,so when I answered the phone I was so bengang. Like totally speechless. Lol. Cally-jie was there too. Should have pestered her to get me a New Year's gift as well. Hehe. Me and my knack of pestering people to do stuff for me. That's me. ^^

And once more,Happy New Year. May God bless you all. =]

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

Romaji version:

sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
mou ikkai mou ikkai

dareka no kitai ni zutto kotae
homerarerunoga suki nano desuka?
naritai jibun wo surikaetemo
egao wa itsudemo suteki desuka?

hajimaridake yume mite okiru
sono saki nara itsuka jibun no ude de

souda daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama

sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
mou ikkai mou ikkai

zurui otona wa deau tabi
atama gohashi na sekkyou dake
jibun wo sunao ni dasenaku natte
kizutsukinagara sugu ni togatte

atarashii kaze mikata ni tsukete
sagashite iinda itsuka aoi tori wo

souda daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama

sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite

namida no ato ni wa nazeka fukkireta
sora ni niji ga deru you ni shizen na koto
ame wa agatta

dakara daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama

sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
kiminara kitto yareru shinjite ite
mou ikkai mou ikkai
mou ikkai mou iikai?

English translations:

Turning sadness into kindeness
Your uniqueness into strenght
It's okay to get lost so begin walking
Once again, once again

Do you like to be praised by
Answering everyone's expectations?
Will your smile always be beautiful
Even if you hide your true self?

Just dreaming the beginning then waking up
The continuation can be reached someday by myself

The most important thing is always
Without any shape
Even if you have it or lose it
You'll never know

Turning sadness into kindeness
Your uniqueness into strength
It's okay to get lost so begin walking
Once again, once again

Unfair adults are always
Giving lectures everytime we meet
Being unable to show their true selves
They get grouchy as they get hurt

Getting the new wind on your side
It's now okay to search for the blue bird

The most important thing is always
Without any shape
Even if you have it or lose it
You'll never know

Turning sadness into kindness
Your uniqueness into strength
It's okay to get lost so begin walking

It's natural like the rainbow
That somehow appears after tears
The rain stopped

So the most important thing is always
Without any shape
Even if you have it or lose it
You'll never know

Turning sadness into kindness
Your uniqueness into strength
Believing that you should be able to do it
Once again, once again
Once again, are you ready?

Kanji version:

そうさ 悲しみをやさしさに
自分らしさを力に
迷いながらでもいい 歩き出して
もう一回 もう一回

誰かの期待にずっと応え
誉められるのが好きなのですか
なりたい自分を摺り替えても
笑顔はいつでも素敵ですか

始まりだけ 夢見て起きる
その先なら いつか自分の腕で

そうだ 大事な物は いつも
形のないものだけ
手に入れても なくしても
気付かぬまま

そうさ 悲しみをやさしさに
自分らしさを力に
迷いながらでもいい 歩き出して
もう一回 もう一回

ずるい大人は出逢うたび
頭ごなしな説教だけ
自分を素直に出せなくなって
傷つけながらすぐに尖って

新しい風 味方につけて
探していいんだ いつか青い鳥を

そうだ 大事な物は いつも
形のないものだけ
手に入れても なくしても
気付かぬまま

そうさ 悲しみをやさしさに
自分らしさを力に
迷いながらでもいい 歩き出して

涙の後は なぜか吹っ切れてた
空に虹が出るように 自然なこと
雨は上がった

だから 大事な物は いつも
形のないものだけ
手に入れても なくしても
気付かぬまま

そうさ 悲しみをやさしさに
自分らしさを力に
君ならきっとやれる 信じていて
もう一回 もう一回
もう一回 もういいかい?

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It's Sukantara at last today.

No more freaking sports practise to go for.

No more waking that early in the mornings.

But still have marching practise till sports' day. Sigh.

"Feeling really emo these past few days. Like something's not right with me.

...like, I'm a changed person.

Sometimes I feel I don't even recognize myself anymore.

Is this a sign..?"

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tooku hanareteru hodo ni
chikaku ni kanjiteru
samishisa mo tsuyosa he to kawatteku
...kimi wo omotta nara

machi mo hito mo yume mo
kaeteiku jikan ni
tada sakaratteita
kotoba wo kasanete mo
wakariaenai koto
mada shiranakatta ne
kimi dake wo dakishimetakute nakushita yume
kimi ha
'akiramenai de' to itta

tooku hanareteru hodo ni
chikaku ni kanjiteru
samishisa mo tsuyosa he to kawatteku
...kimi wo omotta nara

setsunaku mune wo sasu
sore ha yume no kakera
ari no mama deaeteta sono kiseki
mou ichido shinjite

kimi ga inai hibi ni zutto tachidomatta
demo arukidashiteru
kimi to wakachiatta dono guuzen ni mo imi ga
sou kanarazu atta
sorezore no yume wo kanaete
mata meguriau toki
guuzen ha unmei ni naru
yabureta yakusoku sae mo
chikai ni kaeta nara
ano basho de deau toki
ano koro no futari ni nareru ka na?
'yasashisa' ni niteiru natsukashii omokage
me wo tojite mieru kara
te wo furezu aru koto wo shiru kara

ashita ni hagurete
kotae ga nanimo mienakute mo
kimi ni au sono tame ni kasaneteku
'kyou' to iu shinjitsu

English translations:

the further apart we are
the closer you feel
loneliness turns to strength
...when I think of you

I was merely defying time
which would change, the city, the people and the dreams.
I was still unaware that no matter what I said,
we couldn't understand each other.
I lost my dream, wanting to take you,
and only you, into my arms.
you told me, "don't give up"

the further apart we are
the closer you feel
loneliness turns to strength
...when I think of you

the shards of my dream
pierce my heart with a painful sting
believe once more
in the miracle that we could find one another
just as we were.

during the days you were gone,
I just stood there paused
but I'm stepping forward again.
there was definitely a reason behind
each and every coincidence we shared between us.
when we cross paths again,
and each and every dream has come true
coincidence will become fate
when even the broken promise becomes a promise
when we meet again in that place
I wonder if we can be who we were back then?
the familiar sight of you so like 'kindness'
I can see when I close my eyes.
because I know it's impossible to touch.

Even if I've strayed from tomorrow
and I can't see any kind of answer
there's a truth called "today" which I go through
to find you.

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As the title goes.

I am so busy I practically don't have enough time for myself. Argh..

Activities that are keeping me very busy in school:

1. Choir practise
2. Literasi Komputer class (which is so boring)
3. Japanese class (but I enjoy this one loads)
4. Marching PP (how do you say,it's tiring yet fun?)
5. Prefect duty (the prefect board decided that we 14 years old have nothing better to do, and all agreed on giving us extra duty which the seniors DO NOT have. Yay.)
6. Homework. Homework. Homework.

And if that's not enough, I still have piano classes on Sundays and I'm kinda on probation. Teaching little kids beginner's piano. It's fun. If it's not so tiring. (Hey,making cute sounds and trying to maintain your good temper is VERY tiring.) And Elson's thinking of setting up a band which consists of a gal-drummer, my bro as bass, and me if i have the time, vocals/keyboardist.

And on Saturdays there's cuti ganti and koko to settle. When can this ever ends..Sigh..

And the secret of surviving all this till now,I have my good friends to thank. Which includes the twins NaNa and SaSa, Izzati, Atiqa, Alya, Nadilah, Nik, Shahira(HSM fan), Fathini, Eli, Lili, Nadra, Farahin, Aisyah, Kamalia, Adlina, Fatihah, Ezyan, and my bestest anime pals, Fairuz, Azri, Shahira. And my crazy juniors Eve Lyne, Winnie, Hui Mei, Cassan, Rachel, Kothai, Shaline, Kalis, Munirah, Sara, and many others. And to all the people I did not mentioned. All of you helped me in some way. And for that I give you my greatest thanks for keeping me sane. Domo. *rei*

Rozi's said to be making a come back to school today. So unfair. If Pn Hjh Arfah and Pn Hjh Halinah could make an appearance last week, why must it take Pn Hjh Rozianah(gee,that sounds weird) a week longer? I miss her and my caklempong..Sob..T-T..

And on the 27th(Saturday), when we had to replace Wednesday. There was suppose to be Japanese class. Which turns out to be me,only me who was present. That's so cool wei. Cik Chee taught me calligraphy which was so interesting, and explained to me some stuff about Japanese culuture. This is one class I will never forget. Hope I can still remember the brush strokes though.

My daily prayers:

1. That my brother get straight As' for his SPM,and get to a good college or universtiy.
2. That my family will stay problem-less.
3. That I can get straight As' for all my exams and top the class each time.
4. That I can balance my studies, co-coricular activities and music at the same time.
5. That I can stay sane longer in this chaotic mess.

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Mata hitohira hanabira ga chigireru
Kaze wo tomeru chikara wa nai
Mukou kishi de naki kuzureru kimi ni
Semete mono hanamuke ni nare

Ano hi no yakusoku wa wasurete ii yo

Tada hito-ashi nori sugoshita ai ga
Naze konna ni subete hikisaku
Mata hitosuji hoshikuzu ga nagareru
Toki wo tomeru chikara nante nai kara

Inori wo sasage na yo hitotsu de ii yo
Jibun no shiawase wo negaeba ii yo

Onaji iro no itami wo yurushi atte
Chigau iro no ayamachi wo semeta
Onaji iro no akari wo tomoshi atte
Chigau iro no tobira wo kakushita

Ima kimi no tame ni
Iroaseta hana ga chiru
Ima kimi no tame ni
Iroaseta hoshi ga chiru

Sono yume no naka de oyasumi

Ato hito saji ire sokoneta ai ga
Naze konna ni subete kuruwasu
Mou hito are kisou na machikado
Kizu wo kabau kasa nante nai kara

Deguchi wo mitsuke na yo
Hitotsu de ii yo
Jibun no shiawase wo
Sagaseba ii yo

Onaji iro no RIZUMU wo kizami atte
Chigau iro no ashioto wo keshita
Onaji iro no keshiki wo egaki atte
Chigau iro no kisetsu wo tozashita

Ima kimi no tame ni
Iroaseta yoru ga chiru
Ima kimi no tame ni
Iroduke ita asa ga kuru

Sono yume no naka de oyasumi

SWEET DREAMS,BABY
SWEET DREAMS,BABY

Doko kade itsuka mata deaetara
Yari naoseru kana tsuduki wa aru no?
RISETTO dekinai jikan ni
Oikosarete shimau

Naka nai de
Yasashi sa to yowasa wa chigau yo nee

Onaji iro no itami wo yurushi atte
Chigau iro no ayamachi wo semeta
Onaji iro no akari wo tomoshi atte
Chigau iro no tobira wo kakushita

Ima kimi no tame ni
Irodukeita hana ga saku
Ima kimi no tame ni
Irodukeita hoshi ga furu

Sono yume no naka de oyasumi

SWEET DREAMS,BABY
SWEET DREAMS,BABY

Kanji version:

また一片　花びらが千切れる
風を止める力は　ない
向こう岸で泣き崩れる君に
せめてもの餞に　なれ

あの日の約束は　忘れていいよ

ただ一足　乗り過ごした愛が
何故こんなに全て　引き裂く
また一筋　星屑が流れる
時を止める力なんて　ないから

祈りを捧げなよ　一つでいいよ
自分の幸せを　願えばいいよ

同じ色の痛みを許し合って
違う色の過ちを責めた
同じ色の明かりを灯し合って
違う色の扉を隠した

今君の為に
色褪せた花が散る
今君の為に
色褪せた星が散る

その夢の中で　おやすみ

あと一匙　入れ損ねた愛が
何故こんなに全て　狂わす
もう一荒れ来そうな街角
傷を庇う傘なんて　ないから

出口をみつけなよ
一つでいいよ
自分の幸せを
探せばいいよ

同じ色のリズムを刻み合って
違う色の足音を消した
同じ色の景色を描き合って
違う色の季節を閉ざした

今君の為に
色褪せた夜が散る
今君の為に
色付いた朝が来る

その夢の中で　おやすみ

SWEET DREAMS,BABY
SWEET DREAMS,BABY

何処かで何時かまた　出会えたら
やり直せるかな　続きはあるの?
リセットできない時間に
追い越されてしまう

泣かないで
優しさと弱さは違うよ　ねえ

同じ色の痛みを許し合って
違う色の過ちを責めた
同じ色の明かりを灯し合って
違う色の扉を隠した

今君の為に
色付いた花が咲く
今君の為に
色付いた星が降る

その夢の中で　おやすみ

SWEET DREAMS,BABY
SWEET DREAMS,BABY

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Yay. A perfect start to the new school year.

First of all they have to change the names of all our classes. And the new names don't sound quite as good as our old names.

Then we got a splendid surprise from the teachers.

"Semua pelajar Tingkatan 2 dan 3,sila tinggal di dewan untuk pengagihan kelas baru kamu."

When the afore mentioned students heard that,we practically made a whole lot of noise. Some were praying that they could remain in the same class with their best friends and classmates. Some were debating really hard among their gang. Some were just..Well,in a very shocked state.

This is one rare moment when I actually behave like a real drama queen. Outrageously dramatic. Over the top. I can't believe myself for being like that either.

So the sorting begins. Started off with Form 3 1st. Sitting between Liyana,one of my anime pals and Saras,a really good friend. Liyana was worried we'll get separated. I was too actually cos I want us to be the same as last year. 1 Muzik 2. The best but also noisiest class.

And in the end the moment has come. 2 PD 1. We were expecting the worst but still hoping for the best. And yeah,I got separated from all my tomodachi desu. Was feeling really shitty after that. Like I'm mourning at a funeral. I'm not the only one. Almost everybody weren't satisfied so all of us memang tak bersemangat langsung la.

And my buddies like Daeng,Najwa,Liyana,Rabiatul,Saras,Anis,Ezzah,Nabila,Nazlin,Zaimah,oh my god there's so many that I lost count all got dumped in the 2nd class even though their grades were way better than those new people than entered our class. This is really crazy. They don't even spare a thought for our feelings. As if they EVER will. Ha ha.


Daeng and Najwa..Miss you guys so much..

God,after they sorted us I refused to even talk. Except those who were separated from me.

And then we had a surprise spotcheck. Awesome. One of the students tries to hide her liquid paper from me but she thinks I'm stupid or what..

Tips while rampas-ing illegal items from SIGS-ians:
1. Talk nicely to them.
2. Never boss them around.
3. When you found something that has to be rampas-ed,just say 'hehe' to them. They won't mind as much then. They'll just 'hehe' back.
4. Tell them this is your duty and even though you would want to let them off,you can't. This really helps if you don't want a whole lot of students going after you.

So,had a prefect meeting at 5pm later in the day and we were assigned to our new duties. Which is the only thing I'm really happy about today. My permanent duty for the year is taking care of the first floor of Block D. And there's only the bilik guru on that floor. NO classes to take care of. That's so cool. And I got Nadhiah with me. She's a nice gal. Hallelujah.

And class duty's 2SD. Which would be easier to handle because these people are the same age as me and I know them fairly well.

And yeah..How could I forget. Dai Kayamura-san kisetzu desu. Hehe.

Sitting right in front of the teacher's table. It's probably suicide but I hope I can manage to stay an angel in my seat.

God bless us all.

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As the title goes, Shinnen Omedetou gozaimasu.

Just a few hours ago,my bro went partying at his friend's house. Fareez I think. Yup,it's him.

As usual,I can't be left at home alone so I had to follow as well. The journey to Fareez's house.

As usual,I brought the camera along. Here's some unique snapshots which got blurred out. Haha.



There are some clearer pics too. But malas to upload lar..Sigh..


The clock tower.


Hyatt. I'm just too bored in the car..Sigh..

And on the way we had to get a little bit sesat. As usual. Lol.


Total darkness. Found out we took a wrong turning. Lol.

After dropping my bro there,and stepping into the house,I practically ran to the PC. Haha.

And here I am,still blogging and doing a few changes. And on 12.15am sharp,I got a surprise New Year call from Lyn-jie. Really didn't expect it,so when I answered the phone I was so bengang. Like totally speechless. Lol. Cally-jie was there too. Should have pestered her to get me a New Year's gift as well. Hehe. Me and my knack of pestering people to do stuff for me. That's me. ^^

And once more,Happy New Year. May God bless you all. =]

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