An update from me, after being MIA (Missing In Action) for more than a week.

And I apologize about that, really. Especially to Anna-chan and Azri-chan.

Had been really caught up with debate recently, as y'all should know. Been missing heck loads of classes and I am clueless on how to catch up with the lessons and homework for now.

Scared? Afraid? Paranoid?
All three of the above please.

Right after school reopened from the one week hols, Monday and Tuesday had been spent on continuous debate meetings that made both sides of my brain hurt so bad. Tuesday was also the debate itself against SDJ, and I think I slacked big time. As in, my delivery and style sucks lollipops. No doubt about that, since Miss Nav highlighted it to me repeatedly after the results were announced. Thank gawd we won actually, for the consequences would have been far more drastic. She would never let me live it down, that's Miss Nav for you.

Convent is up next. All these years our team would always fall when it's the round against Convent, I think a lot of you are very clear about that. Whatever the reasons are, we'll never know. Still, we're going to the semi-finals now, and whatever happens next, I can only pray that everything would go smoothly for us.

Saw Kamalia on Monday as well. She was with Sarah Faiqah and I missed her so. She managed to drop by our school for awhile before registering at her hostel in the evening. Off she goes to STF. Hope she’ll be well there. When she left, I knew it’ll be the last time she’ll affectionately plant kisses on my cheeks again, especially when she noticed that I looked stressed out in class. 4 Science 1/2009 will always heart you dear.

And I think my classmates would know, I had been absent from school yesterday.

And today as well.

Stupid knee infection.

Thinking everything was better, I went to SSI on Wednesday to watch their round against SMK Dato' (?)Osman / Usman(?) Awang with Fairuz. I refuse to comment any further on that round. But yeah, a certain he and I both agreed it’s best that we stay good friends. No more, no less. All I can say to him is, all the best with her now. I’ll help all I can within my abilities of course.

I didn’t get to answer two fairly important phone calls because of very personal reasons. He knows. And I’m really sorry about it still. Hopefully Sunday works out for us (:

*****Fio’s Blacklight was pretty awesome.

Pictures are up in her Facebook, if you’re curious to see what you’d missed out on.

I might blog about it, I might not.

But it shall be stated here that I heart our so-called rehab gang on Sunday, which consists of Cai Ling the Lesbo Partner, The Chronicles of Farhan and Maurice and of course, the legal girl Miss Fio aka the serial rapist.

Cai Ling and I would do almost anything to turn back time to that particular Sunday again.

For the both of us, it’s having that hint of freedom after being caged in our respective houses for so long.

For me, only you’ll know ;)

*****Coming up, two birthdays!

And after wishing tons of friends “Happy Birthday” throughout these three months, I am very proud to say that..

"Moi is still so YOUNG baybeh!"

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

An update from me, after being MIA (Missing In Action) for more than a week.

And I apologize about that, really. Especially to Anna-chan and Azri-chan.

Had been really caught up with debate recently, as y'all should know. Been missing heck loads of classes and I am clueless on how to catch up with the lessons and homework for now.

Scared? Afraid? Paranoid?
All three of the above please.

Right after school reopened from the one week hols, Monday and Tuesday had been spent on continuous debate meetings that made both sides of my brain hurt so bad. Tuesday was also the debate itself against SDJ, and I think I slacked big time. As in, my delivery and style sucks lollipops. No doubt about that, since Miss Nav highlighted it to me repeatedly after the results were announced. Thank gawd we won actually, for the consequences would have been far more drastic. She would never let me live it down, that's Miss Nav for you.

Convent is up next. All these years our team would always fall when it's the round against Convent, I think a lot of you are very clear about that. Whatever the reasons are, we'll never know. Still, we're going to the semi-finals now, and whatever happens next, I can only pray that everything would go smoothly for us.

Saw Kamalia on Monday as well. She was with Sarah Faiqah and I missed her so. She managed to drop by our school for awhile before registering at her hostel in the evening. Off she goes to STF. Hope she’ll be well there. When she left, I knew it’ll be the last time she’ll affectionately plant kisses on my cheeks again, especially when she noticed that I looked stressed out in class. 4 Science 1/2009 will always heart you dear.

And I think my classmates would know, I had been absent from school yesterday.

And today as well.

Stupid knee infection.

Thinking everything was better, I went to SSI on Wednesday to watch their round against SMK Dato' (?)Osman / Usman(?) Awang with Fairuz. I refuse to comment any further on that round. But yeah, a certain he and I both agreed it’s best that we stay good friends. No more, no less. All I can say to him is, all the best with her now. I’ll help all I can within my abilities of course.

I didn’t get to answer two fairly important phone calls because of very personal reasons. He knows. And I’m really sorry about it still. Hopefully Sunday works out for us (:

*****Fio’s Blacklight was pretty awesome.

Pictures are up in her Facebook, if you’re curious to see what you’d missed out on.

I might blog about it, I might not.

But it shall be stated here that I heart our so-called rehab gang on Sunday, which consists of Cai Ling the Lesbo Partner, The Chronicles of Farhan and Maurice and of course, the legal girl Miss Fio aka the serial rapist.

Cai Ling and I would do almost anything to turn back time to that particular Sunday again.

For the both of us, it’s having that hint of freedom after being caged in our respective houses for so long.

For me, only you’ll know ;)

*****Coming up, two birthdays!

And after wishing tons of friends “Happy Birthday” throughout these three months, I am very proud to say that..

"Moi is still so YOUNG baybeh!"

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