Watashi wa uchi e kaerimasu~ (to those who don't have a single idea what that meant, basically means "I went back home." But anyway, I'm back in familiar nice JB =)

I'm not done with my MPO and FOA entry, how stinkily slower can I get..? Sigh.

So, SPEC's cancelled. Happy? Because I don't have to face SPEC and being flattened to the core of the earth within the first round. Sad? Because there's no chance of skipping school. School's getting really depressing. Syllabus all done with, mostly it's quizzes, revision, exercises, etc. I'm getting so tired of myself. I always force myself to study and do revision, but my body says no. I'm mentally exhausting myself. Anyway SPEC's been moved to next year around January if I'm not mistaken, so I better prepare still with the rest of the Scrabble team (which also includes Evonne =D) after our horri-gi-ble, terri-gi-ble and ve-ge(gi)-table (quote from ah-noying mother from I Not Stupid the movie) year ends =(

Meanwhile, I'm becoming a fat buta-chan =.= Mumsie dah-ling said my face from it's usual sharpness at the chin, is getting much MUCH rounder. Creddy hell. >.< rad shopping spree at 1 Utama! Wheeeeee! Okay, please don't blame me for being so ulu-ed because I seriously know nothing about KL. I hardly go there except for MPO okay. Lol. So, 1U has this ah-mazingly super mega big MPH which has TWO floors and a indoor cafe. That has to be uber cool for me. Like, of course, I did say I had never been there what. Hehe. Bought books worth RM200++. Cringe. Intend to pay Mumsie and Daddy dah-ling back. When my beautiful pay arrives. Lol. Anyway, Lynette jie-jie, you dah send dy ka? XDD

Cameron was, as usual, FREEZING. I thought going up to Cameron this time would let me go over the wacky mucho fun I had during the prefect trip but..I obviously changed my mind. Definitely agree with Apsara now. I remembered asking Apsara during the lovable prefect trip in Cameron, would she rather bath with water too hot or icy cold H2O in this mad weather with yellow which almost turned brown water, mossy toilet and a heater that doesn't work 3/4 of the time and the unlucky one of us gets the 1/4 and be burned to death by the hot to hotness water? I said I rather freezed to death while Apsara said likewise but I'll seriously major so the agree with her now. Ah yes. Did I mention that this whole trip wasn't only me family and I alone? There were Dad's friends and their really think-that-they're-really-uber-cool-and-emo children. Me and Xavi kor TRIED to 'socialize' with them, as Dad said we have to try so they won't think we're proud yada yada yada don't throw your (more like his) face away but we just can't click into place with their gang. Let me just name them as WAHLAO-GUY1, WAHLAO-GUY2, EMOTAKJADIGIRL, SAMEAGEGIRL, BOLSTERGIRL AND BOLSTERGUY.

Fine facts about the KL-Cameron gang:

• They're cousins. And practically live under the same roof so they're like darn close and all that. Okay, this is actually good but I just wanted to make an intro.
• As their names go. WAHLAO-GUY1 and WAHLAO-GUY2 likes to say wah-lao half the freaking ah-noying time. Every conversation they speak too loudly so we can overhear them on purpose starts with that super annoying word. In case they really didn't know though they ought to know as they ARE Chi-yuh-nese, that word actually means husband or wife. Are they trying to say they have a wife to keep ragging at?? N.O. NO. So, conclusion, it's freaking annoying. End of conversation.
• EMOTAKJADIGIRL is as I said. The first time I set my eyes on her, I immediately smiled in hope of trying to make friends with her, but, instead what I get for wasting time tiring my smile muscles? She tried to emo-stare me in the eyes hoping to freak me out. Didn't work my emo pal. I activating my reaction command (think Kingdom Hearts 2 =D) and gave her my stare-that-pierce-into-your-very-soul look, as you all know I supposed XD, and I could see she was taken aback. Right after that I overheard her telling WAHLAO-GUY1 and WAHLAO-GUY2 that I'm a VEEEERRRRRY unfriendly and not cool girl which is a total nerdy bookworm spekkie that probably has no friends in school and lives an abnormal life where I don't have a good eye for fashion and no hang out with her clique. Okay, fine. I didn't really care the cred what she said about me cos I'm used to people taking behind my back, thank you very much but sorry much, it doesn't apply me. But I do like to right the total untruths she said.

Fake 1: .."VEEEERRRRRY unfriendly and not cool girl."
Fact 1:
I smiled at her in attempt to make friends with her, as mentioned. And yes, maybe I'm as uncool as she thinks, maybe I really am not uber popular and cool in school, but who cares? As long as I stay to the true-to-myself-karma I'll be totally fine.

Fake 2: .."a total nerdy bookworm spekkie that probably has no friends in school."
Fact 2:
This is a major insult. But I got a better way of putting it, sista. I'm creating a whole new trend here. Do you know Victoria from ANTM Cycle 9? She's smart and a straight A student and people thinks she's a total nerd but she made it into the freaking top 13 in America. I love reading as I get to expand my knowledge on matters that I have no idea about and let my imagination soar sky high and delve deep into a world of my own. I am major proud of my specs as it doesn't make my eyes look so sepet as YOU. I want to be different and not mix into the commoness like you, Oh Mighty Emo One That Has Bad Taste and Is A Bad Liar. And oh yeah despite my definite bookworm attitude I do HAVE friends totemo domo arigato gozaimasu. (Can anyone please support this statement? Her aunt's a computer programmer and if she finds her way in here I have solid proof. And I'm doubting even myself on this point.)

Fake 3: .."lives an abnormal life where I don't have a good eye for fashion and no hang out with her clique."
Fact 3:
Abnormal life. Hell yeah baby. I don't want a boring life like yours. Which consists of the formulae, gossip, brands, riches. My fashion sense is way more wackio than yours. I'm just expressing my love for a different edgy look that no one else dares to try (maybe Wanda but she has of course, a WAAAAAAAAAAAAAY better style than anybody else I know). I don't just stick to Nike, Radioactive or Billabong. I totally look down on people that think with branded stuff you can get whatever you want. Major wrongness. And why is it so freaking important that it's a freaking stupid rule that you only ONLY ONLY can hang out with your own clique or gang? You should try opening up and socialize, isn't that what you are SO good at, with other people? I just wanna be friends with everyone, and no best friends please, cos you won't have any oppurtunities to break out of your teeny weeny little shell.

• SAMEAGEGIRL, I didn't talk to her much. But she was trying so hard to blend in with her COOL cousins.
• BOLSTERGIRL and BOLSTERGUY are SAMEAGEGIRL's younger siblings. Not much grudges against them anyway, but they just won't layan me..? I guess EMOTAKJADIGIRL spread some other nice stuff to them as well, as they were giving me really weird looks. Whatever. Watching Disney Channel and cuddling up with a good book is way mucho better than trying to hang out with people that just are so un-open minded.

So, will upload pics and more details on trip after I'm more than done with my chores. Major room-cleaning to be done.

I still have so much to type about V(^.^)V

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

Watashi wa uchi e kaerimasu~ (to those who don't have a single idea what that meant, basically means "I went back home." But anyway, I'm back in familiar nice JB =)

I'm not done with my MPO and FOA entry, how stinkily slower can I get..? Sigh.

So, SPEC's cancelled. Happy? Because I don't have to face SPEC and being flattened to the core of the earth within the first round. Sad? Because there's no chance of skipping school. School's getting really depressing. Syllabus all done with, mostly it's quizzes, revision, exercises, etc. I'm getting so tired of myself. I always force myself to study and do revision, but my body says no. I'm mentally exhausting myself. Anyway SPEC's been moved to next year around January if I'm not mistaken, so I better prepare still with the rest of the Scrabble team (which also includes Evonne =D) after our horri-gi-ble, terri-gi-ble and ve-ge(gi)-table (quote from ah-noying mother from I Not Stupid the movie) year ends =(

Meanwhile, I'm becoming a fat buta-chan =.= Mumsie dah-ling said my face from it's usual sharpness at the chin, is getting much MUCH rounder. Creddy hell. >.< rad shopping spree at 1 Utama! Wheeeeee! Okay, please don't blame me for being so ulu-ed because I seriously know nothing about KL. I hardly go there except for MPO okay. Lol. So, 1U has this ah-mazingly super mega big MPH which has TWO floors and a indoor cafe. That has to be uber cool for me. Like, of course, I did say I had never been there what. Hehe. Bought books worth RM200++. Cringe. Intend to pay Mumsie and Daddy dah-ling back. When my beautiful pay arrives. Lol. Anyway, Lynette jie-jie, you dah send dy ka? XDD

Cameron was, as usual, FREEZING. I thought going up to Cameron this time would let me go over the wacky mucho fun I had during the prefect trip but..I obviously changed my mind. Definitely agree with Apsara now. I remembered asking Apsara during the lovable prefect trip in Cameron, would she rather bath with water too hot or icy cold H2O in this mad weather with yellow which almost turned brown water, mossy toilet and a heater that doesn't work 3/4 of the time and the unlucky one of us gets the 1/4 and be burned to death by the hot to hotness water? I said I rather freezed to death while Apsara said likewise but I'll seriously major so the agree with her now. Ah yes. Did I mention that this whole trip wasn't only me family and I alone? There were Dad's friends and their really think-that-they're-really-uber-cool-and-emo children. Me and Xavi kor TRIED to 'socialize' with them, as Dad said we have to try so they won't think we're proud yada yada yada don't throw your (more like his) face away but we just can't click into place with their gang. Let me just name them as WAHLAO-GUY1, WAHLAO-GUY2, EMOTAKJADIGIRL, SAMEAGEGIRL, BOLSTERGIRL AND BOLSTERGUY.

Fine facts about the KL-Cameron gang:

• They're cousins. And practically live under the same roof so they're like darn close and all that. Okay, this is actually good but I just wanted to make an intro.
• As their names go. WAHLAO-GUY1 and WAHLAO-GUY2 likes to say wah-lao half the freaking ah-noying time. Every conversation they speak too loudly so we can overhear them on purpose starts with that super annoying word. In case they really didn't know though they ought to know as they ARE Chi-yuh-nese, that word actually means husband or wife. Are they trying to say they have a wife to keep ragging at?? N.O. NO. So, conclusion, it's freaking annoying. End of conversation.
• EMOTAKJADIGIRL is as I said. The first time I set my eyes on her, I immediately smiled in hope of trying to make friends with her, but, instead what I get for wasting time tiring my smile muscles? She tried to emo-stare me in the eyes hoping to freak me out. Didn't work my emo pal. I activating my reaction command (think Kingdom Hearts 2 =D) and gave her my stare-that-pierce-into-your-very-soul look, as you all know I supposed XD, and I could see she was taken aback. Right after that I overheard her telling WAHLAO-GUY1 and WAHLAO-GUY2 that I'm a VEEEERRRRRY unfriendly and not cool girl which is a total nerdy bookworm spekkie that probably has no friends in school and lives an abnormal life where I don't have a good eye for fashion and no hang out with her clique. Okay, fine. I didn't really care the cred what she said about me cos I'm used to people taking behind my back, thank you very much but sorry much, it doesn't apply me. But I do like to right the total untruths she said.

Fake 1: .."VEEEERRRRRY unfriendly and not cool girl."
Fact 1:
I smiled at her in attempt to make friends with her, as mentioned. And yes, maybe I'm as uncool as she thinks, maybe I really am not uber popular and cool in school, but who cares? As long as I stay to the true-to-myself-karma I'll be totally fine.

Fake 2: .."a total nerdy bookworm spekkie that probably has no friends in school."
Fact 2:
This is a major insult. But I got a better way of putting it, sista. I'm creating a whole new trend here. Do you know Victoria from ANTM Cycle 9? She's smart and a straight A student and people thinks she's a total nerd but she made it into the freaking top 13 in America. I love reading as I get to expand my knowledge on matters that I have no idea about and let my imagination soar sky high and delve deep into a world of my own. I am major proud of my specs as it doesn't make my eyes look so sepet as YOU. I want to be different and not mix into the commoness like you, Oh Mighty Emo One That Has Bad Taste and Is A Bad Liar. And oh yeah despite my definite bookworm attitude I do HAVE friends totemo domo arigato gozaimasu. (Can anyone please support this statement? Her aunt's a computer programmer and if she finds her way in here I have solid proof. And I'm doubting even myself on this point.)

Fake 3: .."lives an abnormal life where I don't have a good eye for fashion and no hang out with her clique."
Fact 3:
Abnormal life. Hell yeah baby. I don't want a boring life like yours. Which consists of the formulae, gossip, brands, riches. My fashion sense is way more wackio than yours. I'm just expressing my love for a different edgy look that no one else dares to try (maybe Wanda but she has of course, a WAAAAAAAAAAAAAY better style than anybody else I know). I don't just stick to Nike, Radioactive or Billabong. I totally look down on people that think with branded stuff you can get whatever you want. Major wrongness. And why is it so freaking important that it's a freaking stupid rule that you only ONLY ONLY can hang out with your own clique or gang? You should try opening up and socialize, isn't that what you are SO good at, with other people? I just wanna be friends with everyone, and no best friends please, cos you won't have any oppurtunities to break out of your teeny weeny little shell.

• SAMEAGEGIRL, I didn't talk to her much. But she was trying so hard to blend in with her COOL cousins.
• BOLSTERGIRL and BOLSTERGUY are SAMEAGEGIRL's younger siblings. Not much grudges against them anyway, but they just won't layan me..? I guess EMOTAKJADIGIRL spread some other nice stuff to them as well, as they were giving me really weird looks. Whatever. Watching Disney Channel and cuddling up with a good book is way mucho better than trying to hang out with people that just are so un-open minded.

So, will upload pics and more details on trip after I'm more than done with my chores. Major room-cleaning to be done.

I still have so much to type about V(^.^)V

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