I made a terrible mistake before. Thank god I managed to correct myself before it's too late.

Everybody out there, whoever that reads this, always be yourself. Never be afraid to show your true personality to others. Don't lock your innermost soul forever. I'm writing this based on real experience. I have endured what seems to be never-ending torture and suffering before, but as long as you have the strength and courage to open up most of your problems will gradually vanish into thin air.

Being somebody I'm not has hurt me both emotionally and mentally. There was a time when I went completely insane and berserk for a week. Being this other half may help you to gain popularity, coolness and earn you a place among the high-class cliques around but it doesn't help you to find what's deep within you. You have to continue to be this fake half to maintain and keep everything that you have currently so that your social grade won't drop to an E in one second. That's what I'd always thought in my primary school days. Boy, wasn't I so wrong.

After growing up a little more and getting used to being a lone ranger in school I realized that what I did previously was so stupid. If I could turn back the hands of the clock I would certainly be my ownself then talking useless crap all the time. If you think being cool can earn you true friendships, that will never happen. Trust me.

Now being myself I can socially adapt to the different people and situations in my daily, challenging life. So, the conclusion to this..

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

I made a terrible mistake before. Thank god I managed to correct myself before it's too late.

Everybody out there, whoever that reads this, always be yourself. Never be afraid to show your true personality to others. Don't lock your innermost soul forever. I'm writing this based on real experience. I have endured what seems to be never-ending torture and suffering before, but as long as you have the strength and courage to open up most of your problems will gradually vanish into thin air.

Being somebody I'm not has hurt me both emotionally and mentally. There was a time when I went completely insane and berserk for a week. Being this other half may help you to gain popularity, coolness and earn you a place among the high-class cliques around but it doesn't help you to find what's deep within you. You have to continue to be this fake half to maintain and keep everything that you have currently so that your social grade won't drop to an E in one second. That's what I'd always thought in my primary school days. Boy, wasn't I so wrong.

After growing up a little more and getting used to being a lone ranger in school I realized that what I did previously was so stupid. If I could turn back the hands of the clock I would certainly be my ownself then talking useless crap all the time. If you think being cool can earn you true friendships, that will never happen. Trust me.

Now being myself I can socially adapt to the different people and situations in my daily, challenging life. So, the conclusion to this..

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