tooku hanareteru hodo ni
chikaku ni kanjiteru
samishisa mo tsuyosa he to kawatteku
...kimi wo omotta nara

machi mo hito mo yume mo
kaeteiku jikan ni
tada sakaratteita
kotoba wo kasanete mo
wakariaenai koto
mada shiranakatta ne
kimi dake wo dakishimetakute nakushita yume
kimi ha
'akiramenai de' to itta

tooku hanareteru hodo ni
chikaku ni kanjiteru
samishisa mo tsuyosa he to kawatteku
...kimi wo omotta nara

setsunaku mune wo sasu
sore ha yume no kakera
ari no mama deaeteta sono kiseki
mou ichido shinjite

kimi ga inai hibi ni zutto tachidomatta
demo arukidashiteru
kimi to wakachiatta dono guuzen ni mo imi ga
sou kanarazu atta
sorezore no yume wo kanaete
mata meguriau toki
guuzen ha unmei ni naru
yabureta yakusoku sae mo
chikai ni kaeta nara
ano basho de deau toki
ano koro no futari ni nareru ka na?
'yasashisa' ni niteiru natsukashii omokage
me wo tojite mieru kara
te wo furezu aru koto wo shiru kara

ashita ni hagurete
kotae ga nanimo mienakute mo
kimi ni au sono tame ni kasaneteku
'kyou' to iu shinjitsu

English translations:

the further apart we are
the closer you feel
loneliness turns to strength
...when I think of you

I was merely defying time
which would change, the city, the people and the dreams.
I was still unaware that no matter what I said,
we couldn't understand each other.
I lost my dream, wanting to take you,
and only you, into my arms.
you told me, "don't give up"

the further apart we are
the closer you feel
loneliness turns to strength
...when I think of you

the shards of my dream
pierce my heart with a painful sting
believe once more
in the miracle that we could find one another
just as we were.

during the days you were gone,
I just stood there paused
but I'm stepping forward again.
there was definitely a reason behind
each and every coincidence we shared between us.
when we cross paths again,
and each and every dream has come true
coincidence will become fate
when even the broken promise becomes a promise
when we meet again in that place
I wonder if we can be who we were back then?
the familiar sight of you so like 'kindness'
I can see when I close my eyes.
because I know it's impossible to touch.

Even if I've strayed from tomorrow
and I can't see any kind of answer
there's a truth called "today" which I go through
to find you.

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

tooku hanareteru hodo ni
chikaku ni kanjiteru
samishisa mo tsuyosa he to kawatteku
...kimi wo omotta nara

machi mo hito mo yume mo
kaeteiku jikan ni
tada sakaratteita
kotoba wo kasanete mo
wakariaenai koto
mada shiranakatta ne
kimi dake wo dakishimetakute nakushita yume
kimi ha
'akiramenai de' to itta

tooku hanareteru hodo ni
chikaku ni kanjiteru
samishisa mo tsuyosa he to kawatteku
...kimi wo omotta nara

setsunaku mune wo sasu
sore ha yume no kakera
ari no mama deaeteta sono kiseki
mou ichido shinjite

kimi ga inai hibi ni zutto tachidomatta
demo arukidashiteru
kimi to wakachiatta dono guuzen ni mo imi ga
sou kanarazu atta
sorezore no yume wo kanaete
mata meguriau toki
guuzen ha unmei ni naru
yabureta yakusoku sae mo
chikai ni kaeta nara
ano basho de deau toki
ano koro no futari ni nareru ka na?
'yasashisa' ni niteiru natsukashii omokage
me wo tojite mieru kara
te wo furezu aru koto wo shiru kara

ashita ni hagurete
kotae ga nanimo mienakute mo
kimi ni au sono tame ni kasaneteku
'kyou' to iu shinjitsu

English translations:

the further apart we are
the closer you feel
loneliness turns to strength
...when I think of you

I was merely defying time
which would change, the city, the people and the dreams.
I was still unaware that no matter what I said,
we couldn't understand each other.
I lost my dream, wanting to take you,
and only you, into my arms.
you told me, "don't give up"

the further apart we are
the closer you feel
loneliness turns to strength
...when I think of you

the shards of my dream
pierce my heart with a painful sting
believe once more
in the miracle that we could find one another
just as we were.

during the days you were gone,
I just stood there paused
but I'm stepping forward again.
there was definitely a reason behind
each and every coincidence we shared between us.
when we cross paths again,
and each and every dream has come true
coincidence will become fate
when even the broken promise becomes a promise
when we meet again in that place
I wonder if we can be who we were back then?
the familiar sight of you so like 'kindness'
I can see when I close my eyes.
because I know it's impossible to touch.

Even if I've strayed from tomorrow
and I can't see any kind of answer
there's a truth called "today" which I go through
to find you.

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