Better get to these before I put them off any longer, since my schedule is already packed with tuitions, tests, and Girl Guide activities which I can only pray to survive in.

This one is by Lyn-jie :)

1. What is your name?
I have many alter egos, but just call me Leonie.

2. How old are you?
To be exact, 15 year 7 months and 2 days. Do the math x]

3. What are the 3 electronics you can't live without?
Handphone, computer with a working modem, and the PS2!

4. Are you amazing?
Oh please. Tell me something which I don't already know.

5. What is the brand of the phone you are using?
Nokia 6120 Classic in Pearl White. I love this phone loads, but I also miss my previous Nokia 3230. Sigh. But still, all you need to know is that when it comes to handphones, first choice is definitely Nokia =)

6. What colour is your phone?
White and silver. I thought I'd mentioned this already, but..never mind.

7. Have you slept in school before?
In class, during assemblies, on the school canteen benches..anywhere else I'd missed out?

8. How long are you online in a day?
For as long as I'm allowed to. Longest period of time staying online in a day - 12 whole hours I think. LOL.

9. How would you describe yourself?
A perfectionist, rebellious, wants to stand out, an intro-extrovert, anything but ordinary, ahahah.

10. What's your favourite topic to talk about?
Myself. Nah, just kidding. Anything that's reasonably okay. Since I'd encountered a 101 debate topics in IIUM, and being involved in debate itself, made me just ended up liking to talk - a lot. LOL.

11. Which teacher do you like?
I don't want to be unfair, all of our teachers have pros and cons. But still, throughout the years, the teachers that had really taught me something and which I do have a particular liking for are the librarian teachers from primary school, the teachers that had taught me proper English in SIGS, the nice and sporting teachers who had taught me before, the music teachers especially Rozi, the beloved Mummy Bear xD

12. Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class?
No guys in my class! I thought 'handsomest' didn't exist in English? But anyway, if I had to answer, I might just be forced to say Najwa, since she is technically my husband. Poor me. Heh.

13. Who are you currently aiming on?
Believe it or not - I hadn't had a crush on anybody since I entered high school. Unbelievable? Believe it!

14. Do you know a lot of your siblings' secret?
It depends, really. But if I were to say based on my observing techniques, I would say I do know a lot of my kor's secrets. Heheh.

15. How do you rate your siblings?
Rate? Don't see the need to! =P

16. Are your siblings gorgeous?
That will be for you to decide when you see him. Note that he's my elder brother okay? Hahah.

17. Do you judge people?
Of course. As if no other human doesn't =.=

18. Do you run?
Not much. Thanks to Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide, fast walking is my way of getting to places fast without getting too tired too quickly XDD

19. Are you lazy to tag people?
Nope. But some of them are lazy to do the tags. I'll still tag people I guess, but it's totally up to them if they want to do it. See? I give the freedom of choice!

20. Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?
Mumsie - to ask her why she isn't there at school to fetch me yet.

21. What is 2 + 2?
2 + 2? Duh! The answer is 5! For goodness gracious's sake, like nobody knows it's FOUR.

22. Who is your idol?
Aiko273, Autopsy Jude for photography reasons. Shin for her optimism in life.

23. Are you a monster?
Yesh! An evil lil' one that haunt you in the middle of the night, with eyeballs hanging out, long hair over my face, and walking around with blood all over!

24. Do you play with Barbie dolls?
When I was young, yes. Missed those days, they were literally my best friends since I was a total introvert during my younger days.

25. What was the last movie you watched?
The Leap Years. I. Love. That. Movie. The concept is seriously amazing. Dr Catherine Lim, I shall search for your novels from now on!

26. What do you think of your English?
Good enough. I'm pretty proud of my English factor, but there's always room for improvement. Like trying to beat my brother who got High Distinction for the NSW Examinations in English, while I'm still stuck with two Credits in a row.

27. What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
Good enough to survive. But I must say, if it wasn't for Lyn-jie herself, my BM would be 'horri-gi-ble, terri-gi-ble, and ve-gi-table.' A big thank you from me to you! ;)

28. Who do you hate?
Names I shall not mention here. It's all in my blog posts actually, so if you can figure out who they are from there, you'll get your answer.

29. Do you love yourself?
Nah. I totally <3 me! Yay me! *does the London Tipton clap*

30. Blurt out 5 random words.
Mani-pedi, fish spa, acid-coloured extensions xP

Tagging:
Dee!
Gee!
Anybody else who reads this!

***** While Dee tagged me this x] Truthfully, I spaced out for a moment 'cos this would be the first time I'm seeing my name in her blog. I'm too used to her referring to me as Mindel Trance. Hahah.

Rules & Regulations:
Do not copy answers. The tag questions must be 100% the same. Tag people after finishing the tag. No tagging back.

TAGGING:
1. Najwa
2. Naomi
3. Geetha
4. Veena
5. Gurpreet
6. Lynette
7. Xavi
8. Hazel
9. Neo

How you know 1? [Najwa]
She was in the same class as me in form one. Lol.

What would you do if you'd never met 2? [Naomi]
I would had died of unlogical thinking due to my own brain. Her remarks keeps me on my feet.

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you? [Geetha and Veena]
Wouldn't mind, LOL. But they already have SOMEONE IN MIND XD

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple? [Gurpreet and Lynette]
Nope. They don't know each other, and Lyn-jie would be super jealous of Guppy's height =P

Do you think 7 is attractive? [Xavi]
My big bro? He's attractive in his own way (:

Do you know anything about 8’s family? [Hazel]
Yeaps. A very nice fact too. Hazel's surname is Hah, and her two younger siblings are named Ashley and Hayden. HazelAshleyHayden. Get it? XD

Tell me something about 9. [Neo]
She's really outgoing and a nice companion to talk to. Very reliable too. Heh.

What language does 2 speaks? [Naomi]
English, Chinese, BM, and not forgetting the language of 'the whip'!

Who is 3 going out with? [Geetha]
No one. As far as I know. Heh.

How old is 4? [Veena]
15 years 8 months 23 days.

When was the last time you talked to 5? [Gurpreet]
The second last day of school.

Who is 6's favourite singer? [Lynette]
Aha, frankly, I don't really know. She has many favourites, so don't blame me! DX

Would you date 7 ? [Xavi]
NEVER.

Is 8 single? [Hazel]
Single, but unavailable.

What is 9's last name? [Neo]
If you're talking about surname, her last name would be..Neo. Haha.

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? [Najwa]
Didn't had a chance to, since she's already my husband. I didn't even had a moment to think before she announced that we're married. Eheh.

Which school does 2 go to? [Naomi]
The same school I'm in.

What do you like about 3? [Geetha]
Just being her usual nice self =)

*****I'm officially starting my journey of becoming a Queen's Guide.

Freak out much.

Taking my Serving Test (Ujian Menghidang) this Friday. Hope everything goes well.

And, did I mentioned I have a total of 11 log books to do to complete only the theory side of this whole Queen's Guide thingamajig?

Guess what, I'm only done with ONE.

Time to get back to work.

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Right, the entry itself.

Anyway, for those who aren't Girl Guides, Permit Camp, or more commonly known as Kem Permit here, is the camp for those Girl Guiders who are in the running of Queen's Guide to run a camp efficiently with the assistance of fellow Guiders while surviving with limited help like modern everyday items, in this case appliances like refrigerators and the internet. Work like setting up camp, cooking edible meals, making stable gadgets like shoe racks and tables with wood tied only with parcel string and ensuring the safety and welfare of the Guiders who are helping them to be in good condition, while abiding by the rules of being a true Girl Guider.

Sounds amazingly goody, but that sums just about everything I think.

Random fact - I'd been for Kem Permit once last year with Rasyidah as the leader.

So, with that I prayed really hard for this year's camp to be not so bad as last year, for sunburns and buzzing mozzies aren't really my idea of survival.

Well, I was wrong, all the time.

Read on, the details shall be there, if you can even get them anyway.

Day 1 - Thursday (20/11/2008)

Reached school around 11 or so. Did some random work like setting up half of the gazebo for the kitchen area before going off to the library with Min Wen and Neo in a search for the wonderful air-con after working our asses off under the sun and new manila cards for the notice board, yes, directly translated from papan kenyataan - camp style. Will show a picture of it later. Note that we walked and ran there thanks to Min Wen. Goodness gracious, it was fun though, despite the fact we might had been knocked down by some crazy drivers and whistled at by some pervert of a motorcyclist.

Was fuming about issues concerning the notice board, but thanks to Min Wen, Neo and Nithiyah's company plus the air-con from the library, soon managed to chillax, thankfully. Had fun talking to the all of them :)

Sharp at 2, we took a taxi to Panglima to get the much needed manila card which was okay. The owners of the mamak shop next door were really friendly and helpful =)

Went back to school hoping there won't be any trouble with Ju Chin for Min Wen and Neo, and Emelda for me. Thankfully, not much action was taken and we went back to our own respective assignments.

I was supposed to set up the tents and move all of the gadgets to the field, but I sort of rebelled and decided to finish up the very first job I was given - completing the notice board's..well, notices. Honestly, I hate it when I'm given a task, not completed it, then given other different odd jobs to do by either the same or different person. I seriously hate disorganization. Hence, maybe a very pissed off Emelda.

Cooked dinner, with a very angry Cik Low, and us worrying on how to get the fire started. There wasn't any coal, not enough firewood and the wind factor seriously did not help one bit.

In the end, we managed to get the sardine done, and got some rice from another group.

During dinner, was told something that I wasn't really happy to hear about. I mean, come on, you're not the only one with problems like those. All of us do, and seriously, with an attitude like yours, I wonder how you'll even get there.

Did more work after that, since our group was way overdue with the things we were supposed to do. Finally showered at 11, and tried to sleep around 2.

It was kind of uncomfortable, obviously, woke up many times in the middle of the night due to one thing - MOZZIES. Seriously, Neo and I were the most annoyed over these critters, and we were the ones who applied the most insect repellent on our ownselves. Didn't work too well though. School mozzies are way invulnerable compared to the common house mozzies. Unbearable indeed. Fell asleep at long last at 3, and woke up at 5.45, thanks to the nearby mosque.

A view of the school at night from the tent. Took this when I couldn't go back to sleep.

Another random fact : I couldn't sleep during last year's camp as well, so I stayed in the tent looking out at the other side of the school. Amazingly, it was 4 in the morning and I heard little kids laughing. No doubt about that.

Day 2 - Friday (21/11/08)

More lectures from Cik Low. Note to self and other Girl Guiders from SIGS who are aiming for Queen's Guide within these two years : Boil water first thing in the morning, EARLY MORNING mind you. And thank goodness I didn't had it too bad from her, like I usually do. Everybody had to learn the proper techniques of setting up the tents, raising the flag and hammering the wood into the ground the right way, or should I say, pacak-ing the wood. She left not too long after. Relief poured over me. Like, seriously.

Had more work to do after that. More problems showed up throughout the whole day. And Emelda finally succumbed to the amount of stress she got from the pressure of having to complete everything on time before the examiner turns up at 5. Honestly, Nazlin, Kat, and me felt bad for her, but according to sources I cannot name, we sort of changed our minds not long after. Frankly, I was super disappointed. But then, Nazlin, Kat and I made an agreement that we'll survive through this whole camp as best as we could.

The main problems was actually the notice board which was unable to stand on its own and the screening, aka the fake toilet. After the notice board was settled, Nazlin, Kat and I went off to prepare dinner. Trust me, the amount of problems we had there due to an unnecessary presence was totally incorrigible. Luckily, dinner was nicely prepared thanks to Gillian =]

This will be the notice board or the papan kenyataan with Nazlin at the back! XD

Our delicious dinner ;) Which we then shared with the other groups. Eheh.
The examiner came and all's well, ends well. All of the groups then did some pot luck thingamajig and shared food with everybody else. I must say - I love our fried rice and the fish Ju Chin cooked the most. LOL.

It was night real soon. Puan Tee was there and Shean Theen, Neo and I were talking with her while keeping watch on the leftovers from nosy cats and irritating flies. Not that I hate cats though, I like them fair enough compared to the rest of my schoolmates, especially Veena, but yeah, from camp I'd learnt that the school cats aren't to be trusted, AT ALL. It was fun, though Neo kept on pressing the fact that there were mozzies all over Puan Tee's head. Little did we knew, all of us were having the same exact problem! ROFL.

Cik Low called for me and the rest of the third formers that went for camp to see her in the counselling room. That was when I was asked to 'swing along' to take Queen's Guide for next year. I was traumatized, really, I was already so sure that I didn't want to go for it, I wanted to tell Cik Low that I seriously need time to reconsider, since it is a huge commitment that I had to make. Unfortunately, all I got was, "I'll see you on Monday to do the log book with the others."

Which pretty much sums up that I didn't had a choice at all. Boo.

But still, I'd better give it a shot at least, for you never want to get on Cik Low's bad side. Oh no you don't.

Initially, I wanted to sleep around 12am, since it had been a long day, always is on the second day of camp, unfortunately, still had more work to do. I was very sarcastic at this point, but still, I didn't complain though. Still made some sarcastic comments, but yeah, she doesn't get it. I gave up on her already. In the beginning, Min Wen and I managed to watch Aquamarine on Neo's portable DVD player. Too bad the battery died on us before we even got to the middle of the movie. Boo. So there we were, dying from no entertainment while untying all of the knots from the gadgets.

Finally slept around 3. And boy, honestly, the canteen benches were so much better compared to sleeping in the tent! Just that the mozzies were just as annoying there. Sigh.

Woke up around 4, and got some shots before I went back to zzz.



Some views of our canteen, which was pretty much in a bad condition after we made a huge mess of it. Hahah.

My dad's slippers. Always had these for camp. It matches the bench I was sleeping on, see? XD
Woke up at 5, and was shocked to see Min Wen and Jamie, who hadn't slept a wink, still working their butts off. I'd seriously thought they were already done when I woke up the first time, since they weren't in the canteen. Looks like they did way too much work. Went to help Jamie with her stuff, and saw the nicest stars I'd ever seen in a long time.

Tried taking a picture of them pretty things, but of course, was unable to get a clear shot. Maybe some things just have to stay as memories :]

Day 3 - Saturday (22/11/08)

Did some other odd jobs before going back at 8, for personal reasons. Have no idea what I missed out for that day, but frankly, I don't want to know, and don't need to. Heh.

And overall, I'd really learnt how to survive. Really.

You have no idea how bad school camps are compared to outdoor camps. LOL.

With that, I shall conclude this part of the entry,

*****Meanwhile, I had been tagged by Lyn and Deedee, will get to it asap! XD

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Honestly, I'm such a lazy blogger if I don't blog on a daily basis. Seriously, once I start, you can see updates every single day.

So, all because of the thing called LAZINESS, to upload the photos and to be my usual naggy self for detailed entries, I'm just going to summarize a few things here before the majorly boring blogpost.

1. I'd seriously learnt how to survive in camp - AT LAST.
2. I'd just realized Rasyidah pampered me way too much during her camp last year. And thanks for that! =)
3. Cik Low is asking me to swing along with the current batch to go for the prestigious honour of becoming a Queen's Guide. Lord, save me. Literally.
4. I'd realized once more that by going for camp, the campers' true colours are revealed. Not a very happy combination of colours, by the way.
5. Hamsha had finally sent me the copy of the Neoprint. Finally I can blog about the outing - soon.
6. Still very jealous of Green Cheese, Hamsha, Rica and anybody I knew that went of for the Genting - Sunway trip. I miss that place, since MPO this year.
7. Speaking of MPO, I still hadn't blogged about it. My bad!
8. Definitely can't wait for RYLA '08! XD
9. And Leonie saves the day! More info about this incident coming up ;)
10. And she also realizes she went WAY out of topic. Yikes! X]

Righty, and with that, I shall end this post, for I'd just came back from camp, feeling the after- effects of sleeping in tents and on the canteen benches getting to my sore back, legs, hands, you get the point.

Talked to DeeDee darling on MSN. Was absolutely awesome chatting with her. If you are reading this, dearie, hope everything with you and Ron goes fine and you're seriously so nice and awesome to talk to =] Not to forget hot, gorgeous, amazingly photogenic, the list goes on XD

Still jealous of Geetha and Hamsha, boo. Lol.

Will update my Friendster and Facebook the next time I'm online - hopefully.

And finally, life's not so bad..for now.

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Since I'm already here, another big shout-out to my beloved, one and only, unique one of a kind..

Green Cheeser aka Geetha, who's finally fifteen! Woot~! XD

Bet you're already sleeping or either that, catching up on beauty sleep to go for your trip while I'm stranded here in JB. Boo. LOL.

By the way, this very nicely edited picture of my dearest Miss Green Cheese 2008 belongs to Geetha, so no plagiarizing without her permission aye! I know she's super photogenic and gorgeous, trust me, you rather meet this girlina face to face, for she's the ULTIMATE NICENESS. =D

Hokay then, hope you have a blast for your sweet fifteenth! And to Hamsha and Rica who had promised to do a nice facial for her using the most natural ingredients called her birthday cake, please do so, snap loads of pictures, and blog! Muahahahahah, as much as I love this mamacita, I'm evil too =P But no worries, for I shall only be evil to Miss Arteries 2008! But even that had been decreasing since she's there for me for many things, so I should start being nice to her and defend her from Najwa. Hahah.

And once again, Green Cheese is mine, so back off to the meanies who try to separate the ultimate colleagues - the inventors of the special still one of a kind manifique Green Cheese! X)

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A fine borderline between the two strongest emotions in the world - love and hate.

If I were to write a thesis on this very topic, this blog entry would never had been done.

The fact is, for me anyway, how these two emotions had been colliding in one human body - me.

Of course, we can't deny that hate is always too strong an emotion to describe something we usually call in a nicer way - dislike.

Anything, the point is, I'm not going to nag about the definitions of these two.

Still, my blog's there for me to rant, that's a sure thing.

*****Recently, stuff had been happening.

And here's the worst part, I can't write down the details here.

Though, maybe I could summarize it.

It's just amazing, over this past year, I had came upon this theory before, but it never did applied till now.

LOVE = HATE.

First up, I had finally got the guts to mingle with the la gente around me, getting out from restricting myself to my own company.

It does bring the consequences, of course.

To this certain person, I thought YOU were always there for me, you said so for yourself. I finally managed to live life as a normal teenager with you around. You taught me things I could had never had if you weren't there. You seemed so supportive of everything I did, maybe except for the really not so good issues that I did but had not been exposed yet. Especially my passion for photography. Self-expression through art. Though you didn't gave me any of the constructive criticism I wanted to improve, at least you gave one word opinions, and that was enough already for me, knowing that you will always be my backup that I can count on if there's bound to be any discrimination from the general eye. Knowing that you wouldn't go against me with a different way of self-expression compared to the rest of the acquaintances we know.

I was wrong.

You were the first to tell me something about my latest series that I did. Something that involves my principles of life. You had given me comments, real comments at least if I might say so myself, but it wasn't even problems like the quality of the photo or the lighting and the amount of noise.

You choose to tell me this very comment, which you thought was just your honest opinion, and that you were 110% positive on. You thought you were absolutely right, of everything from this matter to that, and you didn't even bother to think about what I would feel if you said it to me. Right to my face.

I was DEVASTATED. Disappointed.

I'd never thought you could had actually said that to me. To actually think that I am able to do such a thing. For a purpose that had never crossed my mind.

But you know what? You'd already did.

Thank goodness you can't be online right now, maybe you'll read this, maybe not.

I doubt you'll know it's you anyway.

It's just like you to be this one word - INSENSITIVE.

That is merely the first example of love turned hate (or dislike to those of you who can't accept the term hate in this blog post.)

Now, let me state an example of hate / dislike turned love.

As you all know, there's not only one kind of love we had experienced.

Friendship love, family love, love for pets, relationship love, you get the point.

For me, it's the start of a friendship. Finally.

YOU used to be very closely related to my life. Everything I did, you were there for me. But due to the fact that we always had a difference in opinions in almost everything, mindsets always clashed and crashed at this point.

And when the most major of all clashing and crashing happened, and got resolved in a nowhere near average peaceful method too, it went on to friendship at last.

Something that only the both of us can understand. Can get along with over the same interests. Due to the 1001 problems we used to fight and debate over with - verbally or physically. Hahah. Those days. Bring both sweet and bitter memories.

And now, I'm not ashamed at all to call you one of my closest friends. Best buddies. Fellow gamers. Fellow art appreciators.

We actually think alike. Too alike till everything went wrong before. Thankfully, we found out the perfect solution to solve this in a better way. And hopefully nothing like last time could occur anymore, for I can't afford to lose rare friendships like this once again.

Thanks for being there for me.

My family? Trust me, I can't wait to get out from the house at any moment of the day. So any invites to hang out with you people? Drop me a tag or text me, I'll cook up a nice recipe to paint a white lie to the 'rents and go out and have a taste of sweet, sweet freedom.

Please. If anything goes wrong, I'll be fully responsible for it. Don't need to expect a lawsuit of anything. My family has no duckets anyway.

Please. There's no love in this home anymore, that's all I can say. Let me go with friends that do care about me.

Please. If you call yourself a friend, be there for me won't you? You know you guys can always count on me, so don't backstab me at the times when I need you guys the most. Way too much experience on that before.

Please.

I'd realized..

I can't do without the people called FRIENDS any longer.

***** In any case, I would like to give a big shout-out to Wanda and Lynette for giving me the advice I needed to knock some good old sense into me and for being there for me, knowing me well enough to know what to do to me to make me feel much better again. Respectively. Thanks :')

Now, back to the ye olde work that I had been working on since the hols started.

Be the mastermind of purely white lies to escape from this home called TRAGEDY.

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Psycho Babydoll™ tags me again! Wonder where in the world she gets all these tags, seriously, cos I'm either running out of people to tag, or some of the same people whom I frequently tag are obviously making a fuss of the whole issue. Just do the tags guys! Not like you guys have anything better to do after PMR. *hint hint*

RULES:
- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold (or italicize) that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.
- Tag 5 people.

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APRIL
Active and dynamic.
Decisive and hasty but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless.
Adventurous.
Loving and caring.
Suave and generous.
Emotional.
Aggressive.
Hasty.
Good memory.
Moving.
Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talk native. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

Tagging:
Najwa!
Geetha!
Naomi!
Veena!
Guppy!

Outing with the Green Cheeser tomorrow :)

Had a video call with my darling Terraye. I miss her to bits ;)

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Once more, I'm tagged again by the one of a kind Psycho Babydoll™ aka Deedee who's definitely the next version of Avril, only improved and that she's Asian ;D

Instructions: Remove one question from below and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings.

1. What is your ambition?
Difficult question. I'd always been changing my ambition since I'd started my education. After realizing I had a knack for observing human behaviours since young, I'm now aiming to be a psychologist.

2. What is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend/girlfriend?
I would say that friends are more important actually. I'm technically not attached, but since I'm already married to Najwa Hunny, I would have to say that both play a major part in my life.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Once in a blue moon.

4. How often do you think that you're different from your friends? And why?
I'll only think that I'm different from my friends when our opinions clash. But like they say, every human being is different and special in their own way.

5. How many babies do you want?
Strangely enough, I don't intend to marry at all. How many babies do I want you ask? Maybe after I'm the next top career woman ;)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Like duh, my Science may be bad, but please, everybody knows you can see a rainbow after the rain. Obviously the person who invented this survey didn't know though =P

7. Are you yearning for freedom?
Definitely - 110%.

8. I'm glad that I am..
A normal homosapien who is physically able, a mind that can think and has friends and family with her.

9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you? [List 10]
Must I list them down? Truthfully, even if I have to list down 10 qualities, no guy would ever have all of these characteristics at once. So, there's no such thing as a perfect boyfriend. Full stop.

10. What are you really afraid of?
My own over-imaginative mind. Freaks me out 24/7.

11. What is your worst habit?
Interrupting conversations.

12. Do you like blogging?
Sure I do!

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course.

14. Would you rather be a emo who's a loner or a total air-head with loads of friends?
I rather keep my emotions in check alone than be a total bimbo without a brain to even think for herself.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
A Double Sausage McMuffin. And that cute Alex the lion headwear from Madagascar! Booyeah! XD

16. Are you single or in a relationship?
Both. Single, and in a relationship with the husband, Najwa Hunny XD

17. Describe the person who tagged you in seven words:
Gorgeous, niceness, talented, rocker, creative, unique, atruefriendtofriends ;DD

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
Draw and sketch - from random doodles to complicating art.

19. What will you be in another 10 years to come?
Hopefully, a successful career woman which her family can be very proud of and those brainless buffoons who look down on me can just go eat bird poop.

20. If your loved ones died, would you consider committing suicide?
Nope. I'm sure they would want me to move on and make them proud, wherever they are in the afterlife.

Tagged, you're it!
Najwa!
Geetha!
Naomi!
Veena!
Kamalia!

*****And before I end this post, I would want to feature part of Deedee's tag which I had tagged her before:

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
Well, she's a friend that i met through blogging. And omg, she rocks my socks.

2. Your five impressions towards her..
Pretty, nice, photogenic, an brilliant blogger, SHE ROCKS.

3. The most memorable things she had done for you..
Well, she has been really nice and has been there for me at the hardest of times.

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?
"Just be the motherfucking princess that you are."

5. If she becomes your lover, you will...
Have a killer time! XD

6. If she becomes your enemy, you will...
I don't think she ever will! XD But IF she does, man, i'll have an enemy with the most common interests EVER. LOL.

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on...
Nothing. Absolutely nothing. ;)

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
Refer to my answer for question number 6, honey.

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?
I'd like to do her hair. Fix on hair extensions for her... Tease her hair... Then hairspray it... You know the drill. ;D

10. The overall impression of her is...
ROCK STAR
(Oh yeah baby! XD)

And with that, I would like to reply to some of her statements:

1. For Questions 1, 2, 7 and 10 - you flatter me, dearie! You should be directing all of those compliments to yourself ;)

2. About Question 5, sounds like it'll be awesome XD What do you have in mind? LOL.

3. Question 9 rocks socks! I love people who would do my hair for me! (which is very rare indeed xD) Adding the fact that you're throwing in hair extensions as well, you're totally amazingly fantastically wonderfully great, darling! So..

4. ..concerning the same Question, we really should meet up! We're rock the world with our X-factors, especially yours ;DD

And with that, I hereby conclude that, I had officially found my long lost sister xDD

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This will be a really short entry.

So much had happened recently, and though there are those bittersweet moments, I would say there were more sweet than bitter fortunately ;)

Only the last of all people who left the music room on Friday at the end of school knows what I'm talking about XD

And almost everybody that witnessed The Incident THREE TIMES. Ehmagawd.

Will blog more about it if I could and when I could, as promised to Geetha dah-ling ;D

PS : Miss Green Cheese, you're being too nice to me! I'm starting to feel all bad D= LOL XD

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

Better get to these before I put them off any longer, since my schedule is already packed with tuitions, tests, and Girl Guide activities which I can only pray to survive in.

This one is by Lyn-jie :)

1. What is your name?
I have many alter egos, but just call me Leonie.

2. How old are you?
To be exact, 15 year 7 months and 2 days. Do the math x]

3. What are the 3 electronics you can't live without?
Handphone, computer with a working modem, and the PS2!

4. Are you amazing?
Oh please. Tell me something which I don't already know.

5. What is the brand of the phone you are using?
Nokia 6120 Classic in Pearl White. I love this phone loads, but I also miss my previous Nokia 3230. Sigh. But still, all you need to know is that when it comes to handphones, first choice is definitely Nokia =)

6. What colour is your phone?
White and silver. I thought I'd mentioned this already, but..never mind.

7. Have you slept in school before?
In class, during assemblies, on the school canteen benches..anywhere else I'd missed out?

8. How long are you online in a day?
For as long as I'm allowed to. Longest period of time staying online in a day - 12 whole hours I think. LOL.

9. How would you describe yourself?
A perfectionist, rebellious, wants to stand out, an intro-extrovert, anything but ordinary, ahahah.

10. What's your favourite topic to talk about?
Myself. Nah, just kidding. Anything that's reasonably okay. Since I'd encountered a 101 debate topics in IIUM, and being involved in debate itself, made me just ended up liking to talk - a lot. LOL.

11. Which teacher do you like?
I don't want to be unfair, all of our teachers have pros and cons. But still, throughout the years, the teachers that had really taught me something and which I do have a particular liking for are the librarian teachers from primary school, the teachers that had taught me proper English in SIGS, the nice and sporting teachers who had taught me before, the music teachers especially Rozi, the beloved Mummy Bear xD

12. Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class?
No guys in my class! I thought 'handsomest' didn't exist in English? But anyway, if I had to answer, I might just be forced to say Najwa, since she is technically my husband. Poor me. Heh.

13. Who are you currently aiming on?
Believe it or not - I hadn't had a crush on anybody since I entered high school. Unbelievable? Believe it!

14. Do you know a lot of your siblings' secret?
It depends, really. But if I were to say based on my observing techniques, I would say I do know a lot of my kor's secrets. Heheh.

15. How do you rate your siblings?
Rate? Don't see the need to! =P

16. Are your siblings gorgeous?
That will be for you to decide when you see him. Note that he's my elder brother okay? Hahah.

17. Do you judge people?
Of course. As if no other human doesn't =.=

18. Do you run?
Not much. Thanks to Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide, fast walking is my way of getting to places fast without getting too tired too quickly XDD

19. Are you lazy to tag people?
Nope. But some of them are lazy to do the tags. I'll still tag people I guess, but it's totally up to them if they want to do it. See? I give the freedom of choice!

20. Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?
Mumsie - to ask her why she isn't there at school to fetch me yet.

21. What is 2 + 2?
2 + 2? Duh! The answer is 5! For goodness gracious's sake, like nobody knows it's FOUR.

22. Who is your idol?
Aiko273, Autopsy Jude for photography reasons. Shin for her optimism in life.

23. Are you a monster?
Yesh! An evil lil' one that haunt you in the middle of the night, with eyeballs hanging out, long hair over my face, and walking around with blood all over!

24. Do you play with Barbie dolls?
When I was young, yes. Missed those days, they were literally my best friends since I was a total introvert during my younger days.

25. What was the last movie you watched?
The Leap Years. I. Love. That. Movie. The concept is seriously amazing. Dr Catherine Lim, I shall search for your novels from now on!

26. What do you think of your English?
Good enough. I'm pretty proud of my English factor, but there's always room for improvement. Like trying to beat my brother who got High Distinction for the NSW Examinations in English, while I'm still stuck with two Credits in a row.

27. What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
Good enough to survive. But I must say, if it wasn't for Lyn-jie herself, my BM would be 'horri-gi-ble, terri-gi-ble, and ve-gi-table.' A big thank you from me to you! ;)

28. Who do you hate?
Names I shall not mention here. It's all in my blog posts actually, so if you can figure out who they are from there, you'll get your answer.

29. Do you love yourself?
Nah. I totally <3 me! Yay me! *does the London Tipton clap*

30. Blurt out 5 random words.
Mani-pedi, fish spa, acid-coloured extensions xP

Tagging:
Dee!
Gee!
Anybody else who reads this!

***** While Dee tagged me this x] Truthfully, I spaced out for a moment 'cos this would be the first time I'm seeing my name in her blog. I'm too used to her referring to me as Mindel Trance. Hahah.

Rules & Regulations:
Do not copy answers. The tag questions must be 100% the same. Tag people after finishing the tag. No tagging back.

TAGGING:
1. Najwa
2. Naomi
3. Geetha
4. Veena
5. Gurpreet
6. Lynette
7. Xavi
8. Hazel
9. Neo

How you know 1? [Najwa]
She was in the same class as me in form one. Lol.

What would you do if you'd never met 2? [Naomi]
I would had died of unlogical thinking due to my own brain. Her remarks keeps me on my feet.

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you? [Geetha and Veena]
Wouldn't mind, LOL. But they already have SOMEONE IN MIND XD

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple? [Gurpreet and Lynette]
Nope. They don't know each other, and Lyn-jie would be super jealous of Guppy's height =P

Do you think 7 is attractive? [Xavi]
My big bro? He's attractive in his own way (:

Do you know anything about 8’s family? [Hazel]
Yeaps. A very nice fact too. Hazel's surname is Hah, and her two younger siblings are named Ashley and Hayden. HazelAshleyHayden. Get it? XD

Tell me something about 9. [Neo]
She's really outgoing and a nice companion to talk to. Very reliable too. Heh.

What language does 2 speaks? [Naomi]
English, Chinese, BM, and not forgetting the language of 'the whip'!

Who is 3 going out with? [Geetha]
No one. As far as I know. Heh.

How old is 4? [Veena]
15 years 8 months 23 days.

When was the last time you talked to 5? [Gurpreet]
The second last day of school.

Who is 6's favourite singer? [Lynette]
Aha, frankly, I don't really know. She has many favourites, so don't blame me! DX

Would you date 7 ? [Xavi]
NEVER.

Is 8 single? [Hazel]
Single, but unavailable.

What is 9's last name? [Neo]
If you're talking about surname, her last name would be..Neo. Haha.

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? [Najwa]
Didn't had a chance to, since she's already my husband. I didn't even had a moment to think before she announced that we're married. Eheh.

Which school does 2 go to? [Naomi]
The same school I'm in.

What do you like about 3? [Geetha]
Just being her usual nice self =)

*****I'm officially starting my journey of becoming a Queen's Guide.

Freak out much.

Taking my Serving Test (Ujian Menghidang) this Friday. Hope everything goes well.

And, did I mentioned I have a total of 11 log books to do to complete only the theory side of this whole Queen's Guide thingamajig?

Guess what, I'm only done with ONE.

Time to get back to work.

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Right, the entry itself.

Anyway, for those who aren't Girl Guides, Permit Camp, or more commonly known as Kem Permit here, is the camp for those Girl Guiders who are in the running of Queen's Guide to run a camp efficiently with the assistance of fellow Guiders while surviving with limited help like modern everyday items, in this case appliances like refrigerators and the internet. Work like setting up camp, cooking edible meals, making stable gadgets like shoe racks and tables with wood tied only with parcel string and ensuring the safety and welfare of the Guiders who are helping them to be in good condition, while abiding by the rules of being a true Girl Guider.

Sounds amazingly goody, but that sums just about everything I think.

Random fact - I'd been for Kem Permit once last year with Rasyidah as the leader.

So, with that I prayed really hard for this year's camp to be not so bad as last year, for sunburns and buzzing mozzies aren't really my idea of survival.

Well, I was wrong, all the time.

Read on, the details shall be there, if you can even get them anyway.

Day 1 - Thursday (20/11/2008)

Reached school around 11 or so. Did some random work like setting up half of the gazebo for the kitchen area before going off to the library with Min Wen and Neo in a search for the wonderful air-con after working our asses off under the sun and new manila cards for the notice board, yes, directly translated from papan kenyataan - camp style. Will show a picture of it later. Note that we walked and ran there thanks to Min Wen. Goodness gracious, it was fun though, despite the fact we might had been knocked down by some crazy drivers and whistled at by some pervert of a motorcyclist.

Was fuming about issues concerning the notice board, but thanks to Min Wen, Neo and Nithiyah's company plus the air-con from the library, soon managed to chillax, thankfully. Had fun talking to the all of them :)

Sharp at 2, we took a taxi to Panglima to get the much needed manila card which was okay. The owners of the mamak shop next door were really friendly and helpful =)

Went back to school hoping there won't be any trouble with Ju Chin for Min Wen and Neo, and Emelda for me. Thankfully, not much action was taken and we went back to our own respective assignments.

I was supposed to set up the tents and move all of the gadgets to the field, but I sort of rebelled and decided to finish up the very first job I was given - completing the notice board's..well, notices. Honestly, I hate it when I'm given a task, not completed it, then given other different odd jobs to do by either the same or different person. I seriously hate disorganization. Hence, maybe a very pissed off Emelda.

Cooked dinner, with a very angry Cik Low, and us worrying on how to get the fire started. There wasn't any coal, not enough firewood and the wind factor seriously did not help one bit.

In the end, we managed to get the sardine done, and got some rice from another group.

During dinner, was told something that I wasn't really happy to hear about. I mean, come on, you're not the only one with problems like those. All of us do, and seriously, with an attitude like yours, I wonder how you'll even get there.

Did more work after that, since our group was way overdue with the things we were supposed to do. Finally showered at 11, and tried to sleep around 2.

It was kind of uncomfortable, obviously, woke up many times in the middle of the night due to one thing - MOZZIES. Seriously, Neo and I were the most annoyed over these critters, and we were the ones who applied the most insect repellent on our ownselves. Didn't work too well though. School mozzies are way invulnerable compared to the common house mozzies. Unbearable indeed. Fell asleep at long last at 3, and woke up at 5.45, thanks to the nearby mosque.

A view of the school at night from the tent. Took this when I couldn't go back to sleep.

Another random fact : I couldn't sleep during last year's camp as well, so I stayed in the tent looking out at the other side of the school. Amazingly, it was 4 in the morning and I heard little kids laughing. No doubt about that.

Day 2 - Friday (21/11/08)

More lectures from Cik Low. Note to self and other Girl Guiders from SIGS who are aiming for Queen's Guide within these two years : Boil water first thing in the morning, EARLY MORNING mind you. And thank goodness I didn't had it too bad from her, like I usually do. Everybody had to learn the proper techniques of setting up the tents, raising the flag and hammering the wood into the ground the right way, or should I say, pacak-ing the wood. She left not too long after. Relief poured over me. Like, seriously.

Had more work to do after that. More problems showed up throughout the whole day. And Emelda finally succumbed to the amount of stress she got from the pressure of having to complete everything on time before the examiner turns up at 5. Honestly, Nazlin, Kat, and me felt bad for her, but according to sources I cannot name, we sort of changed our minds not long after. Frankly, I was super disappointed. But then, Nazlin, Kat and I made an agreement that we'll survive through this whole camp as best as we could.

The main problems was actually the notice board which was unable to stand on its own and the screening, aka the fake toilet. After the notice board was settled, Nazlin, Kat and I went off to prepare dinner. Trust me, the amount of problems we had there due to an unnecessary presence was totally incorrigible. Luckily, dinner was nicely prepared thanks to Gillian =]

This will be the notice board or the papan kenyataan with Nazlin at the back! XD

Our delicious dinner ;) Which we then shared with the other groups. Eheh.
The examiner came and all's well, ends well. All of the groups then did some pot luck thingamajig and shared food with everybody else. I must say - I love our fried rice and the fish Ju Chin cooked the most. LOL.

It was night real soon. Puan Tee was there and Shean Theen, Neo and I were talking with her while keeping watch on the leftovers from nosy cats and irritating flies. Not that I hate cats though, I like them fair enough compared to the rest of my schoolmates, especially Veena, but yeah, from camp I'd learnt that the school cats aren't to be trusted, AT ALL. It was fun, though Neo kept on pressing the fact that there were mozzies all over Puan Tee's head. Little did we knew, all of us were having the same exact problem! ROFL.

Cik Low called for me and the rest of the third formers that went for camp to see her in the counselling room. That was when I was asked to 'swing along' to take Queen's Guide for next year. I was traumatized, really, I was already so sure that I didn't want to go for it, I wanted to tell Cik Low that I seriously need time to reconsider, since it is a huge commitment that I had to make. Unfortunately, all I got was, "I'll see you on Monday to do the log book with the others."

Which pretty much sums up that I didn't had a choice at all. Boo.

But still, I'd better give it a shot at least, for you never want to get on Cik Low's bad side. Oh no you don't.

Initially, I wanted to sleep around 12am, since it had been a long day, always is on the second day of camp, unfortunately, still had more work to do. I was very sarcastic at this point, but still, I didn't complain though. Still made some sarcastic comments, but yeah, she doesn't get it. I gave up on her already. In the beginning, Min Wen and I managed to watch Aquamarine on Neo's portable DVD player. Too bad the battery died on us before we even got to the middle of the movie. Boo. So there we were, dying from no entertainment while untying all of the knots from the gadgets.

Finally slept around 3. And boy, honestly, the canteen benches were so much better compared to sleeping in the tent! Just that the mozzies were just as annoying there. Sigh.

Woke up around 4, and got some shots before I went back to zzz.



Some views of our canteen, which was pretty much in a bad condition after we made a huge mess of it. Hahah.

My dad's slippers. Always had these for camp. It matches the bench I was sleeping on, see? XD
Woke up at 5, and was shocked to see Min Wen and Jamie, who hadn't slept a wink, still working their butts off. I'd seriously thought they were already done when I woke up the first time, since they weren't in the canteen. Looks like they did way too much work. Went to help Jamie with her stuff, and saw the nicest stars I'd ever seen in a long time.

Tried taking a picture of them pretty things, but of course, was unable to get a clear shot. Maybe some things just have to stay as memories :]

Day 3 - Saturday (22/11/08)

Did some other odd jobs before going back at 8, for personal reasons. Have no idea what I missed out for that day, but frankly, I don't want to know, and don't need to. Heh.

And overall, I'd really learnt how to survive. Really.

You have no idea how bad school camps are compared to outdoor camps. LOL.

With that, I shall conclude this part of the entry,

*****Meanwhile, I had been tagged by Lyn and Deedee, will get to it asap! XD

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Honestly, I'm such a lazy blogger if I don't blog on a daily basis. Seriously, once I start, you can see updates every single day.

So, all because of the thing called LAZINESS, to upload the photos and to be my usual naggy self for detailed entries, I'm just going to summarize a few things here before the majorly boring blogpost.

1. I'd seriously learnt how to survive in camp - AT LAST.
2. I'd just realized Rasyidah pampered me way too much during her camp last year. And thanks for that! =)
3. Cik Low is asking me to swing along with the current batch to go for the prestigious honour of becoming a Queen's Guide. Lord, save me. Literally.
4. I'd realized once more that by going for camp, the campers' true colours are revealed. Not a very happy combination of colours, by the way.
5. Hamsha had finally sent me the copy of the Neoprint. Finally I can blog about the outing - soon.
6. Still very jealous of Green Cheese, Hamsha, Rica and anybody I knew that went of for the Genting - Sunway trip. I miss that place, since MPO this year.
7. Speaking of MPO, I still hadn't blogged about it. My bad!
8. Definitely can't wait for RYLA '08! XD
9. And Leonie saves the day! More info about this incident coming up ;)
10. And she also realizes she went WAY out of topic. Yikes! X]

Righty, and with that, I shall end this post, for I'd just came back from camp, feeling the after- effects of sleeping in tents and on the canteen benches getting to my sore back, legs, hands, you get the point.

Talked to DeeDee darling on MSN. Was absolutely awesome chatting with her. If you are reading this, dearie, hope everything with you and Ron goes fine and you're seriously so nice and awesome to talk to =] Not to forget hot, gorgeous, amazingly photogenic, the list goes on XD

Still jealous of Geetha and Hamsha, boo. Lol.

Will update my Friendster and Facebook the next time I'm online - hopefully.

And finally, life's not so bad..for now.

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Since I'm already here, another big shout-out to my beloved, one and only, unique one of a kind..

Green Cheeser aka Geetha, who's finally fifteen! Woot~! XD

Bet you're already sleeping or either that, catching up on beauty sleep to go for your trip while I'm stranded here in JB. Boo. LOL.

By the way, this very nicely edited picture of my dearest Miss Green Cheese 2008 belongs to Geetha, so no plagiarizing without her permission aye! I know she's super photogenic and gorgeous, trust me, you rather meet this girlina face to face, for she's the ULTIMATE NICENESS. =D

Hokay then, hope you have a blast for your sweet fifteenth! And to Hamsha and Rica who had promised to do a nice facial for her using the most natural ingredients called her birthday cake, please do so, snap loads of pictures, and blog! Muahahahahah, as much as I love this mamacita, I'm evil too =P But no worries, for I shall only be evil to Miss Arteries 2008! But even that had been decreasing since she's there for me for many things, so I should start being nice to her and defend her from Najwa. Hahah.

And once again, Green Cheese is mine, so back off to the meanies who try to separate the ultimate colleagues - the inventors of the special still one of a kind manifique Green Cheese! X)

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A fine borderline between the two strongest emotions in the world - love and hate.

If I were to write a thesis on this very topic, this blog entry would never had been done.

The fact is, for me anyway, how these two emotions had been colliding in one human body - me.

Of course, we can't deny that hate is always too strong an emotion to describe something we usually call in a nicer way - dislike.

Anything, the point is, I'm not going to nag about the definitions of these two.

Still, my blog's there for me to rant, that's a sure thing.

*****Recently, stuff had been happening.

And here's the worst part, I can't write down the details here.

Though, maybe I could summarize it.

It's just amazing, over this past year, I had came upon this theory before, but it never did applied till now.

LOVE = HATE.

First up, I had finally got the guts to mingle with the la gente around me, getting out from restricting myself to my own company.

It does bring the consequences, of course.

To this certain person, I thought YOU were always there for me, you said so for yourself. I finally managed to live life as a normal teenager with you around. You taught me things I could had never had if you weren't there. You seemed so supportive of everything I did, maybe except for the really not so good issues that I did but had not been exposed yet. Especially my passion for photography. Self-expression through art. Though you didn't gave me any of the constructive criticism I wanted to improve, at least you gave one word opinions, and that was enough already for me, knowing that you will always be my backup that I can count on if there's bound to be any discrimination from the general eye. Knowing that you wouldn't go against me with a different way of self-expression compared to the rest of the acquaintances we know.

I was wrong.

You were the first to tell me something about my latest series that I did. Something that involves my principles of life. You had given me comments, real comments at least if I might say so myself, but it wasn't even problems like the quality of the photo or the lighting and the amount of noise.

You choose to tell me this very comment, which you thought was just your honest opinion, and that you were 110% positive on. You thought you were absolutely right, of everything from this matter to that, and you didn't even bother to think about what I would feel if you said it to me. Right to my face.

I was DEVASTATED. Disappointed.

I'd never thought you could had actually said that to me. To actually think that I am able to do such a thing. For a purpose that had never crossed my mind.

But you know what? You'd already did.

Thank goodness you can't be online right now, maybe you'll read this, maybe not.

I doubt you'll know it's you anyway.

It's just like you to be this one word - INSENSITIVE.

That is merely the first example of love turned hate (or dislike to those of you who can't accept the term hate in this blog post.)

Now, let me state an example of hate / dislike turned love.

As you all know, there's not only one kind of love we had experienced.

Friendship love, family love, love for pets, relationship love, you get the point.

For me, it's the start of a friendship. Finally.

YOU used to be very closely related to my life. Everything I did, you were there for me. But due to the fact that we always had a difference in opinions in almost everything, mindsets always clashed and crashed at this point.

And when the most major of all clashing and crashing happened, and got resolved in a nowhere near average peaceful method too, it went on to friendship at last.

Something that only the both of us can understand. Can get along with over the same interests. Due to the 1001 problems we used to fight and debate over with - verbally or physically. Hahah. Those days. Bring both sweet and bitter memories.

And now, I'm not ashamed at all to call you one of my closest friends. Best buddies. Fellow gamers. Fellow art appreciators.

We actually think alike. Too alike till everything went wrong before. Thankfully, we found out the perfect solution to solve this in a better way. And hopefully nothing like last time could occur anymore, for I can't afford to lose rare friendships like this once again.

Thanks for being there for me.

My family? Trust me, I can't wait to get out from the house at any moment of the day. So any invites to hang out with you people? Drop me a tag or text me, I'll cook up a nice recipe to paint a white lie to the 'rents and go out and have a taste of sweet, sweet freedom.

Please. If anything goes wrong, I'll be fully responsible for it. Don't need to expect a lawsuit of anything. My family has no duckets anyway.

Please. There's no love in this home anymore, that's all I can say. Let me go with friends that do care about me.

Please. If you call yourself a friend, be there for me won't you? You know you guys can always count on me, so don't backstab me at the times when I need you guys the most. Way too much experience on that before.

Please.

I'd realized..

I can't do without the people called FRIENDS any longer.

***** In any case, I would like to give a big shout-out to Wanda and Lynette for giving me the advice I needed to knock some good old sense into me and for being there for me, knowing me well enough to know what to do to me to make me feel much better again. Respectively. Thanks :')

Now, back to the ye olde work that I had been working on since the hols started.

Be the mastermind of purely white lies to escape from this home called TRAGEDY.

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Psycho Babydoll™ tags me again! Wonder where in the world she gets all these tags, seriously, cos I'm either running out of people to tag, or some of the same people whom I frequently tag are obviously making a fuss of the whole issue. Just do the tags guys! Not like you guys have anything better to do after PMR. *hint hint*

RULES:
- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold (or italicize) that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.
- Tag 5 people.

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APRIL
Active and dynamic.
Decisive and hasty but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless.
Adventurous.
Loving and caring.
Suave and generous.
Emotional.
Aggressive.
Hasty.
Good memory.
Moving.
Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talk native. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

Tagging:
Najwa!
Geetha!
Naomi!
Veena!
Guppy!

Outing with the Green Cheeser tomorrow :)

Had a video call with my darling Terraye. I miss her to bits ;)

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Once more, I'm tagged again by the one of a kind Psycho Babydoll™ aka Deedee who's definitely the next version of Avril, only improved and that she's Asian ;D

Instructions: Remove one question from below and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings.

1. What is your ambition?
Difficult question. I'd always been changing my ambition since I'd started my education. After realizing I had a knack for observing human behaviours since young, I'm now aiming to be a psychologist.

2. What is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend/girlfriend?
I would say that friends are more important actually. I'm technically not attached, but since I'm already married to Najwa Hunny, I would have to say that both play a major part in my life.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Once in a blue moon.

4. How often do you think that you're different from your friends? And why?
I'll only think that I'm different from my friends when our opinions clash. But like they say, every human being is different and special in their own way.

5. How many babies do you want?
Strangely enough, I don't intend to marry at all. How many babies do I want you ask? Maybe after I'm the next top career woman ;)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Like duh, my Science may be bad, but please, everybody knows you can see a rainbow after the rain. Obviously the person who invented this survey didn't know though =P

7. Are you yearning for freedom?
Definitely - 110%.

8. I'm glad that I am..
A normal homosapien who is physically able, a mind that can think and has friends and family with her.

9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you? [List 10]
Must I list them down? Truthfully, even if I have to list down 10 qualities, no guy would ever have all of these characteristics at once. So, there's no such thing as a perfect boyfriend. Full stop.

10. What are you really afraid of?
My own over-imaginative mind. Freaks me out 24/7.

11. What is your worst habit?
Interrupting conversations.

12. Do you like blogging?
Sure I do!

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course.

14. Would you rather be a emo who's a loner or a total air-head with loads of friends?
I rather keep my emotions in check alone than be a total bimbo without a brain to even think for herself.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
A Double Sausage McMuffin. And that cute Alex the lion headwear from Madagascar! Booyeah! XD

16. Are you single or in a relationship?
Both. Single, and in a relationship with the husband, Najwa Hunny XD

17. Describe the person who tagged you in seven words:
Gorgeous, niceness, talented, rocker, creative, unique, atruefriendtofriends ;DD

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
Draw and sketch - from random doodles to complicating art.

19. What will you be in another 10 years to come?
Hopefully, a successful career woman which her family can be very proud of and those brainless buffoons who look down on me can just go eat bird poop.

20. If your loved ones died, would you consider committing suicide?
Nope. I'm sure they would want me to move on and make them proud, wherever they are in the afterlife.

Tagged, you're it!
Najwa!
Geetha!
Naomi!
Veena!
Kamalia!

*****And before I end this post, I would want to feature part of Deedee's tag which I had tagged her before:

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
Well, she's a friend that i met through blogging. And omg, she rocks my socks.

2. Your five impressions towards her..
Pretty, nice, photogenic, an brilliant blogger, SHE ROCKS.

3. The most memorable things she had done for you..
Well, she has been really nice and has been there for me at the hardest of times.

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?
"Just be the motherfucking princess that you are."

5. If she becomes your lover, you will...
Have a killer time! XD

6. If she becomes your enemy, you will...
I don't think she ever will! XD But IF she does, man, i'll have an enemy with the most common interests EVER. LOL.

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on...
Nothing. Absolutely nothing. ;)

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
Refer to my answer for question number 6, honey.

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?
I'd like to do her hair. Fix on hair extensions for her... Tease her hair... Then hairspray it... You know the drill. ;D

10. The overall impression of her is...
ROCK STAR
(Oh yeah baby! XD)

And with that, I would like to reply to some of her statements:

1. For Questions 1, 2, 7 and 10 - you flatter me, dearie! You should be directing all of those compliments to yourself ;)

2. About Question 5, sounds like it'll be awesome XD What do you have in mind? LOL.

3. Question 9 rocks socks! I love people who would do my hair for me! (which is very rare indeed xD) Adding the fact that you're throwing in hair extensions as well, you're totally amazingly fantastically wonderfully great, darling! So..

4. ..concerning the same Question, we really should meet up! We're rock the world with our X-factors, especially yours ;DD

And with that, I hereby conclude that, I had officially found my long lost sister xDD

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This will be a really short entry.

So much had happened recently, and though there are those bittersweet moments, I would say there were more sweet than bitter fortunately ;)

Only the last of all people who left the music room on Friday at the end of school knows what I'm talking about XD

And almost everybody that witnessed The Incident THREE TIMES. Ehmagawd.

Will blog more about it if I could and when I could, as promised to Geetha dah-ling ;D

PS : Miss Green Cheese, you're being too nice to me! I'm starting to feel all bad D= LOL XD

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