And yes.

My school is the only dumbass one to have it's annual Sports Day on a freaking SUNDAY.

To get my attendence, I was forced to skip FOUR hours of tuition in OMEGA.

But it was okay as well, as the following events did/did not occur:

• No sunburn! Though yes, I did get darker and my scalp could fry eggs. Ask Jasmine.
• No spending of money, as I'm running out of duckets.
• More words exchanged between all of us.
• Sneaked into another house's waiting area (namely Red House) in my black prefect Tee.
• Shared KFC with Jas, Gurpreet and Nadwa. Thanks to Fairuz's Mum =D
• Blew wonderfully delicious looking bubbles that were popping around everywhere ;)

And how can I forget the camwhoring sessions XD

Us being avid Green House supporters? Shreks of the Day XD

I couldn't stay for the results as I had relatives coming over, but apparently Red House grabbed everything this year. Congrats anyway? Hehe.

More pics will be uploaded here when Gurpreet does the uploading.

*****

I missed Sherry's b'day party in CS. Obviously I can't go, and my sincerest apologies to her.

And I really liked this picture among the rest during their outing.

Gorgeously amazing. They looked like happy people in this =)

And I did convey my birthday greetings to the birthday girl, but just to make it official:

Many happy returns! =D

*****I found the real friend in you.

The reason why in the seven wonders of the world would I put this hideous picture of me is because I can hardly find any different pictures of me together with Naomi here. (we need to take more pictures. Like ay-sap.) Anyway it's because I look horrendous you'll definitely pay all your teeny weeny bit of attention to the wonderfully prettey Naomi xD

I thank you for being there for me to rant ALOT.

I thank you for crapping with me during any minute that we meet up.

I thank you for updating me with stuff cos I am so outdated. (and not laughing at me for that as well, not like some people. *hint hint*)

I thank you for allowing me to handle your blogskins as I need the practise, and it reminds me I wanna have a change as well.

I thank you for trusting and not judging me by my looks.

No amount of thanks can express my gratitude.

And I am really grateful for your entry. Please, you flatter me too much XD And that entry is more than enough. And yes, I'll buy the Spectrum, that's a definite yes =D

Oh yeah, I won't cekik you la. Take your own sweet time. I'll collect your IOU when you're done XD

And yes, those UNWORTHY asses, quote from Naomi, can just vanish from my sight for all I care. If you ever read this, well, try to be meaner and pass more rumours alright? Cos it will give an up to my 'popularity'. Erhem erhem ;D

Credos to Naomi too, I grabbed loads of her pics for this entry.

*****

Amazingly, I survived conducting the assembly today.

Only mistake, I messed up by saying the prayers should go first before the ikrar.

Thank god the teachers only laughed amuzingly at my mistake and didn't thought of the voice raising?

And that's only because Amnah wasn't here.

Apparently she skipped school today cos she was EXHAUSTED.

If she's exhausted, what are we?

We had dropped dead already.

She just sits there in the shade, and what are we doing?

Getting our skin barbecued freshly under the Sun.

The Sun was mocking at our stupidity.

*****
I got my stuff today. AT LONG LAST.

Everything's great. I love every single itty bit of everything xD

I feel like buying more XD

And I shall make a masterpiece from all of them. During term break. Man, that's a long time away. xDD

PS: Anybody knows where I can get colourful and good quality extensions from at a cheap price? I can only see those boring brown ones in JB.

Peace out.

"And the change had been made."

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Yes I Am.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I'MMA SICK BURDEN TO MOI BRAIN XD

The Artistic Crapper's Quickies, or rather, Long Fasties? XD

1. Changing both Naomi's and my blogskin. Soon.
2. Sport's Day is tomorrow. Gonna be lazing running around under the freaking hot burning evil Sun while I could actually skip all of this and go for freak freezing tuition in Omega. And to those who think I betrayed the marchers for debate, hello, down to earth *insert name/names here*, Miss Nav was the one who asked me to quit. She even told the commander that I'm so out and can't be dedicated into marching and she requested for my exemption. Anyway I really can't go for both at once as marching kills me physically and debate kills me physically AND mentally. Not like I wanna be so freaking sure of myself, aka PERASANTED, but loads of people get jealous of me real quick almost every freak crappy time which leads to messing up my life socially and ripping my heart into a million pieces to disturb the inner me, knowing I can get real fragile at times. I know myself the best, and like it's SO damnation obvious of your new attitude towards me. Fruff off. You guys need a life.
3. Regarding point number 2, I'm glad I'm not pathetically lame like you guys. Attracting attention by beings fakers are not in my list of people that can give me a decent impression. I'm being fairly nice to you all as it's way better than being mean to me and think that's cool..? HAHAH.
4. And about YOU, my 'dear'. You were close to me to share the so-called popularity I had. Please, my only intention was just to be friends with people sharing the same interests. And you faked your way in. Now you're besties with her for the same reason when I lost the plot. And you'd got it. And you know what? I'm so fruff relieved I'm not a biatchy loser like you. Popularity doesn't matter. New but sincere friends do to me. I feel sorry for you, man.
5. Though I didn't really knew you that well, you sort of took the iniatiative to talk to me. And I found out you're pretty decent, despite the slight yellow-sity XD Thanks for being a great friend that I know for only about 50%? ROFLMAO. PS: She really LOVES you! Believe it or not XD
6. Your secrets are safe with me =) To her with the name of a flower and to another whom shares the name of a supermodel.
7. To you, she's using you. Sorry about that, you're still being so nice to her. And guess what, people do hate you! Amazing news? Definitely ;D
8. Stop copying me, to you who assume that I'm your bestie. POI, I don't believe in bffs nor cliques. And I doubt you'll ever know everyone that knows you are just being nice to you to avoid you commiting suicide again. If you want real friends, IMHO, please be yourself and don't depend on others so much. You'll also need to buy yourself some self-respect, dignity and a less naive brain. Money ain't everything. And please get the thought of everything you wish, you'll definitely and must get theory out of your head. . Ain't working I can tell you.
9. I respect these two individuals and I'll be a somebody one day. My career has now been decided.
10. Debate round 2 is coming. Please let us win. We can't lose to Universiti 1. Like duh.
11. Scrabble is around the corner as well. Time for some memorizing.
12. More activities due for me:

• Public Speaking workshop in Muar.
• KWN(Kids Witness News) competition.
• This science ecology whatnot, with me who have no other choice to go with narrator again.
• Drama Competition, District Level.
• Whip up something else or stick to the old plan for FOA. Of course, it's plain logic sense we need to defend our title?
• UIAM. Not even sure whether I'm eligible for this.
• Bound to be more. We're talking about SIGS here. Please.

She will be back. With a new look.

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Ahaks XD Me looking too innocent to be true?! ROFLMAO.

In a very much summarized version of moi, since I'm an obnoxiously lazy piggie.

We practised the whole day.

Went through scripts and possible POIs.

And then while waiting for our opponents, and yes they were late as expected, we were camwhoring our ss' out XDD


From left, like doh, Gurpreet, Naomi, JasmiNE/NO/NI/NU/NA-chan, and Farra!

This picture was retaken after Michelle commented on dear Naomi's hands posing funneh..

..though seriously this pic is the 'cream of the crop', quote from Nicole's speech. Love ya guys =D

And we danced the aforementioned 'Lucky Dance'. There have to be around 20 of us I think. The more the merrier =))

The opposing team from SMK Tmn Tun Aminah arrived. Which consists of 3 girls and 1 guy. I was almost intimidated as they looked really confident, dress real neat, and they looked like they were so sure they can beat us.

With that I decided to give them my infamous stare. I was responded with a stern face from the 1st speaker. Aha, I thought then. Better not mess around too much.

When Miss Nav asked the 1st speaker what form they were from, we were greeted with a very calm and steady voice saying "Form 5."

Okay, my voice in my head said. I think they're much more experienced then the newly elected team we have. But we have a strong team, and we'll get by.

So we got quarantined at 1.15 instead of 1 due to the *ehemehem* opposing team's lateness.

I don't really know what we did in there but yeah, got the motion in the debaters' heads and lucky for us, we got government. Najwa and I were plain bengang-ed when we saw our lot said 'Affirmative', but after having a short glance at the other team's paper, they obviously got opposition. Yay us! *claps hands like London from Suite Life* XD

And so, I took my position to yawn like hell to signal Najwa to go slow XDD

And to show the team my fingers are crossed for them =D

Well, as Michelle said, we definitely didn't win with glory. In fact, I guess we could have also won if we got oppo.

Lesson learned : Looks can be deceiving.

But anyway I'm freak proud of you guys =)

Though they don't read my blog, but this is what I wanna say anyway again and again.

To Najwa : You were GREAT. Nothing else can signify how shit proud I was and still am for ya XD

To Nicole: Congrats for getting best speaker. You deserve it and thank god you didn't do the momentary *insert Nicole's-suddenly-stop-halfway-in-her-speech talk* during the debate. Though that was one thing that got us undepressed from the depression. Heh.

To Sherrylee : You were made for third speaker. Whoosh. Hehe. And don't blame yourself for that freak moment, you really did a splendid job rebutting, and it's just them giving crackpot points that aren't even solid with no freaking statistics.

To Mangalam : The POI suggester and reminder of previous stuff Miss Nav said. (She's also my Maths teacher in the library along with Najwa XD I'm a dunce in Maths, so don't blame me alrighty XDD)

Round 2's coming up next, so stay tuned to the next entry, hopefully on our victory once more =D

The Artistic Crapper's quickies:

1. With Xin Yun we're gonna join forces to find Cik Chee and get her to inform US FIRST when class gets cancelled. We, of course, hate late last minute information.
2. I'm a goner in debate. So to a certain you/you's' who are jealous, I'm sorry this had to happen. Your real colours are shining so brightly I can hardly miss it. And no, I did not bribe my way in or secretly reaudition again. Get over it. I'm not gonna fall in your traps ever.
3. Miss Low actually let me off for being late to her class! Miraculous enough, haha.
4. I know who my real friends are now. School or outta school, at least they don't judge me by looks alone. Thank you for taking time to know the inner me. For those that just know me but still don't read my personality through my looks, your understanding's really greatly appreciated.

I'm getting the hang of the 'new year'.

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Yep, you guessed it.

It's the occasion when we get those lovely $$$-filled red packets or more commonly known as angpaus to us all.

It's also when families reunite to celebrate this festival in harmony =)

The Artistic Crapper's Quickies:

1. We won the first round of debate! Hoo-Hah! Maybe I'll blog about this but if you want the summarized yet just enough to know edition, do refer to Michelle's blog =) And I'd just decided I'll learn to smile more. Credos to Michelle =D
2. I'm actually down with the Flooding Shit Catastrophe aka Flu, Sore throat and Cough at this time of the year. No spicy and oily food for me. No mandarin oranges either =(
3. Been skipping marching ALOT. I might as well quit and concentrate on debate instead XD I'll ask Najwa on this.
4. Sent my essay for the Common-Wealth thingy. Hope they'll at least lemme know what they think about the standard of my essay. Which reminds me I have around 3 more random stories to complete. Oh dear.
5. Gonna miss Autopsy when she leaves for Aussie. Her together with the Overdresser had made me realize many things that will definitely affect what I'll be doing in the future. And I'd learnt to stand up for the interests I'm really dedicated to. Take care there, mate! xDDD And I shall and will take good care of the leg warmers ;)
6. The Lucky Dance©2008 of Najwa Hunny is gonna be a must before every debate and the lot drawing =DDD

HAPPY CHAI-YUH-NISE NEW YEAR XDDD

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I'm not exactly looking forward to CNY, despite the fact I always go all excited over it in school. Farha and Najwa will make very good witnesses.

I'm only doing all of that cos the hols are coming. No school and homework.

No waking up at 5 in the morning.

No need to endure the school stress people give to me.

No need to act so much more differently than the real me.

Why do I need to do that anyway? Why did I put myself upon this unnecessary torture?

And you know what.

I DON'T KNOW EITHER.

I think I AM suffering from schizophrenia.

Or split personality disorder of any kind.

I hate myself for acting like crapshit in school. In front of the peers I mean.

I need to put myself in isolation.

Quarantine me in a small empty room.

Let me ponder what's going on with me.

Let me think what I really want from this life.

And let me scream till my ears bleed.

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Hello world.

I had been noticing recently many new blogs popping out of nowhere. And already have a place and high status at somewhere.

Gee.

That makes my poor bloggie so sad it can almost cry itself to it's grave due to loneliness and very little taggies from people.

HARDLY ANYONE COMES HERE.

If your reason for not coming here often is because of the reason I hardly update, I apologize.

Not like I don't wanna update, I can't update. If my mum sees me blogging, all the 'advice' and 'lectures' starts coming off like a machine gun.

I'm just trying to sound nice and respectful to my parents.

I'm just wondering.

Why can our parents scream out their opinions on our behaviour and everyday life like there's no big deal and we the kids can't voice out our thoughts?

We're just being honest.

Of course, there's a limit to everything we do, but can't we even tell our parents our simple rants once in awhile?

...

Now I know why all of my mates in school keep everything to themselves or only confide in their elder sibs, and thier priority, close friends.

That's because these people don't really judge you too much like you parents.

I know the line.

"IT'S FOR YOUR OWN GOOD."

Sometimes we know about our mistakes already, but is it really that necessary to rub more salt into our wounds?

We're not your little young kiddy toddlers or tweens in primary anymore that will always listen to your every word and be your darling angel.

I'm sorry, but I happen to like the way I am now. I don't really care the crap of what you think anymore, I have my own brain to rationalize what's right or wrong, and it's just too bad you don't know I'm trying my very best in everything I'm doing.

And yes, I happen to be writing about this because my mum was just oh-giving-her-'motherly advice' about me being ungrateful and useless, etc. Typical mum stuff.

And now she's being oh-so-decent to my brother to get back at me.

My parents commenting and raising their voices at the top of their lungs about me being too sensitive. Saying that just because nobody takes notice of me when he/she manages to take notice of the rest of the family, I shouldn't be COMPLAINING.

If they only know how much I'm being NOTICED in school and everywhere else I go.




*****
I read an entry in Wanda's blog recently.

And I noticed how much it applied to me nowadays.

What she said about people commenting on her about not smiling enough and such. I totally get the point.

"People who see or know another of the same kind for the first time tend to jump to conclusions and let it end there without bothering to find out the truth or to know that person even more in depth.

People tend to judge you by your looks. Hence the line of 'making the first impression is important'. "

This is reality, my friends.

Some people had asked me questions like such:

"Why you look so sad?"

"Why I don't see you smiling often?"

"Why aren't you talking to (soandso)?"

"Why you so quiet?"

"Why you sitting alone?"

And I had overheard some wonderful or maybe not so wonderful comments from people, thanks to my secret agent ears that can't stay deaf at the right times.

"Look at her, she act cool only."

"Damn sombong (proud) wei her."

"Leonie's too emo at times."

"She's so lame, takde gang (no clique) to hang out with."

There's more, but what's the use of mentioning so many for?

To sentences that are in bold, the answer why is, I'm need to think alot and ponder about stuff, or I'm just observing your every move to rip your soul open to know the real you inside. I happen to be a very talented face reader and whatever you guys really feel and think are clearly written and stamped on your faces. Your voice also gives everything away.

Also, I'm very stingy with my smiles. The genuine smile can only be seen when you can crack a very funny joke or I just mean it. Fake and sarcastic smiles goes out to criticism that just doesn't apply to me as you're saying it to try to bring my defences down, or, I just don't feel like talking to you. So never force me to smile. No wait, never force me to do anything. I'll do it on my own free will thank you very much.

On the other hand, sentences in bold and italic are very simple in fact. I'm not like the majority of you, that can only hang out with people you know for a hundred years already and can't even try to know other people surrounding you even better. Next, I'm very bad at saying things I really mean 99.99% of times so I'm not good at saying 'hi' when I see you walking by the corridors nor making eye contact with you. This doesn't makes me proud one bit okay. If it offends you, I can't really do anything, it's already my nature to do that.

I can't really hope for all of you to understand what I really think and feel, but this is the best I can do to let you guys know.



*****
Now, for the quickies in the Artistic Crapper's life:

1. Sukantara sucks big time. Don't worry Green House, even though I suck at sports, but cheering for you is my forte!
2. Internet shopping's FUN. Especially when you buy stuff you REALLY REALLY want. Mucho thanks to Merenwen XD
3. Debate tryouts are not going to be NEVER fun with the two Sarahs of the debate world around. Gulp.
4. Homework load is constantly increasing and holidays seem a long time away.
5. Looking forward to the drama competition and FOA! =D

Stay tuned for more quick quickies of the AC world.

Till then.

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This REALLY happened.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. XDD

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Amazing to know that I'm blogging for 2 straight days in a row. Somebody would be proud of my 'achievement'. You know who you are. Haha.

So, I take back what I said about all the members who are holding posts in Cak kena dibubarkan. Apparently we still exist, but now with slight changes to our posts' names. And apparently I'm still the secretary. Fine with me =)

And it seems that I'm also the AJK Form 3 for Choir, which I already knew since last year, and I had been changed to AJK Soprano pagi to AJK Alto pagi. Not a big deal to me. Though I guess many of the Form 2 Alto girls are hating the change. Especially a certain somebody who's apparently speaking ill of me to almost the whole of the afternoon session kids. Thank goodness I have friends that stayed back in the afternoon and boy, I hope they know what to believe. Haha.

Not like I actually care. Too many people spread too many rumours about me. So might as well let them be for now.

One question though.

Why couldn't these people just say what they honestly and frankly think of me right in front of my freaking face? I'm ready for comments. And I'm definitely ready to fight back if you're in the wrong here. By then I hereby declare the official starting of WWIII with that person.

Though I must say that they're most probably just some jealous idiots who decided to use this way to compliment me.

I graciously accept.


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And I have no idea whether or not this piece of news is actually GOOD news, apparently I'm the ONLY person from Form 3 in the morning session that's still having her original post from the AJK Tertinggi Orientation.

My secretary post.

Yes, not like I'm not happy about it.

Just that I'm REALLY not interested to be FORCED to join the Prefect Club.

I wanna stay in Choir and Caklempong. And help out unofficially (ugh how I hate that word) in ELS and Interact.

Which is why I say I HOPE Cik Norazian or any of the discipline teachers do NOT notice this little mistake, and with that make me quit my other posts in my other clubs.

If you're kind enough, wish me luck.

I need it.

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

And yes.

My school is the only dumbass one to have it's annual Sports Day on a freaking SUNDAY.

To get my attendence, I was forced to skip FOUR hours of tuition in OMEGA.

But it was okay as well, as the following events did/did not occur:

• No sunburn! Though yes, I did get darker and my scalp could fry eggs. Ask Jasmine.
• No spending of money, as I'm running out of duckets.
• More words exchanged between all of us.
• Sneaked into another house's waiting area (namely Red House) in my black prefect Tee.
• Shared KFC with Jas, Gurpreet and Nadwa. Thanks to Fairuz's Mum =D
• Blew wonderfully delicious looking bubbles that were popping around everywhere ;)

And how can I forget the camwhoring sessions XD

Us being avid Green House supporters? Shreks of the Day XD

I couldn't stay for the results as I had relatives coming over, but apparently Red House grabbed everything this year. Congrats anyway? Hehe.

More pics will be uploaded here when Gurpreet does the uploading.

*****

I missed Sherry's b'day party in CS. Obviously I can't go, and my sincerest apologies to her.

And I really liked this picture among the rest during their outing.

Gorgeously amazing. They looked like happy people in this =)

And I did convey my birthday greetings to the birthday girl, but just to make it official:

Many happy returns! =D

*****I found the real friend in you.

The reason why in the seven wonders of the world would I put this hideous picture of me is because I can hardly find any different pictures of me together with Naomi here. (we need to take more pictures. Like ay-sap.) Anyway it's because I look horrendous you'll definitely pay all your teeny weeny bit of attention to the wonderfully prettey Naomi xD

I thank you for being there for me to rant ALOT.

I thank you for crapping with me during any minute that we meet up.

I thank you for updating me with stuff cos I am so outdated. (and not laughing at me for that as well, not like some people. *hint hint*)

I thank you for allowing me to handle your blogskins as I need the practise, and it reminds me I wanna have a change as well.

I thank you for trusting and not judging me by my looks.

No amount of thanks can express my gratitude.

And I am really grateful for your entry. Please, you flatter me too much XD And that entry is more than enough. And yes, I'll buy the Spectrum, that's a definite yes =D

Oh yeah, I won't cekik you la. Take your own sweet time. I'll collect your IOU when you're done XD

And yes, those UNWORTHY asses, quote from Naomi, can just vanish from my sight for all I care. If you ever read this, well, try to be meaner and pass more rumours alright? Cos it will give an up to my 'popularity'. Erhem erhem ;D

Credos to Naomi too, I grabbed loads of her pics for this entry.

*****

Amazingly, I survived conducting the assembly today.

Only mistake, I messed up by saying the prayers should go first before the ikrar.

Thank god the teachers only laughed amuzingly at my mistake and didn't thought of the voice raising?

And that's only because Amnah wasn't here.

Apparently she skipped school today cos she was EXHAUSTED.

If she's exhausted, what are we?

We had dropped dead already.

She just sits there in the shade, and what are we doing?

Getting our skin barbecued freshly under the Sun.

The Sun was mocking at our stupidity.

*****
I got my stuff today. AT LONG LAST.

Everything's great. I love every single itty bit of everything xD

I feel like buying more XD

And I shall make a masterpiece from all of them. During term break. Man, that's a long time away. xDD

PS: Anybody knows where I can get colourful and good quality extensions from at a cheap price? I can only see those boring brown ones in JB.

Peace out.

"And the change had been made."

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Yes I Am.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I'MMA SICK BURDEN TO MOI BRAIN XD

The Artistic Crapper's Quickies, or rather, Long Fasties? XD

1. Changing both Naomi's and my blogskin. Soon.
2. Sport's Day is tomorrow. Gonna be lazing running around under the freaking hot burning evil Sun while I could actually skip all of this and go for freak freezing tuition in Omega. And to those who think I betrayed the marchers for debate, hello, down to earth *insert name/names here*, Miss Nav was the one who asked me to quit. She even told the commander that I'm so out and can't be dedicated into marching and she requested for my exemption. Anyway I really can't go for both at once as marching kills me physically and debate kills me physically AND mentally. Not like I wanna be so freaking sure of myself, aka PERASANTED, but loads of people get jealous of me real quick almost every freak crappy time which leads to messing up my life socially and ripping my heart into a million pieces to disturb the inner me, knowing I can get real fragile at times. I know myself the best, and like it's SO damnation obvious of your new attitude towards me. Fruff off. You guys need a life.
3. Regarding point number 2, I'm glad I'm not pathetically lame like you guys. Attracting attention by beings fakers are not in my list of people that can give me a decent impression. I'm being fairly nice to you all as it's way better than being mean to me and think that's cool..? HAHAH.
4. And about YOU, my 'dear'. You were close to me to share the so-called popularity I had. Please, my only intention was just to be friends with people sharing the same interests. And you faked your way in. Now you're besties with her for the same reason when I lost the plot. And you'd got it. And you know what? I'm so fruff relieved I'm not a biatchy loser like you. Popularity doesn't matter. New but sincere friends do to me. I feel sorry for you, man.
5. Though I didn't really knew you that well, you sort of took the iniatiative to talk to me. And I found out you're pretty decent, despite the slight yellow-sity XD Thanks for being a great friend that I know for only about 50%? ROFLMAO. PS: She really LOVES you! Believe it or not XD
6. Your secrets are safe with me =) To her with the name of a flower and to another whom shares the name of a supermodel.
7. To you, she's using you. Sorry about that, you're still being so nice to her. And guess what, people do hate you! Amazing news? Definitely ;D
8. Stop copying me, to you who assume that I'm your bestie. POI, I don't believe in bffs nor cliques. And I doubt you'll ever know everyone that knows you are just being nice to you to avoid you commiting suicide again. If you want real friends, IMHO, please be yourself and don't depend on others so much. You'll also need to buy yourself some self-respect, dignity and a less naive brain. Money ain't everything. And please get the thought of everything you wish, you'll definitely and must get theory out of your head. . Ain't working I can tell you.
9. I respect these two individuals and I'll be a somebody one day. My career has now been decided.
10. Debate round 2 is coming. Please let us win. We can't lose to Universiti 1. Like duh.
11. Scrabble is around the corner as well. Time for some memorizing.
12. More activities due for me:

• Public Speaking workshop in Muar.
• KWN(Kids Witness News) competition.
• This science ecology whatnot, with me who have no other choice to go with narrator again.
• Drama Competition, District Level.
• Whip up something else or stick to the old plan for FOA. Of course, it's plain logic sense we need to defend our title?
• UIAM. Not even sure whether I'm eligible for this.
• Bound to be more. We're talking about SIGS here. Please.

She will be back. With a new look.

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Ahaks XD Me looking too innocent to be true?! ROFLMAO.

In a very much summarized version of moi, since I'm an obnoxiously lazy piggie.

We practised the whole day.

Went through scripts and possible POIs.

And then while waiting for our opponents, and yes they were late as expected, we were camwhoring our ss' out XDD


From left, like doh, Gurpreet, Naomi, JasmiNE/NO/NI/NU/NA-chan, and Farra!

This picture was retaken after Michelle commented on dear Naomi's hands posing funneh..

..though seriously this pic is the 'cream of the crop', quote from Nicole's speech. Love ya guys =D

And we danced the aforementioned 'Lucky Dance'. There have to be around 20 of us I think. The more the merrier =))

The opposing team from SMK Tmn Tun Aminah arrived. Which consists of 3 girls and 1 guy. I was almost intimidated as they looked really confident, dress real neat, and they looked like they were so sure they can beat us.

With that I decided to give them my infamous stare. I was responded with a stern face from the 1st speaker. Aha, I thought then. Better not mess around too much.

When Miss Nav asked the 1st speaker what form they were from, we were greeted with a very calm and steady voice saying "Form 5."

Okay, my voice in my head said. I think they're much more experienced then the newly elected team we have. But we have a strong team, and we'll get by.

So we got quarantined at 1.15 instead of 1 due to the *ehemehem* opposing team's lateness.

I don't really know what we did in there but yeah, got the motion in the debaters' heads and lucky for us, we got government. Najwa and I were plain bengang-ed when we saw our lot said 'Affirmative', but after having a short glance at the other team's paper, they obviously got opposition. Yay us! *claps hands like London from Suite Life* XD

And so, I took my position to yawn like hell to signal Najwa to go slow XDD

And to show the team my fingers are crossed for them =D

Well, as Michelle said, we definitely didn't win with glory. In fact, I guess we could have also won if we got oppo.

Lesson learned : Looks can be deceiving.

But anyway I'm freak proud of you guys =)

Though they don't read my blog, but this is what I wanna say anyway again and again.

To Najwa : You were GREAT. Nothing else can signify how shit proud I was and still am for ya XD

To Nicole: Congrats for getting best speaker. You deserve it and thank god you didn't do the momentary *insert Nicole's-suddenly-stop-halfway-in-her-speech talk* during the debate. Though that was one thing that got us undepressed from the depression. Heh.

To Sherrylee : You were made for third speaker. Whoosh. Hehe. And don't blame yourself for that freak moment, you really did a splendid job rebutting, and it's just them giving crackpot points that aren't even solid with no freaking statistics.

To Mangalam : The POI suggester and reminder of previous stuff Miss Nav said. (She's also my Maths teacher in the library along with Najwa XD I'm a dunce in Maths, so don't blame me alrighty XDD)

Round 2's coming up next, so stay tuned to the next entry, hopefully on our victory once more =D

The Artistic Crapper's quickies:

1. With Xin Yun we're gonna join forces to find Cik Chee and get her to inform US FIRST when class gets cancelled. We, of course, hate late last minute information.
2. I'm a goner in debate. So to a certain you/you's' who are jealous, I'm sorry this had to happen. Your real colours are shining so brightly I can hardly miss it. And no, I did not bribe my way in or secretly reaudition again. Get over it. I'm not gonna fall in your traps ever.
3. Miss Low actually let me off for being late to her class! Miraculous enough, haha.
4. I know who my real friends are now. School or outta school, at least they don't judge me by looks alone. Thank you for taking time to know the inner me. For those that just know me but still don't read my personality through my looks, your understanding's really greatly appreciated.

I'm getting the hang of the 'new year'.

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Yep, you guessed it.

It's the occasion when we get those lovely $$$-filled red packets or more commonly known as angpaus to us all.

It's also when families reunite to celebrate this festival in harmony =)

The Artistic Crapper's Quickies:

1. We won the first round of debate! Hoo-Hah! Maybe I'll blog about this but if you want the summarized yet just enough to know edition, do refer to Michelle's blog =) And I'd just decided I'll learn to smile more. Credos to Michelle =D
2. I'm actually down with the Flooding Shit Catastrophe aka Flu, Sore throat and Cough at this time of the year. No spicy and oily food for me. No mandarin oranges either =(
3. Been skipping marching ALOT. I might as well quit and concentrate on debate instead XD I'll ask Najwa on this.
4. Sent my essay for the Common-Wealth thingy. Hope they'll at least lemme know what they think about the standard of my essay. Which reminds me I have around 3 more random stories to complete. Oh dear.
5. Gonna miss Autopsy when she leaves for Aussie. Her together with the Overdresser had made me realize many things that will definitely affect what I'll be doing in the future. And I'd learnt to stand up for the interests I'm really dedicated to. Take care there, mate! xDDD And I shall and will take good care of the leg warmers ;)
6. The Lucky Dance©2008 of Najwa Hunny is gonna be a must before every debate and the lot drawing =DDD

HAPPY CHAI-YUH-NISE NEW YEAR XDDD

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I'm not exactly looking forward to CNY, despite the fact I always go all excited over it in school. Farha and Najwa will make very good witnesses.

I'm only doing all of that cos the hols are coming. No school and homework.

No waking up at 5 in the morning.

No need to endure the school stress people give to me.

No need to act so much more differently than the real me.

Why do I need to do that anyway? Why did I put myself upon this unnecessary torture?

And you know what.

I DON'T KNOW EITHER.

I think I AM suffering from schizophrenia.

Or split personality disorder of any kind.

I hate myself for acting like crapshit in school. In front of the peers I mean.

I need to put myself in isolation.

Quarantine me in a small empty room.

Let me ponder what's going on with me.

Let me think what I really want from this life.

And let me scream till my ears bleed.

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Hello world.

I had been noticing recently many new blogs popping out of nowhere. And already have a place and high status at somewhere.

Gee.

That makes my poor bloggie so sad it can almost cry itself to it's grave due to loneliness and very little taggies from people.

HARDLY ANYONE COMES HERE.

If your reason for not coming here often is because of the reason I hardly update, I apologize.

Not like I don't wanna update, I can't update. If my mum sees me blogging, all the 'advice' and 'lectures' starts coming off like a machine gun.

I'm just trying to sound nice and respectful to my parents.

I'm just wondering.

Why can our parents scream out their opinions on our behaviour and everyday life like there's no big deal and we the kids can't voice out our thoughts?

We're just being honest.

Of course, there's a limit to everything we do, but can't we even tell our parents our simple rants once in awhile?

...

Now I know why all of my mates in school keep everything to themselves or only confide in their elder sibs, and thier priority, close friends.

That's because these people don't really judge you too much like you parents.

I know the line.

"IT'S FOR YOUR OWN GOOD."

Sometimes we know about our mistakes already, but is it really that necessary to rub more salt into our wounds?

We're not your little young kiddy toddlers or tweens in primary anymore that will always listen to your every word and be your darling angel.

I'm sorry, but I happen to like the way I am now. I don't really care the crap of what you think anymore, I have my own brain to rationalize what's right or wrong, and it's just too bad you don't know I'm trying my very best in everything I'm doing.

And yes, I happen to be writing about this because my mum was just oh-giving-her-'motherly advice' about me being ungrateful and useless, etc. Typical mum stuff.

And now she's being oh-so-decent to my brother to get back at me.

My parents commenting and raising their voices at the top of their lungs about me being too sensitive. Saying that just because nobody takes notice of me when he/she manages to take notice of the rest of the family, I shouldn't be COMPLAINING.

If they only know how much I'm being NOTICED in school and everywhere else I go.




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I read an entry in Wanda's blog recently.

And I noticed how much it applied to me nowadays.

What she said about people commenting on her about not smiling enough and such. I totally get the point.

"People who see or know another of the same kind for the first time tend to jump to conclusions and let it end there without bothering to find out the truth or to know that person even more in depth.

People tend to judge you by your looks. Hence the line of 'making the first impression is important'. "

This is reality, my friends.

Some people had asked me questions like such:

"Why you look so sad?"

"Why I don't see you smiling often?"

"Why aren't you talking to (soandso)?"

"Why you so quiet?"

"Why you sitting alone?"

And I had overheard some wonderful or maybe not so wonderful comments from people, thanks to my secret agent ears that can't stay deaf at the right times.

"Look at her, she act cool only."

"Damn sombong (proud) wei her."

"Leonie's too emo at times."

"She's so lame, takde gang (no clique) to hang out with."

There's more, but what's the use of mentioning so many for?

To sentences that are in bold, the answer why is, I'm need to think alot and ponder about stuff, or I'm just observing your every move to rip your soul open to know the real you inside. I happen to be a very talented face reader and whatever you guys really feel and think are clearly written and stamped on your faces. Your voice also gives everything away.

Also, I'm very stingy with my smiles. The genuine smile can only be seen when you can crack a very funny joke or I just mean it. Fake and sarcastic smiles goes out to criticism that just doesn't apply to me as you're saying it to try to bring my defences down, or, I just don't feel like talking to you. So never force me to smile. No wait, never force me to do anything. I'll do it on my own free will thank you very much.

On the other hand, sentences in bold and italic are very simple in fact. I'm not like the majority of you, that can only hang out with people you know for a hundred years already and can't even try to know other people surrounding you even better. Next, I'm very bad at saying things I really mean 99.99% of times so I'm not good at saying 'hi' when I see you walking by the corridors nor making eye contact with you. This doesn't makes me proud one bit okay. If it offends you, I can't really do anything, it's already my nature to do that.

I can't really hope for all of you to understand what I really think and feel, but this is the best I can do to let you guys know.



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Now, for the quickies in the Artistic Crapper's life:

1. Sukantara sucks big time. Don't worry Green House, even though I suck at sports, but cheering for you is my forte!
2. Internet shopping's FUN. Especially when you buy stuff you REALLY REALLY want. Mucho thanks to Merenwen XD
3. Debate tryouts are not going to be NEVER fun with the two Sarahs of the debate world around. Gulp.
4. Homework load is constantly increasing and holidays seem a long time away.
5. Looking forward to the drama competition and FOA! =D

Stay tuned for more quick quickies of the AC world.

Till then.

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This REALLY happened.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. XDD

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Amazing to know that I'm blogging for 2 straight days in a row. Somebody would be proud of my 'achievement'. You know who you are. Haha.

So, I take back what I said about all the members who are holding posts in Cak kena dibubarkan. Apparently we still exist, but now with slight changes to our posts' names. And apparently I'm still the secretary. Fine with me =)

And it seems that I'm also the AJK Form 3 for Choir, which I already knew since last year, and I had been changed to AJK Soprano pagi to AJK Alto pagi. Not a big deal to me. Though I guess many of the Form 2 Alto girls are hating the change. Especially a certain somebody who's apparently speaking ill of me to almost the whole of the afternoon session kids. Thank goodness I have friends that stayed back in the afternoon and boy, I hope they know what to believe. Haha.

Not like I actually care. Too many people spread too many rumours about me. So might as well let them be for now.

One question though.

Why couldn't these people just say what they honestly and frankly think of me right in front of my freaking face? I'm ready for comments. And I'm definitely ready to fight back if you're in the wrong here. By then I hereby declare the official starting of WWIII with that person.

Though I must say that they're most probably just some jealous idiots who decided to use this way to compliment me.

I graciously accept.


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And I have no idea whether or not this piece of news is actually GOOD news, apparently I'm the ONLY person from Form 3 in the morning session that's still having her original post from the AJK Tertinggi Orientation.

My secretary post.

Yes, not like I'm not happy about it.

Just that I'm REALLY not interested to be FORCED to join the Prefect Club.

I wanna stay in Choir and Caklempong. And help out unofficially (ugh how I hate that word) in ELS and Interact.

Which is why I say I HOPE Cik Norazian or any of the discipline teachers do NOT notice this little mistake, and with that make me quit my other posts in my other clubs.

If you're kind enough, wish me luck.

I need it.

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