I'm not exactly looking forward to CNY, despite the fact I always go all excited over it in school. Farha and Najwa will make very good witnesses.

I'm only doing all of that cos the hols are coming. No school and homework.

No waking up at 5 in the morning.

No need to endure the school stress people give to me.

No need to act so much more differently than the real me.

Why do I need to do that anyway? Why did I put myself upon this unnecessary torture?

And you know what.

I DON'T KNOW EITHER.

I think I AM suffering from schizophrenia.

Or split personality disorder of any kind.

I hate myself for acting like crapshit in school. In front of the peers I mean.

I need to put myself in isolation.

Quarantine me in a small empty room.

Let me ponder what's going on with me.

Let me think what I really want from this life.

And let me scream till my ears bleed.

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Hello world.

I had been noticing recently many new blogs popping out of nowhere. And already have a place and high status at somewhere.

Gee.

That makes my poor bloggie so sad it can almost cry itself to it's grave due to loneliness and very little taggies from people.

HARDLY ANYONE COMES HERE.

If your reason for not coming here often is because of the reason I hardly update, I apologize.

Not like I don't wanna update, I can't update. If my mum sees me blogging, all the 'advice' and 'lectures' starts coming off like a machine gun.

I'm just trying to sound nice and respectful to my parents.

I'm just wondering.

Why can our parents scream out their opinions on our behaviour and everyday life like there's no big deal and we the kids can't voice out our thoughts?

We're just being honest.

Of course, there's a limit to everything we do, but can't we even tell our parents our simple rants once in awhile?

...

Now I know why all of my mates in school keep everything to themselves or only confide in their elder sibs, and thier priority, close friends.

That's because these people don't really judge you too much like you parents.

I know the line.

"IT'S FOR YOUR OWN GOOD."

Sometimes we know about our mistakes already, but is it really that necessary to rub more salt into our wounds?

We're not your little young kiddy toddlers or tweens in primary anymore that will always listen to your every word and be your darling angel.

I'm sorry, but I happen to like the way I am now. I don't really care the crap of what you think anymore, I have my own brain to rationalize what's right or wrong, and it's just too bad you don't know I'm trying my very best in everything I'm doing.

And yes, I happen to be writing about this because my mum was just oh-giving-her-'motherly advice' about me being ungrateful and useless, etc. Typical mum stuff.

And now she's being oh-so-decent to my brother to get back at me.

My parents commenting and raising their voices at the top of their lungs about me being too sensitive. Saying that just because nobody takes notice of me when he/she manages to take notice of the rest of the family, I shouldn't be COMPLAINING.

If they only know how much I'm being NOTICED in school and everywhere else I go.




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I read an entry in Wanda's blog recently.

And I noticed how much it applied to me nowadays.

What she said about people commenting on her about not smiling enough and such. I totally get the point.

"People who see or know another of the same kind for the first time tend to jump to conclusions and let it end there without bothering to find out the truth or to know that person even more in depth.

People tend to judge you by your looks. Hence the line of 'making the first impression is important'. "

This is reality, my friends.

Some people had asked me questions like such:

"Why you look so sad?"

"Why I don't see you smiling often?"

"Why aren't you talking to (soandso)?"

"Why you so quiet?"

"Why you sitting alone?"

And I had overheard some wonderful or maybe not so wonderful comments from people, thanks to my secret agent ears that can't stay deaf at the right times.

"Look at her, she act cool only."

"Damn sombong (proud) wei her."

"Leonie's too emo at times."

"She's so lame, takde gang (no clique) to hang out with."

There's more, but what's the use of mentioning so many for?

To sentences that are in bold, the answer why is, I'm need to think alot and ponder about stuff, or I'm just observing your every move to rip your soul open to know the real you inside. I happen to be a very talented face reader and whatever you guys really feel and think are clearly written and stamped on your faces. Your voice also gives everything away.

Also, I'm very stingy with my smiles. The genuine smile can only be seen when you can crack a very funny joke or I just mean it. Fake and sarcastic smiles goes out to criticism that just doesn't apply to me as you're saying it to try to bring my defences down, or, I just don't feel like talking to you. So never force me to smile. No wait, never force me to do anything. I'll do it on my own free will thank you very much.

On the other hand, sentences in bold and italic are very simple in fact. I'm not like the majority of you, that can only hang out with people you know for a hundred years already and can't even try to know other people surrounding you even better. Next, I'm very bad at saying things I really mean 99.99% of times so I'm not good at saying 'hi' when I see you walking by the corridors nor making eye contact with you. This doesn't makes me proud one bit okay. If it offends you, I can't really do anything, it's already my nature to do that.

I can't really hope for all of you to understand what I really think and feel, but this is the best I can do to let you guys know.



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Now, for the quickies in the Artistic Crapper's life:

1. Sukantara sucks big time. Don't worry Green House, even though I suck at sports, but cheering for you is my forte!
2. Internet shopping's FUN. Especially when you buy stuff you REALLY REALLY want. Mucho thanks to Merenwen XD
3. Debate tryouts are not going to be NEVER fun with the two Sarahs of the debate world around. Gulp.
4. Homework load is constantly increasing and holidays seem a long time away.
5. Looking forward to the drama competition and FOA! =D

Stay tuned for more quick quickies of the AC world.

Till then.

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MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. XDD

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Amazing to know that I'm blogging for 2 straight days in a row. Somebody would be proud of my 'achievement'. You know who you are. Haha.

So, I take back what I said about all the members who are holding posts in Cak kena dibubarkan. Apparently we still exist, but now with slight changes to our posts' names. And apparently I'm still the secretary. Fine with me =)

And it seems that I'm also the AJK Form 3 for Choir, which I already knew since last year, and I had been changed to AJK Soprano pagi to AJK Alto pagi. Not a big deal to me. Though I guess many of the Form 2 Alto girls are hating the change. Especially a certain somebody who's apparently speaking ill of me to almost the whole of the afternoon session kids. Thank goodness I have friends that stayed back in the afternoon and boy, I hope they know what to believe. Haha.

Not like I actually care. Too many people spread too many rumours about me. So might as well let them be for now.

One question though.

Why couldn't these people just say what they honestly and frankly think of me right in front of my freaking face? I'm ready for comments. And I'm definitely ready to fight back if you're in the wrong here. By then I hereby declare the official starting of WWIII with that person.

Though I must say that they're most probably just some jealous idiots who decided to use this way to compliment me.

I graciously accept.


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And I have no idea whether or not this piece of news is actually GOOD news, apparently I'm the ONLY person from Form 3 in the morning session that's still having her original post from the AJK Tertinggi Orientation.

My secretary post.

Yes, not like I'm not happy about it.

Just that I'm REALLY not interested to be FORCED to join the Prefect Club.

I wanna stay in Choir and Caklempong. And help out unofficially (ugh how I hate that word) in ELS and Interact.

Which is why I say I HOPE Cik Norazian or any of the discipline teachers do NOT notice this little mistake, and with that make me quit my other posts in my other clubs.

If you're kind enough, wish me luck.

I need it.

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There.

Honestly I'm really bad at updating my blog. Not like I don't have any ideas, but seriously there has to be 20 over drafts in my dashboard which I didn't publish.

And blogging about my daily life has to be the most boring thing I could ever blog about in blogger history.

Anyway, the thing is, I'm one of the English editors for the editorial board with Hazel =)

MPO's on the 17 May, according to Puan Yew, but 16 by Puan Rozi. And the 2nd destination next to KL is Genting.

Is that supposed to be fun? Haha. I don't really have a clue what's fun in Genting. Except for the weather maybe? XD

Oh yeah, the theme parks. I wanna go on a rollercoaster ride if it's included in the trip V(^.^)V

Morning session's robbing me of my precious sleep.

Zzzzzzzz...

But still there's loads or a few nice teachers. Miss Nav's my class teacher XD Cik Humaira's cute XD En. Mahadi's funny XD And etc. There are exceptions =x But the system's getting crappier and ickier as the years go by.

Each freaking club except the uniform bodies are only limited to 40 people. 20 from the morning and just in case you have really, REALLY slow mental calculation in your head, 20 in the afternoon. Which means most of us damn semangat-ed ones in multiple clubs have to give up almost everything we love.

Yikes.

And what's worse, Caklempong Club doesn't exist in SIGS anymore. It merged with the band sisters and it's now considered Seni Muzik. And all of us in Cak kena dibubarkan. What the freaggin' hell. So after much persuasion I'm in Choir for good thanks to Miss Loh. Haha. At least Rozi's a penolong penasihat there, so I'll still see her XD

Sports practises are actually kinda fun in the afternoon =) All of us did way better than we did in the morning XD I can even throw the freaking javelin and cacak it X) Though it did fell down in the end. Whoops.

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I'm loving the editorial board.

I'm wanna go for debate tryouts.

I wish Sports Day was on a school day and not SUNDAY.

I wish Amnah's retiring date could arrive faster so I can stand at the gate and gladly sadly wave goodbye to her. XDDDDDDD

So much to say, so little time.

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PS: Veena, you forgot to remind us about the certs AGAIN =.=

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When the girl says she's fashionably early, she IS fashionably early.

Instead of making my New Year resolutions, eg. get straight As' for PMR, do well in school, etc. like everybody else's doing, I'm compiling a list of Japanese fashions I'm very and really interested to try out. Or perhaps I'm just really fascinated or wow-ed by the uniqueness and different these cultures are, rather then the kinda uncreative fashion subcultures we have here in Malaysia. Examples like bubble skirts, leggings, etc. which had long been another piece of Japanese fahion history. Guess what? Malaysia's behind the Japanese in terms of fashion by a whopping THREE years. It's no wonder mat sallehs, ang mohs, the likes think most of the countries in Asia are just some paddy fields and everybody are still living in kampungs or villages.

This is really a bad image for Malaysia.

Though I really try to put even the tiniest little bit of effort to love my country and Motherland whole-heartedly, guess what..

I CAN'T DO IT.

Yippee. Ain't you freaking proud of me, Malaysia? And we're the supposedly the future leaders of the nation. If we can't love the country, how do you expect us to rule you fairly and let this be a peaceful country for all Malaysians?

Stupid question huh. The government will never admit their system's so unorganized and it's already as sucky as it is.

Note, if any of you readers are working the Prime Minister of Malaysia or happened to be really REALLY loyal to the whole system Malaysia's implementing now, please don't sue me. Gua tak-lak duit. (I have no ka-ching ($$$) to bail me out.)

Therefore, these are the fashionable revolutions of moi before I'm laid to rest, simply put, before I'm freaking dead.

This is the one and only Decora fashion for those of you who pretty much don't care about Japanese fashion. As the girly girls would say, "I heart the bright acidic shades and the crazy never-ending plastic accessories." But if I can make any changes, I have to tone down the pink in Decora. Too much pink becomes Sweet Decorer.

Uhuh.

You won't wanna hug me if I wear something like this in the middle of the street won't you. Even better, I won't want my Decora outfit to get all scruffy because of your so-called very no open-minded sincerity.

Next up is the Manba look, or Yamanba. I seriously don't think I'll be comfortable in their choice of clothes, except the Alba Rosa raiment, sandals and leggings. Muahahahaha. I'm just so freaking fascinated by their wonderfully bleached hair which is so colourful and screaming their colourful asses out. Their makeup is really one of a kind. As one of my schoolmate had already said while browsing my Japanese SchoolGirl Inferno Handbook, "They actually think they look so pretty in these hideous outfits and overloaded makeup???" (Which not only included Manba or Gonguro, but she even thinks the very polite look of Lolita is outrageous too. Which got me really boiling.) Her face was priceless I tell you.

This would be Buriteri who started the Gonguro fashion with her fellow friends, who label themselves the San Kyodai. I sincerely admire her courage to express her own style of fashion without caring the crap of what people think about it. And friend was already halfway into an asthma attack when she saw this picture.




This is Kigurumin by the way, but they mainly use Manba makeup so..

Wait till she sees THIS XD

Next up, I salute to you, Mana-sama.

No you, no Elegant Gothic Aristocrat which I adoringly love with all my little teenage heart. The simplicity of your fashions just so..elegant and sophisticated.

Hell yeah.






Domo arigatou gozaimasu, Mana-sama!!!

And..Of course there's the whole Lolita look I would love to try, so I won't elaborate further, since I did blog about it before. Find the entry yourself. HarHar.

And last but not least..

The beautiful, and words could not describe the almost wonderness of it, Visual Kei.




A little excerpt from a famous ABBA song.

MAMMA MIA.
Here I go again.
My My,
How can I forget you.

It's true. I can never forget Visual Kei X)

And of course I'll do all this in Tokyo, duh. Haha.

Unless I find other people who are willing to expand Japanese fashion in Malaysia with me..Well, it's Shibuya and Harajuku Street for me XD

For now, it's just my own way of dressing.

Which concludes to 2 things I'd learnt in 2007,

1. I'll never follow trends here. I make them.

2. I'll never trust anybody with my problems again, even my parents.

Happy 2008 y'all.

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The Chipmunks Rock This X'Mas! XD

Merry Christmas to All =D













Where's my presents?

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LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR :

1. Average grades (the geek in me)
2. More books (the bookworm in me)
3. My opinions listened to (the attention-craver in me)
4. Trust and freedom in certain matters (the rebel in me)
5. Never ending supply of duckets/$$$ to get present no. 2, half moi wishlist fulfilled, eyeliners, MAC eyeshadows, desired make-up needs, OSIM massage chair for mumsie and dad, MAZDA Speed 3 for my bro, Guitar Hero controller for the PS2, language classes for me, etc. (when I think of it).

6. And for Malaysia to go the way most of us teens want it, which will lead to world peace and the stupid dumbass-ed wars to stop and at the same time pollution too. (And yes, I can't count.)

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS : Gideon

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :

1. Bully-er.
2. Slightly more mature since SKST.
3. Kinda desperate for true love.
4. Always merajuk-ing.
5. Can be nice when he wants too.

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAD DONE FOR YOU :
-Being my counseler at times. (thanks man).
-Companies me in the boredom fest by us talking almost nothing but crap on MSN.
-He doing nonsense in the library during SKST, allowing me to victimize him by calling the beloved teacher to visit him =P

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU :
Were there any memorable words exchanged between us? Hmmm..If there were any, sorry, can't remember. Am suffering from short term memory loss.

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL :
Go on with life? The question did say the word 'if'. Love is part of life people!

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE :
Cos he did something that I find really offending and I really can't forgive him? Or the likes.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU :

1. Xavi(so that he has a topic to update on) XD
2. Veena
3. Naomi
4. Basically,
5. anyone,
6. who wants me to know,
7. what they sincerely feel,
8. and think about me,
9. and whoever who wants to,
10.do this tag. No forcing you guys at all.

(which means I can't exactly answer the following questions included.)

1. WHO IS NO.7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?


2. WHO IS NO.9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?


3. IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?


4. WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?


5. WHERE IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
SIGS =.= And she's coming up to morning session with me =)

6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?


7. DOES NO. 4 WORK?


8. DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?


9. WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?


10. HOW ABOUT NO. 5?


11. DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Yeah. An elder sis and a younger bro.

12. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3 AND NO.4?


13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
In the same house as me =.=!!!

14. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
How? I knew her all the way since SKST. Lol.

15. IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?

Note to Gideon : Yes, I am single. Never think that I'm single. XD

PS : Whoever who wants to see the complete version of this quiz, you can voluntarily tag me and place yourself in positions 4-1o. I'm waiting.. =D

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

I'm not exactly looking forward to CNY, despite the fact I always go all excited over it in school. Farha and Najwa will make very good witnesses.

I'm only doing all of that cos the hols are coming. No school and homework.

No waking up at 5 in the morning.

No need to endure the school stress people give to me.

No need to act so much more differently than the real me.

Why do I need to do that anyway? Why did I put myself upon this unnecessary torture?

And you know what.

I DON'T KNOW EITHER.

I think I AM suffering from schizophrenia.

Or split personality disorder of any kind.

I hate myself for acting like crapshit in school. In front of the peers I mean.

I need to put myself in isolation.

Quarantine me in a small empty room.

Let me ponder what's going on with me.

Let me think what I really want from this life.

And let me scream till my ears bleed.

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Hello world.

I had been noticing recently many new blogs popping out of nowhere. And already have a place and high status at somewhere.

Gee.

That makes my poor bloggie so sad it can almost cry itself to it's grave due to loneliness and very little taggies from people.

HARDLY ANYONE COMES HERE.

If your reason for not coming here often is because of the reason I hardly update, I apologize.

Not like I don't wanna update, I can't update. If my mum sees me blogging, all the 'advice' and 'lectures' starts coming off like a machine gun.

I'm just trying to sound nice and respectful to my parents.

I'm just wondering.

Why can our parents scream out their opinions on our behaviour and everyday life like there's no big deal and we the kids can't voice out our thoughts?

We're just being honest.

Of course, there's a limit to everything we do, but can't we even tell our parents our simple rants once in awhile?

...

Now I know why all of my mates in school keep everything to themselves or only confide in their elder sibs, and thier priority, close friends.

That's because these people don't really judge you too much like you parents.

I know the line.

"IT'S FOR YOUR OWN GOOD."

Sometimes we know about our mistakes already, but is it really that necessary to rub more salt into our wounds?

We're not your little young kiddy toddlers or tweens in primary anymore that will always listen to your every word and be your darling angel.

I'm sorry, but I happen to like the way I am now. I don't really care the crap of what you think anymore, I have my own brain to rationalize what's right or wrong, and it's just too bad you don't know I'm trying my very best in everything I'm doing.

And yes, I happen to be writing about this because my mum was just oh-giving-her-'motherly advice' about me being ungrateful and useless, etc. Typical mum stuff.

And now she's being oh-so-decent to my brother to get back at me.

My parents commenting and raising their voices at the top of their lungs about me being too sensitive. Saying that just because nobody takes notice of me when he/she manages to take notice of the rest of the family, I shouldn't be COMPLAINING.

If they only know how much I'm being NOTICED in school and everywhere else I go.




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I read an entry in Wanda's blog recently.

And I noticed how much it applied to me nowadays.

What she said about people commenting on her about not smiling enough and such. I totally get the point.

"People who see or know another of the same kind for the first time tend to jump to conclusions and let it end there without bothering to find out the truth or to know that person even more in depth.

People tend to judge you by your looks. Hence the line of 'making the first impression is important'. "

This is reality, my friends.

Some people had asked me questions like such:

"Why you look so sad?"

"Why I don't see you smiling often?"

"Why aren't you talking to (soandso)?"

"Why you so quiet?"

"Why you sitting alone?"

And I had overheard some wonderful or maybe not so wonderful comments from people, thanks to my secret agent ears that can't stay deaf at the right times.

"Look at her, she act cool only."

"Damn sombong (proud) wei her."

"Leonie's too emo at times."

"She's so lame, takde gang (no clique) to hang out with."

There's more, but what's the use of mentioning so many for?

To sentences that are in bold, the answer why is, I'm need to think alot and ponder about stuff, or I'm just observing your every move to rip your soul open to know the real you inside. I happen to be a very talented face reader and whatever you guys really feel and think are clearly written and stamped on your faces. Your voice also gives everything away.

Also, I'm very stingy with my smiles. The genuine smile can only be seen when you can crack a very funny joke or I just mean it. Fake and sarcastic smiles goes out to criticism that just doesn't apply to me as you're saying it to try to bring my defences down, or, I just don't feel like talking to you. So never force me to smile. No wait, never force me to do anything. I'll do it on my own free will thank you very much.

On the other hand, sentences in bold and italic are very simple in fact. I'm not like the majority of you, that can only hang out with people you know for a hundred years already and can't even try to know other people surrounding you even better. Next, I'm very bad at saying things I really mean 99.99% of times so I'm not good at saying 'hi' when I see you walking by the corridors nor making eye contact with you. This doesn't makes me proud one bit okay. If it offends you, I can't really do anything, it's already my nature to do that.

I can't really hope for all of you to understand what I really think and feel, but this is the best I can do to let you guys know.



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Now, for the quickies in the Artistic Crapper's life:

1. Sukantara sucks big time. Don't worry Green House, even though I suck at sports, but cheering for you is my forte!
2. Internet shopping's FUN. Especially when you buy stuff you REALLY REALLY want. Mucho thanks to Merenwen XD
3. Debate tryouts are not going to be NEVER fun with the two Sarahs of the debate world around. Gulp.
4. Homework load is constantly increasing and holidays seem a long time away.
5. Looking forward to the drama competition and FOA! =D

Stay tuned for more quick quickies of the AC world.

Till then.

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MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. XDD

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Amazing to know that I'm blogging for 2 straight days in a row. Somebody would be proud of my 'achievement'. You know who you are. Haha.

So, I take back what I said about all the members who are holding posts in Cak kena dibubarkan. Apparently we still exist, but now with slight changes to our posts' names. And apparently I'm still the secretary. Fine with me =)

And it seems that I'm also the AJK Form 3 for Choir, which I already knew since last year, and I had been changed to AJK Soprano pagi to AJK Alto pagi. Not a big deal to me. Though I guess many of the Form 2 Alto girls are hating the change. Especially a certain somebody who's apparently speaking ill of me to almost the whole of the afternoon session kids. Thank goodness I have friends that stayed back in the afternoon and boy, I hope they know what to believe. Haha.

Not like I actually care. Too many people spread too many rumours about me. So might as well let them be for now.

One question though.

Why couldn't these people just say what they honestly and frankly think of me right in front of my freaking face? I'm ready for comments. And I'm definitely ready to fight back if you're in the wrong here. By then I hereby declare the official starting of WWIII with that person.

Though I must say that they're most probably just some jealous idiots who decided to use this way to compliment me.

I graciously accept.


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And I have no idea whether or not this piece of news is actually GOOD news, apparently I'm the ONLY person from Form 3 in the morning session that's still having her original post from the AJK Tertinggi Orientation.

My secretary post.

Yes, not like I'm not happy about it.

Just that I'm REALLY not interested to be FORCED to join the Prefect Club.

I wanna stay in Choir and Caklempong. And help out unofficially (ugh how I hate that word) in ELS and Interact.

Which is why I say I HOPE Cik Norazian or any of the discipline teachers do NOT notice this little mistake, and with that make me quit my other posts in my other clubs.

If you're kind enough, wish me luck.

I need it.

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There.

Honestly I'm really bad at updating my blog. Not like I don't have any ideas, but seriously there has to be 20 over drafts in my dashboard which I didn't publish.

And blogging about my daily life has to be the most boring thing I could ever blog about in blogger history.

Anyway, the thing is, I'm one of the English editors for the editorial board with Hazel =)

MPO's on the 17 May, according to Puan Yew, but 16 by Puan Rozi. And the 2nd destination next to KL is Genting.

Is that supposed to be fun? Haha. I don't really have a clue what's fun in Genting. Except for the weather maybe? XD

Oh yeah, the theme parks. I wanna go on a rollercoaster ride if it's included in the trip V(^.^)V

Morning session's robbing me of my precious sleep.

Zzzzzzzz...

But still there's loads or a few nice teachers. Miss Nav's my class teacher XD Cik Humaira's cute XD En. Mahadi's funny XD And etc. There are exceptions =x But the system's getting crappier and ickier as the years go by.

Each freaking club except the uniform bodies are only limited to 40 people. 20 from the morning and just in case you have really, REALLY slow mental calculation in your head, 20 in the afternoon. Which means most of us damn semangat-ed ones in multiple clubs have to give up almost everything we love.

Yikes.

And what's worse, Caklempong Club doesn't exist in SIGS anymore. It merged with the band sisters and it's now considered Seni Muzik. And all of us in Cak kena dibubarkan. What the freaggin' hell. So after much persuasion I'm in Choir for good thanks to Miss Loh. Haha. At least Rozi's a penolong penasihat there, so I'll still see her XD

Sports practises are actually kinda fun in the afternoon =) All of us did way better than we did in the morning XD I can even throw the freaking javelin and cacak it X) Though it did fell down in the end. Whoops.

*****

I'm loving the editorial board.

I'm wanna go for debate tryouts.

I wish Sports Day was on a school day and not SUNDAY.

I wish Amnah's retiring date could arrive faster so I can stand at the gate and gladly sadly wave goodbye to her. XDDDDDDD

So much to say, so little time.

*****
PS: Veena, you forgot to remind us about the certs AGAIN =.=

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When the girl says she's fashionably early, she IS fashionably early.

Instead of making my New Year resolutions, eg. get straight As' for PMR, do well in school, etc. like everybody else's doing, I'm compiling a list of Japanese fashions I'm very and really interested to try out. Or perhaps I'm just really fascinated or wow-ed by the uniqueness and different these cultures are, rather then the kinda uncreative fashion subcultures we have here in Malaysia. Examples like bubble skirts, leggings, etc. which had long been another piece of Japanese fahion history. Guess what? Malaysia's behind the Japanese in terms of fashion by a whopping THREE years. It's no wonder mat sallehs, ang mohs, the likes think most of the countries in Asia are just some paddy fields and everybody are still living in kampungs or villages.

This is really a bad image for Malaysia.

Though I really try to put even the tiniest little bit of effort to love my country and Motherland whole-heartedly, guess what..

I CAN'T DO IT.

Yippee. Ain't you freaking proud of me, Malaysia? And we're the supposedly the future leaders of the nation. If we can't love the country, how do you expect us to rule you fairly and let this be a peaceful country for all Malaysians?

Stupid question huh. The government will never admit their system's so unorganized and it's already as sucky as it is.

Note, if any of you readers are working the Prime Minister of Malaysia or happened to be really REALLY loyal to the whole system Malaysia's implementing now, please don't sue me. Gua tak-lak duit. (I have no ka-ching ($$$) to bail me out.)

Therefore, these are the fashionable revolutions of moi before I'm laid to rest, simply put, before I'm freaking dead.

This is the one and only Decora fashion for those of you who pretty much don't care about Japanese fashion. As the girly girls would say, "I heart the bright acidic shades and the crazy never-ending plastic accessories." But if I can make any changes, I have to tone down the pink in Decora. Too much pink becomes Sweet Decorer.

Uhuh.

You won't wanna hug me if I wear something like this in the middle of the street won't you. Even better, I won't want my Decora outfit to get all scruffy because of your so-called very no open-minded sincerity.

Next up is the Manba look, or Yamanba. I seriously don't think I'll be comfortable in their choice of clothes, except the Alba Rosa raiment, sandals and leggings. Muahahahaha. I'm just so freaking fascinated by their wonderfully bleached hair which is so colourful and screaming their colourful asses out. Their makeup is really one of a kind. As one of my schoolmate had already said while browsing my Japanese SchoolGirl Inferno Handbook, "They actually think they look so pretty in these hideous outfits and overloaded makeup???" (Which not only included Manba or Gonguro, but she even thinks the very polite look of Lolita is outrageous too. Which got me really boiling.) Her face was priceless I tell you.

This would be Buriteri who started the Gonguro fashion with her fellow friends, who label themselves the San Kyodai. I sincerely admire her courage to express her own style of fashion without caring the crap of what people think about it. And friend was already halfway into an asthma attack when she saw this picture.




This is Kigurumin by the way, but they mainly use Manba makeup so..

Wait till she sees THIS XD

Next up, I salute to you, Mana-sama.

No you, no Elegant Gothic Aristocrat which I adoringly love with all my little teenage heart. The simplicity of your fashions just so..elegant and sophisticated.

Hell yeah.






Domo arigatou gozaimasu, Mana-sama!!!

And..Of course there's the whole Lolita look I would love to try, so I won't elaborate further, since I did blog about it before. Find the entry yourself. HarHar.

And last but not least..

The beautiful, and words could not describe the almost wonderness of it, Visual Kei.




A little excerpt from a famous ABBA song.

MAMMA MIA.
Here I go again.
My My,
How can I forget you.

It's true. I can never forget Visual Kei X)

And of course I'll do all this in Tokyo, duh. Haha.

Unless I find other people who are willing to expand Japanese fashion in Malaysia with me..Well, it's Shibuya and Harajuku Street for me XD

For now, it's just my own way of dressing.

Which concludes to 2 things I'd learnt in 2007,

1. I'll never follow trends here. I make them.

2. I'll never trust anybody with my problems again, even my parents.

Happy 2008 y'all.

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The Chipmunks Rock This X'Mas! XD

Merry Christmas to All =D













Where's my presents?

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LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR :

1. Average grades (the geek in me)
2. More books (the bookworm in me)
3. My opinions listened to (the attention-craver in me)
4. Trust and freedom in certain matters (the rebel in me)
5. Never ending supply of duckets/$$$ to get present no. 2, half moi wishlist fulfilled, eyeliners, MAC eyeshadows, desired make-up needs, OSIM massage chair for mumsie and dad, MAZDA Speed 3 for my bro, Guitar Hero controller for the PS2, language classes for me, etc. (when I think of it).

6. And for Malaysia to go the way most of us teens want it, which will lead to world peace and the stupid dumbass-ed wars to stop and at the same time pollution too. (And yes, I can't count.)

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS : Gideon

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :

1. Bully-er.
2. Slightly more mature since SKST.
3. Kinda desperate for true love.
4. Always merajuk-ing.
5. Can be nice when he wants too.

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAD DONE FOR YOU :
-Being my counseler at times. (thanks man).
-Companies me in the boredom fest by us talking almost nothing but crap on MSN.
-He doing nonsense in the library during SKST, allowing me to victimize him by calling the beloved teacher to visit him =P

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU :
Were there any memorable words exchanged between us? Hmmm..If there were any, sorry, can't remember. Am suffering from short term memory loss.

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL :
Go on with life? The question did say the word 'if'. Love is part of life people!

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE :
Cos he did something that I find really offending and I really can't forgive him? Or the likes.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU :

1. Xavi(so that he has a topic to update on) XD
2. Veena
3. Naomi
4. Basically,
5. anyone,
6. who wants me to know,
7. what they sincerely feel,
8. and think about me,
9. and whoever who wants to,
10.do this tag. No forcing you guys at all.

(which means I can't exactly answer the following questions included.)

1. WHO IS NO.7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?


2. WHO IS NO.9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?


3. IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?


4. WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?


5. WHERE IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
SIGS =.= And she's coming up to morning session with me =)

6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?


7. DOES NO. 4 WORK?


8. DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?


9. WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?


10. HOW ABOUT NO. 5?


11. DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Yeah. An elder sis and a younger bro.

12. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3 AND NO.4?


13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
In the same house as me =.=!!!

14. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
How? I knew her all the way since SKST. Lol.

15. IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?

Note to Gideon : Yes, I am single. Never think that I'm single. XD

PS : Whoever who wants to see the complete version of this quiz, you can voluntarily tag me and place yourself in positions 4-1o. I'm waiting.. =D

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