There.

Honestly I'm really bad at updating my blog. Not like I don't have any ideas, but seriously there has to be 20 over drafts in my dashboard which I didn't publish.

And blogging about my daily life has to be the most boring thing I could ever blog about in blogger history.

Anyway, the thing is, I'm one of the English editors for the editorial board with Hazel =)

MPO's on the 17 May, according to Puan Yew, but 16 by Puan Rozi. And the 2nd destination next to KL is Genting.

Is that supposed to be fun? Haha. I don't really have a clue what's fun in Genting. Except for the weather maybe? XD

Oh yeah, the theme parks. I wanna go on a rollercoaster ride if it's included in the trip V(^.^)V

Morning session's robbing me of my precious sleep.

Zzzzzzzz...

But still there's loads or a few nice teachers. Miss Nav's my class teacher XD Cik Humaira's cute XD En. Mahadi's funny XD And etc. There are exceptions =x But the system's getting crappier and ickier as the years go by.

Each freaking club except the uniform bodies are only limited to 40 people. 20 from the morning and just in case you have really, REALLY slow mental calculation in your head, 20 in the afternoon. Which means most of us damn semangat-ed ones in multiple clubs have to give up almost everything we love.

Yikes.

And what's worse, Caklempong Club doesn't exist in SIGS anymore. It merged with the band sisters and it's now considered Seni Muzik. And all of us in Cak kena dibubarkan. What the freaggin' hell. So after much persuasion I'm in Choir for good thanks to Miss Loh. Haha. At least Rozi's a penolong penasihat there, so I'll still see her XD

Sports practises are actually kinda fun in the afternoon =) All of us did way better than we did in the morning XD I can even throw the freaking javelin and cacak it X) Though it did fell down in the end. Whoops.

*****

I'm loving the editorial board.

I'm wanna go for debate tryouts.

I wish Sports Day was on a school day and not SUNDAY.

I wish Amnah's retiring date could arrive faster so I can stand at the gate and gladly sadly wave goodbye to her. XDDDDDDD

So much to say, so little time.

*****
PS: Veena, you forgot to remind us about the certs AGAIN =.=

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When the girl says she's fashionably early, she IS fashionably early.

Instead of making my New Year resolutions, eg. get straight As' for PMR, do well in school, etc. like everybody else's doing, I'm compiling a list of Japanese fashions I'm very and really interested to try out. Or perhaps I'm just really fascinated or wow-ed by the uniqueness and different these cultures are, rather then the kinda uncreative fashion subcultures we have here in Malaysia. Examples like bubble skirts, leggings, etc. which had long been another piece of Japanese fahion history. Guess what? Malaysia's behind the Japanese in terms of fashion by a whopping THREE years. It's no wonder mat sallehs, ang mohs, the likes think most of the countries in Asia are just some paddy fields and everybody are still living in kampungs or villages.

This is really a bad image for Malaysia.

Though I really try to put even the tiniest little bit of effort to love my country and Motherland whole-heartedly, guess what..

I CAN'T DO IT.

Yippee. Ain't you freaking proud of me, Malaysia? And we're the supposedly the future leaders of the nation. If we can't love the country, how do you expect us to rule you fairly and let this be a peaceful country for all Malaysians?

Stupid question huh. The government will never admit their system's so unorganized and it's already as sucky as it is.

Note, if any of you readers are working the Prime Minister of Malaysia or happened to be really REALLY loyal to the whole system Malaysia's implementing now, please don't sue me. Gua tak-lak duit. (I have no ka-ching ($$$) to bail me out.)

Therefore, these are the fashionable revolutions of moi before I'm laid to rest, simply put, before I'm freaking dead.

This is the one and only Decora fashion for those of you who pretty much don't care about Japanese fashion. As the girly girls would say, "I heart the bright acidic shades and the crazy never-ending plastic accessories." But if I can make any changes, I have to tone down the pink in Decora. Too much pink becomes Sweet Decorer.

Uhuh.

You won't wanna hug me if I wear something like this in the middle of the street won't you. Even better, I won't want my Decora outfit to get all scruffy because of your so-called very no open-minded sincerity.

Next up is the Manba look, or Yamanba. I seriously don't think I'll be comfortable in their choice of clothes, except the Alba Rosa raiment, sandals and leggings. Muahahahaha. I'm just so freaking fascinated by their wonderfully bleached hair which is so colourful and screaming their colourful asses out. Their makeup is really one of a kind. As one of my schoolmate had already said while browsing my Japanese SchoolGirl Inferno Handbook, "They actually think they look so pretty in these hideous outfits and overloaded makeup???" (Which not only included Manba or Gonguro, but she even thinks the very polite look of Lolita is outrageous too. Which got me really boiling.) Her face was priceless I tell you.

This would be Buriteri who started the Gonguro fashion with her fellow friends, who label themselves the San Kyodai. I sincerely admire her courage to express her own style of fashion without caring the crap of what people think about it. And friend was already halfway into an asthma attack when she saw this picture.




This is Kigurumin by the way, but they mainly use Manba makeup so..

Wait till she sees THIS XD

Next up, I salute to you, Mana-sama.

No you, no Elegant Gothic Aristocrat which I adoringly love with all my little teenage heart. The simplicity of your fashions just so..elegant and sophisticated.

Hell yeah.






Domo arigatou gozaimasu, Mana-sama!!!

And..Of course there's the whole Lolita look I would love to try, so I won't elaborate further, since I did blog about it before. Find the entry yourself. HarHar.

And last but not least..

The beautiful, and words could not describe the almost wonderness of it, Visual Kei.




A little excerpt from a famous ABBA song.

MAMMA MIA.
Here I go again.
My My,
How can I forget you.

It's true. I can never forget Visual Kei X)

And of course I'll do all this in Tokyo, duh. Haha.

Unless I find other people who are willing to expand Japanese fashion in Malaysia with me..Well, it's Shibuya and Harajuku Street for me XD

For now, it's just my own way of dressing.

Which concludes to 2 things I'd learnt in 2007,

1. I'll never follow trends here. I make them.

2. I'll never trust anybody with my problems again, even my parents.

Happy 2008 y'all.

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The Chipmunks Rock This X'Mas! XD

Merry Christmas to All =D













Where's my presents?

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LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR :

1. Average grades (the geek in me)
2. More books (the bookworm in me)
3. My opinions listened to (the attention-craver in me)
4. Trust and freedom in certain matters (the rebel in me)
5. Never ending supply of duckets/$$$ to get present no. 2, half moi wishlist fulfilled, eyeliners, MAC eyeshadows, desired make-up needs, OSIM massage chair for mumsie and dad, MAZDA Speed 3 for my bro, Guitar Hero controller for the PS2, language classes for me, etc. (when I think of it).

6. And for Malaysia to go the way most of us teens want it, which will lead to world peace and the stupid dumbass-ed wars to stop and at the same time pollution too. (And yes, I can't count.)

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS : Gideon

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :

1. Bully-er.
2. Slightly more mature since SKST.
3. Kinda desperate for true love.
4. Always merajuk-ing.
5. Can be nice when he wants too.

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAD DONE FOR YOU :
-Being my counseler at times. (thanks man).
-Companies me in the boredom fest by us talking almost nothing but crap on MSN.
-He doing nonsense in the library during SKST, allowing me to victimize him by calling the beloved teacher to visit him =P

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU :
Were there any memorable words exchanged between us? Hmmm..If there were any, sorry, can't remember. Am suffering from short term memory loss.

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL :
Go on with life? The question did say the word 'if'. Love is part of life people!

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE :
Cos he did something that I find really offending and I really can't forgive him? Or the likes.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU :

1. Xavi(so that he has a topic to update on) XD
2. Veena
3. Naomi
4. Basically,
5. anyone,
6. who wants me to know,
7. what they sincerely feel,
8. and think about me,
9. and whoever who wants to,
10.do this tag. No forcing you guys at all.

(which means I can't exactly answer the following questions included.)

1. WHO IS NO.7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?


2. WHO IS NO.9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?


3. IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?


4. WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?


5. WHERE IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
SIGS =.= And she's coming up to morning session with me =)

6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?


7. DOES NO. 4 WORK?


8. DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?


9. WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?


10. HOW ABOUT NO. 5?


11. DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Yeah. An elder sis and a younger bro.

12. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3 AND NO.4?


13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
In the same house as me =.=!!!

14. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
How? I knew her all the way since SKST. Lol.

15. IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?

Note to Gideon : Yes, I am single. Never think that I'm single. XD

PS : Whoever who wants to see the complete version of this quiz, you can voluntarily tag me and place yourself in positions 4-1o. I'm waiting.. =D

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Random list of things I accidently discovered.

Note: The following blog entry is only in the blogger's view of whatever-topic-that's-mentioned. I may be highlighting certain common issues that may apply to you, the reader, but trust me, I have no intention of offending you in any way. I can't please the whole world anyway, so think whatever you like then, but I'm not responsible for the anger you repossessed for reading.

I realized..

1. That there's so many girls out there much more older than me who has random blog entries that most of the time, goes like this:

"..today i went shopping with my bestest buds of d world, (name), (nickname), (atrociously gross nickname), etc. so nice la! firstly we went shopping at (random famous clothes brands stores - Roxy, Billabong, etc.). I got this chic top/skirt/shoes/etc. in (shade of colour). (name) got (item), (nickname) got (item) and (item), and (atrociously gross nickname) got (more items, following the details like colour, quality, coolness, prettiness, pictures, etc.). den we went to (fastfood restaurants/bubbletea shops) and we got a break after shopping so much. i got (insert flavour/type of food), (name) got (drink), (nickname) got (food), (ags) had (food/fries), (followed by pictures of them camwhoring with their food, trying to act cute, etc. but they end up looking tacky instead). den more shopping! yay!.."

To cut their very naggy story short, they'll take some clothes, kononnya want to try them, but then enter an empty cubicle and start to camwhore with more of those act cute poses, which they'll edit later with photoshop and add very 'cool' captions which bore me to goodness sake knows where. Then they will bump into more friends, most of the times from different schools, and the whole enchilada starts again. Very creative of them. 75% of their entries are almost the same or practically, the same topics. You should have a look at their profiles too.

Fact : What's with the thing with placing your month of birth, then adding the word baby at the back of it? Example : 'September baby', 'January baby', 'November baby'. I randomly asked my bro why the heck do they have to type all this crappy girly shit, and he just plainly answered, "Cos they're still babies what." Alrighty. Why didn't I think of that. Hahahahahahaha.

Questions(?) : Should be thinking by now why I even bother to read their blogs right, somemore still doing some hell of a complaining like some bored old ah lian who gossips 24/7? I do believe in one of the tactics mentioned in Sun Tzi's Art of War, one of it says, "To defeat the enemy, you should understand them to know their strengths and weaknesses." Or something like that. But hell yeah, I really do abide by that law till now.

I realized..

2. That I can't please the whole world. Too tiring, and just too hard to fulfil. Time to please my ownself first.

I realized..

3. That I shouldn't care the fluck© of what people think of me. I'm just trying to be myself, not trying to be a damn old clone of these people that's starting to drain me of my creative juices.

I realized..

4. It's totally fine if I don't have any real friends to confide in. Shun me off, leave me out, insult me, I DON"T CARE. Friends come and go, I can always make new friends. If that doesn't happen, I'll go solo.

I realized..

5. I need some flucking© motivation to help me succeed.

I realized..

6. I may crave for attention, but I don't crave for the fake smiles and so-called trust some people give to me.

I realized..

7. I need to get a life.

Copyright : The following word, fluck© is under the copyright of the Overdresser and I have no idea whether I'm allowed the usage of this holy canoly word that lets me say the 'f' word in a different creative way, so my humblest apologies if I had misuse the copyright of this word.

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Yes yes, here is the update which some of you were constantly craving on. Haha.

I'm in a major case of mood swings. One minute I'm a happy, don't care about the troubles of life student, another minute I'm all moody, unable to smile, think positive thoughts, and go all freakingly negative in my head. And all of you people wonder why the hell I have countless white hair growing from the scalp of my head.

You guys will never know. How left out I feel, not only in school among my 'peers', but same old same old occurs at home too. It really seems that nobody ever wants to listen to my opinions and pay any attention to me. Am I invisible to you people or what? Or secretly in your heads you think I'm basically a very plain uncool and don't deserve to hang with you guys (for my friends in school, though I'm reconsidering whether the term 'friends' seem apropriate at all) and I'm a lazy unhappy girl who can never be the family girl and is always portrayed as the black sheep of the family? And to be honest, I had thought of whether I was an adopted kid or if my parents brought the wrong baby home, cos I'm a totally different person from my family. Then again, everybody says I look like my mum and have the same smile as my bro and have the same temper as my dad, so..Cross that one out for the time being. And to think of it, people that I hate in school or anywhere has me starting to behave like them slightly, whether it's a minor habit or the way they talk. The word 'mean' came from a certain prefect, 'the world is against me' came from my former primary school classmate. What in the world is happening to me. I have seriously no idea at all. No idea.

I am always thinking of what to do with my life. I constanly push myself to be the perfect little daughter with the perfect grades and achievements with a gang of great and could be trusted friends. Yes yes, I hear some of you saying that nobody's perfect in this world, but yes, I can't and won't listen. I pressure myself to excel in different fields of work and hobbies, just to find some hidden talent or anything that could make me stand out from everyone else. It just makes me feel inferior to people who don't have to do anything special and they just naturally get noticed by people. This is one part of my horoscope which I believe in and it still affects me. People born under the star sign of Taurus are attention-craving people, who needs people noticing them all the time. May not apply to some people, but hell yeah does it ever apply all it's magical properties to me.

I keep on placing this thought in my head that I could never fit in with anybody. I can never keep up with the latest news. I can never, NEVER get myself to act like myself in front of other people. I can split my personality into how may pieces as I like. In front of schoolmates, in front of my family, in front of my music peers, in front of people I meet in shopping complexes, in front of the mirror in my room at home. Think I'm mad or whatever, I have the habit of talking to myself in front of the mirror. I also talk to inanimate objects at home just to keep myself company. I find myself the best company I could have ever known. Cos only my reflection knows all that itty bitty weeny details going on in my head, my life, my status in this world, in this form, in this voice. Yes, to think I keep on going on and on about Fathini talking to herself, but yeah, this is me.

Actually, I'm really proud of myself. I did so many things that only I, and I will know in this lifetime as me, Kuala Lumpur. And never will I reveal anymore personal matters to anybody. Cos I just realized that actually, in the end..








I could only trust myself.

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According to the title above, yes, that's the sub-topic for today. The fact that I broke my hiatus.

Cool. Haha.

Anyway, can't really blog much cos I still need to catch up on my 'reading' for next week's exams. Just that I'll make my points short, sweet and simple. Though i I DO have the mood to define and do more explaining, that will be next Tuesday night most probably.

First off I really wanna thank my dad so the freaking much for giving me so much support during this hard time. I admit that I cried real hard after my KH exam on Tuesday, so convinced I was not gonna get real high marks for it and I'm really failing it. (FYI, my definition of the word 'fail' is getting a B and below). The moment my dad came home he knew something was wrong and I was trying to lied my way out, saying I'm totally fine and that I'm just tired. He JUST KNEW. He asked about my paper that day and wham. I burst into tears once more. I'm not ashamed to admit that I cried. A lot. He adviced me loads and told me I didn't have to necessarily do this to myself, I can be perfectly normal and enjoy life instead of competing with the whole class for top spots and straight As'. That was it. I just had to relax. Mum was putting on a don't care attitude and was trying to tell me off but I knew she cared, or she wouldn't have called my dad to come home earlier and keep me company.

I'm real sorry to make my parents worried and I know what to do now. Guys, your parents may just keep on nagging at you to do well and be the best and all, but it's all for your own good. Pardon me for being naggy, but do appreciate your parents. They just want to bring the best out from you. And never say you hate them. That's a sin after they did so much to bring us up.

*holds tears back*

You guys can actually go celebrate cos all of you are losing a competitor for grades in the class. XD

And, next top news. I'm going to shift to morning session next year. And be stripped off my secretary post. Whatever already. I'll get something better in the morning. I hope. And my fellow AJK Tertinggi friends, let's get our beautiful certs from Cik Norazian. Or at least a prefect teacher. I'm mean. Hehe.

Yes, I do have something for a certain Angelline here, if she happens to stumble into this hidden blog of mine. Haha. Can you please stop sending me messages in Friendster asking me to vote for you in those silly competitions? And the organizer doesn't even know how to spell the word 'perfect'. I was having a look at what the goodness sakeness was this Totally Spies competition all about and the categories made me wanna puke all over the computer screen. Want some examples?

1. 'Prefect Spy' (They were trying to spell perfect I guess. Ugh. I can't stand people with bad spelling.)

2. 'Big Eye Spy' (Why you wanna compare in this aspect? All of us have different DNA and this is just plain..STUPID.)

3. 'Pretty Spy' (I. Give. Up.)

Geesh. It's all about vanity and comparing who's prettier, cuter, smarter, cooler, yada yada yada. People, we are all different. Which makes all of us special and different from one another. You don't have to compete in these kind of wuliao and nothing better to do competitions. Whoever that loses will suffer from a problem called emotional trauma about your looks, face shape, weight, etc. So my sincere and humble advice to Friendster users, DO NOT VOTE FOR THESE COMPETITIONS. Just leave it as it is, since we're way much more busier then these too free people.

Time to log off and sign out. Will be back with new updates (and a new blogskin I hope) next week.

Adious.

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

There.

Honestly I'm really bad at updating my blog. Not like I don't have any ideas, but seriously there has to be 20 over drafts in my dashboard which I didn't publish.

And blogging about my daily life has to be the most boring thing I could ever blog about in blogger history.

Anyway, the thing is, I'm one of the English editors for the editorial board with Hazel =)

MPO's on the 17 May, according to Puan Yew, but 16 by Puan Rozi. And the 2nd destination next to KL is Genting.

Is that supposed to be fun? Haha. I don't really have a clue what's fun in Genting. Except for the weather maybe? XD

Oh yeah, the theme parks. I wanna go on a rollercoaster ride if it's included in the trip V(^.^)V

Morning session's robbing me of my precious sleep.

Zzzzzzzz...

But still there's loads or a few nice teachers. Miss Nav's my class teacher XD Cik Humaira's cute XD En. Mahadi's funny XD And etc. There are exceptions =x But the system's getting crappier and ickier as the years go by.

Each freaking club except the uniform bodies are only limited to 40 people. 20 from the morning and just in case you have really, REALLY slow mental calculation in your head, 20 in the afternoon. Which means most of us damn semangat-ed ones in multiple clubs have to give up almost everything we love.

Yikes.

And what's worse, Caklempong Club doesn't exist in SIGS anymore. It merged with the band sisters and it's now considered Seni Muzik. And all of us in Cak kena dibubarkan. What the freaggin' hell. So after much persuasion I'm in Choir for good thanks to Miss Loh. Haha. At least Rozi's a penolong penasihat there, so I'll still see her XD

Sports practises are actually kinda fun in the afternoon =) All of us did way better than we did in the morning XD I can even throw the freaking javelin and cacak it X) Though it did fell down in the end. Whoops.

*****

I'm loving the editorial board.

I'm wanna go for debate tryouts.

I wish Sports Day was on a school day and not SUNDAY.

I wish Amnah's retiring date could arrive faster so I can stand at the gate and gladly sadly wave goodbye to her. XDDDDDDD

So much to say, so little time.

*****
PS: Veena, you forgot to remind us about the certs AGAIN =.=

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When the girl says she's fashionably early, she IS fashionably early.

Instead of making my New Year resolutions, eg. get straight As' for PMR, do well in school, etc. like everybody else's doing, I'm compiling a list of Japanese fashions I'm very and really interested to try out. Or perhaps I'm just really fascinated or wow-ed by the uniqueness and different these cultures are, rather then the kinda uncreative fashion subcultures we have here in Malaysia. Examples like bubble skirts, leggings, etc. which had long been another piece of Japanese fahion history. Guess what? Malaysia's behind the Japanese in terms of fashion by a whopping THREE years. It's no wonder mat sallehs, ang mohs, the likes think most of the countries in Asia are just some paddy fields and everybody are still living in kampungs or villages.

This is really a bad image for Malaysia.

Though I really try to put even the tiniest little bit of effort to love my country and Motherland whole-heartedly, guess what..

I CAN'T DO IT.

Yippee. Ain't you freaking proud of me, Malaysia? And we're the supposedly the future leaders of the nation. If we can't love the country, how do you expect us to rule you fairly and let this be a peaceful country for all Malaysians?

Stupid question huh. The government will never admit their system's so unorganized and it's already as sucky as it is.

Note, if any of you readers are working the Prime Minister of Malaysia or happened to be really REALLY loyal to the whole system Malaysia's implementing now, please don't sue me. Gua tak-lak duit. (I have no ka-ching ($$$) to bail me out.)

Therefore, these are the fashionable revolutions of moi before I'm laid to rest, simply put, before I'm freaking dead.

This is the one and only Decora fashion for those of you who pretty much don't care about Japanese fashion. As the girly girls would say, "I heart the bright acidic shades and the crazy never-ending plastic accessories." But if I can make any changes, I have to tone down the pink in Decora. Too much pink becomes Sweet Decorer.

Uhuh.

You won't wanna hug me if I wear something like this in the middle of the street won't you. Even better, I won't want my Decora outfit to get all scruffy because of your so-called very no open-minded sincerity.

Next up is the Manba look, or Yamanba. I seriously don't think I'll be comfortable in their choice of clothes, except the Alba Rosa raiment, sandals and leggings. Muahahahaha. I'm just so freaking fascinated by their wonderfully bleached hair which is so colourful and screaming their colourful asses out. Their makeup is really one of a kind. As one of my schoolmate had already said while browsing my Japanese SchoolGirl Inferno Handbook, "They actually think they look so pretty in these hideous outfits and overloaded makeup???" (Which not only included Manba or Gonguro, but she even thinks the very polite look of Lolita is outrageous too. Which got me really boiling.) Her face was priceless I tell you.

This would be Buriteri who started the Gonguro fashion with her fellow friends, who label themselves the San Kyodai. I sincerely admire her courage to express her own style of fashion without caring the crap of what people think about it. And friend was already halfway into an asthma attack when she saw this picture.




This is Kigurumin by the way, but they mainly use Manba makeup so..

Wait till she sees THIS XD

Next up, I salute to you, Mana-sama.

No you, no Elegant Gothic Aristocrat which I adoringly love with all my little teenage heart. The simplicity of your fashions just so..elegant and sophisticated.

Hell yeah.






Domo arigatou gozaimasu, Mana-sama!!!

And..Of course there's the whole Lolita look I would love to try, so I won't elaborate further, since I did blog about it before. Find the entry yourself. HarHar.

And last but not least..

The beautiful, and words could not describe the almost wonderness of it, Visual Kei.




A little excerpt from a famous ABBA song.

MAMMA MIA.
Here I go again.
My My,
How can I forget you.

It's true. I can never forget Visual Kei X)

And of course I'll do all this in Tokyo, duh. Haha.

Unless I find other people who are willing to expand Japanese fashion in Malaysia with me..Well, it's Shibuya and Harajuku Street for me XD

For now, it's just my own way of dressing.

Which concludes to 2 things I'd learnt in 2007,

1. I'll never follow trends here. I make them.

2. I'll never trust anybody with my problems again, even my parents.

Happy 2008 y'all.

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The Chipmunks Rock This X'Mas! XD

Merry Christmas to All =D













Where's my presents?

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LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR :

1. Average grades (the geek in me)
2. More books (the bookworm in me)
3. My opinions listened to (the attention-craver in me)
4. Trust and freedom in certain matters (the rebel in me)
5. Never ending supply of duckets/$$$ to get present no. 2, half moi wishlist fulfilled, eyeliners, MAC eyeshadows, desired make-up needs, OSIM massage chair for mumsie and dad, MAZDA Speed 3 for my bro, Guitar Hero controller for the PS2, language classes for me, etc. (when I think of it).

6. And for Malaysia to go the way most of us teens want it, which will lead to world peace and the stupid dumbass-ed wars to stop and at the same time pollution too. (And yes, I can't count.)

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS : Gideon

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :

1. Bully-er.
2. Slightly more mature since SKST.
3. Kinda desperate for true love.
4. Always merajuk-ing.
5. Can be nice when he wants too.

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAD DONE FOR YOU :
-Being my counseler at times. (thanks man).
-Companies me in the boredom fest by us talking almost nothing but crap on MSN.
-He doing nonsense in the library during SKST, allowing me to victimize him by calling the beloved teacher to visit him =P

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU :
Were there any memorable words exchanged between us? Hmmm..If there were any, sorry, can't remember. Am suffering from short term memory loss.

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL :
Go on with life? The question did say the word 'if'. Love is part of life people!

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE :
Cos he did something that I find really offending and I really can't forgive him? Or the likes.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU :

1. Xavi(so that he has a topic to update on) XD
2. Veena
3. Naomi
4. Basically,
5. anyone,
6. who wants me to know,
7. what they sincerely feel,
8. and think about me,
9. and whoever who wants to,
10.do this tag. No forcing you guys at all.

(which means I can't exactly answer the following questions included.)

1. WHO IS NO.7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?


2. WHO IS NO.9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?


3. IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?


4. WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?


5. WHERE IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
SIGS =.= And she's coming up to morning session with me =)

6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?


7. DOES NO. 4 WORK?


8. DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?


9. WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?


10. HOW ABOUT NO. 5?


11. DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Yeah. An elder sis and a younger bro.

12. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3 AND NO.4?


13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
In the same house as me =.=!!!

14. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
How? I knew her all the way since SKST. Lol.

15. IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?

Note to Gideon : Yes, I am single. Never think that I'm single. XD

PS : Whoever who wants to see the complete version of this quiz, you can voluntarily tag me and place yourself in positions 4-1o. I'm waiting.. =D

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Random list of things I accidently discovered.

Note: The following blog entry is only in the blogger's view of whatever-topic-that's-mentioned. I may be highlighting certain common issues that may apply to you, the reader, but trust me, I have no intention of offending you in any way. I can't please the whole world anyway, so think whatever you like then, but I'm not responsible for the anger you repossessed for reading.

I realized..

1. That there's so many girls out there much more older than me who has random blog entries that most of the time, goes like this:

"..today i went shopping with my bestest buds of d world, (name), (nickname), (atrociously gross nickname), etc. so nice la! firstly we went shopping at (random famous clothes brands stores - Roxy, Billabong, etc.). I got this chic top/skirt/shoes/etc. in (shade of colour). (name) got (item), (nickname) got (item) and (item), and (atrociously gross nickname) got (more items, following the details like colour, quality, coolness, prettiness, pictures, etc.). den we went to (fastfood restaurants/bubbletea shops) and we got a break after shopping so much. i got (insert flavour/type of food), (name) got (drink), (nickname) got (food), (ags) had (food/fries), (followed by pictures of them camwhoring with their food, trying to act cute, etc. but they end up looking tacky instead). den more shopping! yay!.."

To cut their very naggy story short, they'll take some clothes, kononnya want to try them, but then enter an empty cubicle and start to camwhore with more of those act cute poses, which they'll edit later with photoshop and add very 'cool' captions which bore me to goodness sake knows where. Then they will bump into more friends, most of the times from different schools, and the whole enchilada starts again. Very creative of them. 75% of their entries are almost the same or practically, the same topics. You should have a look at their profiles too.

Fact : What's with the thing with placing your month of birth, then adding the word baby at the back of it? Example : 'September baby', 'January baby', 'November baby'. I randomly asked my bro why the heck do they have to type all this crappy girly shit, and he just plainly answered, "Cos they're still babies what." Alrighty. Why didn't I think of that. Hahahahahahaha.

Questions(?) : Should be thinking by now why I even bother to read their blogs right, somemore still doing some hell of a complaining like some bored old ah lian who gossips 24/7? I do believe in one of the tactics mentioned in Sun Tzi's Art of War, one of it says, "To defeat the enemy, you should understand them to know their strengths and weaknesses." Or something like that. But hell yeah, I really do abide by that law till now.

I realized..

2. That I can't please the whole world. Too tiring, and just too hard to fulfil. Time to please my ownself first.

I realized..

3. That I shouldn't care the fluck© of what people think of me. I'm just trying to be myself, not trying to be a damn old clone of these people that's starting to drain me of my creative juices.

I realized..

4. It's totally fine if I don't have any real friends to confide in. Shun me off, leave me out, insult me, I DON"T CARE. Friends come and go, I can always make new friends. If that doesn't happen, I'll go solo.

I realized..

5. I need some flucking© motivation to help me succeed.

I realized..

6. I may crave for attention, but I don't crave for the fake smiles and so-called trust some people give to me.

I realized..

7. I need to get a life.

Copyright : The following word, fluck© is under the copyright of the Overdresser and I have no idea whether I'm allowed the usage of this holy canoly word that lets me say the 'f' word in a different creative way, so my humblest apologies if I had misuse the copyright of this word.

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Yes yes, here is the update which some of you were constantly craving on. Haha.

I'm in a major case of mood swings. One minute I'm a happy, don't care about the troubles of life student, another minute I'm all moody, unable to smile, think positive thoughts, and go all freakingly negative in my head. And all of you people wonder why the hell I have countless white hair growing from the scalp of my head.

You guys will never know. How left out I feel, not only in school among my 'peers', but same old same old occurs at home too. It really seems that nobody ever wants to listen to my opinions and pay any attention to me. Am I invisible to you people or what? Or secretly in your heads you think I'm basically a very plain uncool and don't deserve to hang with you guys (for my friends in school, though I'm reconsidering whether the term 'friends' seem apropriate at all) and I'm a lazy unhappy girl who can never be the family girl and is always portrayed as the black sheep of the family? And to be honest, I had thought of whether I was an adopted kid or if my parents brought the wrong baby home, cos I'm a totally different person from my family. Then again, everybody says I look like my mum and have the same smile as my bro and have the same temper as my dad, so..Cross that one out for the time being. And to think of it, people that I hate in school or anywhere has me starting to behave like them slightly, whether it's a minor habit or the way they talk. The word 'mean' came from a certain prefect, 'the world is against me' came from my former primary school classmate. What in the world is happening to me. I have seriously no idea at all. No idea.

I am always thinking of what to do with my life. I constanly push myself to be the perfect little daughter with the perfect grades and achievements with a gang of great and could be trusted friends. Yes yes, I hear some of you saying that nobody's perfect in this world, but yes, I can't and won't listen. I pressure myself to excel in different fields of work and hobbies, just to find some hidden talent or anything that could make me stand out from everyone else. It just makes me feel inferior to people who don't have to do anything special and they just naturally get noticed by people. This is one part of my horoscope which I believe in and it still affects me. People born under the star sign of Taurus are attention-craving people, who needs people noticing them all the time. May not apply to some people, but hell yeah does it ever apply all it's magical properties to me.

I keep on placing this thought in my head that I could never fit in with anybody. I can never keep up with the latest news. I can never, NEVER get myself to act like myself in front of other people. I can split my personality into how may pieces as I like. In front of schoolmates, in front of my family, in front of my music peers, in front of people I meet in shopping complexes, in front of the mirror in my room at home. Think I'm mad or whatever, I have the habit of talking to myself in front of the mirror. I also talk to inanimate objects at home just to keep myself company. I find myself the best company I could have ever known. Cos only my reflection knows all that itty bitty weeny details going on in my head, my life, my status in this world, in this form, in this voice. Yes, to think I keep on going on and on about Fathini talking to herself, but yeah, this is me.

Actually, I'm really proud of myself. I did so many things that only I, and I will know in this lifetime as me, Kuala Lumpur. And never will I reveal anymore personal matters to anybody. Cos I just realized that actually, in the end..








I could only trust myself.

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According to the title above, yes, that's the sub-topic for today. The fact that I broke my hiatus.

Cool. Haha.

Anyway, can't really blog much cos I still need to catch up on my 'reading' for next week's exams. Just that I'll make my points short, sweet and simple. Though i I DO have the mood to define and do more explaining, that will be next Tuesday night most probably.

First off I really wanna thank my dad so the freaking much for giving me so much support during this hard time. I admit that I cried real hard after my KH exam on Tuesday, so convinced I was not gonna get real high marks for it and I'm really failing it. (FYI, my definition of the word 'fail' is getting a B and below). The moment my dad came home he knew something was wrong and I was trying to lied my way out, saying I'm totally fine and that I'm just tired. He JUST KNEW. He asked about my paper that day and wham. I burst into tears once more. I'm not ashamed to admit that I cried. A lot. He adviced me loads and told me I didn't have to necessarily do this to myself, I can be perfectly normal and enjoy life instead of competing with the whole class for top spots and straight As'. That was it. I just had to relax. Mum was putting on a don't care attitude and was trying to tell me off but I knew she cared, or she wouldn't have called my dad to come home earlier and keep me company.

I'm real sorry to make my parents worried and I know what to do now. Guys, your parents may just keep on nagging at you to do well and be the best and all, but it's all for your own good. Pardon me for being naggy, but do appreciate your parents. They just want to bring the best out from you. And never say you hate them. That's a sin after they did so much to bring us up.

*holds tears back*

You guys can actually go celebrate cos all of you are losing a competitor for grades in the class. XD

And, next top news. I'm going to shift to morning session next year. And be stripped off my secretary post. Whatever already. I'll get something better in the morning. I hope. And my fellow AJK Tertinggi friends, let's get our beautiful certs from Cik Norazian. Or at least a prefect teacher. I'm mean. Hehe.

Yes, I do have something for a certain Angelline here, if she happens to stumble into this hidden blog of mine. Haha. Can you please stop sending me messages in Friendster asking me to vote for you in those silly competitions? And the organizer doesn't even know how to spell the word 'perfect'. I was having a look at what the goodness sakeness was this Totally Spies competition all about and the categories made me wanna puke all over the computer screen. Want some examples?

1. 'Prefect Spy' (They were trying to spell perfect I guess. Ugh. I can't stand people with bad spelling.)

2. 'Big Eye Spy' (Why you wanna compare in this aspect? All of us have different DNA and this is just plain..STUPID.)

3. 'Pretty Spy' (I. Give. Up.)

Geesh. It's all about vanity and comparing who's prettier, cuter, smarter, cooler, yada yada yada. People, we are all different. Which makes all of us special and different from one another. You don't have to compete in these kind of wuliao and nothing better to do competitions. Whoever that loses will suffer from a problem called emotional trauma about your looks, face shape, weight, etc. So my sincere and humble advice to Friendster users, DO NOT VOTE FOR THESE COMPETITIONS. Just leave it as it is, since we're way much more busier then these too free people.

Time to log off and sign out. Will be back with new updates (and a new blogskin I hope) next week.

Adious.

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