"I don't know what's right and what's real anymore;
and I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore.
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cause I'm being taking over by The Fear."
-The Fear, ©Lily Allen.-
Never in my life had I went through that many medical procedures in just one day.

So, finally my body decided it's payback time, after being such a sick, frail human who falls ill just too easily to be true. And too often as well.

It's not like I don't take care of my health, it's just that my immune system is somehow really weak. Don't ask me why, I have no clue to that either.

Today, this blogger made a trip to get an X-ray done for her lungs.

At first, only one was done.

Then, I was asked to do a second one. This time, to get a clearer view of my right lung.

Fine, I did just that.

Finally, the report was out. And basically, life started going downhill for me when I read the words on that little piece of paper.

CHEST WITH RIGHT LATERAL VIEW: A LARGE ANTERIOR MEDIASTINAL MASS.
NO ABNORMALITY IN THE HEART, LUNGS AND BONY THORAX SEEN.
FURTHER INVESTIGATION - A CHEST CT SCAN IS ADVISED.

And yes, I did that scan right after I made a trip back to the family doctor.

Thankfully, the doctor and the staff at the specialist center were really friendly and nice.

The results will only be out tomorrow.

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

"I don't know what's right and what's real anymore;
and I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore.
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cause I'm being taking over by The Fear."
-The Fear, ©Lily Allen.-
Never in my life had I went through that many medical procedures in just one day.

So, finally my body decided it's payback time, after being such a sick, frail human who falls ill just too easily to be true. And too often as well.

It's not like I don't take care of my health, it's just that my immune system is somehow really weak. Don't ask me why, I have no clue to that either.

Today, this blogger made a trip to get an X-ray done for her lungs.

At first, only one was done.

Then, I was asked to do a second one. This time, to get a clearer view of my right lung.

Fine, I did just that.

Finally, the report was out. And basically, life started going downhill for me when I read the words on that little piece of paper.

CHEST WITH RIGHT LATERAL VIEW: A LARGE ANTERIOR MEDIASTINAL MASS.
NO ABNORMALITY IN THE HEART, LUNGS AND BONY THORAX SEEN.
FURTHER INVESTIGATION - A CHEST CT SCAN IS ADVISED.

And yes, I did that scan right after I made a trip back to the family doctor.

Thankfully, the doctor and the staff at the specialist center were really friendly and nice.

The results will only be out tomorrow.

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