Back to appreciating and appreciated mode here. ;)

Okay, so presenting the next batch of people who made me feel a whole lot more useful than useless. :]

My fellow feline lover, Guppy aka Flippy! We love all cats! Maybe with the exception of those that resides in the canteen. Food stealers! Hmmph.





You know, somehow I find it quite amazing that I’m not the only one who thought of that before. All of you that outright confessed on your respective blogs that you all had considered self-harm, and overcoming it, just to knock some sense into my head that it ain’t worth anything, really woke me up from this whole enchilada. For once, I’m not ashamed to chicken out from this. So, chickens united! Hahah.

Come on, at least you’re bothered to do something about my very pathetic self then, knowing that you could only go online during weekends. At least you cared, so be proud of yourself! I’m real thankful for that too.

Especially with the fact that you’re never ashamed to be you, since entering secondary school.

I admire the fact, despite your craziness, hyperactive self, with the occasional lame joke here and there added with certain vulgarities and yellow matters that only you and I can actually talk about, you never cared about what people think about you. Despite the fact that people were bitching about you and trying to bring you down in so many different ways, you didn’t care how people judged you, and that’s only one part of your awesome personality.

You make friends darn easily, as shown with Khai, the both of you practically bonded during your first Biology tuition with Mr Kung! And are now the awesomest and craziest of friends, not forgetting the fact that you both composed the song Zombieman for that dude from our Chemistry class. Gosh, I still feel bad for him, but all the same, you guys rock.

Another example would be with Cat Phuah, during the Spelling Bee Competition at Sunway College. Zurina and I got to sit together, and boy did I felt relieved I didn’t have to step out from my comfort zone, but you had to sit at the row behind us with another contestant from another school. And I couldn’t help overhearing your conversation with Cat, and I was very surprised that the both of you were talking so animatedly within seconds of knowing each other! I was kind of scared to turn around and say hi, sure I was shy at that moment, afraid that I would most probably say something that would most probably embarrass me, but I picked up enough courage to do so, and that was something I never regretted. Now, both of us have a great new friend called Cat, and her friends were pretty awesome people too. Too bad she moved to Kedah before we had a chance to hang out! There will be a chance, I’m sure.

You are an awesome friend Guppy, know that.

And it’s my loss I didn’t get to know you better before, although we were from the same primary school. Geesh.

But you’re right.
Ohana means family. And family means no one gets left behind or forgotten.
© Lilo from Lilo and Stitch the Movie.
Crap, you have no idea how much you and our family made me have that sense of belonging and comfort with you guys.

I never felt like that before, honestly, not even with my previous batch of friends.

I couldn’t feel comfortable with my own identity, because I was too busy changing myself to be like them. To fit in, to belong.

I was constantly fighting with my own principles of being myself, or changing to get them friends.

But with you guys, I can forget about that thought and just be myself.

Yes, it’s time to abstain from perfection a lil’ bit.

Or just fast from perfection for the time being.

Please, your entry made me laugh like some crazy hyena.

Your entry, was totally you.

And I have no idea why your name was in chocolate. There was a reason..but I forgot.

Eheh. But I think I would want it to stay that way on my blog, unless you request for a change in colour.

LOL-ness about the cannibalism thing. xD

Wawasan Cuckoo Head. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Applying BM into your entry, goodness gracious me!

I think that’s what I can expect from Miss Flippy with her what the flamingo or what the Flippy, when her mum is well-versed in BM. xD

PS : Your rumusan way exceeded the word limit! :P

Next, my shopaholic partner and my totally huggable hubby - Stepho dear. [:

The rare times she does blogs in English, for me! I'm honoured. Heh.

My Chinese is like crap. I swear, even kor can speak Chinese better than me now. Hmmph. Though it's an undeniable fact when it comes to smses, my han yu pin yin is the best in the family okay. Lol.

I digress.

She calls me sweet?

Come on, every time I find myself coming back to school after staying at home for some time being sick and all, whenever I see her first thing in the morning, it'll be that smile of hers and a bear hug that always never fail to make me feel all the better. (:

And I have to admit, it is The Drama that made me like this. Other than the fact that I'm also someone who easily succumbs to the flu virus.

Though we are in different classes, but yes, she is an awesome friend. Awesome indeed.

The fact that she just became one of us SIGS-ians at the beginning of the year, and facing all sorts of drama of her own too, she is considered strong in this school of ours.

In a society full of girly and catty bitchtalk, bitchfights, rumours, dissing, bitching, backstabbing, she still is standing strong, surviving all of that.

Honestly though, she may seem rebellious, but she is not the kind to put glue on people's tables and chairs to spite them.

She's not a spiteful person at all alright.

I'm quite disappointed that there are actually people who can actually outright accuse her of all these crimes, and make her the bad guy.

But I'm proud of her, for standing strong and being true to her conscience.

It had been tough for her, and still is, but she has us friends who will back her up.

I don't have the rights to accuse and point out who's right or wrong, but Stepho is a loyal friend, and as her friend, I believe she is not the culprit whatsoever, so I think those who are trying to bring her down, just give up. She won't be affected, 'cos unlike you, or maybe a lot of you guys, she has us to be there for her. So there. Mind your own life, and we will too.

Really, some people nowadays.

Just find their lives too boring, so they just want to stir up some drama of their own and make their pathetic boring lives interesting.

Note that this isn't to accuse anyone in particular of their crimes.

But if I do find myself involved and pulled into this new drama one day, them who do feel the guilt would be the ones doing that to me.

And I would then know who are those pitiful people who needs to get a life.

Pfffft.

Stepho is one girl whom I can go window-shopping with, talk about girly stuff with, discuss about friendship issues with, and is a very nice companion to just share what's going on in my life.

So Stepho dear, stay strong! You are awesome the way you are! That's why..

=]
PS : The picture of you with the heart pose was totally coincidental when I print-screened your blog. What can I say..it's fate! ;) I love you too! ♥

Now, this is someone whom I recently known for not too long.


The very sweet, caring Jen from Penang.

Apparently I left my blog link in one of my Plurks some time ago.

And she found me and was really nice about the whole drama I was going through.

Basically, she's right. Everything summed up into those few words.

Less brooding. More naps.
© Jen.
So right. Thank you Jen, for caring. (:

And yes, I do have the sweetest friends! One of them being you! ;)

At the same time, I would like to say thanks to Lynnie-jie, for her thoughtful gift. Come back to JB soon! Rozi wants her T-shirt. :P

Thanks to Natch dear, who's my personal Little Miss Sunshine. Or maybe Miss All-Smiles! (: She always reminds me to smile! Aha, I miss this dearie so much. When can we have music class again? I miss her and her hugs! ♥

Also to Ash, who I can't wait for her to get back from Perlis! We. Need. To. Talk. Pronto!

Thanks to my crazy classmates, for making my days in school much more bearable.

Oh yes, thanks to them schoolmates, for not minding me and letting me feel welcomed.

To Naomi, my fellow third speaker whom I can really talk to about school and all, she was the first person, in fact, next to Stepho who was right there with us, that I confided in about the whole best friend problem to. I didn't get to say much then, but it was then I found out why I was feeling so down and depressed with all that unstable emotions in me. She's going through similar problems as well, and I can only wish her all the best, and if she needs a ear to listen out to her rants, she knows I'm available, like how she had been advising me and being someone I can talk about my problems to all this while. :D

Another long entry full of appreciating.

Seriously, I think it is while I'm blogging about appreciation, it is as if it's the first time I'm really pouring out what I am really thinking all this time.

Ah..life. =)

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

Back to appreciating and appreciated mode here. ;)

Okay, so presenting the next batch of people who made me feel a whole lot more useful than useless. :]

My fellow feline lover, Guppy aka Flippy! We love all cats! Maybe with the exception of those that resides in the canteen. Food stealers! Hmmph.





You know, somehow I find it quite amazing that I’m not the only one who thought of that before. All of you that outright confessed on your respective blogs that you all had considered self-harm, and overcoming it, just to knock some sense into my head that it ain’t worth anything, really woke me up from this whole enchilada. For once, I’m not ashamed to chicken out from this. So, chickens united! Hahah.

Come on, at least you’re bothered to do something about my very pathetic self then, knowing that you could only go online during weekends. At least you cared, so be proud of yourself! I’m real thankful for that too.

Especially with the fact that you’re never ashamed to be you, since entering secondary school.

I admire the fact, despite your craziness, hyperactive self, with the occasional lame joke here and there added with certain vulgarities and yellow matters that only you and I can actually talk about, you never cared about what people think about you. Despite the fact that people were bitching about you and trying to bring you down in so many different ways, you didn’t care how people judged you, and that’s only one part of your awesome personality.

You make friends darn easily, as shown with Khai, the both of you practically bonded during your first Biology tuition with Mr Kung! And are now the awesomest and craziest of friends, not forgetting the fact that you both composed the song Zombieman for that dude from our Chemistry class. Gosh, I still feel bad for him, but all the same, you guys rock.

Another example would be with Cat Phuah, during the Spelling Bee Competition at Sunway College. Zurina and I got to sit together, and boy did I felt relieved I didn’t have to step out from my comfort zone, but you had to sit at the row behind us with another contestant from another school. And I couldn’t help overhearing your conversation with Cat, and I was very surprised that the both of you were talking so animatedly within seconds of knowing each other! I was kind of scared to turn around and say hi, sure I was shy at that moment, afraid that I would most probably say something that would most probably embarrass me, but I picked up enough courage to do so, and that was something I never regretted. Now, both of us have a great new friend called Cat, and her friends were pretty awesome people too. Too bad she moved to Kedah before we had a chance to hang out! There will be a chance, I’m sure.

You are an awesome friend Guppy, know that.

And it’s my loss I didn’t get to know you better before, although we were from the same primary school. Geesh.

But you’re right.
Ohana means family. And family means no one gets left behind or forgotten.
© Lilo from Lilo and Stitch the Movie.
Crap, you have no idea how much you and our family made me have that sense of belonging and comfort with you guys.

I never felt like that before, honestly, not even with my previous batch of friends.

I couldn’t feel comfortable with my own identity, because I was too busy changing myself to be like them. To fit in, to belong.

I was constantly fighting with my own principles of being myself, or changing to get them friends.

But with you guys, I can forget about that thought and just be myself.

Yes, it’s time to abstain from perfection a lil’ bit.

Or just fast from perfection for the time being.

Please, your entry made me laugh like some crazy hyena.

Your entry, was totally you.

And I have no idea why your name was in chocolate. There was a reason..but I forgot.

Eheh. But I think I would want it to stay that way on my blog, unless you request for a change in colour.

LOL-ness about the cannibalism thing. xD

Wawasan Cuckoo Head. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Applying BM into your entry, goodness gracious me!

I think that’s what I can expect from Miss Flippy with her what the flamingo or what the Flippy, when her mum is well-versed in BM. xD

PS : Your rumusan way exceeded the word limit! :P

Next, my shopaholic partner and my totally huggable hubby - Stepho dear. [:

The rare times she does blogs in English, for me! I'm honoured. Heh.

My Chinese is like crap. I swear, even kor can speak Chinese better than me now. Hmmph. Though it's an undeniable fact when it comes to smses, my han yu pin yin is the best in the family okay. Lol.

I digress.

She calls me sweet?

Come on, every time I find myself coming back to school after staying at home for some time being sick and all, whenever I see her first thing in the morning, it'll be that smile of hers and a bear hug that always never fail to make me feel all the better. (:

And I have to admit, it is The Drama that made me like this. Other than the fact that I'm also someone who easily succumbs to the flu virus.

Though we are in different classes, but yes, she is an awesome friend. Awesome indeed.

The fact that she just became one of us SIGS-ians at the beginning of the year, and facing all sorts of drama of her own too, she is considered strong in this school of ours.

In a society full of girly and catty bitchtalk, bitchfights, rumours, dissing, bitching, backstabbing, she still is standing strong, surviving all of that.

Honestly though, she may seem rebellious, but she is not the kind to put glue on people's tables and chairs to spite them.

She's not a spiteful person at all alright.

I'm quite disappointed that there are actually people who can actually outright accuse her of all these crimes, and make her the bad guy.

But I'm proud of her, for standing strong and being true to her conscience.

It had been tough for her, and still is, but she has us friends who will back her up.

I don't have the rights to accuse and point out who's right or wrong, but Stepho is a loyal friend, and as her friend, I believe she is not the culprit whatsoever, so I think those who are trying to bring her down, just give up. She won't be affected, 'cos unlike you, or maybe a lot of you guys, she has us to be there for her. So there. Mind your own life, and we will too.

Really, some people nowadays.

Just find their lives too boring, so they just want to stir up some drama of their own and make their pathetic boring lives interesting.

Note that this isn't to accuse anyone in particular of their crimes.

But if I do find myself involved and pulled into this new drama one day, them who do feel the guilt would be the ones doing that to me.

And I would then know who are those pitiful people who needs to get a life.

Pfffft.

Stepho is one girl whom I can go window-shopping with, talk about girly stuff with, discuss about friendship issues with, and is a very nice companion to just share what's going on in my life.

So Stepho dear, stay strong! You are awesome the way you are! That's why..

=]
PS : The picture of you with the heart pose was totally coincidental when I print-screened your blog. What can I say..it's fate! ;) I love you too! ♥

Now, this is someone whom I recently known for not too long.


The very sweet, caring Jen from Penang.

Apparently I left my blog link in one of my Plurks some time ago.

And she found me and was really nice about the whole drama I was going through.

Basically, she's right. Everything summed up into those few words.

Less brooding. More naps.
© Jen.
So right. Thank you Jen, for caring. (:

And yes, I do have the sweetest friends! One of them being you! ;)

At the same time, I would like to say thanks to Lynnie-jie, for her thoughtful gift. Come back to JB soon! Rozi wants her T-shirt. :P

Thanks to Natch dear, who's my personal Little Miss Sunshine. Or maybe Miss All-Smiles! (: She always reminds me to smile! Aha, I miss this dearie so much. When can we have music class again? I miss her and her hugs! ♥

Also to Ash, who I can't wait for her to get back from Perlis! We. Need. To. Talk. Pronto!

Thanks to my crazy classmates, for making my days in school much more bearable.

Oh yes, thanks to them schoolmates, for not minding me and letting me feel welcomed.

To Naomi, my fellow third speaker whom I can really talk to about school and all, she was the first person, in fact, next to Stepho who was right there with us, that I confided in about the whole best friend problem to. I didn't get to say much then, but it was then I found out why I was feeling so down and depressed with all that unstable emotions in me. She's going through similar problems as well, and I can only wish her all the best, and if she needs a ear to listen out to her rants, she knows I'm available, like how she had been advising me and being someone I can talk about my problems to all this while. :D

Another long entry full of appreciating.

Seriously, I think it is while I'm blogging about appreciation, it is as if it's the first time I'm really pouring out what I am really thinking all this time.

Ah..life. =)

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