"Yours truly, well..
truly agrees."
I had been recently told by an acquaintance that most of the people in the school said acquaintance's in that I'm freaky and have a weird voice.

I'm honestly quite fed up with comments said about me that does not have any reason(s) to back their statement(s) up.

So, regarding the above sentence, I finally decided to end my frustration there and then by telling said acquaintance, the next time anybody said similar comments like that about me, please ask them WHY.

I wasn't expecting an answer for that, really.

'Cos it was only a few days before I was called a HYPOCRITE.

And that person who said that about me said the reason said person called me a hypocrite was just because..I'm a hypocrite.

Bah. You don't even have a single point to back your comment. What right do you even have after that to call me a hypocrite?

And the reason why I'm said to have a weird voice and act all freaky are as of the following :

1. My slang sucks. The way I talk is totally funny.
2. I'm said to be weird-looking.

As somebody who had some little experience in debate, let me rebut the aforementioned accusations that had been thrown unmercifully to me.

1. I am not sure whether I talk with a slang or not, but so far nobody had commented on anything, so it shouldn't be a huge problem then. From what I myself know, I had been talking the same way since primary school, SKST days, since MOST OF YOU GUYS knew me. How is it that this is only mentioned when we have merely TWO more years in high school? And that's with the fact that we all are in different schools and that I had never talked to you people since entering Sec 1. So how would you even know whether my voice had changed or not? Shame on you all, especially those who said that but had never heard my voice before, what more talked to me. Sheesh. Trust you people to make such a huge fuss out of this factor.
   
2. And if I'm said to be weird-looking, is because the way I dress is different. I create my own style, I never follow trends. I can go emo in one day, and nu rave the next. I dress according to my moods. I wear what I feel comfortable in, not to what you guys want me to look like. In your dreams, losers. I'm so sorry you guys are so narrow-minded till you guys think that people who are following trends are considered normal. That way, I'm proud to say I rather be weird and interesting then NORMAL AND BORING. I shall be alien enough to say, "In your faces, Earthlings!"
   

What's more disappointing is, had I mentioned the majority of the people who said that about me are my previous SKST friends?


Is that even the right term to use at all?

It's quite unfair really, I shouldn't be judged over physical factors like this.

If you guys had really treated me as a friend, it would be the personality that counts.

Too late.

Unless I seriously have an attitude problem, don't even think you can bring me down with your nasty comments.

And next time, if you guys have anything you want to say about me, you can directly say it to my freaky weird self.

I'll just try to fight for my own rights using my freaky funny slang-ed voice.

*****Related to part of this entry above, I'd realized something about a certain somebody.

Said somebody had been treating me quite coldly since I entered the same high school as her.

Even though we seem to look like we're good friends, but in truth, I have no idea why I'm treated that way by her.

It's only sincere smiles when I'm of some help to her and when my presence would be of beneficial gain to her.

Other than that, when I want to talk to her, it's loads of bullshit, frankly.

As in, for all these years, maybe it's just me.

But I feel that she had no intention to ever have a friendly conversation with me.

I always get all awkward while trying to talk to her.

Only one-word replies to try and shut me off.

On the other hand, talking to the others, she'll be laughing and going crazy with their mad antics.

What's more, she had bitched about me before, and can openly apologize to me in front of everyone.

Angelic you think?

Everybody just thought she's noble while on the inside, it's somebody more undignified.

If she thinks I'm so uncool, fine, let it be.

But, the main thing is actually when this same thing goes through my head every time she does this to me.

"Why do you copy excerpts from this humble blog of mine if you deem it uncool?
And say that it's your own, your discovery, your credits, your work.
If I have a chance to show what Rohaini had taught me in the past year in BM,
this situation is exactly like 'lembu punya susu, sapi dapat nama.'
I had helped you before, and I don't expect any form of reward or gratitude,
but it's really selfish of you.
Of what you're doing to me,
did to me,
and sure enough,
will do to me."
You had told me before too you can't afford to fully trust anyone a very long time ago.

Oh yeah? Let's see how you can ever fare in this school..

ALONE.

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

"Yours truly, well..
truly agrees."
I had been recently told by an acquaintance that most of the people in the school said acquaintance's in that I'm freaky and have a weird voice.

I'm honestly quite fed up with comments said about me that does not have any reason(s) to back their statement(s) up.

So, regarding the above sentence, I finally decided to end my frustration there and then by telling said acquaintance, the next time anybody said similar comments like that about me, please ask them WHY.

I wasn't expecting an answer for that, really.

'Cos it was only a few days before I was called a HYPOCRITE.

And that person who said that about me said the reason said person called me a hypocrite was just because..I'm a hypocrite.

Bah. You don't even have a single point to back your comment. What right do you even have after that to call me a hypocrite?

And the reason why I'm said to have a weird voice and act all freaky are as of the following :

1. My slang sucks. The way I talk is totally funny.
2. I'm said to be weird-looking.

As somebody who had some little experience in debate, let me rebut the aforementioned accusations that had been thrown unmercifully to me.

1. I am not sure whether I talk with a slang or not, but so far nobody had commented on anything, so it shouldn't be a huge problem then. From what I myself know, I had been talking the same way since primary school, SKST days, since MOST OF YOU GUYS knew me. How is it that this is only mentioned when we have merely TWO more years in high school? And that's with the fact that we all are in different schools and that I had never talked to you people since entering Sec 1. So how would you even know whether my voice had changed or not? Shame on you all, especially those who said that but had never heard my voice before, what more talked to me. Sheesh. Trust you people to make such a huge fuss out of this factor.
   
2. And if I'm said to be weird-looking, is because the way I dress is different. I create my own style, I never follow trends. I can go emo in one day, and nu rave the next. I dress according to my moods. I wear what I feel comfortable in, not to what you guys want me to look like. In your dreams, losers. I'm so sorry you guys are so narrow-minded till you guys think that people who are following trends are considered normal. That way, I'm proud to say I rather be weird and interesting then NORMAL AND BORING. I shall be alien enough to say, "In your faces, Earthlings!"
   

What's more disappointing is, had I mentioned the majority of the people who said that about me are my previous SKST friends?


Is that even the right term to use at all?

It's quite unfair really, I shouldn't be judged over physical factors like this.

If you guys had really treated me as a friend, it would be the personality that counts.

Too late.

Unless I seriously have an attitude problem, don't even think you can bring me down with your nasty comments.

And next time, if you guys have anything you want to say about me, you can directly say it to my freaky weird self.

I'll just try to fight for my own rights using my freaky funny slang-ed voice.

*****Related to part of this entry above, I'd realized something about a certain somebody.

Said somebody had been treating me quite coldly since I entered the same high school as her.

Even though we seem to look like we're good friends, but in truth, I have no idea why I'm treated that way by her.

It's only sincere smiles when I'm of some help to her and when my presence would be of beneficial gain to her.

Other than that, when I want to talk to her, it's loads of bullshit, frankly.

As in, for all these years, maybe it's just me.

But I feel that she had no intention to ever have a friendly conversation with me.

I always get all awkward while trying to talk to her.

Only one-word replies to try and shut me off.

On the other hand, talking to the others, she'll be laughing and going crazy with their mad antics.

What's more, she had bitched about me before, and can openly apologize to me in front of everyone.

Angelic you think?

Everybody just thought she's noble while on the inside, it's somebody more undignified.

If she thinks I'm so uncool, fine, let it be.

But, the main thing is actually when this same thing goes through my head every time she does this to me.

"Why do you copy excerpts from this humble blog of mine if you deem it uncool?
And say that it's your own, your discovery, your credits, your work.
If I have a chance to show what Rohaini had taught me in the past year in BM,
this situation is exactly like 'lembu punya susu, sapi dapat nama.'
I had helped you before, and I don't expect any form of reward or gratitude,
but it's really selfish of you.
Of what you're doing to me,
did to me,
and sure enough,
will do to me."
You had told me before too you can't afford to fully trust anyone a very long time ago.

Oh yeah? Let's see how you can ever fare in this school..

ALONE.

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