So there you have it.

No new blogskin.

Pffft.

But I did managed to finish off my EST, finally.

I didn't finish my Add. Math work from tuition though.

Mr Yong is so gonna kill me.

*****Yearh.

The reason why.

When I was in Melaka, I was asked to keep my cousin company.

I did just that.

Then I was asked many times by my aunt to swim at the pool 'cos my cousin wanted to swim and she insisted she wanted my company 'cos she was too shy to swim alone.

Initially, I didn't want to.

But, I admit, I reluctantly agreed in the end.

'Cos it was at that same pool, I actually cried over a guy.

One that I really cared for.

Used to anyway.

So too bad, I'm so over him now. He's not worth my time at all.

As promised to my twelve year old cousin, I went for a swim.

The pool was pretty much empty, other than the both of us.

While she had fun trying to apply what she had learnt in swimming class, I was just keeping an eye on her.

And also sorting out my thoughts.

It was then I had some time to myself, to really think what had been going on in my life for the past month.

The moment I thought of you, what you had did for me.

Everything you said to me, honest words from you to me.

It was then I realized how much you cared for me.

How important I am to you.

I never felt this appreciated and loved as long as I'd lived.

By a guy anyway.

So at that time, realizing how stupid I was to hurt you back then..


To hide the fact that I was crying from my cousin, I held my breath and dunked my head into the water.

When I got back up again, unfortunately..

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

So there you have it.

No new blogskin.

Pffft.

But I did managed to finish off my EST, finally.

I didn't finish my Add. Math work from tuition though.

Mr Yong is so gonna kill me.

*****Yearh.

The reason why.

When I was in Melaka, I was asked to keep my cousin company.

I did just that.

Then I was asked many times by my aunt to swim at the pool 'cos my cousin wanted to swim and she insisted she wanted my company 'cos she was too shy to swim alone.

Initially, I didn't want to.

But, I admit, I reluctantly agreed in the end.

'Cos it was at that same pool, I actually cried over a guy.

One that I really cared for.

Used to anyway.

So too bad, I'm so over him now. He's not worth my time at all.

As promised to my twelve year old cousin, I went for a swim.

The pool was pretty much empty, other than the both of us.

While she had fun trying to apply what she had learnt in swimming class, I was just keeping an eye on her.

And also sorting out my thoughts.

It was then I had some time to myself, to really think what had been going on in my life for the past month.

The moment I thought of you, what you had did for me.

Everything you said to me, honest words from you to me.

It was then I realized how much you cared for me.

How important I am to you.

I never felt this appreciated and loved as long as I'd lived.

By a guy anyway.

So at that time, realizing how stupid I was to hurt you back then..


To hide the fact that I was crying from my cousin, I held my breath and dunked my head into the water.

When I got back up again, unfortunately..

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