After a eventful week full of questions and equations.

After a stressing week full of mugging and cramming.

After the devastatingly heartbreaking moments.

After feeling entirely stupid and dumb for not being able to answer child's work.

The hols are finally here.

And this blogger is finally back in action.

For the time being that is.

There's loads for me to say actually, but as to avoid any future bloodshed and heart-wrenching wars, this entry will be full of discreetness and inner monologues with tons of sarcasm for some matters and tearjerkers for another twists and turns to avoid anybody understanding this entry.

I know, what's the point of blogging and letting people read it but they can't one hell of a thing that was written.

Well, if you know me well enough, you should get what I mean, even with all the bends and unnecessary metaphors, personifications, whatever form of literature that I can dump into one update.

In any case, trials is officially over, that's one thing for sure.

On the other hand, I have some issues to clarify.

*****
Knowing that I am a very fake person indeed, even though I had earlier on made a promise to be the real me, things are still not working out.

One of my missions now is to try being friends with my enemies, at least stay acquaintances, to avoid unnecessary arguments and bitchy Cat Fights.

Trust me, Cat Fights are fun to watch in drama serials and movies, nice to read about in a typical girlie novel, but definitely not very good at all to be involved in one, let alone multiple fights of meow-meows scratching each other and hissing evil remarks about the other to the rest of their cronies or whosoever that's willing to listen out to them .

Speaking about Cat Fights, this new show on 8TV called 5 Jingga is full of them. Just a few minutes into the show, you already can start seeing the all so typical Cat Fights. Which is the reason why I am loving this show at the time being, despite it being a Malaysia-based drama and all, but the drama mamas that are in this show can just really relate to a Malaysian student's life in typical secondary school drama, so why not just sit back and enjoy the show? Heh.

Okay, I digress.

The point is, I am trying to stay on the neutral side with everybody in school, even though there are people who just plain dislike me or hate me to the core. Oh well, I can't please everybody. But to this close of losing some of the greatest friends ever for all that? I'm seriously lost and upset.

I guess you guys know who you are. If you are reading this, listen out to me now.

"I can feel you guys sort of shunning me away. We don't talk as much as we used to like last time. I can feel the huge gap between us. The all of us. Between the all of you and me. Especially you, I'm kind of sad that you don't trust me as much anymore, because I talk to them. I don't blame you at all, not one bit, but really, I'm just sad that you can even think of me that way. Even though it seems cleared up now, but I'm still feeling it. Normal, it's because I'm so freaking sensitive, so maybe I'm just thinking too much into matters, but normally my instincts on human behaviour are right, on the notch."

"I'm just sorry for everything, and I hope you guys can just come clean with me about everything. Just confront me about the doubts you guys have about me, I rather have it cleared than let the gap stay like this. Sorry again if this seems offensive, but I'm really sincere about this."

There, I got it out of my system. It's been killing me for weeks. Sigh.

*****And THE HUSBAND updated.

And oh kablooey, she may be OTT about her apparent Hawt Factor, but she is so damn good at giving me that much needed smile on my face :)

So now, I'm featuring parts of it to honour her literary works, ahaks. X)

To the left, pose, then to the right, the theme she portrayed using my pictures XD And I'm seriously flattered X))

"We declared ourselves Husband and Wife"? The true story - she was so nervous for the quarter-finals at Convent, so being the calm, cool and collected reserve, who didn't need to debate hence not feeling the scare of the debate at all, I was sort of her counselor and after the whole enchilada, she declared us Husband and Wife! But oh well, I never regret it =D

"Tell me how am I supposed to live with no air." ;) And the words in pink. Well, she said it all, needs no more further explaination. Heh.

Conclusion - She is a total expert for making me SMILE no matter how gloomy I am. She is so good at it. I swear. It is not that easy to make me smile sincerely. But she could actually do it! This is exactly why I ♥ ♥ ♥ you so freaking much, Najwa Hanee. Even though you get me worked up on your flirty ways and your kayu tiga(s) and your constant complimenting yourself at every single ticking second of the day. XD

And right after I read her entire entry and was about to see her reply to my tag for her awesomeness, look what I got not long after complimenting her for myself.

She just had to compliment herself on EVERYTHING she does. Oh well, I already got used to her so yearh, if it's not clear click on the picture to enlarge it. XDD

*****A little ranting session here, so skip this if you're not interested in my personal records of soon-to-be Cat Fights.

Like I said earlier in this post, I don't want any enemies. But you guys are not interested in avoiding the unnecessary wars here.

Both of you think that I'm stealing your best friend.

Tell you what, that is really lame of you guys.

Naive, even.

To You, I am merely friends with her. You're thinking too much into it. You can have her all to yourself if you want to, I don't care at all. I already have Najwa by the way, so why worry?

To You, I won't say too much about you, since you don't even know I have a blog, but stop saying I don't deserve Najwa .You're still not happy about it till now, and you'd been one of the lovely people spreading bitchy comments about me. Sorry, I'm not affected, but just so you know, and just for me to rant, since I can't tell anybody who you are, at all, not even a clue, for I'm too nice to expose your identity, she still treats you as her best friend too, so just stop being jealous, for she's the one who declared us Husband and Wife! So there!

It's seriously great to be ranting like this, I'd been keeping this to myself for way too long. But in fact, it's actually just a waste of time and kinetic energy.

Time, yes, but you must be wondering, why kinetic energy?

Kinetic energy as in the time to type out a blog entry to rant about you, it just tires out the fingers to much. (Credos to Le Nutcase fou for the creative statement =])

So, if you guys ever guess who these people are, we'll see what happens after that.

*****And now, let's move on to a new obsession of mine.

Malay teen dramas.

Trust me, I don't know how, and I don't know why, but seriously, I'm finding local teen dramas sort of relating to my current life, all of a sudden.

So, introducing the first ever Malay drama that kind of got me hooked. But not as hooked to the second one coming up later.

Impian Illyana, featuring this actress, Nur Lydia Ibtisam if I'm not wrong. I only watch the one on Suria, which is Season 2 apparently I think, and currently it's on Season 4 already on TV3, but what the heck. Illyana in the show seems like some drama mama, but works for the drama anyway.

Extra random fact - I love the part in this episode where Illyana and her roommate, Nik were going back to their dorm after prayers. And they decided to have some fun scaring the shit out of the security guard, so in their long telekung(s), with them fully covered except for their eyes, yes, they scared the shit out of him, and he ended up fainting.

The funny thing is, they sent him to the hospital, hearing he's all fine and luckily he didn't get a heart attack and died from it, but since it was the fasting month, they were afriad of the fact that they sinned and then they wondered whether he saw their faces and knows who they are or not. So Nik asked Illyana,"You rasa pak cik tu nampak tak muka kita?"

For goodness sake, I don't blame you if you don't understand, just want to make a note of it, really, I find it extremely hilarious XD

Okay, let me try again, their faces were FULLY COVERED by their telekung(s). Get it now, perhaps? XDD

And Najwa thinks this show is gedik. Gedik = LaLa.

Right, moving on to the ultimate local drama.

As the title goes, it's the new series 5 Jingga!

I won't even bother about the synopsis, but it's about these group of fifth formers and their last year in secondary school and their life that revolves around friends, love, studies and of course, Cat Fights.

So, the thing that I would like to highlight here is, how different one of the main character looks, Isma Hanum. Her solo picture looks like this.

Gorgeous with the long hair and all right. Look at what she's been reduced to for this drama.

Totally THE NERD. Phew. I really didn't know that they were the same person, since I missed part of the episode during it's premiere, but I just noticed when I re-watched the episode on 8TV's site. And from left that would be Ainur Syakira who plays Jed, Siti Saleha who's Zal, and Isma Hanum, the innocent looking new student with the very short hair. And you see, they all look so friendly with each other and all. Right after a short while, see what happened.

It's the start of the Cat Fights, booyeah! XD

I'm watching out for this actress and how her character's going to develop later on in the storyline.

With no reference to Najwa Hunny alrighty. Heh.

In any case, I accidently stumbled upon this actress's blog, so yeah, if you want to learn a little bit more about the show or her herself, it's Hunny Madu's blog you should go to.


I am really, REALLY addicted to this show right now, so if you are interested in watching some interesting Cat Fights, it's 5 Jingga on 8TV, every Tuesday night at 9.30 till 10.30. Don't blame me if you don't enjoy it, that's not my problem. Heh.

And speaking about Najwa saying that it's gedik, or LaLa to be watching these kind of shows, does that in turn makes me LaLa, or gedik?

Well, guess what. It's still for the majority of the public to decide, but I think..

LEONIE IS LALA AND GEDIK.

FUYOH!

Till the next post, enjoy the hols everyone!

P.S. And guys, this is such a freaking damnation long entry, so don't tell me you don't have anything to tag about, cos that's kind of ridiculous if you get what I mean x)

P.S.2 And doubt that you would notice, but I didn't upload my recent portfolio of pictures because they are not in the condition to be exposed yet. So, if you are interested, just check out the blog or the Friendster for the new look coming up soon XDD

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

After a eventful week full of questions and equations.

After a stressing week full of mugging and cramming.

After the devastatingly heartbreaking moments.

After feeling entirely stupid and dumb for not being able to answer child's work.

The hols are finally here.

And this blogger is finally back in action.

For the time being that is.

There's loads for me to say actually, but as to avoid any future bloodshed and heart-wrenching wars, this entry will be full of discreetness and inner monologues with tons of sarcasm for some matters and tearjerkers for another twists and turns to avoid anybody understanding this entry.

I know, what's the point of blogging and letting people read it but they can't one hell of a thing that was written.

Well, if you know me well enough, you should get what I mean, even with all the bends and unnecessary metaphors, personifications, whatever form of literature that I can dump into one update.

In any case, trials is officially over, that's one thing for sure.

On the other hand, I have some issues to clarify.

*****
Knowing that I am a very fake person indeed, even though I had earlier on made a promise to be the real me, things are still not working out.

One of my missions now is to try being friends with my enemies, at least stay acquaintances, to avoid unnecessary arguments and bitchy Cat Fights.

Trust me, Cat Fights are fun to watch in drama serials and movies, nice to read about in a typical girlie novel, but definitely not very good at all to be involved in one, let alone multiple fights of meow-meows scratching each other and hissing evil remarks about the other to the rest of their cronies or whosoever that's willing to listen out to them .

Speaking about Cat Fights, this new show on 8TV called 5 Jingga is full of them. Just a few minutes into the show, you already can start seeing the all so typical Cat Fights. Which is the reason why I am loving this show at the time being, despite it being a Malaysia-based drama and all, but the drama mamas that are in this show can just really relate to a Malaysian student's life in typical secondary school drama, so why not just sit back and enjoy the show? Heh.

Okay, I digress.

The point is, I am trying to stay on the neutral side with everybody in school, even though there are people who just plain dislike me or hate me to the core. Oh well, I can't please everybody. But to this close of losing some of the greatest friends ever for all that? I'm seriously lost and upset.

I guess you guys know who you are. If you are reading this, listen out to me now.

"I can feel you guys sort of shunning me away. We don't talk as much as we used to like last time. I can feel the huge gap between us. The all of us. Between the all of you and me. Especially you, I'm kind of sad that you don't trust me as much anymore, because I talk to them. I don't blame you at all, not one bit, but really, I'm just sad that you can even think of me that way. Even though it seems cleared up now, but I'm still feeling it. Normal, it's because I'm so freaking sensitive, so maybe I'm just thinking too much into matters, but normally my instincts on human behaviour are right, on the notch."

"I'm just sorry for everything, and I hope you guys can just come clean with me about everything. Just confront me about the doubts you guys have about me, I rather have it cleared than let the gap stay like this. Sorry again if this seems offensive, but I'm really sincere about this."

There, I got it out of my system. It's been killing me for weeks. Sigh.

*****And THE HUSBAND updated.

And oh kablooey, she may be OTT about her apparent Hawt Factor, but she is so damn good at giving me that much needed smile on my face :)

So now, I'm featuring parts of it to honour her literary works, ahaks. X)

To the left, pose, then to the right, the theme she portrayed using my pictures XD And I'm seriously flattered X))

"We declared ourselves Husband and Wife"? The true story - she was so nervous for the quarter-finals at Convent, so being the calm, cool and collected reserve, who didn't need to debate hence not feeling the scare of the debate at all, I was sort of her counselor and after the whole enchilada, she declared us Husband and Wife! But oh well, I never regret it =D

"Tell me how am I supposed to live with no air." ;) And the words in pink. Well, she said it all, needs no more further explaination. Heh.

Conclusion - She is a total expert for making me SMILE no matter how gloomy I am. She is so good at it. I swear. It is not that easy to make me smile sincerely. But she could actually do it! This is exactly why I ♥ ♥ ♥ you so freaking much, Najwa Hanee. Even though you get me worked up on your flirty ways and your kayu tiga(s) and your constant complimenting yourself at every single ticking second of the day. XD

And right after I read her entire entry and was about to see her reply to my tag for her awesomeness, look what I got not long after complimenting her for myself.

She just had to compliment herself on EVERYTHING she does. Oh well, I already got used to her so yearh, if it's not clear click on the picture to enlarge it. XDD

*****A little ranting session here, so skip this if you're not interested in my personal records of soon-to-be Cat Fights.

Like I said earlier in this post, I don't want any enemies. But you guys are not interested in avoiding the unnecessary wars here.

Both of you think that I'm stealing your best friend.

Tell you what, that is really lame of you guys.

Naive, even.

To You, I am merely friends with her. You're thinking too much into it. You can have her all to yourself if you want to, I don't care at all. I already have Najwa by the way, so why worry?

To You, I won't say too much about you, since you don't even know I have a blog, but stop saying I don't deserve Najwa .You're still not happy about it till now, and you'd been one of the lovely people spreading bitchy comments about me. Sorry, I'm not affected, but just so you know, and just for me to rant, since I can't tell anybody who you are, at all, not even a clue, for I'm too nice to expose your identity, she still treats you as her best friend too, so just stop being jealous, for she's the one who declared us Husband and Wife! So there!

It's seriously great to be ranting like this, I'd been keeping this to myself for way too long. But in fact, it's actually just a waste of time and kinetic energy.

Time, yes, but you must be wondering, why kinetic energy?

Kinetic energy as in the time to type out a blog entry to rant about you, it just tires out the fingers to much. (Credos to Le Nutcase fou for the creative statement =])

So, if you guys ever guess who these people are, we'll see what happens after that.

*****And now, let's move on to a new obsession of mine.

Malay teen dramas.

Trust me, I don't know how, and I don't know why, but seriously, I'm finding local teen dramas sort of relating to my current life, all of a sudden.

So, introducing the first ever Malay drama that kind of got me hooked. But not as hooked to the second one coming up later.

Impian Illyana, featuring this actress, Nur Lydia Ibtisam if I'm not wrong. I only watch the one on Suria, which is Season 2 apparently I think, and currently it's on Season 4 already on TV3, but what the heck. Illyana in the show seems like some drama mama, but works for the drama anyway.

Extra random fact - I love the part in this episode where Illyana and her roommate, Nik were going back to their dorm after prayers. And they decided to have some fun scaring the shit out of the security guard, so in their long telekung(s), with them fully covered except for their eyes, yes, they scared the shit out of him, and he ended up fainting.

The funny thing is, they sent him to the hospital, hearing he's all fine and luckily he didn't get a heart attack and died from it, but since it was the fasting month, they were afriad of the fact that they sinned and then they wondered whether he saw their faces and knows who they are or not. So Nik asked Illyana,"You rasa pak cik tu nampak tak muka kita?"

For goodness sake, I don't blame you if you don't understand, just want to make a note of it, really, I find it extremely hilarious XD

Okay, let me try again, their faces were FULLY COVERED by their telekung(s). Get it now, perhaps? XDD

And Najwa thinks this show is gedik. Gedik = LaLa.

Right, moving on to the ultimate local drama.

As the title goes, it's the new series 5 Jingga!

I won't even bother about the synopsis, but it's about these group of fifth formers and their last year in secondary school and their life that revolves around friends, love, studies and of course, Cat Fights.

So, the thing that I would like to highlight here is, how different one of the main character looks, Isma Hanum. Her solo picture looks like this.

Gorgeous with the long hair and all right. Look at what she's been reduced to for this drama.

Totally THE NERD. Phew. I really didn't know that they were the same person, since I missed part of the episode during it's premiere, but I just noticed when I re-watched the episode on 8TV's site. And from left that would be Ainur Syakira who plays Jed, Siti Saleha who's Zal, and Isma Hanum, the innocent looking new student with the very short hair. And you see, they all look so friendly with each other and all. Right after a short while, see what happened.

It's the start of the Cat Fights, booyeah! XD

I'm watching out for this actress and how her character's going to develop later on in the storyline.

With no reference to Najwa Hunny alrighty. Heh.

In any case, I accidently stumbled upon this actress's blog, so yeah, if you want to learn a little bit more about the show or her herself, it's Hunny Madu's blog you should go to.


I am really, REALLY addicted to this show right now, so if you are interested in watching some interesting Cat Fights, it's 5 Jingga on 8TV, every Tuesday night at 9.30 till 10.30. Don't blame me if you don't enjoy it, that's not my problem. Heh.

And speaking about Najwa saying that it's gedik, or LaLa to be watching these kind of shows, does that in turn makes me LaLa, or gedik?

Well, guess what. It's still for the majority of the public to decide, but I think..

LEONIE IS LALA AND GEDIK.

FUYOH!

Till the next post, enjoy the hols everyone!

P.S. And guys, this is such a freaking damnation long entry, so don't tell me you don't have anything to tag about, cos that's kind of ridiculous if you get what I mean x)

P.S.2 And doubt that you would notice, but I didn't upload my recent portfolio of pictures because they are not in the condition to be exposed yet. So, if you are interested, just check out the blog or the Friendster for the new look coming up soon XDD

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