Yes I Am.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I'MMA SICK BURDEN TO MOI BRAIN XD

The Artistic Crapper's Quickies, or rather, Long Fasties? XD

1. Changing both Naomi's and my blogskin. Soon.
2. Sport's Day is tomorrow. Gonna be lazing running around under the freaking hot burning evil Sun while I could actually skip all of this and go for freak freezing tuition in Omega. And to those who think I betrayed the marchers for debate, hello, down to earth *insert name/names here*, Miss Nav was the one who asked me to quit. She even told the commander that I'm so out and can't be dedicated into marching and she requested for my exemption. Anyway I really can't go for both at once as marching kills me physically and debate kills me physically AND mentally. Not like I wanna be so freaking sure of myself, aka PERASANTED, but loads of people get jealous of me real quick almost every freak crappy time which leads to messing up my life socially and ripping my heart into a million pieces to disturb the inner me, knowing I can get real fragile at times. I know myself the best, and like it's SO damnation obvious of your new attitude towards me. Fruff off. You guys need a life.
3. Regarding point number 2, I'm glad I'm not pathetically lame like you guys. Attracting attention by beings fakers are not in my list of people that can give me a decent impression. I'm being fairly nice to you all as it's way better than being mean to me and think that's cool..? HAHAH.
4. And about YOU, my 'dear'. You were close to me to share the so-called popularity I had. Please, my only intention was just to be friends with people sharing the same interests. And you faked your way in. Now you're besties with her for the same reason when I lost the plot. And you'd got it. And you know what? I'm so fruff relieved I'm not a biatchy loser like you. Popularity doesn't matter. New but sincere friends do to me. I feel sorry for you, man.
5. Though I didn't really knew you that well, you sort of took the iniatiative to talk to me. And I found out you're pretty decent, despite the slight yellow-sity XD Thanks for being a great friend that I know for only about 50%? ROFLMAO. PS: She really LOVES you! Believe it or not XD
6. Your secrets are safe with me =) To her with the name of a flower and to another whom shares the name of a supermodel.
7. To you, she's using you. Sorry about that, you're still being so nice to her. And guess what, people do hate you! Amazing news? Definitely ;D
8. Stop copying me, to you who assume that I'm your bestie. POI, I don't believe in bffs nor cliques. And I doubt you'll ever know everyone that knows you are just being nice to you to avoid you commiting suicide again. If you want real friends, IMHO, please be yourself and don't depend on others so much. You'll also need to buy yourself some self-respect, dignity and a less naive brain. Money ain't everything. And please get the thought of everything you wish, you'll definitely and must get theory out of your head. . Ain't working I can tell you.
9. I respect these two individuals and I'll be a somebody one day. My career has now been decided.
10. Debate round 2 is coming. Please let us win. We can't lose to Universiti 1. Like duh.
11. Scrabble is around the corner as well. Time for some memorizing.
12. More activities due for me:

• Public Speaking workshop in Muar.
• KWN(Kids Witness News) competition.
• This science ecology whatnot, with me who have no other choice to go with narrator again.
• Drama Competition, District Level.
• Whip up something else or stick to the old plan for FOA. Of course, it's plain logic sense we need to defend our title?
• UIAM. Not even sure whether I'm eligible for this.
• Bound to be more. We're talking about SIGS here. Please.

She will be back. With a new look.

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
Or…you can click hereto go back to reading!

Yes I Am.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I'MMA SICK BURDEN TO MOI BRAIN XD

The Artistic Crapper's Quickies, or rather, Long Fasties? XD

1. Changing both Naomi's and my blogskin. Soon.
2. Sport's Day is tomorrow. Gonna be lazing running around under the freaking hot burning evil Sun while I could actually skip all of this and go for freak freezing tuition in Omega. And to those who think I betrayed the marchers for debate, hello, down to earth *insert name/names here*, Miss Nav was the one who asked me to quit. She even told the commander that I'm so out and can't be dedicated into marching and she requested for my exemption. Anyway I really can't go for both at once as marching kills me physically and debate kills me physically AND mentally. Not like I wanna be so freaking sure of myself, aka PERASANTED, but loads of people get jealous of me real quick almost every freak crappy time which leads to messing up my life socially and ripping my heart into a million pieces to disturb the inner me, knowing I can get real fragile at times. I know myself the best, and like it's SO damnation obvious of your new attitude towards me. Fruff off. You guys need a life.
3. Regarding point number 2, I'm glad I'm not pathetically lame like you guys. Attracting attention by beings fakers are not in my list of people that can give me a decent impression. I'm being fairly nice to you all as it's way better than being mean to me and think that's cool..? HAHAH.
4. And about YOU, my 'dear'. You were close to me to share the so-called popularity I had. Please, my only intention was just to be friends with people sharing the same interests. And you faked your way in. Now you're besties with her for the same reason when I lost the plot. And you'd got it. And you know what? I'm so fruff relieved I'm not a biatchy loser like you. Popularity doesn't matter. New but sincere friends do to me. I feel sorry for you, man.
5. Though I didn't really knew you that well, you sort of took the iniatiative to talk to me. And I found out you're pretty decent, despite the slight yellow-sity XD Thanks for being a great friend that I know for only about 50%? ROFLMAO. PS: She really LOVES you! Believe it or not XD
6. Your secrets are safe with me =) To her with the name of a flower and to another whom shares the name of a supermodel.
7. To you, she's using you. Sorry about that, you're still being so nice to her. And guess what, people do hate you! Amazing news? Definitely ;D
8. Stop copying me, to you who assume that I'm your bestie. POI, I don't believe in bffs nor cliques. And I doubt you'll ever know everyone that knows you are just being nice to you to avoid you commiting suicide again. If you want real friends, IMHO, please be yourself and don't depend on others so much. You'll also need to buy yourself some self-respect, dignity and a less naive brain. Money ain't everything. And please get the thought of everything you wish, you'll definitely and must get theory out of your head. . Ain't working I can tell you.
9. I respect these two individuals and I'll be a somebody one day. My career has now been decided.
10. Debate round 2 is coming. Please let us win. We can't lose to Universiti 1. Like duh.
11. Scrabble is around the corner as well. Time for some memorizing.
12. More activities due for me:

• Public Speaking workshop in Muar.
• KWN(Kids Witness News) competition.
• This science ecology whatnot, with me who have no other choice to go with narrator again.
• Drama Competition, District Level.
• Whip up something else or stick to the old plan for FOA. Of course, it's plain logic sense we need to defend our title?
• UIAM. Not even sure whether I'm eligible for this.
• Bound to be more. We're talking about SIGS here. Please.

She will be back. With a new look.

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