Well, this would be the time. When I'm gonna diss people. For real and publicly on my blog. Yeah, I know it's practically so the immature of me to hate people and hide their names anonymously on this blog of mine, but I'm doing this for two reasons. And NO, one of the reasons is not because I'm a freaggin' idiotic coward that doesn't dare to voice out her opinions.

Reason 1 : I'm protecting the identities of these people, even though I hate them to the core.

Reason 2 : I really need to avoid the misunderstandings occuring recently. I also badly need to rant what's been bottled up in me for so so long. ( That's what a blog is also for, am I not right? )

WARNING : IF YOU ARE NOT PREPARED FOR MAJOR DISSING OR DO NOT WANT TO BE ENTANGLED IN A SERIES OF COMPLICATIONS THAT MAY END UP MUSSING YOUR SIMPLE GREAT LIFE, PLEASE LEAVE OR IGNORE THIS POST TILL THE NEXT ENTRY.

1. This human deserves not one single bit of respect from me. Meet Gyodneaa, a certain somebody who's in the same club as me in school. For goodness sake, I have no reason to hate you in the first place, but you and your family started this horrific war with mine, so wake up from your childish dreams, you sicko loser. You just love to lord over the juniors that you think can't do well enough or act like you, YOU are in charge of everything. You think that you can voice out stuff really well, but please, face reality that the club have two way way WAY more excellent leaders and teachers than you and Lraf Fae Mehk. I find both of you really snobby and sorry if you manage to find out who you are if you ever happen to stumble upon this blog. It's my opinion at the time being on the both of you. Maybe I'll regret one day that I shouldn't have such naive hates over the both of you but for now, the hate can't just disperse into thin air at the moment. Do overcome your what you think is coolness. I know you have loads of friends from not only this school but others as well, but in my opinion, you have to be the most unpopular person that ever existed. You and your best friend. ( PS: Your blogs deserved to be buried underneath the core of the earth. Please, you guys are so uncreative and FYI, I only visit your blogs to know my enemies a little better. I always believe in that theorem. )

2. You. You. Heluma Mur, who loves to blame me and compare me to the other prefects. Why oh why, must I be your victim? I didn't even remember doing anything that may have offended you. I do my part of the duty, and that's that's. I even do extra work okay? Not because I want extra credit, just because I really want to help in any way I can. And please, stop sucking up to Jaahy, it's really annoying to both her( I guess) and me, as you love to compare us. And compliment her right in front of me after giving me one heck of a lecture. Dissapointed cos I'm not the rich girl you expected me to be? The girl who knows her Levi's jean size? You tried to get to know me more because you thought I'm a really loaded. Wrong. And you only made friends with Ybcyny just because you want to know more about Hesecry, concluded after overhearing you in every single conversation with her that you only ask her about Hesecry and complaining why is she so quiet.

3. Mes Jejeyh. You think you are some genius and everybody must depend or look up to you to get solutions and answers. Puh-lease. I know you go for freaggin' OMEGA tuition and all the things your tuition teacher says is right and our school teachers are half the time wrong. Keep your own methods to yourself. Not everybody needs to beg you for your help. And yes, I admit I purposely act deaf when you complain that you can't see the board or the LCD screen, and when other people say they can't see only I move away and even joke about it, like in Maths today. You talk so much and that shrilly burung pipit voice of yours is making my ears bleed. And the truth is, your piano playing is eventhough without error, but I find it extremely flat and there's not a single bit of expression or dynamics are showing at all. I hated you even more when you lied and said you failed your practical, actually you got a stinko merit. ( Question: Why these people who play so darn bloody keras can get a damnation pass or above in exams? Frucking ABRSM examiners. You people will regret not realizing my efforts.) Oh yeah. You just LOVE to act like you're so smart during quizzes huh? Dying to outwin everyone in every single exam and shooting up your hand like you're some Hermione Granger. No, I don't deny I do that sometimes but can you please stop going like, "Wrong answer. The answer is -so-and-so-." or "I know the answer!!! The answer is -so-and-so-!!!" Please lar, give other people a god damnation chance. Everybody needs to shine, you don't need to hog the limelight 24/7.

(Note: To the people or my friends that may have found out the identity of these people, I hope you can keep it hush-hush. I rather they found out by themselves and know what are their real personalities in public and wake up from this illusions they're having. My gracious thanks.)

I actually have alot more to talk about, but decided to shut it for the time being, and see the results of this entry first before I embark into greater risks of being a loner and end up friendless at school.

Too late. I already am like that.

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It’s not an English name I came up with for myself. My mother is indeed a genius in coming up with such a splendid name for me. Although my name has been unfortunately mutilated (nicknames are excluded) over the past years, full credits to my mum for my current identity.

I’m certainly looking forward to changing the word ‘patient’ to ‘survivor’! If you’re interested to read about my journey in battling lymphoma, you can click here to proceed to my cancer blog.

Ironic, I know; this blog is mainly pink instead. I like all colours actually, but I find myself having an affinity to the colour green. In fact, I can safely say that green is my soul colour.

Languages, music, fashion, photography, cultures, dance, literature, writing; just about anything, really. The arts truly intrigue me, especially thought-provoking pieces. Of course, the arts play a major role in inspiring me in my everyday life.

I don’t have a favourite genre – I read any book that interests me!

I am a trained right-hander from young, since apparently being left-handed is considered ‘wrong’. Basically, I’m ambidextrous! No wonder I find it easier to air guitar using my left hand than my right; I simply relate to the arts than subjects that deal with logical thinking better, too.

A stubborn Bull I am, too. I abhor being rushed. I prefer doing matters at my own reasonable pace. I don’t particularly like changes in my routine, but I can adapt quite easily. I’m a very practical person as well. I enjoy the beautiful things in life, but that doesn’t make me shun ugliness at all. Besides, it all depends on how one perceives beauty. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder!

Still am, but I’m slowly learning to accept imperfection into my life. Also, I’m doing my best to erase the many expectations I have so I could one day master the art of letting go and freeing myself to simple happiness and joy.

Compared to before, I’m less dramatic nowadays. Language-wise, I attempt to blog flawlessly in English and speak proper English online with my peers. Call me a Grammar Nazi all you want, but that’s how I roll. I only converse in perfect English in formal situations and during my dramatic outbursts. Otherwise, I’m absolutely capable of communicating like the average Malaysian!

It’s a different issue altogether when you’re forced to learn for the sake of getting good grades, though. Other than that, I’m open to new information and knowledge anytime! I especially would like to learn more languages and pick up new musical instruments.

…are just some of the things I would love to do in the near future, hopefully!

the basic rules apply. If you respect me, I’ll respect you. If you happen to be someone who has low EQ skills, I’ll try to be tolerant but my patience is definitely limited. I’m observant when it comes to human behaviour. I’m a person of many opinions, but I don’t voice them out unless I trust you enough; I’m very honest and candid when it comes to the people I can trust. Even though I trust very easily, not everybody can prove that they’re all that nice. Hurt me, and I’ll only defend myself if necessary. Hurt my family or my friends – you won’t find me holding back.

Is there anything else you would like to know about me?
Throw me your questions and/or doubts here! I honestly have nothing to hide, so you’ll expect the truth and nothing but the truth.

It’s only how I phrase my answers that you’ll have to be aware of.
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Well, this would be the time. When I'm gonna diss people. For real and publicly on my blog. Yeah, I know it's practically so the immature of me to hate people and hide their names anonymously on this blog of mine, but I'm doing this for two reasons. And NO, one of the reasons is not because I'm a freaggin' idiotic coward that doesn't dare to voice out her opinions.

Reason 1 : I'm protecting the identities of these people, even though I hate them to the core.

Reason 2 : I really need to avoid the misunderstandings occuring recently. I also badly need to rant what's been bottled up in me for so so long. ( That's what a blog is also for, am I not right? )

WARNING : IF YOU ARE NOT PREPARED FOR MAJOR DISSING OR DO NOT WANT TO BE ENTANGLED IN A SERIES OF COMPLICATIONS THAT MAY END UP MUSSING YOUR SIMPLE GREAT LIFE, PLEASE LEAVE OR IGNORE THIS POST TILL THE NEXT ENTRY.

1. This human deserves not one single bit of respect from me. Meet Gyodneaa, a certain somebody who's in the same club as me in school. For goodness sake, I have no reason to hate you in the first place, but you and your family started this horrific war with mine, so wake up from your childish dreams, you sicko loser. You just love to lord over the juniors that you think can't do well enough or act like you, YOU are in charge of everything. You think that you can voice out stuff really well, but please, face reality that the club have two way way WAY more excellent leaders and teachers than you and Lraf Fae Mehk. I find both of you really snobby and sorry if you manage to find out who you are if you ever happen to stumble upon this blog. It's my opinion at the time being on the both of you. Maybe I'll regret one day that I shouldn't have such naive hates over the both of you but for now, the hate can't just disperse into thin air at the moment. Do overcome your what you think is coolness. I know you have loads of friends from not only this school but others as well, but in my opinion, you have to be the most unpopular person that ever existed. You and your best friend. ( PS: Your blogs deserved to be buried underneath the core of the earth. Please, you guys are so uncreative and FYI, I only visit your blogs to know my enemies a little better. I always believe in that theorem. )

2. You. You. Heluma Mur, who loves to blame me and compare me to the other prefects. Why oh why, must I be your victim? I didn't even remember doing anything that may have offended you. I do my part of the duty, and that's that's. I even do extra work okay? Not because I want extra credit, just because I really want to help in any way I can. And please, stop sucking up to Jaahy, it's really annoying to both her( I guess) and me, as you love to compare us. And compliment her right in front of me after giving me one heck of a lecture. Dissapointed cos I'm not the rich girl you expected me to be? The girl who knows her Levi's jean size? You tried to get to know me more because you thought I'm a really loaded. Wrong. And you only made friends with Ybcyny just because you want to know more about Hesecry, concluded after overhearing you in every single conversation with her that you only ask her about Hesecry and complaining why is she so quiet.

3. Mes Jejeyh. You think you are some genius and everybody must depend or look up to you to get solutions and answers. Puh-lease. I know you go for freaggin' OMEGA tuition and all the things your tuition teacher says is right and our school teachers are half the time wrong. Keep your own methods to yourself. Not everybody needs to beg you for your help. And yes, I admit I purposely act deaf when you complain that you can't see the board or the LCD screen, and when other people say they can't see only I move away and even joke about it, like in Maths today. You talk so much and that shrilly burung pipit voice of yours is making my ears bleed. And the truth is, your piano playing is eventhough without error, but I find it extremely flat and there's not a single bit of expression or dynamics are showing at all. I hated you even more when you lied and said you failed your practical, actually you got a stinko merit. ( Question: Why these people who play so darn bloody keras can get a damnation pass or above in exams? Frucking ABRSM examiners. You people will regret not realizing my efforts.) Oh yeah. You just LOVE to act like you're so smart during quizzes huh? Dying to outwin everyone in every single exam and shooting up your hand like you're some Hermione Granger. No, I don't deny I do that sometimes but can you please stop going like, "Wrong answer. The answer is -so-and-so-." or "I know the answer!!! The answer is -so-and-so-!!!" Please lar, give other people a god damnation chance. Everybody needs to shine, you don't need to hog the limelight 24/7.

(Note: To the people or my friends that may have found out the identity of these people, I hope you can keep it hush-hush. I rather they found out by themselves and know what are their real personalities in public and wake up from this illusions they're having. My gracious thanks.)

I actually have alot more to talk about, but decided to shut it for the time being, and see the results of this entry first before I embark into greater risks of being a loner and end up friendless at school.

Too late. I already am like that.

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